Cottage by the River

Mondae.. the beginin of a brand new week. the interview i went last fridae sae they will call mi up by tml to see whether did i get the job abot.. i realie hope i can get the job leh.. other thn tat i haf not been sendin resume liao..
Last nite, went to wrk again, recieve about 400 sms.. felt damn guilty bout it. dun feel like continuin liao.. but thn huili say they onli pay u at the end of the mth. mi n qian wrked for 3daes liao.. duno can get the money for the past 3daes anot.. well, i aso feel so stupid. actualie before we start wrk, we shld haf asked properly bout all this liao.. why am i like so careless and all leh.. later goin to meet up wif qian thn maybe callin thm and tell thm we dun wan to wrk liao.. i realie hope they will pay mi leh.. its 3daes, its bout 100bucks liao leh..
And drea seems like not too happie.. she was tokkin to huili online last nite, thn she said she feel kind of left out.. well, wat can i sae, to a certain degree, i aso not happie wif her.. well, hard to explain why i not happie, but thn i dun wan to make things worst. so might as well cool dwn abit. actualie i not too happie wif all the frewns issue.. well, maybe i'm the on wif the problem loh.. well, its like its coz of my and yz drea get to knw skye and all, thn nw, her best frewns seems to be skyes' frewns instead of us. i tink duno for hw many donkey years i haf not even see a show wif her liao, and she's seein it wif thm every now and thn. i dun mind skye ard wan leh. so why can she go out wif skye and us, but instead she choose skyes' frewns instead of us. and all ican say since she choose it this wae, i can onli respect her decision loh.. and tis time round i go wrk wif qian, this type of wrk u tink she wan meh.. and this is definately a job tat i'm proud of, so obviously i will not go broadcast it out.. haizz.. nemind lah, we are frewns for duno hw many donkey years liao, will not make the relationship sour coz of this wan.. all along she is like this wan loh.. for as long as i can remember. so its okie.
last nite i was tokkin to qian on the fone on the fone.. thn she mentioned i changed liao.. actualie i aso discover the change in mi.. last time, mi n qian took up very passive role wan, coz drea was always the dominatin wan.. but thn as the years past,the years in poly and all, i became more independent.. i sort of like the mi nw instead of the one bac in sec school.. duno hw to sae lah..
and yest yk's mum came to singapore liao.. yk call mi whn she arrived in the airport n i tok to her on the fone.. i so scare leh.. duno y lah, but thn i all along very scare of his mum wan.. thn they went to JB last nit.. tink they spend the nite ther loh.. thn she sae see whn i free, can haf lunch together.. die lah, i realie scare.. duno wat to sae whn i see her.. especially nw my relationship wif yk is so confusing..