After i started the friendster, i seemed to be like ermm.. forgotten my blog.. realie leh.. damn jia lat.. why like tat.. cannot cannot.. i am actualie online everydae, but thn i am not like updating tis everydae.. realie bad xin.. no good no good. i am feelin abit miserable.. ermm.. after tat faithful dae, images of the past kept flashin tru my mind.. whenever sum happie memories flashes tru my mind, i will tink of a bad memories.. ermm.. duno lah.. ermmm... on my wae home, i wanted to write a tribute to him.. hehe~* sae till as if his dead like tat.. but thn i aso one kind wan loh.. whenever i alone thn tink, i will still miss the times wher we are together.. thn got the tot of wan to try be together wan.. but thn whnever i see him liao, i will alwaes attitude him wan.. maybe fated wan lah. duno hw to continue writing tis liao.. ermm.. see how ba..

Hey pple.. Todae i started the Friendster.com tingy.. and guess wat.. its realie interesting.. damn regreted why did i start tis late.. hehe.. i started tis morning.. and frm now, to date i got 19 pple in the list.. hehe.. see liao i aso happie.. tink this will continue to grow.. the bigger the beta.. thn frm the links, actualie saw a few pple whom realie long time no contact wan.. those frm my sec school for example.. hehe~* happie leh.. nemind.. actualie i todae whole dae never go out.. the comp aso on whole dae liao.. wan go slack liao.. hehe~* take care pple~* in a damn good mood now.. hope tat by tml morn i could still sae the same ting~*~*~*

Saturdae.. actualie planned to meet drea qian and karen. but thn last min qian sae she not feelin well. so i ended up at home doin nth.. wat a borin saturdae.. thursdae nite went to eat crabby with sis and jon and a girl. sis's classmate. thn went to play mahjong till 6plus in the mornin.. fridae went to granny hse for lunch coz her bdae.. i was like tired like duno wat ting.. realie cannot make it.. 5pm reach home slp till tis mornin thn go wrk..
i feel lonely leh.. i duno how to sae.. at times like tis.. i realie hope there will be tis one.. sumone tat belongs to me.. i duno how to sae lah.. realie miss the daes where i haf a bf.. duno will i haf the chance to haf a guy like tat in my life again.. i realie duno.. i realie ermm.. lonely ba.. i duno how to sae..

Wednesdae..
This week didnt realie go out.. end of the mth leh.. no money liao.. realie wan to save up the money.. juz in case if i realie resign, thn at least will haf sum cash to fall bac on.. duno lah.. but thn todae realie a damn unpleasant dae.. got scolded by this stupid man.. he realie attitude loh.. thn after i hang the fone.. i realie is wan cry ah.. thn mr te came and ask mi,' jin yu, why the mouth like tat??' thn i broke into tear.. hehe.. tink i muz haf scare him.. coz huiyu told mi he kept cumin up and ask how am i.. can see his worried.. i tink in the office, other thn huiyu, i like him most like.. realie so nice.. thou his onli 13years my senior, but thn he realie treat mi n huiyu damn nice loh.. juz like our god-daddy like tat.. well.. tat idiot realie upset mi todae.. i dun wan to go tok bout it aso.. after tml, got one public holidae.. so nice.. hehe~* kae loh.. meant to be a short note onli.. wan log off soon liao.. tml haf to wrk.. so i wan slp earli aso.. recently alot of pimple..they is one pop up, thn subside liao thn the nxt one will pop up.. so they liek tat one by one, like a never ending story.. huiyu sae is coz i not enuff slp.. so muz recover all my beauty slp.. tml 23rd wor.. tis baofa bdae. will sms him happie birthdae.. wonder how is he celebrating his bdae.. last year if i never remember wrongly, he sae wan celebrate with mi.. but thn in the end he haf to go celebrate with his mum.. cant realie remember.. but thn nemind lah.. all is past is past liao.. no matter wat, i still wish him happie always~*

Tuesdae..
so damn tired.. sundae went to sentosa with the girls.. ermm.. had fun ther loh.. actualie wanted to go sun tan abit.. but thn emi lah.. she alwaes like a surse with the sun.. wherever she is, the sun will hide.. so in the end i didnt manage to get dark.. but thn its alright.. will alwaes haf the chance.. and sundae.. b4 i went sentosa, i had my first driving lesson.. first time leh.. i was sooo scare leh.. tat uncle afer explaining to mi abit, thn went 2 rounds, thn he made mi drive.. imagine mi driving leh.. hehe~* so excited.. anywae.. my first time on the round.. the rngine dead 2 times.. hehe~* and i went up to the 4th gear.. not bad for a first timer hor.. thn after sentosa went to xw granny hse for dinner.. her cousin bdae.. the food damn yumyum.. so by the time i reach home, i was real tired.. thn on my way home, whalewhale msged mi.. ermm.. he got gf liao.. ermm.. how do i feel ah.. ermm.. okie lah.. not as bad as i tink lah.. hehe~* well, wats mine will be mine rite.. not mine will not be mine.. or maybe coz i already hopin tat sumone else will be the one taking tat place?? hehe~* duno lah..
yest mondae i go open the letter box, thn i failed my advance theory again.. haizz.. 2nd time liao leh.. why like tat.. sui bian abit let mi pass aso cannot.. well.. nemind loh.. take a 3rd time loh. .tis time round i will take leave stay at home n study, thn make sure i pass ah.. realie waste my time wan leh.. thn wrk aso not realie very fine.. lizzie now standing on the sofa.. duno wat she want.. now she sit dwn liao.. thn held her head damn high.. duno wat she lookin at.. actualie tis journal.. i realie too busy to update it.. compare to the time whn i was bac in school, i will update it everydae.. but thn now.. i onli like update it a couple of times a week.. thn all the info like damn filter liao.. but thn still beta thn nth rite.. haizz.. realie miss the times whn i was in school..
at times, i realie hope time can turn bac.. bac to the daes where i was in scool.. bac thn i was like so much more happier.. last time got a bf who is always there for mi.. but thn now knowin alot more fact, i am actualie thankful tat he is not there animore.. thou i would realie like sumone to be there for mi.. but thn i would prefer sumone not tat complicated.. wellwell.. dun tok about all the unhappie stuff liao.. i believe i will find tat sumone soon wan.. hehe~*
tml onli wed.. but thn heng fridae s a public holidae.. thursdae 23rd liao.. its baofa's bdae.. ermm.. how do i feel.. duno aso.. no matter wat is a guy i once like.. sumone i sincerely like.. actualie seems like tis period of time i aso like quite a number of pple hor.. well.. nemind lah.. haizz.. want slp earli.. tml still haftat go wrk.. and my stupid hp.. realie damn jia lat.. want buy new wan.. i wan buy the sony ericsson wan.. duno ex anot leh.. nemind nemind.. i will go check it out whn i free..

Saturdae.. has been a busy week.. tuesdae went to celebrate xw bdae at orchard.. i got ot, thn rushed like mad.. thn wed went to meet up wif a frewn loh.. thn thursdae went ktv wif huiyu.. juz the 2 of us.. i booked the 6-9pm package.. thn left the ofice ard 5.50pm, thn kenny sent us dwn.. thn tat dae he drives tis audi 2 door converterble.. wao lao.. damn impressive.. first time sit tis type of car.. the pick up speed is damn fast.. i duno how to describe lah.. but thn reallie an experience.. hehe~* thn he dropped us off at orchard.. thn mi and huiyu each hold a mic thn we sing for 3hrs straight.. sing till i got no voice leh... thn reach home liao thn i tok on the fone till 2am like tat .. the nxt dae still haf to go wrk.. i was like so damn tired.. realie is bua tahan.. hehe~* fridae went for dinner with the sec sch girls.. qian, drea, jiale shauna.. had fun loh.. thn todae went to wrk.. wrk liao thn go home slp.. tired ah.. slp till now.. tml i goin dwn to take my first driving lesson leh.. so damn excited.. thn after tat goin sentosa with the girls.. long time no go outdoor liao.. even more excited.. hehe~* thn xw sae she goin to bring bikini for mi.. hehe~* first time wear leh.. but thn my figure kana sai liek tat.. wear liao later xia si ren.. xiong juz called and ask mi go movie.. but thn i not goin dwn lah.. too tired.. rather rest at home first.. thn tml can go all out to play.. recently i am pretty close to a frewn.. ermm.. thn last nite he msg mi tell mi, his frewn told him they find him overly caring to mi.. ermm.. nth lah..

mondae.. not enuff slp.. so damn tired.. the weekend so fast over liao.. sat meet qian.. ermm.. celebrating bdae for the entire weekend.. but thn abit lazy to go over it. aniwae, yest went to celebrate hao's bdae.. thn after tat rushed dwn to juring frm pasir ris. to xw hse.. ermm.. overall had fun ba.. thn emi send us home.. tis cumin sundae will be the first dae i will be takin my driving lesson.. so scare.. so excited.. recently tink i might be having tis new crush on tis new guy leh.. ermm.. dun wan sae too much.. but thn craving for the feeling of feeling loved again.. tml meeting up wif the poly girls again.. it was brought forward coz esther thursdae need to wrk late.. thn tis cuming fri meetin up with the sec sch girls.. all girls gathering.. seems like i am onli goin out with the girls recently.. roy goin in ns tis wednesdae.. haizz.. realie no chance to mahjong liao.. but thn nemind.. tink i found new mahjong kahkis liao.. the world aso damn small loh.. tat dae got to knw tis guy, thn he turn out to be shan's best fren in acjc.. hehe~* see whn got chance can meet up with thm ba.. tired.. tink i will slp earli tonite..

Tired.. Todae didnt go out.. dun haf the energy to go out.. yest i recieve the PO for m-0788185n.. thn its like quite happie loh.. coz i have been chasing after this PO for quite sum time.. and it total up to bout USD 20k. thn after i got tat PO, at first gance i realise that they didnt put in the cost for 2items, which amounts up to USD 8400.. tat was on tues i got the PO. thn wed was too busy with other stuff.. thn todae i used the mornin to clear up the mess.. thn i realise tat i actualie overbilled thm.. its like ther are stuff which i haf not billed thm, and aso stuff which i over billed thm.. haizz.. i duno wat lah.. thn in the afternoon my wrk is juz mountainin up.. thn i duno lah.. till now i haf to settle my 0788185 problem.. and the whole dae i kept 0788185 till now everyone know bout it. tml i am goin to use my enitre mornin to clear it up.. haf to write a nice nice email to motorola.. damn jia lat.. i knw i got alot of wrk not done yet.. haiz.. still got phone calls to make.. why like tat leh.. tml aso another busy dae.. got to meet up with qian, thn go des bdae, thn go yz bdae.. thn haf to buy xw bdae present, thn sun might hf to meet yz again, thn haf to go xw bdae party.. my weekend like tat seems over liao.. haizz.. guess tis is the wrkin life.. tis morn as i was clearin the 0788185 mess, i suddenly enter depression mode.. its like i suddenly feel so depress.. sit dwn ther aso can cry wan.. actualie i aso duno why.. its all of a sudden wan loh.. noone offended mi or wat.. its juz liek a sudden mood swing like tat.. thn lunch time huiyu still cum ask mi wat happen.. she can see depression written all over my face for the entire morn.. she sae nxt time whn i give birth, comfirm will get the post pregnency depression wan.. now already like tat, nxt time will be worst.. haizz.. duno lah.. damn tired.. tis wrk is realie wearin mi out..

i juz made a cup of cup noodles.. and i left it there too long coz i was like tryin to on the comp.. thn i forgot all bout it.. thn the noodles absorbed all the soup and its like dry noodles like tat.. but thn nw i totally got no appetide.. haizz..

Todae thursdae.. the week pass so fast.. and i totally got no time no time clear my emails, not to mention to update this.. well.. juz been to take my advance, the test to start at 6.30pm, but thn i onli arrived at 7pm.. heng they still allow mi to take the test.. hehe~* anywae.. dun wan to tok much lah.. sian.. actualie plan to haf a quiet week tis week.. but thn all of a sudden i like damn occupied. mon dinner wif yk, tues went out wig cle. wed i came home after wrk, but thn i ot till 7plus, so by the time i reach home aso late liao.. well, i is everydae aso 7plus thn leave the office wan lah.. thn todae rush like mad go dwn to take the theiry.. tml haf to meet up with the girls.. thn sat aso jia lat.. des bdae thn goin dwn his ther with drea and qian. thn at nite drea goin to yz the bdae.. yz sms mi todae askin mi if i'm free on sat to meet up anot.. i was so bz tat all dates simply slipped off my mind. i actualie overlooked his bdae.. so damn pai sey.. so now sat is i aso duno wat.. with the ting with mi and him.. ermm.. duno lah.. pai sey lah.. thn sundae goin dwn to xw bdae.. seems liek alot of pple bdae nowadaes.. sianzz.. now everyone who called mi to meet up, i will tell thm nxt week.. jia lat lah.. damn tired aso.. everydae wrk till so late.. dun write liao lah.. want to clear my mails.. oh yar.. i alot of daes no on icq, thn todae on icq, thn pple are askin mi for email add to add mi into sum duno wat freinster tingy.. did i spell it correctly?? i liek so damn behind times like tat.. i dun even knw wat izzit.. tink i haf to go check it up whn i free liao.. how? i like a old lady like tat... haizz.. and whalewhale goin in ns tis sat.. goin to be in ther for 3weeks and four daes.. ermm.. all the best to him ba..

sundae.. so fast.. haf to go bac wrk tomolo liao.. went to johor earli tis morn.. damn tired now leh.. bought 2 skirts and a pair of shoe.. like the skirts leh.. got one veryvery cute.. like abit act cute like tat.. but thn nemind.. who bothers.. todae at jb.. suddenly tot of yk.. realie miss the daes wher i was with him.. the daes where we went jb with drea and daniel.. and the daes we were in hk.. ermm.. duno lah.. tis few daes suddenlie want the feeling to be loved.. want someone to love mi, to dote on mi and to patpat mi to slp.. i must be dreaming.. nemind mi.. last nite went to see wu jian dao with xiong, jon and roy.. the show okie loh.. see liao aso haf alot of after tots.. wat tots.. ermm.. i aso duno how to explain.. sian lah..

So fast.. Fridae liao.. Juz came bac home.. yest meet up with the girls at city hall again.. the feeling so nice wor.. realie miss the daes wher we were still in school.. everyone turn up in their office wear.. who will believe we are onli 20?? hehe~* but thn its alrite.. tml nite they goin clubbin.. duno i can make it anot.. coz tml i meetin sis they all for movie.. thn xiong juz sms mi sae gotta see at nite, coz jon is goin to book out late.. ermm.. thn i will be like damn free in the afternoon.. still tryin to find sum stuff to slot in the empty space.. nemind, worst cum to worst i can cum home slp wan.. tink i can do with abit of rest.. thn if can tml after movie they got no plans we can all go clubbin.. nxt thurs i takin my advance again.. gotta start studying liao.. i rather kiasu abit thn fail.. so since i goin to take my advance nxt thurs, thn the girls planed to meet on the fridae instead.. thn goin sing ktv wor.. and tat is goin to end at 12.. so emi tryin to get the car thn we can all save on the midnite cab.. nxt sat maybe can meet qian.. long time no see drea liao.. wonder how is she.. well.. duno lah.. actualie more or less settled dwn at wrk liao.. but thn i still feel like changin job.. but thn i tink i am juz not determined enuff.. but thn one ting i gotta admit.. tis job realie gives mi the sense of job satifacotory.. like my baby is out and completed liao.. the samples is out liao.. thou we cheated abit lah.. do sum stuff to the samples so tat the dimensions are in, thn sent the samples out thn sent the tool out for repair liao.. hehe~* but thn no matter wat, i am realie hopin my baby got approved and qualified.. tink i aso duno wat i am tokkin bout rite.. well, nemind nemind.. tml sat liao.. one week haf pass juz like tis.. todae had dinner mif mummy at yishun.. she came to pick mi up.. she wanted company tonite wor.. tats why she came all the wae to yishun.. coz todae is her wedding anniversary with daddy.. but thn daddy coulnt make it bac to singapore.. so she onli got to make do with mi.. but thn i treated her dinner.. spent quite abit of money.. but thn nemind lah.. mummy leh.. hehe~*

Wednesdae.. So far my dieting plans are not wrkin out.. after wrk tdae i had kfc with huiyu.. thou we skipped lunch todae, but thn seems like i had a fatening dinner.. haizz.. todae i ask thm whether my face has becum rounder.. thn jas saes nope.. thn huiyu sae i all along is tis round.. damn jia latzz.. haizz.. nemind nemind.. todae had a bad dae in the office.. whn i woke up tis morn i got tis uneasy feeling liao. so it turned out to be rite.. seems liek everyting went wrong todae.. till i couldnt take it, thn so juz nice todae is the first, the urge to tender in resignation is very strong. called mummy during lunch.. tok till i was crying.. thn whn i went up to the office, huiyu tok to mi again, thn i realie burst out crying.. and its more thn a few drop of tears. she got a shock.. coz for the past one week, i was like so hapie during wrk.. everyting was like so well, i was like ermm.. so into the job. thn all of a sudden todae, i like tat.. haizz.. bt thn no matter wat, we managed to went tru the dae.. thou alot of stuff cock up, but thn well.. manage to continue to let it drag.. tml thursdae again liao.. so duno am i meetin up with the girlss.. and my pay slip came in todae.. ermm.. not alot.. but thn at least.. this is the first time my POSB acc passes the 1000 mark.. tat time whn i went to hk with yk, i saved up to more thn 1000bucks, but thn the acc didnt manage to pass tat 1000 mark coz i lend a sum of money to drea, thn she paied mi bac in cash.. thn whn i took my CK money, thn first time before i bank the cash in, i already spend close to 400buck to buy my wallet, thn the 2nd time i lend 500bucks to huili.. so tis is realie the first time wor.. hehe~* so happie~*so todae i onli ate dinner.. hope tml will be beta lah..