Dear Bloggie,

Been a long long time since i last updated u... Ermm, in some ways its really been busy for the past 2 mths.

So whats the changes for the past 2mths...

1. A new position

Transfered over to marcom in my company. Which is kind of exciting! New opportunities, new experiences.

2. Birthdays

Lots of bdaes for the past 2 mths... So busy buying pressents and celebrations... And my birthday is also coming. *smile* Actuallie time really passes very fast. I'm turning 23 in less then a mth time. And what exactly have I achieved??

3. School

Result are out, and once again I've proved myself to be a straight C student.

4. Colleauges

Met up with my ex-colleauges from Sei Woo. Well, really surprise that Raymond came along with Jasmine. Its been almost 2years since I've last seen them... :)

And jsut past Friday nite, went to my colleauge's house to play mahjong. I won Da San Yuan on the first game.. Hehe~~* First time I won Da San Yuan. And Shawn "bao"... :) We played 1bucks 2bucks, and that nite I won 50bucks..:)

5. Hobby

Found a new hobby. Korean seriesVCD. Recently really very hook on the koreanvcd. Watched the "sao sao 19 sui" with xiang last nite till about 5am. Tired tired...

And I took up reading again. But this time I'm saving alot more money by going to the library instead of buying new ones.

6. Laptop

Bought a new laptop with the help of Huiyu and Paul... So well, my new expensive top... But frankly speaking, I still prefer my desktop. Somehow I'm still not used to the keyboard thus it slows down the process with lots of typo errors...

7. OO

Haizz... My darling have lots both his eye. After so much effort, time and money to save his eye.. It doesnt work at all. So now, we had both eyeballs removed. I really hate to do this to him. But the vet really didnt offer me anymore choice. And its all within 1 mth.

8. Birthday List

I wanted to come out with a birthday list so that I will not recieve funny funny presents. But well, cant think of what I really wanted. But I dont want fluffy toy or useless ornaments. I do not have the storage space for all these useless items... :)

9. Xiang

Still love him lots.. :) And I've warned him not to approached any of my frewns for my this bdae to ask for help for my bdae pressents.. :) Apparently his been doing this to my frewns every year from the feedbacks from them... So no worries pple, I'vetold him not to call u this year. I want him to crack his head this year..

What else... Guess thats bout all.. I have not upload my usa pictures yet. I really want to upload it up, but I couldnt find the time...

To conclude, I'm leading a not-so-bad time now. :) Thou I know that I've not been meeting up with alot of my frewns, but I still love you all kae... I'm really sorry but I really dont know why I'm going tru this really very busy period...

So you take care too.. :)

Dear Bloggie,

Think I didnt do well for my Stats... In total, I think I completed less then 70%. And those that I've attempted, does not garentee that I'll get it right.

Recently, I'm very into the romantic stuff.

The genre of books that I'm reading, and the drama serials that I'm watching...

All of a sudden I'm into the the romance swirl. Seems like I'm supplementing it from other sources as I couldnt get it from my love.

His got a busy schedule. Work is important, family is important, scrambie is important now his sister is back. Lots and lots more of other thing is important. But me? I'm just "one-of-it"..

I dont want to be "one-of-it'... I want to be "the one"...

Going tru a Quarter Life Crisis now... Can someone just help me walk out of it?

Seemed to be doing badly in not only my love, but my work, studies, and god knows what else... To make it worst, I seemed to be having a eating disorder. I kept eating non-stop. Even thou I'm not hungry... I just want to put something into my mouth. And after the food went it, i felt so disgusted with it... Then I'll put it away. But thats not the end, I will then go in search of other food.

I'm not happy. Truly not happy.

What is wrong with me....

Dear Bloggie,

Its been close to a mth since I last blog.

Well, not only do I have a busy schedule, but also emotionally unstable...

Exam is in 2hr time.

Frankly speaking, I have not study enuff. Just keeping my finger crossed that I will not fail...

After this exam, I have sit down and review my life. I dont want to just continue passing day by day, aimless and unhappy, doing nothing meaningful.

I got to go prepare to go school.

Damn it, looks like its going to rain. Hate driving in this weather.

Pray for me please...

Dear Bloggie,

Its sunday nite!!

Well, I realised that I'm still suffering from jetlag. I went work yesterday, and after work I went xiang's house to watch the taped copy of Survivor for my Comm Studies essay. Then I reached home around 6pm, and all of a sudden I felt kind of sick, and I fall aslp around 7pm.

Thn I woke up at 1am, and started on my essay, till ermm.. now.

In between I went to my granny house, and also a trip to the library to get some reference books. I'm totally not tired now so well, I guess I'm in quite a deep shit.

Anyway, xiang's aslp on the sofa now so I cant spend much time here. Got to go accompany him just in case he wokes up. So I'll try to update the pictures and my encounters in USA the nxt time round...

In the meanwhile...
Hehe.. flag of USA and us. Okie, thats all.

Dear Bloggie,

I'm back!

In the office now. Power right..

I just landed in Singapre at like 1plus 2am, then reached xiang's hse, bathed and all, I fell aslp with my hair still wet around 3.30am. Woke up around 6plus 7am, then xiang sent me to work after breakfast. Reached office slightly before 8am.

I'm like a walking zombie now.. Cannot make it.

Took alot alot of photos. Will have to slowly go tru it, maybe next week.

This weekend is burnt, got to do my communication studies due next monday. Worst thing is, I have not even got the materials for this essay.

Cant wait to go home, and its raining now. Dont think its going to stop soon.

Start to miss the time in States...

But well, good time never last...

Dear Bloggie,

Greetings for USA!!!

I'm now in new york city, at SOHO.

At this Apple gallery which offers free internet services??

This whole place is so damn fantastic.

I went to the Outlet shopping mall yesterday, and its simply fantastic. The only thing is i think i have not done enuff shopping. Will shop harder in the days to come..

Okie, got to go.

I'll definately miss this place when I'm back...

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

A event-filled day, hopefully I'll really enjoy myself today. If not it'll not be worth my rushing around...

Meeting Qian at 1pm, going for facial. After which we'll head down town and shop a little... And then, down to ECP for a seafood dinner with Andrea and Karen. Well, finally all 4 is meeting out ageing. All this is for Qian, its her birthday on Monday, thus the dinner celebration.

Well, all 4 of us will only meet up 4 times a year. On our birthday.

Best friends still, but due to our hectic shedules and commitments, well...

And today, my little cousin Gwenth is celebrating her 7th birthday too. At the chalet at pasir ris. I dont think I can make it to the BBQ and mahjong session (thou I would really love to go), but I'll still get her a nice pressent. A white bunny maybe... A real life white dwarf rabbit if I can find... She's born in the year of rabbit, thus her love for bunnies... And before you turn me into SPCA, dont worry, shes not to abandon the rabbit anytime too soon. I've got the consent from her mummy...

Something happened in the office yesterday. And its me at fault. And, the problem is not solved yet. I'm still like having nightmare about it last night.. I'm like so guilty about it, and I've yet to find a solution for it. As in, I have no admit to the parties involved that its my fault that things happened. They are still thinking that its a typo error, but in fact, its me that pass out the wrong info. And this wrong info, is going to cost at least SGD500.00. Have not told that guy its really more then a typo error. How ah... Guilty guilty..

Anyway, counting down to my "Here I come, America!!". Two days later, I can safely say I'll be flying off next week. Damn excited about it. I might be damn sua ku lah, but this is my first long haul flight, and my first trip to USA!!!

Kae lah. Got to go back to work, need to finished up and go meet Qian.

Been quite some time since I last post any photos. Wait till I come back from my trip on the 18th April, I'll definately post it up... :)

Dear Bloggie,

Just a short one, coz I'm leaving office. (Everytime I said this, but in the end it turned out to be long still. Hehe, I lor sor mah...)

My leave for USA is approved!!!

So from 7th till 18th April, I'll not be in Singappore... I'll be in New Jersey, New York, and Washington!!!! And also to Nigaira Fall (correct spelling??) and maybe up some Mountain to see snow and ski...

Can you sense how excited I am?

Anyway, my trip is officially confirmed. And I am really excited.

Okie, now for some bad news....

I've got 43 for my Communication Studies TMA1...

Its not upon 50. Its upon 100....

Damn demoralize....

My TMA 2 is due on 20th March. And till now, I have not even started on it.

Actually haizz... really upset about it. I'll work harder on my TMA2. But looking at the time constraint... But I'll still try my best.

And well, just one last point. I think I'm getting better adnd better at driving. For the past few times, I have been sending myself to and flo to school. And I'm able to clock a 30min to reach Clementi from Hougang during the 6.30 to 7pm peak hour traffic... Not bad right??

Okie, I'm heading off to Tamp Mall to wait for xiang to come pick me up. He got the new car on Tuesday...

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

So tired... Falling aslp soon.

Slpt pretty early last night I think, when xiang reached home around 11pm, he sent me an sms and by then I've already fall aslp....

So I also dont I tired what now.

BTW, my leave to states is considered semi-approved.

I have talked to both bosses, they have both orally agreed, and I have submitted my leave form in to my boss. But the big fucking hell problem is he still have not throw it out yet.

Actually I'm pretty scared that he'll not throw it out... As in he last minute decided to change his mind about my leave. But well, I can only keep my fingers' crossed at this moment of the time. To make things worst, his not in Singapore now. Will only be back on Thursday. And I also dont see him signing it once his back. But well, I'll still go ahead to book my ticket. Coz I think xiang cant wait to get the things done....

Tired tired tired.

I've got a Communication Studies assignment due on 20th March. Thats exactly a week from today. AND!!! I have not even start a teeny weeny bit on it. Haha. God bless me!!

I'll spend this coming weekend on it. But well, Lynn's girl is celebrating her first month. There's a buffet celebration over at her place on Sunday. So well, I still not sure if I can go under all this workload.

Anyway, went to the dental last Saturday. The ache on my right upper row of tooth at the back has been bothering me for the past 2 weeks or so. So I made an appointment with Karen's brother. And in the end, haha. Her brother said something about my jaw joints, and blah blah blah blah. And its due to either excessive chewing or I talk too much.

I know I like to talk alot. But then to talk alot till I hurt my jaws joint. Wow.. Imgaine how powerful I am. Haha... Anyway, kindly sms me from now on instead of calling. Let my poor jaws rest... He said I might need a small operation on it should it not recover....

Sunday went jb. Haha... Bought lots of not that legal but damn cheap movies, songs and animas... And also a apir of beautiful shoes. Thou I still prefer shoes from Kl, but well yesterday I actually saw 3 pairs I like.... But not wanting to spend so much, I only bought 1. Good girl leh... Hehe!

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now, realized been ages since I put a photo up here.

But I’m now in the office, so I’ve got no other choice.

Life sucks recently.

School’s fine. Finally after all the hardwork and effort and all the time that I’ve put in (inclusive of leave taken from work), I’ve finally finished my 1^st assignment for both module for school. A ultra big load of my chest. Really.

Now got to work hard for the 2^nd assignment, but that’s in another 3 weeks, time… So guess let me enjoy my moment peace for the time being.

And the USA trip.

Xiang’s confirm going. Frankly speaking, I’m really upset over it.

His going to be spending his birthday in the plane. As with the time lapse and all those flying over different timeline, I also don’t know when is 17^th then…

I was still thinking of a chalet for his birthday.

He asked me to go check out my leave, be it I’m going or not, his going.

What choices is he leaving for me? Not much as I can see.

Upset. Very upset. He said his the middleman juggling to keep everything in place.

Promises down the drain. I don’t like it, but do I have a choice here?

Not that I can see.

Dear Bloggie,

Just argue with xiang.

Angry.

I mean I really wanted to go states, thou in the end I couldnt get leave and all, so our final decision is to drop the whole thing together.

Last 2 weeks, I realised a mojaor project I was on was delayed till end of month. I was excited, thinking there will be more room for negociation with my boss. But I remember clearly I inform xiang, but he turned me down flatly, saying just drop the whole idea on the trip.. He dont want me to go through the whole thing again.

Fine!

I was thinking okie loh. Since like that then lets drop the whole matter loh.

But last night, his sister send over an email. Asking him to reconsider his decision. This being a perfect chance for him to go over to visit States, and most importantly, to see his brother and sister in law.

And now his thinking of going. (Well, I encourage him too. I mean what else can I do?)

He says his constantly under pressure, from his sister and mother, wanted him to go over.. blah blah blah.

I mean, is this fair to me? I find it a form of betrayal.

When I first find a chance to dig into the loophole in the office, then you turned my idea down flatly. And now you're the one going. And what RIGHTS do I have to stop you from going.

Fuck.

Okie, rushing for time to go down orchard. Got to meet my cousin at 6pm. To buy a Gucci bag for myself. And after that to celebrate Aaron bdae...

Really mad at him. I mean, all this really sucks.

Dear Bloggie,

Truly upset.

Alex (my boss) rejected my leave.

He said this is a very bad time to be taking leave as Lynn will just nicely have gone for a maternity leave. And he can foresee that Lynn’s department will be chaotic without admin staff around during the transactional period.

He gave me 3 choices.

1. To go before Lynn goes on maternity leave
2. Cut short the trip and be back on the 1^st week of March
3. Postpone the trip

At that point of time, I feel like throwing in the letter and tell him sayonara!

Boss: This is very bad timing, this is a pretty wild decision on your part, disregarding the company interest. And the management is actually thinking of promotion for you. And going off during the important transition period is really a very wrong decision.

Me: Frankly speaking, I don’t know what plans management have for me. In fact I feel so damn insecure coz there’s already a new girl in to take over my stuff. I’ve no idea what’s in store for me when Lynn’s back. (Tearing…)

Boss: If you could adapt well into Lynn’s position while she’s away, then that position will be yours for good (or till I want a change in career path – in another words “Resign”) or something like that.

So to conclude, he rejected my leave. But at least I gain knowledge of what’s going to happen to me after Lynn’s come back.

Boss: Of course we will want to make everyone happy, to make every situation a win-win situation.

Me (thinking): You already rejected my leave, its confirm a lose-lose situation for me what…

Boss (cont…): So ….. (Then he gave me the 3 choices).

Me: Can I postpone the trip till end March? Coz my ticket is valid till end March. I got to depart before March ends… (Bullshit de. I have not even book the air tickets.)

Boss: Okie… I’m more comfortable with you leave end of March. At least its a few weeks after the transition period. It’ll make the handing over and catching up part easier for everyone…

Me: But I’ll still take a total of 10 days…

Boss: (okie, I cant really remember what he say)

So to conclude, I’ll postpone my trip till the end of March.

Fuck, I’m sad.

Dear Bloggie,

Happie Lunar New Year!!

This is a very belated greeting, but well its still better then nothing.

This year of doggie, is supposedly a very good year for me. And I really think so. Coz I collected alot of "ang bao' this year, and till now I have not lost money. :x *smirk*

And, the exciting thing is....

I'm going to USA!

Hehe... Not confirm yet. But should be heading to NYC by the end of the month.

So exciting... I have never been to states. And this will have to be the furthest I have ever travelled away from Singapore. Will update again...

Okie, I've got class tomorrow. Communication.

Just finished a little of my revision for Statistic.

Can anyone help me on my assignment for Stats and Mass Comm?

Tired.. And is only 9plus.

I need to rest.

Nites!

Dear Bloggie,

Me again.

Yupz, I’m bored.

And it’s the very very bored type.

It’s a day before Chinese New Year Eve, and I’m now stuck here, with nothing to do.

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

Okie, I’ve got some stuff which I could do. Just the you know, no mood.

Anyway, cant remember what I’ve blog in the last entry.

But then ermm.. Let me hao lian abit.

Till date, I’ve received 3 ang baos. 2 from my supplier and 1 from my boss. 100 bucks each. So in total 300bucks.

And, that is small money *hao lian hao lian*… I received my BONUS!!!

Plus my 13th month, I received 2.5mths… *yeah yeah*

Happy leh.. Really happy.

I think I shall go hunt for a cheap ticket to New York. And forsake the Gucci bag. Thou 2.5mth is quite a sum of money, but I can only choose one between the 2 after saving a sum up for school fees… Hehe~~* that’ll tell you how low is my salary.

Okie, I also don’t know what else to say liao…

I shall go nonsense with my colleague. They are opening up the hamper. Or should I say tearing up.

And yar, other then that ang bao from my boss, he also gave me a hamper. Hehe~~* Going to bring it home today. My parents are going to pick me up from work, and after which, I’ll send them to the airport (they going Bangkok) and I shall have the car for the nxt 7days.

Dear Bloggie,

Just when I thought I’ll not be coming in, I actually have the sudden urge to come in and nonsense abit.

Well, I realized that there’s basically only 2 times when I will turn to you, bloggie.

When I’m extremely happie, or extremely upset.

So now, let me share my joys!!

I received my bonus todae!!!!

1.5months. *grinz*

Plus my 13^th month, this month in total, I received 2.5mth of extra…

Quick, call my a little rich woman. *hahaha*

Can I go buy that Gucci bag which I’ve been eyeing?? Maybe I can. I’ll be heading down to Orchard today after work with mummy. And maybe I’ll buy the bag.

And another thing, my time-table for school is out.

Still not that bad I’ll say. 2 times a week, from 7.30pm to 10.00pm.

And ermm.. Xiang’s dad changed their car. Upgraded.

What else? I think that’s bout all. Waiting for New Year to come. Bought quite a lot of new clothings. *Happie*

So happie lunar new year pple!!!

Dear Bloggie,

My first entry this year. Year 2006.

Well, I've reallie dont have the mood to update on my life.

But well, I'm still doing fine...

1. Work getting less stressful, with a new admin girl in to help me. I'm now just counting down to Chinese New Year, waiting for my 13th mth (which might be coming in todae) and bonus...

2. Waiting for school to start. I took leave today so I can go down to SIM to collect my course materials. After which I can spend a little quality time with myself and friends.

3. Shopping. Been shopping for the past week. Too much sales around now, hard to resist myself. Well, buying everything in the name of Chinese New Year to make myself and wallet feel better.

4. Friends. Finally work is slowing down, I can make more time for friends. Thou I can feel the strain between us now after the long break, but well I'm really trying...

5. Boyfriend. Good and bad.

6. Guess thats all the updates I could think of...

I'm planning for a next trip out of Singapore. Depending on how much bonus will I get, and whether I will resist temptation and buy a Gucci bag or to save up everything for school...

And well, I decided to go slow on you bloggie... I really dont have to mood to come in and update. Call it lazy, but well... Ermm.. Yar.

But you have been my effort since Poly days. Its been at least 2-3years. I will not give up on you just like that. Its my cottage by the river after all...

You xin er li bu zu...

Dear Bloggie,

Been ages since I last blog...

Busy busy busy...

There's my Dinner and Dance, lots of christmas parties and dinner, and ermm... What else??

Anyway, its been really busy for me.

I'm now in the office, stayin in during my lunch period to finish up some work (actually more of sitting around gosipping with my colleauges...)

Haizz.. Anyway, this will imply that I'm not able to do up a proper post... No photos, no time no nothing...

But well, really tired.

Cant wait for the year to pass...

Anyway, just a latest update...

1. I've got accepted into UniSIM... I'll be taking the Business (with communication). So well, been more thn 2 years since I've left school. Kinda exciting to be going on school. But damn freaking expensive. First school fees cost me like SGD3,750.00.

2. New HP!!! I've got a new handphone for christmas. My x'mas pressie from Xiang. A Motorola V3. Nothing fanciful, but Xiang thinks that I should have this phone coz this was my project when I was still in Sei Woo... Well, maybe his right. Back then I really put my heart and soul in to all the Motorola's project. Actually, I think V180 meant more to me...

3. Gain weight... Okie, this is nothing new. But due to festive and all, I once again gain more flesh round my body. Haizz..

Okie lah, I need to get back to work. I really wanted to at least post my the Dinner and Dance pictures up. I think I'm damn cute that day. Really lah... So you wait kae....

Dear bloggie,

At home now...

Nope, not that I dont have to work today.. I'm sitting here, fully ready for work. But waiting for Matthew to come pick me up to the office...

Anyway, feeling upset last night as I have a small arguement with xiang (again...) All coz i forgot to bring home 2 pcs of print outs. For him to apply for his NUS course. I know its my fault that I forgot to bring it home. But I was in a hurry to get back, and its like 8plus at night and I'm still in the office...

Well, I really dislike any arguement. Especially with him. We are going tru this cold war now, and well, I dont intend to give in. I know its my fault. I did try to coax him. But if he wants to be angry, then well... Go ahead.

On a lighter note, Thursday is my Dinner and Dance. Finally.

Last night I finally tried on the uniform that I have to wear that night. Cant help but feel that the top is a little too big. But nemind lah, just for a night...

And right after the Dinner and Dance, I'll be heading to Genting with my cousins. Have not pack yet.

And when I'm back, its Christmas!!! So excited leh... I have bought almost all my pressents, and started on the wrapping. Christmas is definately one of my favorite festive.

So much to do, so little time...

And this is really a redundant post... So disorganize, so crappy...

Okie lah, got to get ready to go down. Its like 8plus and I'm still at home...

Have a nice weekend pple!

Dear Bloggie,

Another busy week...

A temp staff came in, and helped out with my work, while I slowly took over Lynn's work (she'll be going on maternity leave early next year..

And my Dinner and Dance is in less then a week's time. I'm so damn bloody excited about it. And I'm buzzing around the entire office, trying to co-ordinate everyting...

Anyway, Christmas is here!!!


Christmas tree at my office lobby...


Centrepoint..

Raffles City...

Christmas mood is in the air.. And I'm going to do my Christmas shopping later. So exciting!! I have more then 20 people and counting in my list... So there goes to show how many good boys and girls there are around this year...

Meet Huili, Aaron and gf last night for dinner at Orchard...

And saw these along Orchard Road. So nice... (these few are my favorites..)

Okie, thats all folks, I'm heading down to Orchard again, with my xiang, for Christmas shopping!!

Dear Bloggie,

I'm now at home.

Mc.

Yupz. Mc again...

Since Tuesday I have not fully recovered.

The doctor I went to on Tuesdae really sucks. I'm never going to visit him again.

So today, went to another doc.

He make me wait for an hour for my turn.

And it cost me SGD49.35 in total.

Lucky I can claim my mediacal fees from the office. If not I'll really go burn down his clinic tonight... *hehehe*

Okie, I'm heading back to bed.

Dont envy me kae.. I'm really sick and I felt terrible...

*Note: Craving for Polar's sugar roll.. And when I tell xiang I want sugar roll, he bought me pandan cake instead...*