In the office, juz ate my lunch.. a damn suay dae todae.. coz i actualie drop my contact lens.. the rite side wan.. can u believe it.. earli in the morn i lost it.. its like i left the hse, thn in the bus i realise my vision abit funny.. initally i still tot maybe its coz i put the left lens in the rite eye and the rite lens in the left eye.. thn whn i reach office, thn i go toilet wan take out n xchange bac wan leh.. onli to realise the lens is not even in the eye.. thn now my vision is blurblur wan.. tinkin of takin out the left lens and put in the rite eye, coz the pwer of the rite is higher.. thn will balance abit.. howhow.. damn jia lat now.. todae is a busy dae.. got quite alot of wrk to do.. yest hor.. duno izzit sumting wrong wif mi.. i realise tat like quite alot of pple are starin at mi.. thn the fianal case to comfirm my tat feelin is whn i at my hse the lift ther, i went into the lift. thn got a guy cum out frm the lift mah. thn tat guy actualie stop n look bac into the lift. thn whn the door closin tat time, he still uturn bac to walk pass the lift door again.. hard to describe the situation.. but thn he realie is purposely walk bac n see wan.. i go home liao still go see mirror.. duno wat is wrong wif mi leh.. last nite i tink i slpt ard 10pm.. too tired liao.. yk called n ask mi eat dinner ard 7plus8pm.. but thn i already too tired to go out liao..and i on diet.. last nite never eat dinner.. tonite aso plannin to go wifout dinner again.. haizz.. slp so much liao still feel tired.. and summore the eye.. haizz.. hope todae the time faster pass..

The time nw is 12.35.. i am now in the office.. eatin my lunchie.. finally first time i got the url rite.. thn i can update tis tingy here.. yest is my bdae.. hehe~* i was sooo happie yest.. frm like 11.50pm, my hp started beepin.. all the sms kept cumin in.. and its like it went on till 12.20pm.. happie leh.. uncle alan is the first one to sms mi.. even hengheng he outfeild, he aso msg mi and call mi.. its like, so happie loh.. pple realie remember wan loh.. hehe.. thn yest after wrk i went dwn to orchard for dinner wif drea, qian and karen.. went to eat nydc.. ate the barked pasta, mushroom monster, the peach soda elephantchino, and the time square mud pie.. and not to forget my POTATO SALAD~* thn its realie very bao loh.. i tink the nxt time i go, i order the potato salad and mud pie enuff liao.. hehe~* thn they gave mi the bag.. which i already start usin todae.. hehe~* and a white cardigan.. thn after tat coz mi n qian wrkin mah, thn verytired, so 10plus thn we go bac liao loh.. ermm.. thn yk went hm wif mi.. coz in orchard mah, thn went taka thn saw him. thn he gave mi a pair of earings.. actualie he buy braclet wan.. but thn turn out to be earings.. thn its the stainless steel wan.. actualie very prretty loh.. BUT, i dun haf earholes.. hehe~* so i told him to take bac and change, thn if cannot change, i will go get my ears pierce.. but thn the braclet i tink will be very pretty wan leh.. hope he mange to get it change.. hehe~* so.. tats the end of my bdae liao.. the weekend b4 i was like sooo tired.. so many pple to meet, so many tings to do.. nw finaly its all over.. and i'm twenty liao.. haizz.. so todae, i'm goin home rite after wrk.. even the king cant get mi to go out tonite.. hehe~* and one ting.. realie didnt hear frm him.. suan le lah.. to mi, everyting i can sui bian, but thn bdae... haizz.. once a year loh.. and i happen to be the type who celebrates it wan.. soo.. haizz.. duno lah.. nemind nemind.. nw i twenty liao.. a new chapter of my life.. no longer schoolin, wif a 2 infront of my age.. so i will strive harder, to a beta life.. hehe~*

ADVANCE H A P P I E B I R T H D A E

Juz reach home. realie tired nw.. todae whole dae at wrk i was like noddin off to slp like tat.. had a hard time tryin to keep awake.. thn finaly after wrk liao, thn went dw nto amk meet sis, jon and yk.. thn went to eat steamboat.. the steamboat is not bad lah.. but thn its like everyone sit dwn ther n eat.. feel happie loh.. thn jon and xiong aso real funny wan loh.. they actualie realie gave mi ang bao.. thn yk gave mi 100bucks of LV voucher.. thn i can go buy the matchin coin pouch.. hehe~* actualie tis year didnt realie receive alot of presents.. but thn its okie loh.. coz quite alot of pple celebrated for mi.. i happie liao.. tml meeting qian and drea for dinner.. so tml another long dae.. wan fastfast go slp liao.. real tired.. and juz nw sumone ask mi go see ndp leh.. hehe~* first time leh.. i never go see ndp before.. imagine hw nice it will be hor..
and tml is my bdae liao.. 20years old liao.. haizz.. realie old liao.. juz in 1hr plus abit, thn the big 2 will cum liao.. haizz.. duno shld happie or sad leh.. and seems like he forget its my bdae liao.. but thn its alright loh.. maybe to sum pple, bdae is juz another dae, not important wan.. and aso maybe sum pple too bz wif the zheng jing shi liao.. but thn nemind.. its okie.. thou i feel abit upset bout it, but thn its okie. i understand...

Juz reach home leh.. Last nite abit the bu gan yuan slp.. so in the end i tok on the fone till 5plus thn slp.. thn in the mornin woke up ard 10.. thn went to esther hsey.. thn mahjogn abit, ktv abit.. acualie pretty disappointed wan.. coz at first they wan go suntec eat wan.. thn in the end all like no mood no mood.. thn ended up at tamp eat genki.. thn whn leavin esther hse, i called drea.. thn i almost cried.. todae i could meet hengheng up wan.. and beast aso did ask mi out todae.. all wanted to celebrate my bdae wan.. thn i purposely put aside my dae for thm, thn in the end they aso like tat.. so i was acutalie pretty not happie.. thn at genki, leon came.. he damn joker loh.. thn in the end he liften up my mood.. he make a joke bout everyting. thn everyting he do i aso can suan him wan.. pple go take ice water got ice wan..but thn he go take bac onli got the water.. i mean like tat sae not funny lah.. but thn plus his action and the wae he tok.. damn comical loh.. i can laugh till i cry wan.. so in the end everyting was still not tat bad.. thn they bought mi a cake.. tis is like the first full cake i had tis year.. so happie.. thn i made a wish.. actualie i made 2.. well.. cant list it out here.. if not thn will not cum true liao.. hehe~* so in the end i had quite a nice dae loh.. thou the middle part didnt turn out too well.. shld i knw earlier i shld haf gone to meet up wif hengheng or wat liao loh.. nemind lah.. todae sundae aso over liao.. tml goin meet up wis my sis and they all.. thn tml got to wrk.. sian ah.. duno he remember whn's my bdae anot.. i did remind him.. i mentioned my bdae is cumin.. but thn didnt tell him whn.. duno he remember anot leh.. nemind.. keep my fingure cross..
wan go slp earli liao.. if not tml very jia lat.. thn lizzie duno wy keep lickin mi.. nitezz pple~*

juz came bac frm the chalet.. drea drove mi bac leh.. feelin happie todae.. earli in the morn i wake up thn i do all the hsewrk.. thn after tat tired loh.. so i went bac to slp ard 12lpus.. thn hengheng called, wan eat lunchie wif mi.. but thn i in a too nua mood to go aniwher.. so haizz.. sad to sae i had to postpone it loh.. coz he bz, thn haf to go outfield and all.. haizz.. but thn nemind nemind.. he got the xin i very hapie liao.. thn after tat went dwn to tamp meet drea loh.. bought shauna a necklace and a braclet.. actualie nice leh.. thn the 12bucks braclet i like no more liao.. feelin kind of sad.. haizz.. actualie i realie like it alot lot.. nw is got money aso mai bu dao le.. thn went dwn to her chalet..
saw quite a number of sec sch frewns loh.. saw jac.. long time never see her liao. tis is realie long time.. since sec4 grad till nw never see her liao.. thn everyone tok tru the entire nite loh.. so nice u knw.. thn after tat drea drove mi and qian home.. thn she and skye aso like quarrel abit lah.. but thn i tink she okie wan lah.. thn i saw yz.. so lonh never see him liao.. but thn didnt tok lah.. coz drea and skye abit the not hapie wif each other.. so after she got the keys thn she left liao.. thn todae drea told mi a story bout yz and his new girl.. well.. nemind.. actualie todae see him thn i tot of the old daes.. ermm.. kind of miss it loh. i mean no matter wat, i did once like him loh.. and its a fact loh.. thn todae saw him again.. feeling kind of weird..
nemind nemind.. actualie dun realie feel like cumin home so earli wan.. but thn aso no wher to go.. nemind lah.. slp earlier. tml still got to go esther place.. they celebrating for mi.. a full dae event tingy.. hehe~* kind of lookin forward to it.. and hehe~* I PASS!!! i juz nw go open the letter box, thn i recieve the letter.. i pass my basic theory leh.. SSOooo happie.. thn i first ting call drea to tell her.. thn after tat ask qian to help mi book advance.. thn already found sumone to gimi the advance theory book liao.. soo happie. tat will be the best bdae present i got tis year.. maybe this test is like easy to pass loh.. but thn tink it tis way loh.. i went dwn ther alone to take it.. i mean its xinyi loh.. kind of amazing rite.. 3years bac, tis is sumting impossible wan loh.. till sec4, i still cant take a bus alone.. it actualie mean alot to mi.. tis shows i could achieve tings alone.. i'm independent~*

Its 26th liao.. 3 more daes to my bdae.. tink i got the bdae luck wor.. todae i play mahjong wif sis and jonas and one of their frewns, i actualie won.. and its i sole winner.. play 10cent 20cent i won 24bucks.. consider quite alot liao.. and juz like last time, i aso reach a stage i can win dun win loh.. and its 5tai and i zi mou wan.. nemind nemind.. its all in the sake of good fun.. i aso dun wan to win too much..
yest i was complainin nowher to go.. todae actualie got qute alot of pple ask mi out wor.. earli in the morn got this guy ask mi out.. so i said okie. thn afternoon sis sms mi ask mi eat crabbies.. thn i told him i comfirm wif him later.. thn after tat another guy sms mi ask mi am i goin out tonite.. thn after tat ard 5pm sis sms mi ask mi play mahjong, thn after wrk zc called and ask mi to go out.. thn drea aso called ard 6plus ask mi go window shoppin.. hehe.. all of a sudden i like so occupied..
todae i received his email.. coz i asked him out for a meal one of these daes.. but thn his reply was pretty disappointing leh.. he said his gettin more n more bz wif his wrk.. but thn nemind lah.. wrk mroe important.. its alright.. actualie feelin very tired liao.. glad tat its weekend again.. dun like tis wrk leh.. todae i actualie finished all the filings.. i got noting to do in the office at all.. boring.. i dun like it whn i got noting to do.. sianzz.. duno hw long can this continues.. nemind.. wan go slp liao.. tml haf to do all the hsewrk again.. haizz...

thursdae liao leh.. the week passes pretty fast hor.. hehe~* todae is a happie dae.. ermm.. actualie todae in the office, hengheng sms mi earli in the morn sae he wan ask mi out sumdae for dinner.. he remembers my bdae leh.. hehe~* but thn i aso understand his bz loh.. tink his goin outfeild nxt week, thn tink his frewn's duno who pass awae, thn he still got funeral to go.. ermm.. but thn no matter wat, its the effort loh..
and thn hor.. nw i is happie coz i was juz checkin my email loh.. thn ermm... i recieved tis email loh.. hehe.. ermm.. dun wan sae too much liao.. but thn i am juz Happy..
actualie todae i was feeling very frustrated at wrk wan.. and i was feelin bothered bout it.. but thn ther's this simple sentance tellin mi to,"anyway take careof urself n dun stress so much abt ur wok k." .. so i will relac abit.. i will endure all the sucky feelings.. and do my best~*~*
todae the office pple went to novena square for lunch at fish and co.. coz caroline is leavin end of the mth, so its a farewell lunch for her lah.. thn we left the office at 12noon, thn didnt cum bac till 2plus three.. thn doreena(my manager) treat everyone wor.. the bill was like 190plus.. so todae bout 1/4 of the dae haf past, but thn todae whole dae i was doin filing onli.. coz i finished all my bookings liao. thn very bored.. and can feel the diff of being the contract staff anf their perm staff.. and i tink the possibility of turnin perm is very slim liao.. its like in these 2weeks, already got 2staff leave liao.. and they aso employ new staff to cum in.. so i tink i is no hope liao.. but then nemind.. i will still wrk hard~* hehe~*

Wednesdae liao wor.. so fast.. the middle of the week liao.. feeling real tired.. but thn nemind lah.. 2more daes to go, thn i will haf the weekend all to myself.. todae.. wrkin loh.. nth much happen lah.. but thn cant help but feel abit bad.. coz i am on contract basis wan mah.. so do tings aso very half hearted wan.. i mean i cant help it wan loh.. wan to go look for a job nw aso like wrong.. coz if i realie found a job thn i will be like breachin the contract.. but thn if i continue like tis aso liek very dui bu qi myself.. haizz.. duno lah..
frm todae onwards, i can count dwn to my bdae liao.. and frm todae onwards, i will not remind anione of it liao.. see by thn hw many pple remembers it.. i hope to see him again. thou i knw its near impossible.. nw dun say see.. i dun even hear frm him.. nemind lah.. its juz a frewn.. i knw noting much bout him frm the first place.. i dun like the feeling wher i care so much bout pple and i feel tat i mean nth to him.. i duno hw to sae lah.. but thn its juz tis feelin loh.. its like the feelin are not being reciprocated.. haizz.. nemind..

Ah.. didnt write for quite sum daes liao.. tried to write todae at the office.. but thn the blogger seems to be dwn.. nemind... i shall juz try to reflect bac as much as i could..

SUNDAE
so on sundae, i went swimin.. actualie its much more of soakin in the water.. too lazy to swim, and aso too many children around, and i was playin wif thm.. thn my aunties bought mi a cake, and huimin a cake.. so i got my first bdae cake tis year~* and they gave mi a necklace for my bdae.. a 18k whitegold necklace.. but thn wifout ani pandent leh.. coz they say tat will be my present nxt year.. so wat am i suppose to do wif the necklace?? keep it for a year ah.. hehe~* sound stupid leh.. nemind.. whn i got the cash.. i will go buy myself a diamond pandent.. hehe~* thn after tat haf dinner thn came home liao.. uncle william sent mi home, so i save on the bus ride..

MONDAE
after wrk went dwn to bishan to catch a show wif huili and mich. we watched Lizzie Maquire.. its a nice show lah.. entertainin loh.. but thn one after thought after the show is i wan to go ROME.. its realie a very romatic place.. after little ting ther is history.. nxt time i want to go ther wif my love one.. regardless is honeymoon or wat.. but thn juz hope i will haf the chance.. thn after the show we went coffee bean and slack loh.. tok till 10plus ah.. juz 3girls gossippin loh.. hehe~* a very nice feelin.. its like all of us all like grown up liao loh.. mi n mich wrkin, thn huili goin university.. haizz.. time realie flies leh..

TUESDAE
todae actualie plan to cum home straight after wrk, coz realise i gettin abit broke liao.. but thn while i at wrk, jonas sms mi, ask mi go sengkang.. wif sis and roy.. so after wrk i went dwn to sengkang meet thm loh.. thn i had dinner ther, thn came home n play mahjong.. i realie in good luck todae loh.. kept winin loh.. thn play 10cent 20cent i aso win 10bucks.. not bad hor.. hehe~* thn nw they juz left.. so i aso wan go do my stuff thn go slp liao.. actualie aso very fast lah.. tml wed liao.. the middle of the week liao.. thn b4 i realise, weekend liao..
a week frm todaewill be my birthdae liao.. u wonder how many pple are goin to remember if i keep quite about it.. i doubt ther will be alot.. but thn sis juz ask mi whn i free, thn they can celebrate for mi.. hehe~* so i will be meetin up wif thm nxt mondae ba.. actualie quite alot of stuff happened, thn i wan write it dwn, but thn alot i cant remember liao.. nemind lah.. but thn i'm realie makin an effort to write daily.. coz sumone once told mi, since i started to write tis journal, thn i muz continue wif it, not to miss anidae, and haf to update it thruthfully.. if not thn it totally defeats the purpose of the pressence of this journal liao.. ermm.. actualie i more or less agrees wif him.. so here am i, diligently updating my cottagebytheriver....

Todae sundae liao.. yest, i realie did went dwn to bugis.. wif jon and roy and this guy whose at the ktv tat dae and another 2 guys whose name i aso cant remember.. thn they went to buy the toys wif mi for huimin.. well.. its realie a bigbig box.. thn at first jon offered to hold it for mi, thn i told him its light, i can handle it myself.. thn shawn affered to hold it, thn i rejected it again.. thn roy aso offered.. well.. in the end they still hold it for mi coz they sae wat will pple tink.. 5guys and a girl.. and the girl is holdin a bigbig box and wat are the guys doin.. hehe~* actualie want to buy the skirt wan.. but thne wif 5guys ard, i dun dare go buy loh.. so haizz.. nxt time round ba.. maybe tues or wat ba..
thn huili last nite wan meet mi ard 11pm wan go to wil chalet.. but thn in the end i aso never meet her.. abit of communication breakdwn lah.. she sae meet 11pm like tat.. end up her movie 11.45 thn finish.. so i wait till very pek chek.. almost no bus home liao.. thn i aso bu gan yuan take midnite cab home.. so i very angrwee last nite leh.. but thn nw i cooled dwn liao loh.. not angry wif her liao.. i mean no matter wat she's still huili loh.. hehe~*
thn last nite ard12am i called yk.. asked him still got bus home anot.. thn he in the area.. so he came dwn to meet mi go home.. thn i aso forget wat bus i took liao lah.. thn reach home ard 1plus liao.. thn we slack abit at the kopitiam dwnstairs.. thn after tat came up and brin lizzie and oo dwn for a walk.. hehe~* thn oo very cute leh... tink he tired liao.. he at first dun wan to cum into the lift.. he stand dwn ther at the entrance of the lift, thn keep lookin bac at the hse.. tink he would rather go bac home n slp ba.. so cute.. thn go dwn thn walk ard abit.. thn by the time i reach home aso 2plus liao i tink.. thn i ended slpin ard 3plus loh..
tml mondae again.. haf to go bac wrk.. haizz.. nemind nemind.. i mean tis is part and parcel of life loh rite.. for the nxt 40 years i tink its like tat liao.. nw i tokkin to kit.. she sae she plannin nxt year go ROM wif her bf liao.. haizz.. all reaie grow up liao.. hehe~* but thn realie happie for her.. but thn whn's my turn leh.. hehe~* tink still damn far awae.. first haf to find a bf first..

Are You In Love with a Capricorn? Dec 22 - Jan 19

If you are in love with a Capricorn man or woman, give him or her encouragement and support. This is one honey that will work diligently to provide you with the best that money can buy and all you have to do is notice. Quiet and competent, he or she goes about business with a professional attitude and a desire to please. Pats on the back are appreciated here. You do, however, need to realize that career is like lifeblood to this individual. He (she) sees personal, professional work much like a husband looks upon his bride. There will be late nights at the office, business trips, or working weekends, and you will be expected to understand. Order is also important here. Dishes left in the sink and loose socks cluttering up the bedroom floor will definitely be a turn-off. Helpful hints from this individual are not meant as a criticism; he (she) just wants to assist in your perfection. You will also be expected to honor all dates and appointments; this man or woman is completely punctual and reliable and wants you to be the same. Knowledge of proper etiquette might come in handy, too. With this mate, you have found a partner who is going places and is willing to take you along. It won't happen on the instant/credit plan, though, as he (she) truly wants to earn it and own it personally. Because this individual is sometimes shy, you may need to get this individual talking in order to avoid the buildup of resentments. You are asked to contribute a lot here, but much is also given.

Well... tis is my latest favorite horoscope.. reason being.. haha~* guess ba.. so as to conclude, this guy/girl here is a workaholic.. well.. aso acnt sae good or bad lah.. its up to individual wan loh.. i can sae good coz this guy is wif the correct midset, dwn to earth, earnin every bit to give his family a beta living.. but thn on the other hand, money is not everyting, i mean time wif family is aso important.. so is hw u see it wan loh..

S A T U R D A E
Todae woke up ard 9am.. aso duno why i wake up so earli for wat.. maybe coz i very used to wakin up earli liao.. in fact i woke up once during 7plus, thn i force myself to go to slp.. ther are certain stuff i haf to do todae...
1) Vacume and Mop the floor..
2) Bath Lizzie..

Actualie aso like not much hor.. ermm.. but thn todae i feel like goin dwn to bugis leh.. i wan go buy the skirt.. if todae dun go dwn rite.. thn haf to wait for tml liao.. thn tml aso they goin wher for dinner leh.. if sae got on the wae still not tat bad.. last nite cle ask mi go see movie todae.. too fast too furious.. wif esther aso.. but thn the combi like abit weird.. why the 3 of us leh.. ermm.. poly year one tis guy was once after mi.. thn poly year three he went after esther.. hehe~*
dun realie wan to waste my weekend stayin at home leh..
yest i received the graduation package frm tp.. haf to online register wan leh.. and i juz go register liao.. mine is on 4th sep 3-5pm.. haf to reach school by 1.30pm.. so i tink i can wrk half dae tat dae.. fianly.. tis time round realie is grad liao.. and tis might be last time i will be goin bac to school.. i tink after tat i will not haf much chance of goin bac liao wor.. and they sent mi 2 tix to view the ceremony.. ermm.. duno daddy mummy wan go anot.. nemind nemind.. sep still far leh.. duno jere they all reg liao anot leh.. i dun wan go bac school alone.. very jia lat wan.. and by thn i tink all the girls aso find wrk liao wor.. tat dae i ask amz, thn she sae ah ma still lookin fora job leh.. haizz.. suddenly got abit miss ah ma.. maybe call her later ba..
so later hw huh?? shld i go out anot leh.. i realie duno leh.. do the hsewrk liao thn i go tinktink.. i nowadeas very good girl like tat.. everytime do hsewrk.. hehe~*

Finaly~* FRIDAE liao leh.. Finaly.. i got 2 non-wrkin daes.. actualie the wrk is cant finish wan.. todae fridae mah, thn can see the pple all rushin their wrk b4 the weekend.. well.. acutalie i was given quite alot of wrk.. but thn its the mine is all the august schedule.. so i still haf bout 1week to complete.. but thn its actualie alot.. but thn nemind.. like tat thn good mah.. time will pass more quickly.. todae cle sms mi ask mi go dinner.. but thn i dun feel like goin out.. tired lah.. finaly knw wat is the wrkin world all about liao.. its realie tiring.. nw can understand wat whalewhale is goin tru liao.. but his worst.. he haf to wrk 7daes a week.. ermm.. i can make it wan.. i mean like tat already a week liao loh.. but thn very no life loh.. its like everydae juz wrk and home, wrk and home.. haizz..
ermm.. actualie like got tings wan sae wan.. but thn i forget liao.. nemind nemind.. i remember liao thn write..

very tired todae ah.. maybe coz its like the end of week liao, and as ocoz last nite slp late lah.. tired ah... ermm.. todae is an okie dae lah.. todae i did more of the ad bookin.. and frm tml onwards, the ads i booked will be out liao.. hehe~* but thn the timin for tml ads are very odd wan lah.. coz its all sum last min bookins, so the time slots left are all the wee hours in the morn wan.. nemind.... ermm.. todae actualie i in a good mood leh.. heard frm him liao.. finally.. thou its onli 2short sentence, but thn it beta thn nth.. hehe~*
and todae 17th liao.. left 12more daes thn my bdae already.. duno hw many pple will remember.. and the 2doggies like wwf nw.. well.. oo aso changed alot ever since lizzie came to the hse.. i still love thm 2.. and todae whn i cum bac, lizzie was like so excited to see mi home, thn she like ermm.. jump on mi.. thn she pulled the line of my skirt.. thn the thread run.. and this is the first time i wear this skirt leh.. heart pain...

juz reach home.. juz came bac frm the ktv.. tired, need to slp earli, if not tml then jia lat liao.. but thn want to write sumting b4 go slp.. todae after wrk, i rushed dwn to ubi ther take the test.. i was realie in a rush, coz i was dilly dallying.. thn heng got straight bus ther.. so i reached ther juz on time.. thn todae the shoe hor.. looks pretty. but thn its actualei a stupid design.. coz i was like more or less late mah, so i walk very fast loh.. thn nw my feel got blister liao.. damn jia lat..
thn i didnt realie study the basic theory tingy.. but thn i actualie find it quite easy.. actualie quite common sense wan leh.. well, thn i finish the paper liao i took an mrt dwn to orchard loh.. thn go buy jon the present wif huili thn went dwn to the ktv.. the ktv was fine loh.. but thn i got quite fedup half wae tru, coz got this irrirating fellow.. but thn nemind.. the ktv lasted till 12plus thn i took cab home liao loh..
todae huili told mi actualie fa is a bi-sexual.. i was damn shocked to hear it.. well, and it seems like he already got a gf now liao.. ermm.. actualie no matter wat, his a guy i once like.. so i feel kind of funny.. duno hw to describe the feelin.. and the very deserted feelin came bac once more.. realie loh.. close to 2 weeks liao ba.. tat i didnt hear frm him.. i reali miss him.. but thn at times, i realie do wonder do i realie miss him coz its him, or juz coz i needed sumone to miss.. but thn no matter wat, its realie a fact tat i didnt hear frm him.. and i realie hate tat feelin. everyone around mi seems to be happily coupled.. all except mi.. why izzit like tat?? wat is my problem nw...

In a damn bad mood now.. the icq suddenly alot of people msg mi.. thn i very attitude.. tink i offended alot of pple.. well.. i knw its my fault. but thn i aso couldnt help it. i mean i dun own you all aniting.. they tok to mi till as if i'm so damn obligated.. nemind.. i log off icq liao.. before i offend more pple.. actualie feelin damn fed up.. this below are frm a email i recieved...

1) it hurts to love someone and not to be loved in return, but what is more painful is to love somesone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel
2)A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means alot to you, only to find out that in the end it was never meant to be and you just have to let it go
3)the best kind of friends is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
4)It's true that we don't know what we've got till we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've missing till it arrives.
5)It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone. but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
6)don't go for looks; they can decieve. don't go for wealth; even that fades away. go for someone who makes you smile becaouse it takes only a smaile to make a dark day seem bright.
7)dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you wan to be. because you have only onelife and a chance to do all the things you want to do.
8) Always put yourself in other's shoes. if you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.
9) a careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.
10)the happiest of people don't necessary have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes alongtheir way.
11) love begins with a smaile. grows with kiss, ends with a tear. when you were born, you were crying and everyone is smiling. live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

so the above 11points are like the meaning of life or sumting like tat.. cant remember wats the subject about.. but thn true enuff loh.. i find the above all quite true loh.. like liao i aso dun haf the courageto tell pple.. coz why?? i fear rejection.. as the 2nd point mention.. i fear that i haf to let in go whn i learn the fact.. and the feeling tat is crush at first, onli needs am hour to turn into like and a dae to turn into love.. so maybe all alogn i tot is crush, it might turn out to be more.. haizz. duno lah.. this mail is frm him.. but thn no icq msges again.. is he purposely tryin to aviod mi?? maybe loh.. nemind lah.. let it be.. i mean wat can i do?? absolutely NOTING....

Well.. todae went to wrk as usual loh.. thn nth much happen lah.. in the mornin i still doin filing.. thn after lunch they taught mi hw to do the advertisment slot bookin.. thn well.. at first feel quite scare of the ting loh.. coz i scare i do wrongly.. but thn still not tat bad lah.. ermm.. one ting i like bout tis job is the time passes svery fast.. thn i went to wrk, thn before i realise, i mean more or less its time to go bac liao..
thn hor.. i sotong again.. i all along tot tml is jon's bdae, thn thur is the basic thoery date.. but thn it turned out to be the other wae round.. and die liao loh.. coz i haven study the basic theory yet leh.. so later tonite gotta go study.. and tml haf to brin the book ther.. thn tml after wrk, i need to rushed dwn to ubi.. the test 7.30pm start lah, thn 1hr rite?? thn 8.30pm gotta rushed dwn to orchard.. to sing ktv.. haizz.. very rush ah.. but thn wat to do.. i sotong mah..

Todae my first dae at wrk.. ermm.. the pple ther was nice. after reportin to the hr, thn i went to the office.. my department is the airtime sales department.. thn waited till 11plus thn my manager came bac frm the meetin.. thn she ask mi to do sum filing.. actualie aso not sum lah.. but quite alot of filing.. coz they tryin to fix up the ext line and aso the account.. thn onli wif the account, thn i can help out wid the scheduling stuff.. hehe.. i'm actualie goin to haf my own email account leh.. imagine my_name.mediacorps.com.sg.. hehe.. nemind bout tat.. thn luch time i had it wif the pple ther.. actualie the entire department like all girls leh.. but thn they are very nice pple.. onli a couple seems to be pretty introvert.. but thn overall ermm.. not bad lah.. but thn ah.. can realie see the wrk ther very stress loh.. thou todae i onli doin filing, but thn i see thm like tat i can aso feel stress ah.. thn at 6pm i go home liao mah.. they all still wrkin.. and ot seems very noraml to thm like tat..
the department i'm in is the airtime sales advertising admin.. thn wat they do is they haf to slot in the advertisment into the time slot.. thn till the very last min, they are still slotting in the advertisment.. ther will always be last min changes and stuff.. thn all the stuff very real time mah.. tats why haf to complete it before leavin.. thn haf to be careful wif all the slottings.. all the clients will wan the best prime slots.. but thn hw many slots could ther be in the prime hour leh.. thn advertisment are their revenue resources.. so ermm.. duno lah..
so aniwae, i home liao.. coz woke up earli tis mornin, so very tired nw.. so i tink i'm slpin earli.. after wrk i reali is drag myself home.. thn i go ntuc and bought sum stuff bac.. bought alot of potato chips.. sweets.. yakult~* later drink yakult liao thn go slp.. hehe~* i already lost count of the daes wher i didnt hear frm him.. nemind, its okie..

This mornin woke up earli again.. coz need to go vet.. thn the vet todae half dae leh.. so bo bian.. so both the doggies all took their jab liao. thn i reach home around 11am thn i went bac to slp.. slp till i aso forget wat time thn went to compass point ther shoppin.. tired ah.. shoppin is actualie a very tiring matter.. todae i bought 2 tops frm mango, and the skirt frm pepperplus.. actualie tat skirt yest i try it at wisma liao.. thn like it alot.. but thn tink till the shop close liao so no chance buy.. thn todae see compass point haf the shop, thn see liao realie is grab loh.. nw my bank i knw is left less thn 200 bucks.. 100plus onli.. nemind lah.. its okie.. money can earn bac wan.. tml start wrk at 9am leh.. later muz go mix n match all the clothes, thn see tml wear wat.. dun wan to waste time tml..
todae recieve a email frm him leh.. means he did cum online todae.. but thn no icq msges.. haizz.. suan le.. this is juz so not mi.. nemind.. wat will be mine will be mine..

Juz reach home.. Todae went to sign the contract for the job wan.. thn after tat went shoppin wif drea.. thn peis aso came dwn.. so nice to see her leh.. i tink since the last time i see her is whn i food poisonin tat time at her place, thn her dad still send mi home wan.. thn todae i spent bout 200plus.. bought a pants, 2 skirts, 2 spagetti strip top, and a pair of shoes.. wan buy cardigan, but thn cant find a nice one.. actualie wan buy bag aso.. but thn haf to burget abit lah.. thn after tat we went to eat the jap food.. the one at taka ther wan.. actualei the food is okie onli.. but thn bo bian.. both of us too tired liao.. thn the whole orchard is like damn bloody crowded.. i wonder why do the gorvernment kept sayin singapore economy no good leh.. everyone seems to be in high spendin power.. aniway.. i tink i'm all set to start wrk and all liao.. onli left the cardigan.. which i tink i can buy at a later date..
now, in my bank, i'm left wif onli 200.. i got bout 60bucks nw in the wallet.. to pay for the doggies' jab tml.. duno enuff anot.. not enuff ask mummy to top up liao.. actualie i spent quite alot liao hor.. 1200 becum 200 left.. i lend huili 500, thn juz nw andrea another 40bucks.. so in total i aso spent close to 500 bucks liao leh.. all is on my bills and this shopin ans transport loh.. haizz.. especialy the bills.. i paid 50 to singnet, thn 70 to starhub.. and 20 to the stupid fine.. like tat close to 150 liao leh.. nemind nemind.. start wrk liao i can start all over again.. this time round i muz start savin.. my aim is to by the end of the year, to haf a savin of 1500.. u tink its possible?? sae i open another bank account, juz for savings.. i will try kae.. try my best..

Mummy woke mi up at 7plus this mornin.. and i slpt ard 3am last nite.. feelin so damn tired, but thn i couldnt get bac to slp.. so i got up to check my email.. surprisinly, so earli in the morn my hotmail already flooded thou i juz clear it last nite.. and the yahoo aso got mail.. later got to go to the agency ther.. sian.. all the wae dwn to yishun.. after tat meetin drea.. i told her its either i mornin call her thn we meet in orchard, or i will go dwn to her hse.. well.. either one loh.. actualie i tink in the bank i onli left bout $450 ba.. i aso duno hw much of this money i can spent.. i need to pay the hp bill.. tat will be about 70plus, but thn i tinkin of payin 100.. so left bout 300plus.. and i need to put aside sum cash for expenses.. so tat left bout 200plus for todae shoppin.. wif 200plus, i realie duno wat i can buy..
one week liao wor.. nemind loh.. its alright.. ermm.. wat will be mine will be mine loh.. nw my mp3 onli got one song.. the dui de ren.. so i muz aso nai xin deng dai..

I GOT THE JOB~*
hehe~* todae is a happie dae.. coz i got the mediacorp job.. todae actualie quite drama loh.. coz todae i left the hse at 2pm, thn took 165 dwn.. thn they told mi to stop one stop after macrichie reservior.. ( tink the reservior name i spell wrongly.. looks kinda funny..) thn i expectin to see the reservior mah.. like bedok reservior like tat.. thn too bad loh.. all i can see is trees trees and more trees.. so wat happen is i overshot loh.. thn god knws i ended up wher.. thn i alight the bus, thn i call the agency pple again, tell thm i lost liao.. thn they told mi the way to go bac.. but thn its kind of ma fan.. coz of the express wae, i got to change the bus twice again.. thn i sort of chicken out.. i told thm i dun wan to go liao.. coz late liao.. thn they told mi its okie.. coz its i lost my wae.. thn sicne i there liao, might as well give it a try.. so in the end i took a cab dwn loh.. thn reach liao, i aso sotong loh.. i dun dare to approach the recep.. and i choose to sit farfar awae, in a damn hidden corner.. thn i waited for half hour, nth happen.. thn i chicken out again.. thn i already walk out of mediacorps liao.. thn i call the agency loh.. thn they ask mi go bac.. coz the pple ther couldnt find mi.. so actualie its mi sotong loh.. they lookin for mi for very long liao.. call my name but thn i didnt hear coz i sit damn far awae.. so in the end i go bac ther again, thn wait for my turn loh.. the interview was by 2 lady.. thn i feel quite scare.. but thn i tink i did well for this interview loh.. so thn i got the job~* startin wrk this cumin mon.. so happie~* tml gotta go buy the office wear liao..
thn whn i leave mediacorps, it started to rain.. and its rain bigbig.. thn actualie i meetin zc at 4pm.. thn i sms him sae change to 4.30.. thn i change to 4.45pm.. thn i sae i will reach before 5pm.. but thn i leave mediacorps ard 5.15pm.. thn rain bigbig.. so i took a cab dwn to orchard.. thn went to see terminator3.. not bad lah they show.. can go see.. thn slack ard.. thn juz reach home..
actualie i realie happie to get tis job loh.. mediacorps is a big company.. i wan to do well in it, excel in this 4mths, so they will retain mi as perm staff.. i tink this realie got prospect wan.. so happie.. but thn the onli ting is they start wrk at 8.30am.. so i haf to get up as earli as 6plus.. nemind.. i can make it wan.. hehe~* Happie!!

Later goin for the interview leh.. feel so scare.. still haf to go security ther exchange the pass and all wan.. hw leh?? and she mention i need to knw words and excel.. but thn i duno hw to use excel leh.. and their's is a 4mth contract coz they on a project.. thn die lah.. after the project they sure dun wan pple wan.. thn by thn aso end of the year liao.. i haf to go look for a job all over again liao.. sianzz..
And i juz did a very pai sey ting.. All along, and this all along is like for the past one two years sort of tingy, i tot this person in my icq list is my sec sch frewn.. and we even tok b4 in icq, but thn all along i tot is her.. thn i remember she still tok to mi bout the outtings and out.. thn todae i juz realise its not her.. its shan, my kindergarden frewn.. AAaarrhh.. i realie blur leh.. pai sey ah~*

S A D
I did a very stupid tingy.. i log in and log out of the icq, thn all the icq history got deleted.. and I MEAN ALL.. heng yest i got cut and paste the Idea of a Perfect Gf out.. so this is all is left.. i feel damn bad over it.. nemind. and todae i finally download a song a like. my latest fav song.. but thn the song like damage wan.. i send it to jere liao. he sae most prob is tat guy record it frm radio thn upload it to the net wan.. but thn this song new till i cant find it, so cannot complain too much rite.. the lyrics for the chorus go like this..

Ai Yao Nai Xin Deng Dai (Love you haf to go wait for it patiently)
Zi Si Shun Zhao (Look for it carefulli)
Gan Jue Heng Zhong Yao (The feelin is very important)
Ning ke Kong Bai De Shou (Rather be waiting Empty Handed)
Deng Hou Yi Ci Zhen Xin De Yong Bao (Waiting for a Sincere hug)
Wo Xiang Xing Zai Zhe Ge Shi Jie Shang Yi Ding Hui Yu Dao (I Believe in the world i will definately meet)
Dui De Ren Chu Xian (The Correct Person.)

Juz reach home.. Todae whole dae out wif huili.. went to take my pay at ck.. i got 1218 bucks.. slightly more thn wat i was expectin.. thn lend 500bucks to huili.. this is the first time i lend soo much cash to sumone.. well, i do need the money nw. but i guess i dun need it as much as she so nw.. tats wat frewns are for rite?? thn after tat we went walkwalk in orchard road.. thn went to fu nan center.. coz xw workin ther leh.. so nice to see her.. after tat saw emi.. coz emi aso go see xw mah.. didnt see thm for so long liao leh.. hehe~* so happie to see thm.. after tat we went to bugis walkwalk.. thn after tat i came home liao..
tml got interview leh.. its a contract base wan.. at mediacorps.. so excited.. todae i whole dae out wif huili.. thn i kept tokin bout him.. i was tellin her hw much i miss him.. i realie wonderin if its a crush or izzit for real.. but thn i realie miss him.. hard to describe tat feelin.. but thn haizz.. i can juz stay at home, lookin bac at the history, to see wat he told mi before.. tryin to visualize everyting.. listen to a song will remind mi of him.. haizz.. nemind.. i'm tinkin whether if i ask him out for dinner for my bdae will he go anot leh.. i knw his bz and all.. but thn ermmm... nemind nemind..

All of a sudden, i feel so lonely.. The so unwanted feelin cum again.. Todae I want go take my ck pay.. Drea sae she meetin her frewn go see car she cant go, didnt ask qian coz i knw she startin her Starhub job todae.. Huili is goin dwn wif mi, but thn she got to leave at 7pm, coz todae is her mummy's bdae.. Todae aso Clement bdae.. Happie bdae pple~* I aso duno why i into this mood todae.. Its like my money is cumin, and Huili is aso goin to take it wif mi mah.. I mean i dun haf to do it alone.. But thn duno lah, cant help but feel lonely.. Lizzie last nite notti girl.. she ate my chicken wing.. she snatch it from my box. I left the box on the dinin table, thn she juz snatched and go.. Real notti girl.. thn in the end i threw the chicken wing awae.. Nw notti girl is lyin on the sofa slpin loh.. Lookin so angelic nw, but in actual fact she's realie a devil.. Haizz.. How?? How to make myself feel beta??

Guys' Idea Of A Perfect GirlFriend~*!

1) Dun like my gf to stay out late cos i will be worrying abt her
2) Dun like her to go out wif other guy cos i get jealous easily
3) Dun like her to sit other guys' vehicles cos i dun like
4) She must be understanding cos mi no time to accompany her due to job
5) Must learn to cook cos i like my gf to cook for mi, mi, n onli mi
6) Must knw hw to do hse work cos mi realli tired after working whole dae but if got time mi will do 2gether wif her
7) Must like kids cos i like to have my own kids if she realli get marry mi
8) Must be veri cool temper person cos mi rather hot temper 1 to neuralise mi
9) Must not be a workaholic cos mi alreadi working all dae n no 1 to take care of the family basically best if she work onli office hrs
10) Must knw hw to endure my parent cos my mom is even worse than mi but if can i will like to move out myself if my parents still can take care of themselves
11) Must be caring as i m veri forgetful person gd in a way tat i learn to forgive n forget veri easily if she knw hw to comfort mi
12) Must be veri supportive to mi n mi onli cos mi like my gf to support mi in things i do

The above 12 points are sum pointers tat sumone told mi once, a guys idea of a perfect girlfrewn.. guys do u pple agree?? why did i post this up here is coz i haf juz vacume n mop and wash the kitchen again.. hehe~* Recently, i feel i fit into this ting more.. Aniwae, juz recieve a call frm the agency, they got this temp job for mi.. its contract base, for about a mth, i might need to go dwn for interview tml.. aniwae, the pay is bout 6per hour.. so in calculation, i will get bout $1200 amth, juz like ck loh.. nemind lah, wrk first thn see hw loh..

Juz woke up.. This mornin woke up earli to go to the interview.. actualie its realie i wake up earli loh.. coz thei tnerview starts at 11.15am, but thn i 7plus 8am wake up liao.. the job offered sounds not bad.. but thn frankly speakin, i still prefer theo ne last week. but thn they aso didnt call mi.. haiz.. this job, as tat guy was tellin mi is very stressful wan all wan loh.. but thn nemind, wait for thm to call ba. but thn i tink i did pretty well in the interview todae.. lets hope for the best ba~*
thn i didnt go for the 2nd interview, as i tink its goin to be a waste for time, and i dun wan to waste my bus fare dwn, so i called thm and said i found a job.. qian juz sms mi and told mi she got the starhub job liao.. tml she's goin for the trainin liao.. haiz.. soo nice leh.. even qian got the job liao.. realie hope to find one soon leh.. and jo juz called mi.. hehe~* my ck pay out liao.. i told him i will go dwn tml or wat to collect it.. finally leh~* so happie.. tml onwards i can go shopin and all liao leh.. but thn i muz exercise enuff self control, cant overspent... and ermm.. i miss sumone..

Todae is another tirin dae.. wake up liao thn rush go bath, coz need to go eat lunch wif yk's mum.. thn go china town eat tim sum wif yk, his mum aunt june, and aunt june's frewn and yeye.. thn eat liao go china twn walkwalk.. thn coz they leavin singapore todae, thn they took all the lagguage wif thm.. so u imagine we were carryin 2 big bags walkin ard china town, buyin bak kua and all.. the weather damn hot n tirin leh.. thn after tat went bugis, go walk tat bugis street.. imagine tat place so crowded, and so hot, thn wif all the lagguage, realie is not easy.. thn aunt june and aunt christine bought sum stuff ther, thn after tat set off for the airport.. at the airport, his mum tok to mi.. she knew we are no longer together liao.. thn she ask mi why.. well, i'm realie glad her mum is understandin.. i told her i find her son quite immature and all.. and i realie dun like the wae he do and handle tings.. all his mum said to mi was, hope i will give him the chance, instead of givin him up, try to change him.. ermm.. dun haf the heart to tell her i find it impossible, abd aso dun haf the time to continue the conversation, coz its time for her to check in liao.. thn after tat yk went to wrk, while i make my wae home..
so like tat i left home ard 11plus, thn i reach home ard 6plus leh.. and todae i receive 2 fone calls to ask mi dwn for interview.. the first one is at yishun.. and the second one is at ngee ann towerB.. i actualie putin more hope on the first one, coz the second wan is frm the agency wan.. thn its at infomatics.. thn qian tat dae juz told mi steph got this job at infomatics which she resigned liao, coz they are suppose to achieve a sales target of 80,000/mth.. nemind, i shall go dwn to both interviews thn see hw ba.. getin very broke liao. duno whn is the ck salary goin to cum out.. i buay tahan liao.. transport aso ex, and i aso need money to get by dae to dae.. its realie not easy.. transport realie ex leh...

Todae, we went dwn to tat place to resign leh.. thn we saw the big boss ther, and his realie a fu*cked up man loh.. its those u first see him u thn instance dislike wan.. well, nemind lah aniwae coz aso resign liao loh.. thn he sae he will pay us for the past 3daes.. so lets juz hope he keep his words.. coz 3daes add up to about 90bucks.. got tis money i can buy the pants i saw wif qian at top shop tat dae liao.. actualie nw i like got alot of tings wan buy.. but thn all aso cannot buy wan.. coz the money i muz save up thn can use longer.. coz i aso duno whn can i get another job.. haizz.. todae after we went to quit tat job, thn went to queenswae wif qian and huili.. huili wan buy shoe leh.. but thn in the end aso cant find aniting she like.. thn after tat went ikea walkwalk.. actualie wan buy the box to store my comics and all wan.. but thn too broke nw liao lah, so never buy.. thn went to eat at the ikea cafe.. first time eat ther, the food nice leh.. aso not very expensive.. tink next time can go ther eat again.. thn after tat still earli thn we went bugis walkwalk.. thn at the bugis street ther i see this skirt i liek very much leh.. cine ther sell 18bucks.. thn at bugis street sell onli 10bucks leh.. thn other thn tat i aso see another wan aso very nice skirt, 15bucks.. i tink my pay cum i can go buy.. coz the sirt realie nice.. haizz.. nw no money everyting aso cannot buy, damn jia lat.. so ther are afew things tat i wan to find nw..
1) Job..( wif a job i will haf money~*)
2) Boyfrewn~* ( hehe.. this is hopefully i can find one nw.. but thn i still wan to leave it to fate.. cannot rush wan..)

Mondae.. the beginin of a brand new week. the interview i went last fridae sae they will call mi up by tml to see whether did i get the job abot.. i realie hope i can get the job leh.. other thn tat i haf not been sendin resume liao..
Last nite, went to wrk again, recieve about 400 sms.. felt damn guilty bout it. dun feel like continuin liao.. but thn huili say they onli pay u at the end of the mth. mi n qian wrked for 3daes liao.. duno can get the money for the past 3daes anot.. well, i aso feel so stupid. actualie before we start wrk, we shld haf asked properly bout all this liao.. why am i like so careless and all leh.. later goin to meet up wif qian thn maybe callin thm and tell thm we dun wan to wrk liao.. i realie hope they will pay mi leh.. its 3daes, its bout 100bucks liao leh..
And drea seems like not too happie.. she was tokkin to huili online last nite, thn she said she feel kind of left out.. well, wat can i sae, to a certain degree, i aso not happie wif her.. well, hard to explain why i not happie, but thn i dun wan to make things worst. so might as well cool dwn abit. actualie i not too happie wif all the frewns issue.. well, maybe i'm the on wif the problem loh.. well, its like its coz of my and yz drea get to knw skye and all, thn nw, her best frewns seems to be skyes' frewns instead of us. i tink duno for hw many donkey years i haf not even see a show wif her liao, and she's seein it wif thm every now and thn. i dun mind skye ard wan leh. so why can she go out wif skye and us, but instead she choose skyes' frewns instead of us. and all ican say since she choose it this wae, i can onli respect her decision loh.. and tis time round i go wrk wif qian, this type of wrk u tink she wan meh.. and this is definately a job tat i'm proud of, so obviously i will not go broadcast it out.. haizz.. nemind lah, we are frewns for duno hw many donkey years liao, will not make the relationship sour coz of this wan.. all along she is like this wan loh.. for as long as i can remember. so its okie.
last nite i was tokkin to qian on the fone on the fone.. thn she mentioned i changed liao.. actualie i aso discover the change in mi.. last time, mi n qian took up very passive role wan, coz drea was always the dominatin wan.. but thn as the years past,the years in poly and all, i became more independent.. i sort of like the mi nw instead of the one bac in sec school.. duno hw to sae lah..
and yest yk's mum came to singapore liao.. yk call mi whn she arrived in the airport n i tok to her on the fone.. i so scare leh.. duno y lah, but thn i all along very scare of his mum wan.. thn they went to JB last nit.. tink they spend the nite ther loh.. thn she sae see whn i free, can haf lunch together.. die lah, i realie scare.. duno wat to sae whn i see her.. especially nw my relationship wif yk is so confusing..

Well, juz realise i long time never put the horoscope tingy liao.. the last time i put is 26th of june.. and todae 6th liao rite.. last time i stop at Scopio.. so todae is Saggittarius.. well, dun realie knw alot bout Saggi, but thn nemind.. After this is Capicorn leh.. hehe~*

Are You In Love with a Sagittarius? Nov 22 - Dec 21


If you are in love with a Sagittarius man or woman, give him or her freedom and honesty. This is one honey that will resist any and all efforts to be pinned down too definitively and you would do best to understand this from the start. They are the players of love. He (she) needs plenty of rope. Don't expect quick commitment here either; this lover is fairly
independent and enjoys his (her) own company. You will never be bored with a Sagittarius partner though. This individual is interested in almost everything and delights in sharing knowledge with you and everyone else. "Flirt" could be a middle name here. Jealousy is a no-no as the exchange of conversation is nearly as important as air and food to this person. Friendly as a new puppy, he (she) meanders about collecting and dispensing data with all comers. Physical fitness is also important here. Often possessing natural athletic abilities, he (she) can be found hiking, biking, running, or skiing, and will want you to keep right up alongside. You will have many joint memories of wilderness treks, roaring campfires, and starlit nights. Adventuresomeness is quite near the top of the qualities you must have to be of any interest to this enterprising individual. The meek need not apply. Your main challenges here may be learning to live with the occasional disorganization of this busy soul and the directness, which could be construed as lack of tact. You must understand that this person abhors dishonesty and is quite incapable of participating in it. Too many concurrent projects can scatter his (her) energy but your encouragement may be all that's needed to keep the number reasonable. You have found a dynamic partner in this mate. Enjoy the wit and repartee, explore new worlds and lost civilizations together and talk until the wee hours of the morning. With this individual, you can have FUN!!

Yest is my second dae at wrk.. so i continue to chat wif those pple.. well, still feelin guilty over it, coz ther are realie nice pple ard who sincerely is lookin for frewns and all wan loh.. if they are huai ren, like tryin to take advantage wan, i still will not feel so bad.. its those nice pple who make mi feel bad leh.. but thn as whalewhale saes, juz take it as they are payin for a service loh.. they pay $1 per sms, thn they are payin mi to tok to thm loh.. well, duno lah..
yest went for lunch, thn eat wan tan mee. thn whn i came bac home, preparin to go wrk tat time, i dun feel well thn i puke.. thn mummy sae is coz my stomach not tat good liao, its givin mi all the warnin signs liao.. well, duno lah.. thn i go wrk, thn after wrk i came bac home play mahjong.. wif jon, yk and one og jon's frewn.. thn play 20cent 40cent.. thn i won. frm the beginnin i win to the end.. i win over 16bucks.. not bad hor.. we play 2rounds mah.. thn at first round by west i tink, i already can win i dun win liao, coz i tink i win too much liao.. first time i like tat leh.. can win i never win.. thn i will try to do the impossible aso.. like i got 4 wan zi tiles, thn i will try to do ching yi se.. and my luck is juz too good to be true last nite loh.. wif only 4cards to begin wif, i can change till all becum wan zi wan.. well, play till 6plus in the morn thn go slp.. tired leh..
ermm.. duno lah.. todae 6th july liao.. 10daes frm nw i takin my basic theory.. but thn i still haven start to go study leh.. nemind lah hor.. wait till 10th thn see hw lah.. and ermm.. i duno lah.. oh yar.. yk's mummy cumin to singapore todae.. the flight at 4pm like tat.. but thn i dun intend to go, coz the flight comfirm onli got delay no early wan.. thn i 5pm wrk mah.. maybe tml can haf lunch wif thm or wat ba.. see hw lah..

yest went for tat job.. first dae.. thn realie is sit ther caht wif pple.. actualie its a pretty easy job, but thn i dun feel too good bout it, coz these pple actualie pay $1 per sms, i mean its expensive loh.. and ther's tis guy i chated wif him sicne bout 6pm till 11pm, i tink he sent out more thn 100 sms, and tat makes him spend 100bucks in juz tat few hours.. its like cheatin pple.. i dun feel good botu tis job.. hw?? shld i continue?? its realie easy money lah, but thn its juz i feel guilty.. thn it ended at 11pm, thn i took train to kovan thn take 322 home.. the whole palce is so deserted.. by the time i reach home 12plus liao.. actualie everynite like tis aso abit dangerous.. so u tink shld i continue??

juz came bac.. juz went for an interview at lavendar ther.. rainin tis mornin.. heng i got brin umbrella, but thn i was still late.. well.. the job sounds like got prospect wan.. but thn tink got alot of pple applied for it.. but thn i realie hope i can the job.. actualie tis job is i see frm the straits times wan.. thn email to thm.. thn they calledm i yest to go interview todae.. but thn glad lah, at least got pple respond to my resumes..
last nite went to see the twins effect.. veryvery nice show.. gillian and charlene so pretty.. but thn tink ah sa the role more pleasing.. and ah gill at tat point still abit not slim.. but thn nemind, i still like thm.. and the show actualie like abit lame lah, but thn i still like it.. thn i quarrel wif yk again last nite.. maybe its mi whos unreasonable loh.. but thn haizz.. duno lah.. i aso gettin very tired of tings between us liao.. its like its never endin wan loh.. no matter hw many times we haf tok tings out n all, tings still cum bac to the same wan.. i realie at tis point tink i dun wan to go bac to him.. so i realie hope he will stop doin all the stuff for mi and all.. he always say he wans nth frm mi, but thn i keep feelin in a wae i very indebted to him.. i dun like the feelin.. haizz.. duno lah..
and yest i went for a job interview.. huili wrkin ther already.. its the sms chat tingy.. wher i haf to reply to those despo pple sms.. mi n qian went for the interview yest leh.. thn we both got the job, startin todae.. well, actualei tis job aso not bad wan loh.. thn timin is at nite, so in the dae i could still go look for job n all, thn the pay aso reasonable mah.. 800bucks a mth, thn wrk frm 5pm to 11pm.. thn 6 daes a week.. pay mi bout 5plus 6bucks per hour sit ther use comp chat wif pple.. isnt tat wat i'm doin at home too?? hehe~*

haizz.. gotta go bath thn go out liao.. sianzz.. lazy to go out leh.. got to go meet qian todae, for the job trainin tingy.. but thn high chances go ther waste time onli.. aso duno y we still go.. imagine they cant even tell mi wat position did i get and tat sort of stuff.. nemind lah.. go liao dun like thn we will leave.. go walkwalk or see movie or wat lah.. thn after tat goin dwn to huili they for a interview.. well, 800bucks a mth, wrk frm 5pm to 10pm.. now cant find job, so is aniting aso can liao loh.. bo bian lah.. nemind nemind.. thn after tat interview go orchard see Tiwns' Effect~*~* wif yk, jon and my 'sis'.. duno qian wan to join us anot leh.. later thn ask her loh..
lazy ah.. feelin so lazy todae.. yest go open the letter box, thn singnet send mi sum vouchers.. coz its my bdae tis mth.. hehe~* actualie i realie lookin forward to bdae wan.. thou normally on tat dae, the feelin is juz like another dae wan.. but thn still cant help but feel excited.. hope the pple i hope to see will remember and ask mi out... haizz.. but thn if pple, tis will onli goes to show hw little i mean to thm.. in fact i tink nwadaes, i aso dun realie mean aniting to anione.. nemind.. wat am i tokkin bout...

Half the dae is over.. and i feel so tired nw.. i haf more or less completed the stuff on my check list.. nw onli left buyin the doggies' stuff.. and i goin to haf a late lunch wif my 'sis' nw.. after tat i can take a bus dwn to serangoon ther.. so todae is a fruitfull dae, coz i realie did alot of stuff instead of juz lazin ard the hse.. i vacum and mop the floor, thn i bath the doggies, thn i go wash the kitchen n utility area.. after tat i clean the hse ( tv lah, hi-fi lah, the lights and all lah..), thn i took a break b4 packin my room.. i took a very long tiem to clear my room.. and nw, i juz bath.. feelin so good leh.. well.. tis onli goes to shows i can do tings if i wan to wan.. nth is impossible.. do i qualify to be a good wife nw?? hehe~*

Todae is Wednesdae, a brand new dae~* yest is my last dae at ck.. well.. i'm goin to miss the pple ther.. actualie i tinkin i'm realie lucky, wherever i wrkplace i go to, i alwasy meet nice pple.. but thn nevertheless, i still welcum tis break nw.. hehe~*
last nite went to jon place for mahjong.. wif 2 of his frewns.. first time go to jon hse.. ermm.. initalli i lose.. thn after tat i win.. hehe~* overall i tink i win the most.. but thn aso not much lah.. thn by the time i reach home aso late liao, tats y yest never enter an entry.. todae, ther are certain tings i wan to accomplish.. well.. tink i beumin more n more like a hsewife liao leh.. hehe~*

1) Make food for the doggies~*
2) Vacume n mop the hse ( wash the kitchen n utility area..)
3) Bath the doggies
4) Pack my room..
5) Go buy sum stuff for Lizzie and OO..

Till nw, tis are the onli tings on my list.. i wonder hw many of it i can accomplish.. its onli 9plus in the morn, but thn i tink i accustomed to wakin up at tis timin liao lah.. so todae wif so many tings onhand, i tink i cant go aniwher else liao.. ermm.. and time to go on diet liao.. back at ck they buy mi fod every now and thn.. thn yest go taka tok to auntie julie, she sae i fat liao.. haizz.. she sae i feng man liao.. actualie i knw wat she meant, she sae i look beta like tis.. but thn u knw wan loh.. auntie defination of nice n my defination not exactly the same wan loh.. haizz.. nemind nemind..