Dearest Bloggie,

Seems like I'll only be turning to you when I'm feeling the extremes.

The extreme happy, or the extreme sad.

Anyway, me and him is separated once more.

But well, I'm not feeling very upset.

Just disappointed.

No more crying fits and depression like last year... In fact its a rather peaceful event on my part. *smile*

I didnt blew my top, and what surprised me is I can still managed to talk nicely to him.

Okie, anyway... Do me a favor, dont ask me anything about it. *smile*

I'll talk and discuss when I'm ready.

*sigh* Apparently I'm always like quite cursed when it comes to festive. Last year, we broke up 1 week pior to my bdae chalet. And now, we broke up days before xmas chalet.

Errmm.. thats all.

Dear Bloggie,

Today is a day of both happiness and sadness.

Happiness coz its Karen's birthday. Happy Birthday darling. We'll be having the bdae this coming Sat.

Sadness coz its Leefen's last day at work. I purposely rushed tru my photography session at Vivo today, so I could make it back to the office for lunch with her. The last lunch.

Well, those who know me should knows that I am the more sentimental and emotional type of girl... I cannot take parting well... So I'm really upset. No matter what, her age is the closest to me in the office. And somehow, shes kind of a special girl. Shes not fake, shes straight forward, she have this blunt and no nonsense attitude which I coulnt take it initially. But slowly I learn to appreciate it and like her for it.

Well, we promised that we'll stay in touch. So Leefen, do call my out for coffee okie. I'll miss you, your loud voice in the office, you popping over to my cubicle and make fun of me, and exchanging the latest gossip.

Wish you all the best in your future endeavours...

And anyway, I hope this is the last of my lonely night.

Tomorrow is his last paper. I dont know if there'll be any significant difference, but well... I've waited very long for this day...

Been to Vivo City and Chanel @ Ngee Ann for photoshoot for the past 3 days. My feet aches like dont know what now. I think I'll need a good foot massage. Any good one to recommand?

Busy busy at work. Stress level up another couple notch. Let me know if you have any job lobang. The time of the year have come once again, I'm job-hunting again...

Dear Bloggie,

Lonely.

Home alone, okie... I've still got the company of 2 doggies. But well, I'm still feeling so lonely.

I think noone else in this world is like me.

Do I have a boyfrewn? I also got no idea... Does having a boyfrewn = always being alone? Even when I see him, his mind is always pre-occupied with other more important stuff.. I'm always misc. I try to tell him some of my unhappy matters, he'll just stop me and tell me my matters are all so misc and I should not bother him with it (even his dinner is more impt then the injustice I'm suffering from at work). I need to endure and not show my unhappiness and try a conversation to break that stillness between us. And all I got back is that quietness and that "is-she-talking-to-me, can-she-just-shut-up, i-am-just-so-not-interested" look. When I'm unhappy, he dont allow me to turn to him coz its misc matters. When I'm happy, he'll give me the "i-not-interested" look.

Oh god, what am I doing...

When has a relationship turns out to be like that??

Why am I always alone... I've got the car now, I'm on leave tomorrow.. But yet, I'm home alone now. Doing nothing.

Okie, I still got a paper tomorrow and I'm supposed to be studying.

But I can tell you how lonely am I now.

Can someone just come talk to me, accompany me...

Even my doggies cant be bothered with me. Call them but they ignore me, and walked further away from me to continue sleeping...

Dear Bloggie,

Today is my 1st paper.

Media Studies...

Why in the first place did I choose this module. Its freaking difficult. Looking at the past year paper, it looks like comprehension in those O level paper with the "very Reader's Digest passage".

Suddenly throw you the question on which philosopher said what and recieved what critism.

And there are like 15chapters, and in every chapter, there'll be a couple (if not more) philosopher or analysts making remarks over every little thing. I only need to answer 3 ques our of 8. How am I to spot what who said what will appear on that 8ques... (this sentance sounds weird...)

Okie, but whatever.

Recently getting pissed off at work. AA is putting on his best irritating behaviour or maybe its my pms working once again. I'm really trying my very best to make everything work. But everything is simply falling apart.

Okie, I have to go back to my books.

Pray for me kae...

Dear Bloggie,

Been quite some time since I last updated.

Exams next week. And I've been busy at work lately... But nevertheless, just a quick update.

Work

All of a sudden, AA decided to load me with loads of projects. For the marketing side, there are 3 major projects going on concurrently.

1. The newsletter 2007 for my dept, which will bring me to Vivo City from 27th to 30th November for photo shoots. And also some other projects like Chanel at Ngee Ann and well.. Others that I cant remember...

2. Fixture Brochure. Although say its a brochure, but its like 16 A4 pages. I've been on this project for a very very long time. But well, hopefully this time round I can finally get approval. Going to by-pass AA this time round. He made too much not constructive comments.

3. Global Shop 2007. My dept have a booth next year at Global Shop. This exhibition is at Las Vegas, and is from 7th to 9th March. Doing all the design work now... Working on a very tight dateline.

And other then the 3 projects, I still got to handle the Visplay account, and other "you de mei de"...

School

Exams coming next week. Damn stress... And till now I'm still revising Biz Law. I think I am emphasizing too much on Biz Law.. But well... I also dont know how.

Bus

Recently been meeting funny people in the bus. Ermmm.. Just yesterday, I met a se lang in the bus. But well, shall not elaborate it further. The thought just makes me flare again... And some funny students in the bus.. Well... Bus 72 is getting interesting.

Other then all this, life still goes on... Jere is coming back tomorrow. Close to a year since I've last saw him. Since his birthday till now I think. Hehe... Think he has changed much... Looking forward to all our gatherings next week with all of them. :)

And Xiang is finishing his exams on the 30th Nov. And today, he emailed me his latest study schedule. Can you believe it, 30th is his last day of exams, and immediately his lecturer is giving them prep class for nxt sem, and the 1st prep class falls on 30th Nov. And its on a daily basis till Dec...

Haizz.. I got nothing to say. And its like Mondae to Saturday. Where does that leaves me, AGAIN? I was thinking of meeting him EVERYDAY after work once his exams are finished. To make up of the last 4mths.

What can I say? I have come this far... But is it really far? This seems like only the beginning...

Okie, I got to go back to my books now. Pray for me kae. That I’ll do well…

I know theres no photos for a longlong time...

Came across these while trying to organise my laptop...

Its taken at a KL trip with Xiang last year I think...

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Haha, all look so ugly..

Anyway, busy busy at work recently.

Suddenly theres so much work all coming at once... And all of a sudden, I suddenly felt that exams are actually that near. And I have not even started on it yet.

Oh my God!!!

Dear Bloggie,

This is my second post today.

I totally have no mood to work today. Why the time does pass so slow?

I think its raining again today.

The temperature in the office seems colder then usual. A warm hug would be good now.

I’m sitting here, wondering what can I do to myself so I can land up in the hospital. By then will he put down all his work and rush to my side, just to be with me like what I did when his hospitalized?

Okie, sounds nonsencical.

Never mind.

Nothing interesting at the moment in my life. Just that I tend to feel gloomy and depress more often then usual now-a-days.

Must be PMS…

3 weeks? I guess its 3 weeks… 3 weeks ago I started craving for Waffles from Café Cartel. Till now, I have not go eat it yet…

Oh, and I gaining weight again… How wonderfully wonderful.

Am I the only idiot who always gain weight and never lose it?

I have started my exercise regime of going workout for an hour once a week. Think its still not enough…

Okie, enough whining for now… Another hour to go before I can head home.

Save me…

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now, just back from lunch.

In the PMS Mode lately. Feeling very depress and down.

But I guess I’m okie, just the regular PMS thingie… W/o him by my side and my school results going down the slope… Well, all these definitely contribute to my depression.

It’s okie, I’ll still move on.

Exams round the corner. I cant help but feel stress. And because it’s the depression thingie, the urge to resign came back once again.

Okie, I’m going to stop whining.

Can’t tell you how imbalance I feel.

Dear Bloggie,

Please tell me how could two that are damn in love, talking about marriage two years down the road, suddenly become "we-shall-see-if-we-can-last-loh". If can after four years we are still together, then we are still together. If not then I believe its all for the best. But its four years, noone will know what will happen.

How come??

I totally during the most difficult time, we two should be encouraging each other, giving each other assurance that we love is able to with-stand all obstacle?

Isnt is like this...

Dear Bloggie,

I got the feeling that me and xiang, will not be able to pull it tru this time round.

Why does God have to be so cruel to me, putting me tru the same agony two times in a row?

I'm really not sure if I can be able to take the blow again this time round. And now, he already think we cant continue on, and yet he ask me to wait for half a year more, wait for his next semester to start, to confirm that we really cant carry on.

I told him not to make me wait like this, telling me its not possible and still asked me to wait.

Why cant the person I love just simply be with me?

After going tru so much with him, I am indeed a very changed person.

Changed to the better I think. But yet, why does this have to happen again?

What did I do wrong. Why does a bloody degree in NUS have to come in between the both of us... Why am I so much less important then his degree.

I really dont know why.

Can someone just enlighten me?

I just love him, simple love a man and wants to be with him. What is so difficult about it.. Why do things have to always turn out like this for me...

I'm scare... very very scare.

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

Feeling a little bored.

It’s going to be Mid Autumn Festival this Friday.

Mid Autumn is always such a special day…

There used to be this guy, who went for a show with me on this particular Mid Autumn. At Plaza Singapura, I could still remember. And since then, the movie and song, held such significance in the years to come. If memory didn’t fail me, we went to Ponggol Park after that. But it was too crowded, so we went to Seng Kang. And over there we had a little celebration for Mid Autumn Festival. No Chinese tea, no moon cake. Just candles and more candles.

Not an exciting date, not exactly very romantic either.

But that is the beginning… Of my first relationship.

My first serious relationship…

Memories are verge, coz I was only like 16. But somehow, things got rather sweet, and we got together.

I remembered our 1^st Valentine’s Day; he gave me a framed up jig saw puzzle. I remembered he brought me back to his house for dinner, the food his mum cooked. I remembered Chinese New Year at his house with his friends and family, and all the $1 coin. I remembered the day at his room, he showed me the amplifier he did in school and I was so amazed. I remembered him in my house, and me trying to cook him pizza. I remembered all the plans we have for future, and started our gold coin savings plan. I remembered he called in a radio station, and delicate a song to me. I remembered him waiting for me at Tampines Mall for me to end work at 11pm, so he could just send me home even thou he got school the nxt day. I remembered the day when I got my O Level results, the hug I wanted to give him while wondering around the blocks of HDB flats coz I got kind of lost among the identical estates. And also, on that fateful day at the lift lobby at my house, the 1^st kiss that he gave me.

But good times don’t last.

Somehow, due to my own personal reasons, I asked for a break-up.

Very sad, even I was shocked by my own actions. I could only say I was too immature back then.

I regretted my acts, but I couldn’t get him back.

He is a typical Scorpio. Cold, mysterious and stubborn.

So well, bring young and ignorant… I picked up my feelings and moved on.

Only months later, did I learned that I really did meant so much more to him then I expected. For 2 consecutive years, I received flowers from him on both my birthday and Valentine’s Day… Not 1 or 2 stalks, but dozen in bouquets with bears or in basket.

We did not get back together.

No happy ending like the Prince and Princess living happily ever after.

Doing a little calculation; this is the 7^th Mid Autumn ever since that fateful one.

We are still friends, not exactly the best of friends but he is one very special friend of mine.

He has his own life story now, and so do I.

But he is still a very special friend of mine… :)

Dear Bloggie,

I’m at home now.

On a Saturday night.

Cant tell you how upset am I over xiang.

Not because he left me home alone on a Saturday night. But the fact that he have like totally left me alone for the entire week. At times I even suspect if he remembers there’s a me.

No phone call, no sms, no meeting up, not even a dinner, no nothing.

Boyfriend?

Is that a boyfriend?

Maybe I’m better off without a boyfriend. At least I wouldn’t be upset when my hp didn’t ring at all the entire day.

I’ve got Media Comm assignment to hand in on Monday, but I have not even started on it. And I totally don’t feel like doing it now.

Dear Bloggie,

This will be an entry about School.

Got back my results for my 1^st 2 assignments.

Surprisingly, I did very well… (In my own context)

I’ve got 80marks for Biz Law, and 86marks for Media Studies…

Thou I might not be the highest in class and all, but I’m glad that I’m actually managing these 2 modules better then the previous 2. It shows that efforts put in are worth it. :)

And recently the Ngee Ann Campus is under some renovations. Initially my Lectures are in HQ, while Tutorials are in Ngee Ann Campus. But now, all my classes are relocated to the HQ, and this bores a serious problem.

Parking.

Last night, the HQ carpark is full and I have park all the way to the Ngee Ann Campus side. And even the Ngee Ann Campus carpark is very parked. So I got to park at a very secluded corner at the very far end. And I wasn’t early to begin with, and I got to walk all the way back to HQ.

But actually it wasn’t that bad having to park that far. I manage to park at the HQ carpark on Tuesday, and it turned out that I was stuck in the carpark for like 30min coz the traffic must be horrible above ground that the marshals decided that we could wait and didn’t allow any car to move out from the B2 carpark. So I was in the queue, and I put on the foot brake, and I simple seat there for half an hour, reading my story book…

Okie, I just want to rant about these school matters.

Lots of unpleasant stuff happened this week.

But I have not manage to sort out my feelings and all, so I shall well… Just let me dwell on it alittle more.

Thursday today, weekend coming soon…

I’m sure looking forward to it.

Errm… Actually am I?

Dear Bloggie,

25^th September 2006.

September is coming to an end soon. Going into the last quarter of the year…

Today is a raining Monday. Mum and Dad not in Singapore, I have the car for the entire weekend, and also today. Xiang finally finished his quiz and this is his 1 week study break. So he spent the entire weekend with me. Well, finally he found time for me. But well, I’m still not very happy.

Maybe I’m trying too hard to complete ALL the stuff that we have missed for the past couple months, it appeared that I’m pushing myself too hard. Like going out when what I really would like to do is just to stay home and read my book.

Started my body sculpting class on Saturday with Qian.

Whole body starts to ache on Sunday. Real badly.

My arms, thighs, and abdominals. Even a cough hurts. But well, it doesn’t help much coz I had my class on Saturday, and I went for Seoul Gardens on Sunday. I even go buy a new pair of shoes for it. Realised that my track shoes is on the verge on giving up on me, and there’s a lot of legs lifting in the body sculpting class… So yesterday went to Queensway and bought a pair of Pink adidas running shoes. Sweet pair of shoes, I like.

Whinning again I know… On a rainy Monday.

I want a change of job. Right after I got my bonus, I’ll tender. I mean yar… 2 years.

I also got no idea what I wanted next. But well… I still think its time for the change.

I need an identity. And not a split personality.

I love you people!

Love me too okie??

Dear Bloggie,

Today is 19^th September.

I am in the office now, feeling sick, and munching on my cheese cake which is like melted already… *sad*

Recently I lived my life to the fullest. Went for photoshoot, zouk, BBQ, shopping, swimming, mahjong and of course not forgetting my homework.

If everyweek can be like tat, life would have been a bliss… The only drawback was that I’m so damn bloody tired. So damn shag.

This week didn’t kick off as well. I’ve started with a funny throat yesterday, and today I’m down with flu and a real sore throat. :(

And I’m still wondering why didnt I take mc today to rest at home when I’ve got classes tonite. I can see myself drooping off to sleep in the lecture later.

Okie, just some whinnings on a Tuesday.

Oh btw, meet up with Ah ma and MZ yesterday for dinner at Taka… Have not seen them every since we graduated from Poly I think. Errmm… Don’t think anyone changed much, but just that errmm.. It seems weird. Errm… Feels weird.

Oh nemind, I’m sick now and I’m planning a KTV on Thursday, and a little gathering on Friday with Aaron and all… Then Saturday I’ll be starting my body sculpting classes, Qian told me she arranged to meet up with Jean after the class… And well, somehow I got to squeeze in my homework… And also time with Xiang…

Seems like a packed week too ah… But I’m so tired now… Wish I’m back in NYC, that holiday is wonderful!

Dear Bloggie,

Its Fridae!!!

Surprisingly, I’m not exactly feeling tired.

The whole week is disastrous.

Monday went KTV till 12mn, Tuesday and Wednesday I’ve classes (and throw in a JB Factory Trip on Tuesday, which is so tiring, and plus the big jam at JB checkpoint that cause me to almost cant make it for class), and went for a dinner with Xiang last night.

BUT!! I slept early last night. 11pm. *smile*

Thou not exactly enough to compensate for the missing sleep for the past few weeks, but I think its enough rest for a night.

Whats the plan for tonight?

No plans yet.

I want see Devils Wear Prada… Anyone want go see with me???

Planning to go swimming again tomorrow, and also to sign up for the kickboxing and body sculpting class. Then maybe nap a little, and study a little… Then Sunday its either KTV or JB… Let me go think a little…

And that’s the end of a week…. Time flies.

Getting older as the days flies by…

Nothing new in my life. Living a day by a day.

Nothing interesting anymore…

Anything to brighten up my boring life anyone??

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

Feeling so tired today.

Due to the fact that school is starting, I actually totally stopped watching the Korean vcds. The last one I was watching was the Princess Hours with my ever so handsome prince. And I even resort to re-watching it so that I could go on very slow on it. So I can use the time for school and sleep. But well, apparently Hougang Point decided to under go a massive renovation and thus all the shops there are going through a closing down sale.

And Poh Kim was on 50% discount.

Damn sinful. How could I resist.

So well, I bought Fashion 70s. A series I had been eyeing for quite some time but have never bought it coz there’s volume 1 and 2. So its quite expensive. But now on 50% discount, I bought it. I was pondering it I should buy Princess Lulu, in the end Angel xin won and I didn’t buy. :>

Thou my Princess Hours by far is still the best, but this is also not bad. At least it is something different as the setting is in war time Korea. I’m not exactly chasing it like crazy, but I still do spend quite abit too much time on it. And to make it worst, all my school assignments are all due together all at once.

*sigh* Now I got so much to do, and so little time. Today is the dateline for my Biz Law, I handed it up yesterday. :> Next Monday Media Studies is due, but I’m not even half way finish. And I’ve got a chalet to go this weekend, how am I going to finish it?? Lucky I got the car from tomorrow onwards coz my mum is going in a trip, hope NTUC Chalet has wireless then I can do my essay there.

Every morning I woke up feeling so dead, so tempted to take mc every single day. But yet every single day I’ll still pull myself out of bed to come work coz recently its getting real busy at work.

Tired tired tired.

I have complained away for the entire entry. Nothing significance, just xin’s nagging away.

Home work, shopping, vcd, work, xiang… Everything, everyone I want do and want see. But it is driving me crazy. So tired.

Dear Bloggie,

At xiang's house now. Si bei tired. Buay tahan.

He got out of the hospital this week, and is on mc till end mth. So i spent the entire weekend at his house. Since he cant get out of the house, then i bo bian come over loh.

We spent the whole of Sat studying. I finished my Biz Law assignment due next week. Yesh! Actually i think i not bad leh, in terms of biz law. Maybe its coz I got interest. I like practical stuff... And biz law is practical till cannot practical liao.

Now also duno waiting for what.

Later got to go home liao. Tml monday liao, so fast the weekend just zoom by..

Whole weekend like mariah like that at xiang's commands. Whatever shit also ask me do, ask me go and take. Even when i am really concentrating trying to form a sentance in my brain, he also make me put down my books and files to walk to the table to fetch his calculator or what..

Friday night he hog on to the only blankie on the bed, and i was like freezing beside him. And i also dont dare snatch the blankie coz i scare dont will touch his wound anot.. Heng sat his mum morning pass me extra blankie and pillow. Heng ah!! Like a god-send from haven... Hehe..

Nemind, tired now.

Later try to see if he can drive me home. I'm going to have a good night slp todae.

Dear Bloggie,

Had a hectic weekend.

Xiang was admitted into the hospital.

I ended up spending me entire weekend in the hospital with him, and running errands for him.

Long day today.

I'm going to slp, got to rush to the hospital again tml during my lunch time to get him a decent lunch.

Nitez pple...

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

And TGIF!!

Planning to take a half day leave next week, and try to go down town for a little shopping therapy and coffee break. But cant seemed to fix a date with Qianhui. I wanted Friday, so that it could be like an early arrival of my weekend. But she wanted Tuesday… Which its kind of ermm... funny to take a break in the middle of the week, and to top it of, I’ve got class on Tuesday.

Anyway, I spend the past 2 weekends finishing up my Korean VCD Serial.

“Gong” aka Princess Hours.

Simply fantastic.

The prince is so handsome, and I’m totally in love with them. Especially the 19 years old crown prince. He have this so cool and cold look always, thus any little sweet little thing he did for his wife seemed so damn bloody SWEET!! I was telling xiang last night I find the prince so …., then he was telling me he is also just as handsome.

*Normally, I will tell him that,”Yar... my Xiang is a handsome boy…” or something along that line. BUT!!! Not this time round. Coz my stupid boy went for a haircut a couple of days back and he look damn TOOT! I mean I simply find it damn ugly, and I have told him times and times again to NOT go to that particular saloon, and get that particular lady to do his hair. But he simply turned a deaf ear AGAIN!*

Okie, anyway… I’m so in love with that guy…

He is the guy in the centre… He looks so damn cool when his not smiling. And his like 80% with a stern face in the show….

Okie, that’s all for the moment…

I’m counting down to my weekend. It 4pm now, so 2 more hours to go. I’ve got school tomorrow. Which is kind of sad.

But its okie, at least my schedule’s full for the weekend. Going to Bishan after work for Tracy’s birthday dinner. And tomorrow going to school tomorrow at 2.30pm, it’ll end at 5pm, and I’ll head down to Pasir Ris my granny’s house for my cousin’s birthday dinner. Then I’ll be going on a date with xiang on Sunday noon for a Seoul Garden Lunchie.

Due to the both our busy schedule, it’s not easy for the both of us to meet up for any sweet nothing. So this coming Sunday, we’re going to hopefully spend some quality time together. And maybe after lunchie, we can study together. I thought Biz Law is going to be easy, but after the first lecture, I realized that I didn’t manage to store any of the concepts in my database. So I guess I need to go find the case studies, and try to digest it down…. *I’m back to my Princess Hours last night starting from Episode 1… Can’t get enough of my handsome Crown Prince. So other then my Biz Law, I still have to cater some time for my Crown Prince…*

Oh my GOD!! I’m still 2 hours to my weekend, but I seemed to be able to have a glimpse of my MONDAE… *scary*

Okie

Dear Bloggie,

I am sick..

Had a cold and went to see the doctor last Thursday and got a mc on friday. But still went back to work on Friday to clear up my stuff. Thinking maybe can go home halfway, but I got busy and in the end left the office at 7.30pm.

I was so sick by the end of Friday, that I went straight to Xiang's bed without dinner and slpt all the way to the next day.

Just as I thought I'm feeling better after the long rest, but I'm wrong.

I kept getting the giddy spell. Its like I'm sitting down on this moment, and when I get to stand up in the next moment, I felt like the whole world is spinning and my brain is breaking into pieces. It not only happened once or twice. It happened everytime when I tried to stand up.

Then there was once, I stood up and stand still for a moment to gain my footing. Then I went to the door and I remembered I put my hand on the door knob to open the door. The next thing I know was that I lying on the floor just by the door. And vaguely I remembered I heard a loud "bang".

I got scare.

I got no memory of what happened, and I dont know how did I collaspe. I totally got no recollection.

Just went to see the doctor. He said this is not common, but it does happened. And especially since I'm not feeling well now. He said if it was to happen again, then he'll refer me to the specialist...

Its like I simply just fainted.

I'm really scare.

Dear Bloggie,

Had a wonderful dae yesterday...

Xiang reallie gave me a surprise. Dinner was at ...

Maybe not at, more of in.

In a Cable Car.

We drove up Mount Faber, and had a fantastic dinner in the cable car. Okie, dinner wasnt that fantastic after all... The food from altivo was like so-so only... But the whole ambience and all was simple great!

He told me he have planned this for a month. Oh... so sweet.

And something we're not expecting its that last evening also happened to be the National Day preview at the National Stadium. So half way tru the dinner in the sky, Helicopters with the National Flag flew past... And when it got dark, fireworks came... *sweet*

But the nxt time round, I will think twice before I board the cable car again. Its a very giddy affair... It left me spinning after the first 2 rounds...

And the pressent that he had kept at an arms length from me for the past week, turned out to be a pressent totally worth waiting for. Its not in my wish list, but its something that well... I was totally not expecting. At least from him...

He bought me a LV bag.

I cant tell you how surprise I am. Coz all along, he always thought that nothing of branded stuff.. To him, a bag is just a bag. Why bother about the brand... So I'm totally shocked that he actually bought me an LV bag.

Actually I really think its so cute and nice of him to walk into LV and start looking at all the bags. He told me that he actually went to Gucci and LV and Coach to find me the pressent. Its really sweet of him...

I love you dear...

Thanks for making my birthday such a memorable one.

And thanks to all others. I had a wonderful 23rd birthday.

Going to my granny house later. My last round of birthday celebrations...

Happy Birthday Xin. :)

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now. Going to leave the office soon for another birthday dinner.

Time flies, I’ll be turning 23^rd tomorrow.

So once again, its time to sit down and do up my summary for the past one year.

1. OO

My darling lost both his eye. I’m truly upset, and I cried a lot over it. But no matter what, his still my OO, still my darling.

2. USA

Set my first step up to JAPAN!!! (yupz, I didn’t get it wrong. I did a 2hour transit at Japan Narita Airport.) Okie, I went to USA. My first long haul trip. The first time I saw Cheery Blossom, and well, a lot of first time there. A wonderful experience,

3. School

After a 2 years break, I started school again. This might be the final certificate I’ll be getting. It proved to be tough now that I’m studying and working at the same time. But I believe I can do it!!

4. Ermmm…

I really got no idea what have I achieved. OMG!! For my entire 22^nd year in life I have only got 3 items to look back on… How could this be?? *puzzled*

I believe there will definitely be more. But I really cant link it up at the moment.

Before I log off, I want to thank all my frewns again. Thanks for taking your precious time off for me, to celebrate my birthday with me. And for all your best wishes and presents.

And my birthday is tomorrow. 29^th July. I’m born at 12.12pm 23 years again. So if its not too much of a trouble, spend that 5cent on me and send me an sms to wish me a happie birthday kae…

Love you all! *muakz*

Dear Bloggie,

I'm at home now... Feeling so tired due to many unforeseen circumstances, so decided to take a break at home with a mc...

Anyway, thanks so much for everything frewns!!

I had dinner with my poly buddies last evening, and I really enjoyed myself. Thanks for the pressent. I really love it. This is even much better (and expensive) then the Muji acrylic box I asked for... Thanks so much kae... Especially to Xingwei, for taking the effort in organising the entire dinner.

Thanks so much guys and girls...

Okie, I logged on just to post up this short message. Just bought a new Korean series, and I cant wait to start on it.

I'm meeting Huiyu and the rest later for dinner. Another bdae dinner. So exciting... :)

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

Nothing much to update, just that I’m feeling so tired and there are so much things to be done in the office.

This birthday really seemed to be just another day. Its 5 days away, but yet I don’t exactly feel much now. But in the first place, what am I supposed to be feeling.

School time table is out. I’ll be having classes every Tuesday and Wednesday, and a couple of Saturday. As for xiang, its every Monday, Wednesday and Friday, plus quite abit of Tuesday and Thursday here and there. So well, looking at our time table, the only weekday which we could meet up is Thursday.

In my opinion, its actually kind of bad. I wouldn’t be seeing much of my dear…

But well, what to do. We’ll have to bunk in more often at each other house over the weekend then…

And once again, I’m in the same class with Adeline again, and another girl (actually well, don’t exactly like her. She’s always asking for my homework which I have never responded… who in the fucking world will be that stupid to fax you my statistic when I actually put in so much time and effort on it.). For Media Communication. I wonder how many classes are there. So easy to get into the same class meh?

And, received a surprise from one of my Primary school pal… She saw my name in her class list… *smile* how could I have missed her name out. I’ll be in the same class at Serene for Biz Law. Lucky me this sem, I wouldn’t be that lonely this semester… J

I might be going to the Twins concert in Genting after all. Esther couldn’t go coz she have a class on that day. And I really couldn’t make her miss her first Econs class. After studying for 1 semester, I truly understand that every lecture and tutorial is very important, cant afford to miss any. But well, my xiang decided to be the hero and take me up on the trip instead. Guess his feeling guilty coz his not spending enough time with me…

BTW, I’m obsessed with the photo in my HP taken that day with Dennis with me blowing off the candle on the cake. I found myself period flipping open my HP looking at myself. *mad I know* I’ll try to blue-tooth it into my laptop and post it up… *smile*

Dear Bloggie,

Just reached home.

Was a very hectic day yesterday...

Friday nite went to SY's house for a mahjong session. But before we start the game, we made Thai Green Curry and fried dumpling. Well, its more of the girls (me, SY, LF and Irene) helped. Shawn's the chef for the night... It may sound easy, but its really not. To begin with, the dumpling was entirely handmade starting with the skin.. So we got to make the dough, roll it out and put in the filling. Its difinately not an easy task... But the food turned out to be fantastic, and all of us had fun!! Mahjong I lost money, but its okie... Just a game. :)

Reached home around 4plus in the morning, couldnt sleep... So I ended up reading till around 6am...

Woke up early the next morning coz need to go school collect my books. So damn tired, but well... Collected my books, then went to meet Dennis. I drove down to his house to pick him up, and we went to Hougang for KTV. And he bought me cakes. This is my first cake this birthday... So touched. *smile*

Actually come to think of it, this is the first time he celebrated my bdae with me. I even make him sing me a bdae song all by himself....

Left the KTV ard 4pm, I dropped him off at Eunos MRT, then went to Paris Ris to pick my granny up from her house, to my uncle place at Tampines for a cousin's birthday celebration...

I always love these family gatherings. I like it when it when the whole family is together having a meal. I love my family... :)

But too bad I cant stay long, coz I'm due to meet Andrea, Qian and Karen for a dinner at 7pm. But they doesnt prevent me from grabbing a bite before I leave. They actually cook chilli crab and chicken rendang among other food... *yum yum*

But well, I was barely there for an hour, and I have to go. I returned the car back to mummy, and xiang pick me up and sent my down to Orchard for dinner... Thank god for him, if not I'll really be very very late.

Dinner was at The Rice Table. Also very yummy, but too bad I was too full. So I ate a little and have to call it a day. After dinner we went for a drink at the Alley Bar and we parted ways. I was too tired...

I really had an enjoyable day, thanks to everyone who made it possible...

Pressents!

Now time to update my Wish List (Andrea reminded me to do that so that I will not end up with 2 bottles of Hugo Red... )

1) Camera
2) Diamond Ring
3) Endless supply of the Korean Series VCDs.
4) Trip to Taiwan
5) The Coach Slingbag

I've got the Hugo Red from Andrea, Qian and Karen. Thanks girls! And Andrea wants to clarify that its not Hugo Red, but Hugo Intense Red. :) Anyway, I've got a few up additional items to add to the list...

6) Extreme or Xando
7) Muji Acrylic Box (To store my earrings)

Okie, I'm going back to me VCDs...

Its monday tml, so got to make the best of my weekend.

Dear Bloggie,

At home now...

Found out frm Esther that Twins are having concert in Genting. Wanted to go, but well.. due to some circumstances, might not be able to go... *sad*

But alrite, anyway.. Programs are lining up for my birthday!!

Feel kind of excited. Starting from this Saturday, I'm going to start my bdae celebration...

Anyway, I'm thinking of going to bed now. But well.. people are asking bout my bdae list... Actually I also really dont know what I want. But there's a few items on my wanting list... But they are all quite expensive. So well...

1) Camera
2) Diamond Ring
3) Endless supply of the Korean Series VCDs.
4) Trip to Taiwan
5) Hugo Red
6) The Coach Slingbag (Saw the picture...)







Well, just a quick summary of whatever that comes to my mind... And they are not in any running orders... I'm sure there are other items, but I just dont know what.. And I also understand that these are expensive stuff... So well...

I'm going to bed now.

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

Seems like I’ll only blog in the office. Coz when I’m home, I simply have 101 matters to do. I also got no idea why did I spend so much time buying a laptop, and setting up the Desktop in the living room and get Aaron to come and help configure the Desktop. Coz I simply don’t even touch the Laptop when I’m home. Recently, I spend my time at home either glued to the bed (reads: sleeping) or glued to the TV.

Slept late again last night. I’m left with the last 3 VCDs to my “Jin San Soon”.

The reviews for the show is excellent. But well, I can only say its not bad but I have seen better serials.

But well, this Korean series craze is really driving me crazy. I spent so much time on it, and its eating into my resting time. Weekends after weekends, when I’m finally able to catch some rest, I’ll end up staying up the whole night again feeding my DVD player VCD after VCD… Oh my god, I am so tired.

Anyway, thou I spend about 13 hours (reads: I watch 13vcds) this weekend watching “Jin San Soon”, but I managed to get my butt out of the house. On Saturday, I meet up with Uncle Alan… Walk around Orchard Road, had Billy Bombers, and walk around somemore… Recently Billy Bombers is one of my favorite restuarent. Cant get enuff of their Original B-52. Yummy yummy, just the thought of it makes me drool…. And on Sunday, cheapskate xiang and me went to sing KTV. We purposely drag ourself off bed at like 10am so we could go for the K-lunch package from 11am to 2pm which seemed to be damn cheap. But well, we reach around 11.30am, and we extend it till 3pm. Ermm, had the extension coz he met his campmate, and got a little discount on the extension. ;)

That reminds on of something.

Coz it was raining and we are kind of rushing for time (reads: actually also kind of lazy…), we took a cab to AMK central. We board a Silver “something” cab, then we told the cabby we’re going to AMK central. From my house, the shortest route is to go by AMK Ave 5. But the cabby turned in the opposite direction towards AMK Ave 3. Thou it’s a longer distant (reads: I got to pay more), but I’m still cool with it. I’m going to KTV and nothing is going to dampen my mood. Along AMK Ave 3, I realized that the cabby kept talking and smilling to himself. And I peeped over and realized that his actually using his mobile phone. Suddnely, the cabby wanted to turn to CTE. Xiang immediately stop him and told him to go straight instead. He in turned ask us why go straight when we are heading to TPY!! Then Xiang and myself simultaneously responded by telling him its AMK Central. By then I was already kind of pissed, and the cabby made it worst by raising his voice at us, and told us not to shout at him.

Okie, things turned ugly. I insisted that we didn’t shout at him, and we might be a little over-reacted coz I’m already running a little late for my KTV, and he actually got my directions wrong. And when I told him that he made the mistake coz his on the phone, he can still lie tru his butt and tell me “NO”, don’t fame him. His tone and attitude is really really bad. He sounded like his going to hit me anytime. Good thing I’m not alone.

So I told him I’m going to lodge a complain, and I fished out my HP immediately and ask him for his office number. He told me to look for it myself, and we found the “dail-a-cab” hotline. So I called and complain. All this while, his still screaming at me. Which is kind of good, coz I think the operator at the other side could hear him raising his voice. Anyway, I just called again to make sure they had this complain lodged in.

I AM REALLY REALLY ANGRY!!!

And to confirm, it’s a Silvercab. His car plate is SHB 8467 D. And it’s a Malay cabby.

Please help me give his car a kick if u happened to see it on the road kae…

Note: I’m just kidding, just in case someone trys to sue me…

Dear Bloggie,

I’m in an excellent mood today. Thou when I woke up this morning, I was like so tired… but that didn’t dampen my mood. :)

Ermm.. Saw one of my colleague Chrys (his a designer, thus we worked at different offices) today in the office, suddenly I remembered his wedding. He just got married last month; I went to his wedding at Fullerton. Anyway, I was just wondering when’s its going to be my turn…

I wonder how it would feel like; I wonder who will some and send me their best wishes. I wonder how my future home will be like, and I wonder how my proposal will be.

Hehe~~* I’m in the “xiang jia ren” mode. Now listening to the FM, the songs now are those classic love ballads… oh!!!.. further strengthen my prosication.

My birthday is coming!!!

So exciting. Hehe~~* Fixed my first appointment today with Qian. Going for a dinner with the girls next Saturday. And I’m going to a “very surprising but awful food” dinner with xiang on 29^th July. Well, he told me that himself. I wonder why do we have to go eat awful food and how could it be a surprise?? My only guess is that his going to cook it himself.. Hehe~~* the only thing he has cooked for me so far is instant noodles…

Actually I’m very busy at work now. But just want to come in and leave alittle of my good mood behind…

My birthday is coming!!!

Can you please just send me a sms to wish me happy birthday?? I can return u that 5cent, but GST you got to absorb…

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

Upset. Very very upset.

Just had an argument with xiang.

Over my birthday.

Which is kind of lame.

I just wanted to know when he wants to celebrate my birthday with me. Is it that difficult?? Birthday is one of the most important even to me every year. I grew up in a family where birthday are celebrated. When I was young, I would have a celebration at my maternal and paternal grandparents house respectively. And another in school. My Mummy or Auntie will buy me a big cake and a varieties of candies to distribute in school. Up till primary 4 if my memory didn’t fail me. Since young, birthdays are always a big thing to me.

And now, people are asking me when can I meet up for birthday dinners, and I cant give them any answer. I’ve to work. I’ve limited amount of weekends to spare. And I’m tired. But I would like to see everyone. It’s a fantastic time and excuse to meet up with long time no see buddies for a catch up. But I want to give my piority to Xiang. So all I’m asking for is a date.

I know I told him I wanted a surprise. But I really need to work things out. I don’t want to spend my birthday at home doing nothing, or wasting the afternoon doing nothing. I wanted plans.

All I got from him, is that birthdays are nothing to him. He can tell me I like birthday and cakes. But he don’t. but he can effort eat a slice of cake and celebrate it with me for my sake. And I don’t like vegetables, but he love it. So am I going to start eating veg for his sake??

He makes it as if celebrating my birthday needs a lot of effort and it sounds like a forced event.

If he doesn’t want to celebrate it with me, I’m sure I can always find others.

Note: Boss just called me in. I’ve an increment. My first and should be the best present. :)

Dear Bloggie,

Its Friday, and I’m in the office now.

Not much mood to work, in fact not much work to do. Coz my boss is not in town, and I also got no idea what am I supposed to do. All those important stuff seemed to be completed. Its always like that, when I’m busy everything seemed to come all at once. And at times like this, nothing will come my way…

Anyway, its Friday!! And I don’t have to work tomorrow. J

Its going to be a busy weekend for me, with activities all lined up.

Going to KTV with my colleagues after work today… I have a lovely bunch of colleagues; they never fail to lighten up my day. Thou the difference in age, but whenever we’re together, there seemed to be endless fun!

Then tomorrow morning going to school to pay the school fees, and after that going to xiang’s school to pick up his school books. Then most prob we’ll head home, either to fixed up my desktop with the router, or have another dose of my Korean vcds… then late noon going Aaron’s place for mahjong. J

Sunday morning I need to bring the doggies to vet… Mummy was asking Lizzie this morning if she wants to go vet, then I told mummy that Lizzie no want vet, she only want “gai-gai”… Lizzie immediately pick up the magical words, prick up her ears and look at me with those mushy doggie eyes… Hehe, so cute. J

Okie, actually its just that I’m too lazy to start words. Too lazy to go find work to do… Thus so much crap.

Have to go now, haizz… J

But look on the bright side girl, its fridae!!!! (its like 9.09am only loh…….)

Dear Bloggie,

Been a long long time since i last updated u... Ermm, in some ways its really been busy for the past 2 mths.

So whats the changes for the past 2mths...

1. A new position

Transfered over to marcom in my company. Which is kind of exciting! New opportunities, new experiences.

2. Birthdays

Lots of bdaes for the past 2 mths... So busy buying pressents and celebrations... And my birthday is also coming. *smile* Actuallie time really passes very fast. I'm turning 23 in less then a mth time. And what exactly have I achieved??

3. School

Result are out, and once again I've proved myself to be a straight C student.

4. Colleauges

Met up with my ex-colleauges from Sei Woo. Well, really surprise that Raymond came along with Jasmine. Its been almost 2years since I've last seen them... :)

And jsut past Friday nite, went to my colleauge's house to play mahjong. I won Da San Yuan on the first game.. Hehe~~* First time I won Da San Yuan. And Shawn "bao"... :) We played 1bucks 2bucks, and that nite I won 50bucks..:)

5. Hobby

Found a new hobby. Korean seriesVCD. Recently really very hook on the koreanvcd. Watched the "sao sao 19 sui" with xiang last nite till about 5am. Tired tired...

And I took up reading again. But this time I'm saving alot more money by going to the library instead of buying new ones.

6. Laptop

Bought a new laptop with the help of Huiyu and Paul... So well, my new expensive top... But frankly speaking, I still prefer my desktop. Somehow I'm still not used to the keyboard thus it slows down the process with lots of typo errors...

7. OO

Haizz... My darling have lots both his eye. After so much effort, time and money to save his eye.. It doesnt work at all. So now, we had both eyeballs removed. I really hate to do this to him. But the vet really didnt offer me anymore choice. And its all within 1 mth.

8. Birthday List

I wanted to come out with a birthday list so that I will not recieve funny funny presents. But well, cant think of what I really wanted. But I dont want fluffy toy or useless ornaments. I do not have the storage space for all these useless items... :)

9. Xiang

Still love him lots.. :) And I've warned him not to approached any of my frewns for my this bdae to ask for help for my bdae pressents.. :) Apparently his been doing this to my frewns every year from the feedbacks from them... So no worries pple, I'vetold him not to call u this year. I want him to crack his head this year..

What else... Guess thats bout all.. I have not upload my usa pictures yet. I really want to upload it up, but I couldnt find the time...

To conclude, I'm leading a not-so-bad time now. :) Thou I know that I've not been meeting up with alot of my frewns, but I still love you all kae... I'm really sorry but I really dont know why I'm going tru this really very busy period...

So you take care too.. :)