Hiyee..
I'm now in the office.. wellwell.. todae is the first dae i'm back at wrk after my new year holis.. its been a long break.. reallie reluctant to cum back wrk.. tis mondae, i actualie fall sick.. dwn with a bad flu, bad throat, and a slight fever.. thou now already more or less recover liao.. but thn i'm still with a blocked nose, and a real bad cough.. wellwell.. new year loh.. eat too much, play too much and slp too little liao.. ermm.. overall tis new year i realie had fun.. been to quite number of pple hsey.. and watched quite alot of movie and aso to the ktv.. i realie enjoyed myself loh.. tis sat goin to jere place.. hehe.. realie lookin forward.. his mum made onoe of the best chicken wing in the world.. well.. bu yong wo shuo u aso shld knw how much fats i haf added on mi liao.. been eatin n eatin.. at xw hse aso eat.. emi hse eat tat jap steamboat.. thn clement hse got the tom yam soup.. the carb meat i is eat n eat.. and aso not forgetin the pine apple tarts.. hehe.. esther hse aso eat.. her mum's cooking aso fabulous wan..
well.. so yar.. now back to the office.. overall aso not say very busy lah.. i aso not exactly rushin.. juz takin my own time loh.. now outside rain bigbig.. here aso coldcold.. yar..
xiang off till nxt tuesdae.. so nice.. i aso dun haf.. like not fair like tat.. but thn he tml sae he haf to go back camp got duty.. tml i got dinner with the sec school girls.. shuana and farhani leavin sg to aust for studies.. so it will be a farewell tingy for thm ba.. actualie thou we dun meet up often, but thn i knw i will realie miss thm.. esp shuana.. esp during our bdae.. haizz.. all grow up liao, all goin diff path.. heng its not andrea of qian.. if not i realie duno how to take it.. yar.. so i guess it back to wrk liao.. take care pple.. Happie new year ah!!

Todae Chinese New Year!!

Happie chinese new year pple.. may this be a properous year for all!! And may all wishes cum true.. Alot have happened since i last update.. like i came back frm my genting trip.. i realie had fun ther loh, with him.. hehe~* ermm.. dun wan to realie go into detals lah, but thn realie had fun.. realie enjoy myself.. tink we'll planned for our nxt trip pretty soon liao.. thn nw he at my hse, with jere, xiang n jonas.. playin mahjong.. and i lost quite alot.. but thn mood still pretty good.. hehe.. well.. tink i'll go back to him ther liao.. coz he dun realie knw hw to play.. but thn ermm.. yar.. no doubt i'm still real happie recently..

Wednesdae.. actualie todae my mood still not bad de.. but thn i was like surfin ard juz now, thn i sae tat girls journal.. actualie wat's her chinese name ah.. actualie i cant realie remember liao.. but thn its yk tat girl tat name lah.. audrey tat best frewn.. wat the fucking hell lah.. frm the journal, tat girl was sayin tat audrey was complainin to her for like duno how many hrs, about how pple like mi, desmond zk and duno who is unfair to yk.. fucking hell lah.. i dun even know tis audrey.. how can judge mi liek tat.. i hate it whn stuff liek tis happen. i realie hate it.. i dun like it whn pple judge mi like tis..

nemind. dun let tis fucker spoil my mood.. i 2daes never see xiang liao.. thn todae make the effort to meet him.. ermm.. quite miss him leh.. lokoing forward to my trip with him.. tats why i was actualie feelin quite hapie, till i see wat tat bitch gota sae.. am i being too vulgar?? i realise ever since i start wrkin, i am like tat.. i tend to flare up easily.. tink i too stress liao..

wrk was fine todae.. my dae passes pretty smoothly.. tink tml will be a hectic dae.. coz got 2 part FOT.. nemind nemind.. busy aso good, thn time will pass faster.. pass faster thn my sat will cum faster.. 4 whole daes just mi n him.. hehe.. so exciting..

and yar.. huili.. she yar.. i aso duno wat to sae lah.. but thn ermm.. yar.. nemind lah.. dun wan to share it here.. but thn yar.. like tat loh..

i go do my stuff liao.. hapie new year kae pple.. duno whn will be the nxt time i will update tis.. but thn yar.. atualie xin feel very hapie nowadaes.. coz i realie feel very loved, very doted on.. its liek very xin fu loh.. and with all teh festives seasons goin on.. yar loh..

MONDAY~*
todae my mood damn good leh.. duno why leh.. hehe... wrk was fine.. thou got a lot of ting cock up.. and its realie cock up loh.. but thn i still manage to keep a very positive mindset todae.. duno why leh.. huili broke up with alex again.. haizz.. duno is the how many times liao.. and todae my hp low batt. thn ermm.. i tink she might be still waiting for mi to call her back leh.. but thn ermmm.. later see how lah.. i tokin on the fone now.. with him.. hehe.. well.. ermm.. nth much loh.. just wan sae todae i in a good mood onli loh.. kae loh.. tats all liao..

1pm.. juz came back from driving.. well.. the lesson starts at 10pm.. but thn i was kind of late.. couldnt wake up.. he still wakes mi up at 9am, but thn still too late.. but thn it doesnt matter..
he goin his poly classmate, this girl her son 1mth tingy.. thn well.. i'm not goin.. actualie feelin damn pissed.. its like yar.. i am being unreasonable.. after my drivin i realie dun feel like goin home.. its like all change n ready to go out liao.. realie dun feel like goin home mah.. thn fine loh.. i duno lah.. why cant he juz persuade mi abit more to follow him to cck to the baby tingy..
nemind. fine loh.. i in these unreasonanle mode lah. he actualie sae why not meet mi now whn i start to attitude. but thn freak it loh. make arrangements with frewns liao haf to go de loh. i dun wan be the bad girl in the senerio.. dun wan him to be damn gf-oriented.. but thn why cant he juz persude mi tat abit more to go with him..
nemind. suan le.. he actualie wan meet mi after tat.. but thn i no mood to go out liao.. i knw girls are hard to please.. but thn well.. duno lah. bad mood. AAArrgghh...

I am in the office now.. todae is thursdae.. so fast hor.. thursdae liao.. the last time i update my journal is sundae.. xiang sae if i were to update it once a week like tat, thn its like juz a summary of wat haf i done tis week.. no feelings no nth.. totaly lost the meaning liao.. actualie aso quite true loh.. so ermm.. yar.. so i shall see how loh..
well.. so i am in the office now.. thn todae lunchie i had macdonal.. like gettin fatter liao.. shld realie stop eatin all these fattening stuff.. but thn i haf just ate a rocher.. hehe.. die liao lah..
todae after wrk i goin dwn to china twn walkwalk.. last sat got the fire cracker.. but thn i didnt get a chance to go see.. went to the chalet with him.. heng the chalet turned out to be still not tat bad.. i still sort of enjoy myself.. its like gettin to knw his frewns.. so ermm.. at least i didnt regret tat much.. aniwae he promised to brin mi dwn to see the fire crackeron the new year eve.. sure very crowded de.. but thn nemind lah.. once in a lifetime experience leh.. never got to see fire crackers before.. hehe.. so excited..
tis weekend goin shopin with him.. actualei tis weekend i wan to haf alot of tings done.. like i wan buy the new year clothes, i wan go china town walkwalk again.. thn wan go book the genting trip, thn i wan do my hair if i got the time.. ermm.. seems like got alot of tings hor.. thn sundae still got driving..
ermm.. did i mention tat my drivin tp date is fixed on the 18th may.. actualie quite excited loh.. hope i dun haf to take it too many times.. but thn coz aso for tis drivin, i actualie planned to quit on the 1st Feb.. but thn it might get delayed coz i will need money to go for the lessons and all.. haizz.. money money money..
tml i goin to meet up with the sec school girls.. with shuana n farhani n mich.. last time b4 they left for aust.. haizz.. realie goin to miss the girls much.. tis year my bdae, no more soffie, no more shuana.. onli left mi in sg.. haizz.. so i guess tis is life as we all grow up.. everyone will realie go diff paths.. heng its shauna they all.. if one dae qian or andrea tell mi they are goin.. i tink i realie will break dwn.. thou there are times wher we dun meet up for a couple of mths and all.. but thn i simply cant accept the idea tat they are physically sooo far awae from mi..
nemind nemind.. he juz sms mi sae he already verballi booked the genting liao.. he goin apply for leave now, thn tml he say goin dwn book wor.. hehe.. quite efficient hor.. so if everyting goes fine.. nxt week we can set off to genting liao.. hehe.. so exciting.. tis is realie exciting.. atualie i haven tell mummy.. actualie i have to been tokkin to her for a couple of weeks liao.. aso duno she attitude mi wat ting.. but thn i aso cant be bother loh.. she dun wan tok to mi i aso dun wan be the first to break the ice.. haizz... see how ba..
now 3.54pm liao.. haizz.. realie hope time will pass faster.. kae lah.. take care pple~*~*
xin realie is hapie now..

Sundae sundaE~*

Todae is sundae again.. actualie much has happened again for the past one week.. and actualie i cant realie rememebr all in details to write it dwn.. but thn i'll try kaekae..

Todae i am due to go for my driving lesson.. at which i will knw my test date liao.. actualie i still tinkin how in the world can i resign whn i need cahs sooo badly.. haizz.. nemind nemind.. take a step at a time.. still wonderin shld i meet him up b4 i go drivin or after.. ermmm...

SATURDAE..

yest i had to go wrk.. after which i meet him.. thn we went to parkwae for lunchie.. thn walk ard abit.. actualie realie wanted to buy sum new year clothes.. but thn i coudnt find anyting i like.. haiz.. so we got sum papers, thn went to see movie at balastier.. saw the golden chicken 2.. actualie he found it a stupid show.. but thn i still kind of like it leh.. not bad loh.. thn after tat went dwn to his frewn's chalet at changi.. at a real real ulu ulu place.. thn we meet up his frewn, han and lian at the changi beach ther.. thn after tat went dwn to the chalet together loh.. thn the chalet aso damn happpenin like tat.. so tat sam is a cheerleader in tp.. thn she got sum deejay frewns to cum spin sum music and stuff like tat.. thn ermm.. but thn in the end we four stayed in a room, and eat.. hehe.. seems like the pple ther dun realie knw each other de.. but thn frm tis outing, i got to knw han n lian beta.. thn actualie they are not as bad as tat prata trip.. ermm.. they are acutalie nice pple lah.. so overall i had quite a nice saturdae~*

FRIDAE

fridae.. ermm.. went to wrk loh.. thn he came pick mi up frm wrk.. actualie i was kind of attitude tat dae.. coz he went bac camp in the morn, thn about 3pm thn was released, thn actualie he was kind of tired, thn he asked if he can dun cum dwn.. i said okie loh.. thn i start attitude liao.. but thn he still cum dwn eventualli.. thn we went to eat the laksa in yishun, thn went dwn to the longlong road ther slack.. ermm.. yar.. tats all..

THURSDAE

thurdae was a public holi.. new year DAE~* so fast ah..
didnt do much on thursdae lah.. meet him up for a late lunch like tat onli loh..

WEDNESDAE

nye.. ermm.. still not bad lah.. actualie abit lazy to update liao.. but thn nye i was off wrk earli.. so he came pick mi up go his hse.. thn after slack abit thn went to tamp for dinenr.. for fish n co.. he likes it.. thn after tat i bought 2 new skirts.. and i like it alot leh.. thn went dwn meet drea they all for ktv.. thn nth much liao lah.. but thn tat nite he abit pissed wit mi i tink.. coz whn we goin bac, i ask him to send qian and yuanhui home while i hopped onto a cab with karen they all.. coz on the wae mah.. i see him so tired, dun haf to the hear to make him drive round n round.. but thn ermmm yar.. he still not tat happie loh.. said he came to the ktv coz he tot could haf sum time with mi after the ktv.. but thn overall i still find it pretty sweet loh.. hehe..

TUESDAE..

actualie dun realie feel like goin out on tuesdae.. but thn raymond booked mi sicne like a couple of weeks bac.. and he said its a task he wans to complete b4 the year end.. so ermm.. yar.. i went dwn eventualie.. thn i called andrea to go aso.. so ermm.. he sae i auntie ah.. so sad sia.. we did abit of catchin up loh.. so ncie to be able to meet up old frewns and juz sit bac, relax and chat abit..

so overall, i had a great week.. haf been seein him almost everydae.. but thn ermm.. yar.. hehe.. like to see him aniwae..