Cottage by the River

Dear Bloggie,

Well.. think a couple months since I last pen something down here. Life.. goes on.

Went on my annual trip to a new country, been lazy and I have not even posted the photos up on Facebook. But well, new place new experience. China is really one big country. Other then the fact that I dont really fancy its' people, I have to saw they have lovely sceneries and amazing buildings. Great Wall of China is really incredible.

Granny's been gone for more then 100 days. I think I really miss her in a way. I just miss not having her around me at all. But its real selfish of me.. I've been asking myself.. what have I done for her when she is still around. Almost nothing.. But she is feeling so much better somewhere out there with no pain and mobility. So well.. I have to settle that feeling of lost in me myself and be happy that she is indeed happier and better now.

Work has been a pain in the ass, I am still not liking my co-colleauges alot. Well well.. I am just not ermm... I dont know how to put it. But well.. I am hating it. And nothing much I can do about it.

I do not like how my life has fall into a routine. I do not like the fact that noone is doing anything to add in any spices. I miss the days where we meet and venture into new arenas.

Are every so busy that no one has the time to just stop and say hi? Or is money a constraint that no one are meeting up as cost is a factor?

*sigh*

I.. just want to be out and about. There are many things that I am thinking of doing.. but yet not yet done. Like will the Terracotta still be around for me to actually go see it when you finally remember and decided to bring me down? I want my weekends to be spent chilling out at some random cafe and not a quick lunch at some hawker centre and back home. Why we no longer have those good long meals anymore? I do not want to roam aimlessly at some shopping centre coz I have so much comittment now that I do not have much extra to spend! I just want to buy and not wait till my next HongKong shopping trip.. which is half a year later.

Maybe.. I should just plan my life as how I want to live it.

I don't know.. rather emo today.