Dear Bloggie,

Just reached home.

Another tiring day.

Actually come to think of it, which day isnt a tired day for me.

Meet Dennis after work to catch a show with him. I know him for so long liao, this is the 2nd time we went to see a show. Our first show like xin yu xin uan. That was like when I was in either Sec 3 or Sec 4...

Anyway, we watch "Red Eye".

This show is freaking short. Its just a little more then an hour. But overall, I quite like the show thou its like kind of stupid. But well, nemind.

I bought story books today. 2 of it.

1. Assassini
2. The Vampire Lester

I wanted to get Assassini since well, very long ago. When I finished the Rule of 4, I wanted to get this book. But I couldnt find the book.

This book more or less, reminds me of him. There was a time where we searched for this book together. We actually found it once in the MPH at Parkway, but due to some reason I cant remember, I didnt buy the book.

So well, I guess I could burry myself in these books for the next few days.

Haizz... I also dont know what to do say now. Guess this is one of my more "not so okie" day.

I think I shall go get started with my book.

Dear Bloggie,

I went behind the wheels again today.

Drove down to my granny house for Vivien's bdae party.

But I took about an hour to reach Pasir Ris from Hougang. Took alot of wrong road.

Firstly, at the Express way, instead of turning left at SLE towards Tamp, I took a wrong turn, and arrive at Sengkang. Then after I exited from the Express way, I took another wrong turn and ended up at Tampines instead of Pasir Ris...

Damn sotong right. I was never good at Express way. His always better at Express way, I'm better at those small roads. So in a way we always make up for each other short-comings.... Yar, thats in the past... Noone will be there to guide me on my Express way now.

Had good fun at my Granny house today. I was always happy there. Spending time with my cousins and my aunts. Good time ended too fast, and its back to work tomorrow...

I still send my aunt home before heading home. She stays at Tanah Merah area.

Actuallie I think I did well on the road today. If his there, I'm sure he'll be so proud of me.

Haizz.. Also dont know what should I do now.

I want to wait, then he'll always give me attitude, like I shouldnt wait. And went on to tell me I should go get a new bf. (To hear this from the guy you love so much, the heart will really shatter into pieces...)

But should I do things that he dont like, he will come tell me thats how hard I'm trying to be the kind of girl he wants. So if thats how I call waiting, his really disappointed in me.

I really dont know what to do now.

Totally no idea...

Dear Bloggie,

Today, I want to blog about my Wonka Chocolate!!!

Okie, this a very badly taken photo of my chocolate~~*

Actually the one in the movie, the chocolate is damn big in size. As in its a family pack that size. But the one I found is only this small. And it cost me SGD2.20. Yupz, freaking expensive for a chocolate this size. But I bought like half a dozen...

If you were to notice the top left hand corner, there's this Golden thingy...

There's a Golden Ticket hiding in the Chocolate Bar!!!!

Just like the movie. But well, I have not yet open any of my chocolate bar. So I dont know if mine have any. But well, I dont think I'm that lucky.

Anyway, there's 2 favours. But only the one in Red have the Golden Ticket. But I still bought the other one to try tis taste...

So I'll let you all know the taste after I tried it.

Okie... Thats all about my chocolate.

I took this picture of myself yesterday morning before I go work. I was reading The Straits Time the other day, and they were saying the way Singapore Girls dressed is damn uniform. In tight low rised jeans and a sexy top (as in spag strips or tube or whatever). And most importantly, mid-rif is also exposed.

So as to not make myself part of that "School", I opted for a skirt~~*

Okie, thats all. :)

Dear Bloggie,

I'm at home now, down with a flu. So I'm on medical leave today, and its back to the office tomorrow.

I wanted to take pictures of my Wonka Chocolate, but too lethagic to do it now. But l'll do it maybe later tonight, or tomorrow after work.

We spoke again over msn last night. Haizz.. Another devastating chat.

Why do things have to always turn out this way? I can never understand. But I dont want to think so much now. I shall just let things goes its own way.

Maybe its really me who have a very big serious problem.

Maybe I should really sit down and reflect on what sort of person I really am.

Dont know what else to say. But I promise you, in the next entry I shall be a happier person.

Dear Bloggie,

Reach home not too long ago.

Feel a little happy today as I bought the Wonka Chocolate. Those that appear in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. :)

I'm falling sick. Down with flu and I can feel a sore throat coming.

I might be calling in sick tomorrow. If that happens, I shall update more tomorrow about the chocolate and all. If not, then wait till I'm home tomorrow night.

Thats all.

Dear Bloggie,

I have been a good girl, have not been going out for the past 2 days after work. But still slept late, thus I'm still feeling tired. But its alright.. My mood today is much better compared to the past few days...

And I still got no plans for the weekends... Eerrmm... Nemind, at most stay at home. Or I can go shopping with my mummy~~*

Okie, I've got the photos of my bdae from Esther's camera... So just upload a few interesting ones which I dont have in my collection back then....

Me with my sunflower. That is before I start crying, so at least I still look pretty with my favorite flower. Actually even when I was taking this photo, I was already holding back my tears..

And eventually, less then a couple seconds later I erupted. I guess I caught everyone by surprise...

Me playing the mini mahjong with Huili, Jere and I cant remember whose there also... Hehe~~*

Me and Esther...
Taking picture of them when they are taking picture of themself... Hehe~*

Making a wish... In fact 3. I hope they will all come true...

Blow candles.... Only 4 on the cake this year.. Last year there are like 21 small little candles. I almost died trying to blow them all out in 1 breath..

Okie, somewhere along here my camera battery died on me... The backview belongs to Mao..

And they save me the last piece of the cake.. Still so nice right, got a lited candle....

Agar I know what they going to do. I felt so hopeless.. Haha~~* No amount of protesting helps.

Since nothing I can do, I might as well follow their orders... Look at their hands under the plate... Thats Emi's Hand~~~~*

In the process...

See how nice are they to me.... haha~~~*

Okie.. actually also not much damage lah, since not much cake was left... Thank God Andrea didnt buy a big cake...

Clearin up.. See the girls all helping me to clear up.. While the guys (I think that blue boardshort belongs to Mao) simply stands around and seee.... Mao Huai REN~~~*

Okie, thats all. Feeling extremely tired. I will try to sleep earlier today. Recently alot of work to be done in the office. I am like busy like a bumblee bee everyday... Time passes so fast~~*

Dear Bloggie,

Its Sunday night. And its back to work tomorrow... Cant describe my feelings. Definately not looking forward, but then at times weekend also feels abit lonely to me. Its not coz I didnt have place to go, or the lack of company. But well, I guess its just that I still miss him from time to time.

Okie, back to my weekend.

Went to my cousin's baby girl's 1 year old bdae party yesterday. Its held at this ktv pub at Toa Payoh Safra. I really wonder if thats the latest craze now among my cousins. All their babies 1st bdae are held at ktv pub. I think its like more suitable for pple my age right?? I mean what do these babies know?

And yar, they played Barney on their systems instead of the usual Zhou Jielun and Cai Yilin.

I only stayed for half an hour, then I have to rushed down to Dohby Gaut (okie, this spelling looks kind of weird. But I'm sure you know where in Singapore I'm talking about right...). To meet up with the poly pple, coz its EMI's BDAE CELEBRATION!!!

Yupz, tomorrow is Emi's Bdae! So we had the celebration earlier...

From here on, let the picture do the talking.... Anyway the pictures are kind of messy coz I think 17pple was there... I dont know if I've got everyone in...

Dawne, Esther, Emi and me... Huili was not ther yet.

Xingwei and me. I really think she look veryvery pretty that night..

Huili, me and Mao² my son..

Esther, Emi, Huili, me, Mao and Aaron...

Jere and k..

Martin and his gf...

Leon at the far end, Huili, Emi and Oliver...

Amos, Oliver and Emi...

Aaron, Emi's mum and Mao. Emi's mum is also their God-ma. This 2 mad guys go around taking in Gan-ma....

A very incomplete photo taken before the food is served. Simply too many of us to fit in... Plus a few was shy.

From here on, its a series of 4 bo liaoz pple doing stupid stunts...

Damn stupid right...

And here is our Bdae Ger with the Cake and the fire sparkler.. So pretty right... Nxt time my bdae, please bring me to Fish and Co kae..

We start singing the Bdae song, and trust me kae.. We are like the loudest, and everyone was like staring at us... But its alright!!! hehe~*

Cut cake cute cake!!!

After that we left Fish and Co, then we tried to take a group photo. But too many of us, so this is the best we could make it... After that, we said our good-byes, and a few of us went down to Liquid Room. Acutally its quite a number of us...

I was not so into clubbing after i graduate from school. But recently, ever since we are no longer together, I seemed to be going dwn quite often...

Didnt really enjoy myself last night, the DJ was bad, and too many Malays around. Not that I am a racist or what (actually maybe a little...) but then there's this group of Malays which is standing very near to us and are damn irritating. Well, anyway we left just before 2am coz I was like so tired, and went to have bak kut teh....

This is before... I am like damn hungry by then coz I didnt eat at Fish and Co. I ate when I was at my Cousin's baby's Party. So I was still pretty full when I reach Fish and Co.

Hehe~* And this is after. I'm not the one who finished all the food. I thought I was famished. But guess Mao and Clement was starving... hehe~*

Okie, that the end of my Saturday. Reached home around 3plus and fall aslp at 4am. Woke up at 11am, went to WTC to pick up my Daddy and went to Alexandra there for more Bak kut Teh..

Yah... Bak kut teh again... Hehe~*

After that went back home, and my Daddy let me take the car out.. Hehe~* This is the 3rd time I drove out alone. Normally I will only drive when Xiang is with me guiding me.. But well, I think I did very well on the road today.. *Proud of myself*

Then we played mahjong.. Not a bad game thou I lost a little.. :)

Thats my weekend. And tomorrow is monday.....

Shall end here... Time to head back to bed I think. The photos posted are from Huili's camera phone, Esther and my camera.. (Still waiting for the photos from Emi's camera..) So it really took mi quite long to complete this post. (Its like 11.00pm now.. I took 1 and a half hour.) Its like I need to see which whose photos are clearer, and who have which photo while who doesnt...

Anyway, its alright... :)

Hope everyone has a well-rested and happy weekend. And maybe next week be just as wonderful...

Dear Bloggie,

Feeling tired today. Didnt sleep well last night. Woke up at 4plus, and by the time I fall aslp, its time to wake up again...

I was surfing around, and found this photo in Huili's blog.

This was taken with Huili at the KTV Pub we went with Emi last Sunday. Think this picture is taken by Emi. I was telling Huili all our picture look the same. So she tried doing something different. I dont know what she's doing... But at that point of time I couldnt stop laughing.

Well, actually I really want to thank Huili and Emi. During this period of time, when I'm so down and all, they kept asking me out.. Keeping me company and all. Thanks kae girls~* I love you all and I really appreciate it.

And its not only them. Also a big Thank you to all the others. I know all of you did your part in getting me to what I am today... : )

Dear Bloggie,

Finally, today is one of the few days where I came home straight after work without going anywhere. Not even dinner with anyone. Felt so tired.

And I guess I will maintain like this for the next few days. I felt so tired, so exhausted.

I mean why do I have to push myself to the limit and torture myself like this???

Anyway, today is Tracy's Bdae!! Happy Birthday Mummy!!

Yesterday after work, went to KTV with Huiyu, Josephine and of coz Tracy..

Actually I really missed them alot. They are really a group of frewns who really let me behave like a kid. And yet noone will get mad at me or what. And I am really being doted on when I'm with them.

They are really one bunch of sincere frewns that I have, and will treasure.

So anyway, this is my Birthday Girl.. and the Bride-to-be next mth!! Congrats Mummy!!

Making a wish.... May all your wishes come true!!!

Cut cake cut cake...

Pressie....

Anyway, I bought the pressent on Monday.. I went alone to buy it. Brave right.. hehe~*

Ta DA.... Its a pair of Gold dangling Earings....

Me and Huiyu... During my most down period, its this girl whose been giving all the support. When I stayed in during lunch, hide and cry in the office toilet, she's the one who also patiently talked to me on the handphone... Thanks kae girl. Now she's also going tru a rough patch. But I'll always be here for you kae girl...

With this, I'll end the post. I used the timer to take this picture, thus its not too clear... But well, I love you girls. And to Tracy, may all your wishes come true, Happy birthday!!

Dear Bloggie,

This is going to be another damn lengthy post... But I'll try cut it short, as I am damn tired now. I want to go bed soon.

So lets start from Friday kae...

.Friday.

After work went for dinner with my parents at Changi village.. Then went home, and he came over and picked me up from home. I stayed over at his place. Well, let me just say this will definately be the last time. We practically spend the nite talking. And conclusion is still, we are not going to be back together. Upset, yes very. But well, what can I do? Nothing.

"If he wants me back, I dont have to try so hard. I am trying so hard now coz he doesnt want me back"

So fact simply lies in, he doesnt want me back. So what can I do?

.Saturday.

Coz didnt have enough sleep on Friday night, I went to work as a zombie.. Felt terrible. Terrible coz not only physically I wasnt feeling good. Mentally I felt even worst.

Then after work meet Huili and Xingwei at Taka.

Had a late lunch with them at Taka, and bought some accessories for myself. I bought a bracelet and a pair of earings from Madam Butterfly. Very pretty. And I like it alot. Its this crystal stone. And mine is Rose sumting. Meant to bring me love and harmony...

This is the bracelet. This picture is not doing it justice. Its really pretty. The earing is even nicer. I realised that I have a fetish for these accessories now. Right now, I want to buy some pearl of jade accessories. And more of these pretty colored crystal stones..

Then after that went to Huili house to play mahjong. Played with Xingwei, Huili and her frewn Jude. Around 7plus Xingwei left to meet her bf, and another of Huili's frewn came to replace her.

Ermm.. Wasnt too happy when I was playing. The game was slow, and halfway they actually switched to play Dai Dee.. I got like damn pissed. But well, ermm..

Huili fall asleep while playing, so I left around 6am. Took a cab back home. Fall aslp around 7am. And wake up at 9am. Coz I have a date. A date with my company's Tea Lady.

She's one of my favorite person in the office. When I broke up with xiang, and was still in the crying stage, she's also the one who talked to me in the office. I mean she's really nice. She said that she sense that I am not happy recently. Like always unhappy in the office. So she wants to bring me to this temple to pray. So our date is like 11am. So well, have to wake up and go meet her...

Can you just imagine how tired am I... Already didnt sleep well on Friday night. And spend Sat night playing mahjong. And I have to go temple at 11am....

After praying, I was actually supposed to meet Tommy and Jonas at Tampines. They going play bowling. But I was like too tired to join them. So instead I went to my Granny house. My cousin celebrating her bdae there. So I reached there early, thinking I can take a nap. But by the time I reached, the kids was already there. So didnt managed to napnap....

Okie, this are my cousins.. I am the oldest over there.. Follow by my younger brother. So for every of their's bdae and Christmas, I will be busy buying pressents for all of them..

So I was there for dinner and all, and I left around 7.30pm. To Tanjong Pagar to meet Huili and Emi. To this ktv pub.

One of Emi's frewn's bdae. I dont even know that guy. Hehe~* Horrible right. So anyway, Huili and I got bored, so we start taking photos...

Huili is my new girlfrewn now.. Hehe~* Well, when 2 single women gets together, its like this...

Okie, thats the 3 of us that night. I was there till around 12mn, before Huili's dad came and pick us up and drop me home. So by the time I went to bed, its around 1am.

Real tired.

Can you just imagine how shag am I at work that day.

Anyway, I went to cut hair today. I cut away 4-5inchs off, and trim the fridge abit. Abit heartache. And this is how I look like now...

Due to the lack of sleep, look the the dark eye rings round my eyes. And I think I look damn old and haggard now...

Okie, thats all for now... :)