Saturday, February 26, 2005

Dear Blog,

Todae is Satrudae. And finally, it rained.. I woke up to find the whole house looking so dark. Hopefully the weather will improved from now on. Cant bear to see all the grass withering away. I asked someone the other day,"What is going to happened to the grass that has turned yellow and has withered away?" And the reply I got was,"Zi shen zi mia"..

Well, last week was a hectic week at the office. There was still 2 days where I did OT till 7pm. Kind of feeling injust as everyone was like so free, walking around the office chit chatting as all the Bosses are not in Singapore (all away to Germany for the EuroShop).. So as it turned out, I didnt have time to blog.

Yesterday had the health checkup at the office. Turned out that I am perfectly healthy.. Think my dieting plans really did turned out well.. My height and weight actually maintained. I did not increased a single pound. Hehe~* And my waist.. it actually measured out to be 25.5inches.. But well, they really measured the waist part.. above the belly button.. When I was at Calvin Klein doing partime when I was in Poly, my boss also measured my waist, its also 25.5inches.. So this goes to shows that actually my figure has not changed one bit.. Only maybe its my getting too paranoid.. (But maybe only my wasit maintained.. and everything else changed..)

Dear² slept over last night.. Lizzie and OO also bunked in with us.. And I think its coz the doggies are in the room, Dear² choose to squeeze in my bed.. Thou I rather be sleeping on the matress laid in the floor then the bed.. With so much softoys on the bed, there is really not much space for two adults. Sooo, i woke up with a terrible backace.. Dear² woke up early to return to the office.. There is a shut down in his office today till 3pm, so he have to go back and complete some work while the office is down.. So, today is a No Plan Day for me.. I bought alot of vcds, maybe can catch a couple on my own later..

Okie, thats all.. Feel like changing my blog skin again. Let me go surf around abit..

Take care pple~*

Friday, February 18, 2005

Dear Blog,

From today onwards, I am determined to type good english. No more singlish, hopfully.. No more shortforms(unless its good readable shortforms) and lastly, my punctuations. I realised that my typing in english is really terrible. So from now on, I will try to make improvements here.

Yesterday, the network was back the entire evening. And I was too excited about it, and was busy surfing the net checking out the Bangkok tour packages that I didnt post the past few entries up. Now the network is down again. If its back later, first thing i will log in and post the entries up.

Anyway, the entry yesterday was sort of incompleted due to me, busy surfing the net. But its alrite, I shall continue blogging here..

I find myself really long winded.. How in the earth do I have the ability to generate out such long entries daily. Well, the toto opened last night, and singapore pool successfully eaten my 20bucks.. Good thing my sense pull me back, and I did not further throw in more cash. Just in case you are interested in the numbers that opened last night are:-

5 11 12 31 32 43 (39)

After work last night, catched a show with Dear² at Suntec. We watched Himalaya Singh. A damn stupid show, but then entertaining enough. Whats important is Dear² likes it.. We bought sushi, chips, chicken drumlets and Mochi in for the show. Its all my fav. food(All the junk food).. Hehe.. But then its all damn fattening. And thats my dinner last night.. But I think its worst then havin a bowl of noodles or a plate of rice right?

After the show we went back home. While changing, Dear² told me I really seemed to gain abit of weight. Well, he still stressed on the fact that its ABIT. But I think its seriously more then ABIT. Its ALOT.. I measured with the measuring tape, and it read 32plus inch. I almost fainted.. But thats not the wasit, but the tummy area at my hips. But shockingly, its really horrible. This morning I measured again, its down to 30plus inch. Haizz.. First time in my memory its passed 30inch. I really cant take it. And I make him agreed to go research on which is the safest sliming down medicine in the market now, and he go buy it back for me.. He was reluctant, but he finaly agreed. He still insisted on the fact that I dont look 30inch, and I really look fine. But how could it be fine when statistic has already shown that I am not.. So just pray that from now on, I have the determination to fullfill all the drastic extreme methods of sliming down. Think I will skip lunch today, that will be my first target to my ultimate sliming project!

My network is back once more. Hopefully that it is here to stay. Anyway, I have posted all the previous 3 posts up to my blog. And I will also post this up by the end of the day.

Abit crowded in the office, thus its kind of hard to surf around now. I have finished up all my work, and is tryin to surf around. Really got no idea why is the office so crowded today. I mean its Friday, why dont they just go pick their kids up from school, or go have a Brunch with their friends??

Anyway, I'm reading this 18year old chinese Singaporean boy blog. He refer to his girlfriend as The Girlfriend, and himself AhdokBoy throughout the entire blog.. But I have to admit his english is good, the way he write is attractive and interesting. Okie, just finish reading his blog.

Really wonder what can I do today in the office. Lunch is coming soon, and I really cant wait for 5.30pm to come. I cant wait to go home, and hug my Dear² to Dreeamland.. and slp in slightly later tomorrow morning as he will be sending me to work on Scrambie..

I think I really wore the wrong outfit to work. It makes me looks really fat. But with a 30plus inch waist, think I am not going to look slim in anything. But then, I will definately try my best to do something about it. Its my own body, and since i can starve myself for 2weeks in order to slim down a couple of years back, I am sure I am able to do it again.. Right??

Backie frm lunch. Well, I did not kept to my resolution of skipping lunch, but then I declared my intension, and just ordered a bowl of noodles. And when they ordered all the other side dish, I rejected all food. And even went without a can drink, as I think my plain water in the office would be a better choice.. Well, seems like in order for me to slim down really isnt easy, looking at the lifestyle I have now. But then I will really try. I will try to go without dinner tonight, even forsaking my tau suan.

Cruising throught the net again. I think that high chances that my Bangkok trip might be shelved. Coz its really not worth it to spend almost double the normal cost just because it falls on a public holiday. You know what I mean??
17th February 2005 (Thrusdae)

Dear Blog,

Its mi again.. Noting much to do in the office again.. Guess its pretty normal coz new year just passed.. So its like one of the super off peak period.. Aniwae, the net is still down.. So i still cant log on and post the previous 2 entries.. So todae is goin to be a veri long dae.. w/o the net, i realie cant do much ard.. And all the bosses haf left Singapore for Germany, cumin back onli by the end of the mth.. hehe~*

Last nite, went to queue for the toto.. I was expecting a long² queue, but thn it turned out tat ther is totalli no queue wor.. So i bought 20bucks worth of quick pick... Thn just now the operations guy came up for a chat, coz my boss not ard.. Thn they told mi quick pick if i won 4nos., the returns is like onli 30bucks... I was like huh?? So Little?? how can it be?? So i actualie kinda regretted buyin quick pick with all my 20bucks.. should haf bought those system 7 or 8 or those with a joker or watever.. now my return is like so damn bloody low.. even if i matched 4nos., its jsut enuff for mi to cover back my original bet onli... This investment realie not worth it.. Let mi play a couple games of in-between, i can easily get back 30bucks liao...

So i am now tinkin, shld i dump in another 10bucks to buy 3 sets of the system 7.. u tink i shld?? but thn chances of even getin 4 nos. is damn slim.. so in another words, i am just wastin money... haizz.. duno hw to go ard doin it... or maybe i shld take it as a lesson learnt, and thn invest again next year.. too bad the stupid net is still dwn, if not i can log on to the toto webby and take a look.. haizz..

the office damn cold todae.. duno why.. aniwae, i wearin a new dress todae.. one of those tat i bought before the cny week.. i like the way the bottom of the skirt flares.. hehe~* so i tink i look pretty todae.. coz the dress is like so flatterin... (damn bhb rite.. hehe~*)

mummy in one of her cranky mood again todae.. OO once again doesnt feel well.. so he puke again.. and he make a mess in the middle of the nite.. tink she didnt slp well, coz lizzie kept growlin at him thus makin alot of noise. so she took it out on mi.. sayin tat i didnt brin OO to the vet.. but thn at times, please ask her to use her brains loh.. u haf the car on hand.. hw on earth can i brin the dog to the vet?? i knw u are busy.. but thn i am stuck in the office for the entire dae.. unlike u, who can occasionalli take time off frm wrk coz its ur own company.. haizz.. dun wan tok bout it.. i will take OO to the vet on sundae.. coz tats the earliest free wkend i haf.. so OO, please be a good boi and tahan till thn kae...

Why why why why why.. why the net is still dwn.. if the net is up, at least i can still surf ard.. time passes so slow.. and the office is freakin cold.. my hands are like so damn stiff... cold²... and coz the net is dwn, i onli can read the mails in my local folder.. and since tuesdae, i haf been readin the same mails over and over again.. sianzz..

my colleauges used the remainin cash frm our dinner and dance money to buy the toto... so in total is 70over bucks.. and they bout the system 7 and the balance quick pick.. SO, in another words, i will not go buy again.. save on my cash.. how nice.. just simply how nice it would be if it realie opened... last year i bought with huiyu, and didnt even win a single cent.. qian still haf the luck, to win duno 4 nos. i tink.. hopefulli tat i haf one of the lucky combi.. and can take back sum cash for this new year.. the time now is 10.36am.. ermm... considerin tat i did nth todae, time actualie passes kinda fast.. and in the afternoon, i tink i haf recep duty.. so can further waste an hour dwnstairs.. Hope lunchie can faster cum.... i am wonderin shld i skip lunchie instead of dinner.. last nite, i got xiang to buy mi tao suan.. but thn while waitin for him to buy back, i ate a pack of potato chips.. tats even more fattenin rite.. damn jia lat.. tink its more or less the same as 1 full meal i ate liao..

11.30am liao.. i just called up serveral tour agency to check the bangkok trip price... to travel on those public holidae realie not worth it.. everione jet up the prices.. i copied dwn 3 agencies yest, and everi agency gave mi a different price.. but i tink its for a different hotel, and different airline.. the first quoted mi bout 500plus(inc. tax) for 2, but thn the airline is totalli unheard off.. the 2nd quoted mi 600plus(inc. tax) for 2 on thai airline.. and the 3rd quoted mi 700(inc. tax) for 2 on Cathay..

Its all to the same place, same time.. So why the big diff in price?? So, we decided to go home tonite, and check out the price for those valueair or tiger airways tix.. thn see if can book the hotels online.. Maybe i can call Benjamin (sws's huiyu's boss cum colleauge) to check which hotel beta, since he alwaes go bangkok de.. Well, shall check which is cheaper, thn i shall just book which one. Hope to settle everiting by this week.. xiang alwaes wan to go overseas for a trip.. so at least plan a trip like this.. he happie, i aso happie.. wait till end of the year, whn i richer, thn i shall plan to go sumwher further and beta.. sae ermm.. hongkong, taiwan or even aust.. thn maybe can go ther visit frewns aso.. how nice ah.. hehe~*

haizzz.. just backie frm lunchie.. and i smell of those stinko oil.. realie .............

aniwae, the net wrk seems to be up durin lunchie.. whn i came back frm lunchie, thn i saw the hotmail emails came in. and i could actualie read it.. and i still manage to reply back. and i still check with xiang if he recieved it... BUT, after i typed out a reply email to qian, jiale and peishan, the netwrk disappear again.. the mail is now still in my outbox.. Shit lah.. i was still kinda happie.. tot i can surf the net frm nw on, coz i was like realie realie bored.. but thn who knows.. make mi happie for NTH...

shit lah.. the internet liek can use cannot use like tat.. the onli page tat i can enter is the yahoo.. but thn frm ther notin else liao.. damn sickenin.. i wanna go check out the bangkok ting aso cannot.. but thn i tink tat trip is more or less comfirmed.. coz if i cant find a cheaper deal, i will just book the 550plus tat wan.. actualie abit bo hua hor.. with tat money i can go get a new LV wallet liao..
16th February 2005 (Wednesdae)

Dear Blog,

Todae 16th February 2005.. I still haf not post up the entry for yesterdae, coz the net is still down. Aniwae yest, i practically did noting.. but thn my dae still manage to pass.. and huili and sarah called mi up ard 4plus, askin mi for a mahjong session... damn excited bout it.. thou i was dyin to go home and slp.. but thn hehe~* the gambling side of mi soon took over..

Well, i was glad tat i agreed to it.. Sarah came pick mi up at the bus stop near my office.. and we head back straight to her hse.. We started the game, and i was on a winning strike.. So at the end of the dae, i won like 40plus 50bucks.. i tink this is one of the few times which i played mahjong and won so much..

Thn half wae tru the game, we stopped to lao yu sheng.. let mi count count.. this is the duno hw many times i lao yu sheng this year liao.. hehe~* Hopefulli that i will realie haf a feng sheng shui qi year~* May i earn big bucks, and everiting good will cum my WAE~*~* ........

Thn we had dinner at her hse... Haizz.. realie like the feelin wher everione sit dwn together and haf a decent dinner.

Well, actualie Sarah leavin for Auzzie todae... her flight is at 11am , which is like 10min frm now.. Guess she's in the plane, waiting for take off liao.. Thou i am not realie veri close to her, but thn i will realie still miss her.. All the best in Auzzie ger.. Study hard, and most importantly take good care of urself...

Actualie not onli Sarah.. Zihan and Lilian aso leavin tonite.. Aso to Auzzie to study... Tink i am goin to miss thm too.. Miss the dinners tat we used to haf together... Those couple dating is actualie kinda fun.. but thn this time round, with zihan by lilian side, tink they are goin to haf a fantastic trip... hehe~* but quoting wat xiang said, lilian is realie tiein zihan dwn for the rest of his life.. with this study trip, tink its hard for thm to part liao.. like it or not, tink whn they back for studies, i can get to go to their weddin liao.. hehe~*

Aniwae, back to my game last nite.. xiang came pick mi up after the game, thn he sent huili to zq's hse.. and OMG, zq stays near my office.. and its like ermm.. the hses which i saw everidae, and was alwaes sayin how pretty it look... haizz.. lucky guy.. another rich man's son.. Thn we send huili's uni frewn home.. her name is Jenny.. pretty chirpy ger, kinda nice... She stay in Bishan, not realie on the wae, but thn since xiang offer to send her, of coz i was more thn happie.. coz his feelin kinda grumpy whn he came pick mi up yest..

Well, thn by the time i reach home, its ard 10plus goin 11pm.. haiz.. tot i can slp earlie, but thn ended slpin late too.. but at least todae, i am not feelin tat tired.. but thn could still do with a couple more hours of slp.. hehe~*

Haizz.. time aso passin kinda slow todae.. I onli did a couple of PO, and issued out an Invoice this mornin.. So i spent almost half of my morn doin nth.. and still an hour to go before lunchie.. wonder wat can i do in the meanwhile.. sianzz... The net is still dwn.. So tink i can onli post it up whn I'm home tonite, or maybe tml.. but thn i will cont. to write, coz at least this keeps mi occupied..

hehe~* Xiang just sms mi sayin tat hipopo shited on my bed, ad he cant wipe cleanclean coz my bed no more tissue.. he still dare sae ah.. he used up all my tissue.. tink in the whole hse, he got the highest tissue comsuption rate liao.. aniwae, i msged him back sayin hw can hipopo shit on my bed whn he haf his own shitting ground leh.. tink hipopo is realie a veri good buy.. onli 3.50... cheapest softoy i haf ever bought... tat dae we saw this kid takin a similar softoy, exactly the same, dwn to the ribbon on the neck, but thn the kid's is pink while mine is grey.. So rite nw, we are sourcin for the hipopo in Pink~*~* but thn realie duno wher to find it..

Aniwae, did i mentioned tat my eye painpain?? its been like this since i woke up yest morn.. i tot its jsut one of those eye irritation dae.. but thn it seemed to be more serious wor.. i wore glasses to wrk yest, hopin i dun further irritate it.. but thn till last nite, i realised tat i still hurts.. and this morn, after i bathed, i realised tat my eye still hurt.. and my eye actualie look much smaller wor.. the double eye lid tat line totally disappear.. its like its swellin like tat.. so nw i got like one eye bigger thn the other.. how terrible.. so i am still on glasses todae.. to camo my big and small eye.. damn jia lat.. and xiang sms mi sayin tat my eye pain coz hipopo shited and i got no tissue on the bed, thus he wipewipe on my pillow.. thn my pillow dirty tats why my eye pain... wat nonsense rite.. hehe~* trust him to tink of it..

Todae is onli Wednesdae.. But thn i realie feel tired, i am realie lookin forward to my wkend.. actualie i am tinkin izzit beta tat i get those sales job, which allows mi more free time.. those tat i can walk ard, and not stucked here for like u knw, 8hrs a dae.. which is like damn borin... and i rather go back later, and start wrk later.. u knw those sales job, like my last calvin klein job.. frm 9.45am to 7pm... i tink i like tat time more.. the pple ther is aso nice and frewnli.. haizz.. but thn no point lookin back at tings.. we hafta look forward and never backwards.. coz u never knw wat the future holds.. (sounds familiar ah.. tink i saw tat phase a couple of daes back...)

Haizz.. tink this fridae, instead of goin out, i am goin straight home, and hug my deardear to slp till the sat morn.. actualie i am tinkin of havin a gambling session on fridae nite.. but thn its kinda last min.. and the response i got frm my invited list is aso kinda poor.. almost all the gers cant make it.. huili haf to go earli, emi can onli cum late.. so its like ermm.. w/o the gers i abit reluctant to haf it liao.. thuo the guys seems to be able to make it, but thn ermm.. i abit reluctant to haf it w/o the gers... SO.. tink ermm.. i hafta control abit, and wait till sat to go over to jere hse.. tis year not goin to xw hse i tink, coz the time crashed with jere's.. so nemind lah.. I will just chilled out with my dear² on Fridae.. Slp earlie, thn maybe wakie earlier on sat, thn can go work out abit... excercise abit.. hehe~* realie gainin too much weight.. thou Xiang kept sayin its okie, and i look fine, and he dun mind... but thn i dun find it okie, i dun tink i look fine, and Most IMPORTANT I MIND!!!! i realie wonder hw did lilian did it.. she can realie slim herself dwn within such a short period of time.. but thn she gained it back just as fast.. well, tink its goin to be hard for mi, coz while typin, i am actualei feasting on the raisin chocolate.. coz nth to do, whn i'm bored, i will just reach out for food.. cant help it de.. hehe~* natural reaction....

At times, i realie wonder who actualie reads this blog.. maybe noone ever does.. but thn its alrite.. but thn ermm... i wonder, wat will happen if time turns back.. i haf alot of wat if in my mind.. below are a few:-

1. wat if i never leave dennis back thn..
xy: i tink chances of us still being together is veri slim, but thn i tink ther will be more fond memories, and i would haf been a lucky ger longer.. and most importantly, i tink yk will not even haf a stand in my life..

2. wat if i entered hospitality instead of ifc..
xy: well, this is one which is even harder to predict.. coz i will not haf even knw huili and the rest.. which ermm.. might be one of the biggest regret in my life.. but thn, i tink i will be meetin new pple, and i will haf more chance in life since its a business coz..

3. wat if i met xiang earlier..
xy: even meetin him earlier mite not garenteed we will be together, but thn if we were together, i tink i will definately be HAPPIER~* coz ermm.. i realie love my dear² now.. and bein in the same sch with him, both of us still bein a student, tink its goin to be lovely.. hehe~* but thn i tink too much liao.. coz back thn guess his still the best bf award holder to his ex..

4. wat if i had given yz a chance back thn..
xy: no idea wat will happen, lookin at hw much i haf change, i got no idea hw will we turn out..

5. wat if its not yk, but c i haf choosen back thn..
xy: ermm.. no idea.. coz i tink c is a guy who will change for the ger.. so we mite realie still haf chance.. but thn one ting for sure, he will haf grad frm ifc with a dip, and will be servin ns now..

6. wat if since the beginin, i given h the chance..
xy: hehe~* this one i realie no idea.. coz its like so long ago..

7. wat if i am still with yk..
xy: if i am still with him, probably we will be getin engage soon after he completed his ns and all.. but thn lookin back at all tat has happen, i tink ermm.. i made the rite choice to move on.. at least for this item, i can sae garentee plus chop i haf no regrets.

8. wat if i am still at SWS..
xy: well, life will never be the same w/o huiyu.. and i realie miss her so much.. leavin sws, is one of the biggest decision i made in my life.. i till now cant sae izzit with or w/o regret, coz this is definately a higher payin job compared to the past.. but thn i like the wrk ther more.. and i realie like the in-charge feelin.. so, i definately hope tat one dae, i can proudly tell the world tat i left sws with NO REGRETS.. thou now, its still too earlie to tell, coz my heart deep dwn actualie still kinda miss tat place.. i was veri IN CTRL ther.. and over here, i feel more UNDER CTRL....

and since i haf another half dae to go, i decided to fill up wat i tink it would haf happen, thou i haf to sae noone can predict the future... Hopefulli noone realie reads my blog.. tink xiang mite kick up a mini fuss shld he cum to knw it...

Backie frm lunchie.. suddenli mood feel so good.. hehe~* duno why.. Aniwae, durin lunchie my colleauges just reminded mi.. tml is the big TOTO dae.. todae MUST BUY.. its like so much money.. realie hafta try my luck.. if i realie win, tink i can buy new car, and mayb invest in a new home.. hehe~* or i dun even mind poolin everiting in, to buy a landed hse.. or get a condo, thn everi mth collect rent.. hehe.. tink i tink too muchie liao.. but thn realie loh.. hw nice its goin to be if i got 1mil more in my bank acc.. haizz.. wonder hw long i will need to queue for it todae.. and aso duno wat time its goin to close.. hope it doesnt close tat earlier thou... no matter wat, hafta buy abit.. hehe~* maybe 20bucks?? or 30bucks.. if maybe buy those with jokers de.. or system duno wat?? hehe~* later discuss with xiang...

and nw i am waitin for the big boss to be in, thn i hafta go in and let thm sign cheque.. damn scare.. first time like tat go approach thm.. damn scary.. tink they dun even knw my name.. but its okie.. hehe~* i rather be one of those unknwn fellow.. i was just reminded on how important issit to get tat cheque signed by todae.. coz all the big bosses goin germany on tonite's flight.. so everiting needs to be signed by tonite.. and aso coz one of the job is tml, and its COD, so its like even more impt.. okieokie.. i will be a good ger, and guard the bosses door, so tat i can get it signed first ting whn their in, and to make it worst, i am feelin scare.. so its like ......... Save mi PPlE~*!!!

just went in to get the cheque signed.. nth much.. but thn i tink he need to sign on 2 approval an 1 cheque, but he onli signed on the the cheque and 1 approval.. so i am like one signiture less.. die lah.. i dun dare go in get his signiture again.. how how?? shit lah.. i asked irene, she sae its okie, just go in again and get his signiture.. but doesnt tat make mi a blur sotong.. and whn i went in earlier, can feel tat his pretty strict and all... shit shit.. why like tat.. God ah, save mi... damn jia lat.. realie dun dare to go again... why didnt i turn to the back just now and get him to sign.. i realie ask for it de leh... damn jia lat.. how.. realie got no idea hw... okie, i got both signitures on the cheque.. so at least the cheque is ready to be released, but thn i am still damn worry bout tat last approval.. i asked irene time and time again, she said its actualie nth much, stuff like this do happen at times.. but thn i cant help but feel abit ........ but thn nemind.. at least i got 2 signitures on it liao.. and i realie gota sae, i tink benjamin is nicer thn simon.. he seemed more frewnly, while simon seemed more haughty...

aniwae, time now is 4.14pm.. i haf been on this blog on and off for the entire dae.. i alwaes feel tat time after 4pm will fly.. not exactly fly, but thn will pass faster..

and, i just realised tat i gota wrk this saturdae.. heng my tat gambling gatherin did not succeed.. if not i will realie haf a difficult time on saturdae.. and since all bosses will not be in, i haf the luxury of cumin in later, and i can sit in and read my magazines and surf the net(hopefulli the net is up by thn..).. hehe~* and xiang can aso send mi to wrk.. so i can slp in late aso.. so overall its not as bad as it is lah.. and one good ting is, with this push, i will haf a long wkend in march.. tat good fridae wkend.. hehe~* tink i can plan a short holidae to bangkok.. hehe~* 3dae 2nite..

okieokie.. i smsed dear², tellin him bout my idea bout the trip.. thn he ask mi to go finalize it.. i will book frm the 25th mar to 27th mar.. hehe~* to bangkok.. duno shld we go free and easy or guided tour. he ask mi to go ask ard, thn i told him dun wan lah.. go ask means we will further dilly dally, thn waste more time. tonite i will go yahoo travel, and just book frm ther loh.. actualie we can aso back pack abit, thursdae nite after wrk we fly over, thn arrived at the airport at sum funnie timin.. thn we can go walk ard till time to check in hotel on fridae afternoon, so we will haf like u knw half a dae of experience as a back packer.. hehe~* but thn duno tat place safe anot.. scarlie kanna robbed.. but thn if we were to stay in the airport, as in the not get out of the arrival hall, it shld be pretty safe rite?? tink can further discuss with xiang... the more i tot of it, the more excited i becum.. hehe~*

i saved quite alot tis mth.. tink till nw i still got ard 800++.. tat is not counted the 450bucks tat i haf already banked into my uob account.. so ermm.. i tink i can bank in a further min 600bucks end of this mth, which means i actualie save 1k this mth!! haha~* thn nxt mth pamper myself abit, go for a short trip.. i dun mind payin for the tix and accomodation for both of us, since i tink xiang spent quite abit on mi recentli.. so this trip can be a belated v.dae prezzie frm mi to him... hehe~*
15th February 2005 (Tuesdae)

Dear Blog,

In the office now. I knw its been quite sum time since i last blogged. Also not realie sae i am busy.. But thn just tat i am feelin so damn lazy.. Aniwae, i am feelin so damn tired now.. And I am tired till i close my eyes, i will knock out immediately... My boss is in todae, and ther's alot of pple ard in the office.. So i am finding it realie hard to survive..

Oh God.. please help mi stay awake.. dear² playin sms with mi nw.. tryin to keep mi accompany now.. coz my internet in the office seems dwn.. and i cant surf the net.. funnie rite.. thn hw cum i can still blog.. coz i am writing in words, and i will log on later to transfer the entry to my bloggie... haizz.. save mi ah..

okie.. time to do abit of recap on wat's goin on last week.. and before tat, Happie New Year pple.. May the new year brings lotz of joy and happieness to all.. May everione earn Big Money, and find ur ideal partner... okie.. guess tats the best blessing i can tink of with my half functionin brain now...

8th February 2005 (Tues)

This will be the CNY eve... I do not need to wrk on tat dae.. xiang stayed over my hse the nite before.. so i woke up with my dear² slpin rite beside mi.. its realie a nice feelin to see him the moment i opened my eyes.. so aniwae, i cant realie remember wat happened tat dae.. but thn tink we slacked till its time to get to my granny hse for dinner.. i tink we went sumwher in the afternoon.. but thn haizz.. i realie cant recall wher did we go.. hehe~*

aniwae, the dinner is great.. its as usual, the steamboat dinner.. everi year the same. nth new.. but thn i still appreciate all the efforts in preparin the food.. after tat had mahjong session with my aunties and uncle.. haizz.. and i lost money.. for 20cent 40 cent, i lost bout 30bucks.. which is quite alot in my opinion.. the biggest loser of the nite.. played till 1plus, waited for xiang to cum pick mi up, coz his at his uncle hse for dinner... thn he sent my auntie and her kids home thn sent mi home... thn he slacked at my palce till 3plus thn he left...

9th February 2005 (Da Nian Chu Yi)

okie... Happie CNY everione!!.. this haf to be one of the latest new year i ever got.. i woke up bout 10am.. and my mum sae to leave the hse at 11am... for the past duno hw many years, we actualie haf to reach my granny hse at like 9plus... so its like we need to leave the hse ard 8plus 9am.. so this year is realie the latest.. which is kinda heng.. coz i was realie tired..

went to my granny place.. she didnt gif ang bao this year.. she gave us solid cash just like tat... so shes like walkin ard with a big stack of 10bucks.. coz my granpa's has not been awae for 100daes yet.. so we can gif out the red packet.. and later i heard frm my mum, my granny was like lookin at wat everione was wearing.. we cant wear ani of those new year color like red, pink and yellow.. ermm.. orange too.. those "lucky colors".. she was tellin my mum and auntie bout who is wearin those forbidden colors.. and guess she's not too happie bout it.. heng i was wearin a white dress... which pink embiodery.. but thn i guess its not tat obvious.. so i tink to her, i am just wearin a white dress...

didnt stay ther for long.. for bout less thn 2hrs, thn we went to my the other granny hse.. my dad's side de... its kinda empty ther.. coz we were ther b4 2pm, kinda earlie... so my uncles came.. but thn nth realie interestin lah.. wanted to play mahjong, but thn not enuff pple.. so i was just watchin the vcd.. my aunt was playin the korean series.. the 18 year old bride.. i actualie find tat show damn nice... i'm looking for the vcd nw...

after tat my parents left for home to take a napnap.. coz we arranged to go for a dinner at JB... but i stayed on at my granny hse, watchin vcd, thn xiang came pick mi and benben up ard 4plus.. thn we headed home.. and went to JB for tat seafood dinner..

the dishes ther was not bad.. ermm.. but thn i tink its pretty normal aso lah... but thn i like the fish.. the steam fish is fantastic.. and the meal for 5 (my mum, my dad, benben, xiang and mi..) cost 500plus.. i actualie found it kinda ex.. coz the servings were quite small..

thn head back to singapore.. tink i slept earlie tat nite.. i cant realie remembered.. hehe~*

10th February 2005 (Da Nian Chu Er)

Woke up, and realised tat i got nth to do the entire dae.. and all the shops are still closed.. haizz... xiang came pick mi up ard 12noon, to go his place to bai nian.. feelin extremely fat tat dae.. so he waited quite long.. coz i was like changin up and dwn.. went to his place, haha. and i fall aslp on his bed... by the time i woke up, already like 5plus.. thn actualie wanted to catch a show. but his sis called back said all the 7pm shows was like sold out. so she suggested a family dinner.. i was feelin kinda grouchy.. so i opted out of the dinner.. so xiang sent mi home thn went to meet up with his family for the dinner..

thn he came to my hse after his dinner.. cant realie remember wat happened.. i was in a real grouchy mood tat dae.. he suggested a midnite show or a supper, but i simply didnt haf the mood.. ermm.. tats all lah for my chu er..

11th February 2005 (Chu San)

okie.. woke up in the morn, planed to go ktv.. called up cappage, noone answer.. to we dilly dally abit.. and went to the bishan ktv.. for a 2pm to 7pm package.. we took public transport dwn to bishan, and gosh, the bus was packed with STuDENTs... at times, realie found these kids irritating.. u knw wat i mean rite??

then junction 8 was kinda empty.. quite a number of shops was closed.. we had yoshinoya for lunchie.. and head to the ktv liao.. mao joined us for the ktv.. the ktv was like realie cheap.. and i realie sing till i got no songs to sing... ermm.. not realie fun, but thn overall okie lah... guess its abit borin to be singin alone for 5hrs.. the guys were after all not too much if a ktv person.. after tat we went back to junction 8, and walked ard.. thn wanted to catch a show. but thn all tix was sellin fast .. so sianz loh.. thn we tot of an alternative.. to buy vcd home and watch... hehe~* we bought stanford wifes..(is this hw u spell it??)

tink i slept pretty earlie tat nite.. like ard 12plus 1am... nth much to do aniwae... CNY alwaes kinda boring to mi...

12th February 2005 (Chu Si)

okie.. my holidaes cumin to an end, deep dwn in my heart, i beginin to feel kinda blue liao.. but thn heng is i do haf planz on sat.. slacked ard with xiang in the hse, thn mum called and sae she's goin to batam for a short trip till will be awae for a nite.. so she drove the car back home and packed her stuff, while we rushed to prepare to leave the hse.. we sent her dwn, so we will haf the car for the wkend.. which i realie appreciate it, coz tat wkend is kinda packed for us.. after sendin her off, we head dwn to boon lay. coz hafta go vistin to my yi po's hse..

i was kinda earlie, thn went to walkwalk at jurong point before headin dwn to her hse.. jurong point actualie kinda interestin to us coz we seldom go ther.. aniwae.. by the time we reach my yi po hse, all my aunties and uncles reached liao..

she prepared steamboat for us... actualie i like this yi po of mine alot. coz whn i was a kid, she doted on mi alot. coz she wanted a daughter, but she onli got 2 sons. thn i was i tink 4 years younger thn her youngest son.. she realie treated mi like her own, and i will go stay over at her place for a couple of weeks everi sch holidae..

stayed till 6.30pm, thn we left.. headed home to feed my bao beis... reached home ard 7plus.. frm boon lay dwn to my place is realie far.. i realie wonder hw can xiang take it goin to tuas to wrk everidae frm tamp...

thn just reached home, huili called up and hurried us to go dwn to emi's hse.. so after feedin my bao beis, thn we head dwn to emi's hse.. emi hse aso steam boat.. but thn its the japanese type.. hehe~* but thn i didnt eat.. coz still feelin full.. so we started the gambling affairs.. haizz.. didnt want to elaborate into the games.. but thn i lost quite alot lah.. it was kinda fun.. but thn ermm.. yar.. huili was the bigbig winner, she won 200plus close to 300bucks..

thn ard 11plus 12am, we all left.. send jere and esther to the bus stop which is like kinda far and out of the wae.. but thn nemind lah.. tat shld be their last bus liao.. thn went to pump petrol, and took huili back to my hse so she could wait for her dad to pick her up frm my place..

after i bathed and all, i was beginin to feel kinda hungry. so i cooked noodles while xiang was bathin.. well, the noodles i cooked is realie realie nice.. its the dry one, with egg in it.. yummie yummie.. i realie duno hw to discribe, but thn i like my noodles tat wae.. hehe~*

huili left ard 1am.. all the while she's quarelin with zq.. ermm.. i dun wan to elaborate on tat.. but thn ermm.. i still tink huili is a nice ger, zq is a nice guy, and they shld be together.. okie, period.

thn we went to see another vcd together.. this time round is cinderella story.. a damn nice show loh.. like a fairytale cum true.. aniwae, the vcd was bought in jurong point.. so by the time the show end, its already 3plus.. i was like realie realie tired.. so tat ended my dae..

12th February 2005 (Chu Wu)

Woke up pretti late, thn went to xiang's hse.. so he can go back haf a change of clothes and all.. so had lunchie at his hse tat kopi tiam, saw alan.. his sec sch/poly frewn.. with this ger.. ermm.. tat ger is aso his poly frewn.. but thn kinda weird why are they together.. coz the last time i saw alan, his with tis ger which looks kinda ah lianzz..

thn after tat head dwn to ponggul, pick up huili at punggol mrt.. which onli thn i realise it looks like sum kind of UFO...

thn at her place, her parents was like reallie nice... i realie like her parents.. thou at times her mum is kinda tempremantal.. but thn lucky her..

ermm.. gamble abit at her hse.. with sista, jonas and roy.. realie didnt see thm for a veriveri long time. but thn seems like noone realie changed.. thou sista looks like his drained out.. abit slow and blur.. but hehe~* his alwaes like tat de mah rite..

thn half wae tru ard 7pm, we headed dwn to thomson ther, to my big boss hse.. and OMG.. his realie RIch.. he has his own swimin pool.. and his whole hse is in the balinese style.. just like a resort.. haizz.. i abit lazy to describe his house. but thn its realie a bigbig hse.. each rm has its own toilet and walk in wardrobe. his own room is almost my whole livin rm, which tat study room which we hack dwn the wall to make it part of our livin rm.. its realie BIG..

thn after tat rushed back to huili place, onli left xingwei, amos, emi and bf.. ermm.. thn played blackjack till ard 10.30pm, thn headed home liao.. coz dun wanna hang out till too late.. coz xiang needs to wrk the nxt dae... and it has been quite sum daes since he has went home..

so tat ended up whole 6daes of holidaes.. overall, i lost quite a bit of money.. gained alot more weight.. which i got toalli no idea hw to shake it off.. i haf been on this blog for the past hour plus.. but thn let mi finished up by updatin yest.. coz its Valentine's Dae..

14th February 2004 (V. Dae)

yest was mondae.. aso v. dae.. well, saddly, i had to report back to wrk after my long break.. which was kinda sianzz.. i was feelin tired.. (but thn tat was nth compared to todae..) the dae passed pretty fast, coz i was actualie kinda busy truout the dae...

thn i left ard 5.40pm.. to go bus stop to wait for xiang to cum pick mi up.. coz he said on this special dae, he cant bear to let mi go squeeze with the rowdy kids.. so aniwae, i bought NTH for him yest.. i realie got no time to go shoppin for a prezzie for him w/o him by my side.. but aniwae, i wore a new purple dress to wrk yest.. tat dress was a v.dae prezzie frm him to mi.. its frm fong hugs.. i realie love tat dress.. i tried tat dress on one of the wkends, but thn didnt buy it coz i just bought 2 new dresses.. so hehe~* he bought it for mi.. i dun even knw wher go actualie find time go buy it.. aniwae, tat dress cost 70bucks i tink.. hehe~* i realie love tat dress..

aniwae, we headed back home, da bao fish and chips and chicken cutlet and head back home for our dinner.. thn we watched a chinese vcd, shen jiao rou gui. aso bought at jurong point tat dae.. its a veri nice show.. actualie i got to knw this show coz rong zu er sung the theme song.. and i realie like tat song.. so whn i saw tat vcd, i was like buy this buy this.. hehe~*

xiang wanted to end the dae by puttin mi off to bed.. but thn its realie getin kinda late, and i dun wan to be totalie worn out. so i told him to leave first.. wanted to effort abit and wait for him to be home so we could tok awhile on the fone, but thn i was realie too tired.. he smsed mi whn his home, and goes bathin.. thn i sms him back,' i will try wait for u, but thn hipopo puttin his pipi at my face.. damn stinko and i faintinz soon..' and soon after, i realie knock out.. hehe~* so tat ended my dae..

i'm at this for nearliy 1 and a half hour plus plus.. and its half and hour to go for lunchie.. heng ah.. but thn no doubt, i am still tired, but thn still not tat bad animore.. but tink the net is still dwn.. haizzz..

tired tired tired.. duno wat went wrong with my slp last nite... i am feelin so damn tired todae.....

Monday, February 07, 2005

Dear Blog,

Its mid nite now.. but thn i a not at all tired.. so tink tml is goin to be another long dae.. coz i am sure to feel the strain of not havin enuff slp.. listenin to the Twins new album now.. Nice~*

Aniwae, i had a fantastic wkend.. thou did nth much, but thn feel rested, and not wasted.. okie.. shall start by sharing my Fridae..

Fridae

Earlie in the morn, recieved an ang bao frm this vendor.. thn i jut dumped it into my drawer, coz by the feel of the ang bao, ther onli seemed to be one note inside.. and since everione in my dept (ard 30pple) got it.. i got the ill-feelin tat thers onli like 2bucks inside.. thn irene called mi.. told mi tat tis is a big ang bao.. thn i was like *ting²*.. dun tell mi its a 10bucks?? thn i retrieved the ang bao frm my drawer, opened it up, and ViolA~* its a 50bucks.. hehe.. cant hide the smile on my face.. i was like wow!! Pretty generous ah.. but tats not all...

A couple hrs later, my boss called mi into his office.. thn he passed mi another envelop.. he said coz i am still not comfirmed, thus i am not able to get the bonus this year.. but thn the company tinks tat all staff more or less deserves sum extra cash for the new year.. so this will be a small token.. deep in my heart i was like high up on cloud 9.. or even 90... he aso mentioned tat i mite get comfirmed b4 the end of this mth as his pretty pleased with my performance, and can see tat i haf beautifully merged in with the pple ther.. wasnt i a happie ger thn.. hehe~* went back to my desk, opened up the envelop, 200bucks starin back at mi...

and later into the afternoon, another venfor pop by, another ang bao givin session. Opened it up, and ther's 200bucks.. fridae seems like a pre-cny for mi.. its like i recieved 450 hard cash in tat mere 8hr of wrk... so rite after wrk, i met xiang at orchard, and went shoppin.. but thn orchard was pretty crowded, and kinda sian.. wan try clothes aso hafta wait longlong.. but in the end i bought 2dresses... 2 pretty dresses... hehe~*

So went back home with xiang, with a happie heart...

Saturdae

Had to go wrk on sat, but thn woke up with a happie heart.. slack ard, left home at 8plus, coz xiang stayed over, and he sent mi to office.. had a busy dae at the office... so time passes damn fast.. and after wrk, xiang came pick mi up and we went to parkwae, to cont. shoppin.. but thn this time round, its xiang who's buying stuff... went giodarno, and he bought a couple of those polo tees...

went levis, wanted to buy new jeans for cny, but thn couldnt get his 501 at size 31 at the color he like.. so we drove dwn to bugis, and finally got it at OG.. with a 20% off.. hehe~* thn we went to walk ard at bugis, thn packed the tori Q box, and the coroque curry don and drove dwn to pebble bay for dinner..

had a peaceful dinner, and we slack ther and chit chatted till ard 9plus, thn make our wae back to his hse.. at his hse i actualie fall aslp.. wakin up at 12plus.. i was like realie realie tired.. cant take it... thn after i woke up we came back to my place... thn dilly dally abit, we finalli knock out ard 3plus..

sundae

everione slpt in late.. hehe~* and slack ard, and slp summore, we finalli got our bums out of the hse at 4plus... went to china town to feel the cyn mood.. but thn its not as crowded as i had expected... bought 4boxes of those new year cookies... and had a dim sum dinner ther.. the dim sum is nice... ordered 7 dishes, and its onli like 15bucks plus.. cheap rite...

thn we left china town, and went to tiong bahru.. ther i bought 2 camisole top with sum lacy details at the front.. and time flies, its like ard 8pm liao.. so we made our way home, coz i still need to prepare dinner for my 2 bao bei doggies...

tats the end of my wkend.. which i realie enjoyed.. with my dear by my side.. but thn no doubt, i still insist tat i got a lousy dear² as i haf mentioned in my previous entry.. hehe~*

recently i did quite abit of shoppin.. i bought a new black skirt for wrk, 2 new cardigans, 2 dresses, and todae 2 new top.. ermm... actualie i shld haf go do up my hair todae.. but thn realie lazy to sit dwn ther for so long to get it done.. i guess it doesnt realie matter rite, to start off the new year with my hair like this.. considerin tat i just had a hair cut about 3weeks(??) back... and shoes... ermmm.. couldnt find shoes to match my cny outfit.. maybe i can cont. my search tml...

okie.. tink i haf to try get myself into bed.. hopefulli tat more suppliers will cum in tml, and cont. the ang bao ritual.. hehe~*

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Todae, i tink i got a lousy boifrewn..

Lousy lousy lousy!!!!

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

The below entry was typed yest.. but thn coz the webby was like not realie wrkin, so i kept a copy, tinkin to update it in whn i free.. So aniwae, OO looks fine yest... His like bouncing around, thn ermm… he loks okie lah.. but thn internally I realie duno hws the condition like.. didn’t bring him dwn to the vet yest.. ermm.. mummy gave mi a reason but I cant remember.. seems like his supposed to take a blood and urine test like tat.. so haizz.. still love him just as much..

Tonite goin dinner with my dept pple.. my 2 directors givin us a treat.. to mark the end of this lunar year.. they goin east coast eat seafood.. ermm.. kinda looking forward to it lah… nxt mondae my company havin a cocktail for all their coporate customer, thn we hafta stay back aso.. and after tat my dept pple goin to ktv.. actualie I more of lookin forward to tat too.. it sounds kinda fun rite…

Aniwae.. new year is realie cumin.. and ther is still so much stuff I haf not done.. like my hair, new clothes… haizz.. I tinkin of go rebond my hair too.. actualie tinkin wait till march or april de.. but thn recently I aso abit fed up with it.. so tinkin shld I just go rebond it back.. thn I aso tinkin shld I do perm instead… but thn tat stylist sae most pple will regret, and will go back and rebond it back in less thn 3mth.. like tat veri waste money.. so I realie duno wat shld I do.. and the worst ting is, I dun haf much time liao…

Okie.. ending here ba.. wat follows will be wat I blogged yest..


Dear Blog,

In the office now again.. Actualie I am very busy todae. But feel like cumin in just to drop a short note..

OO is not in a too good condition. The vet is pretty worried that we might lose him.

Benben went home after school, only to be greeted by Lizzie’s barking whn his at the lift landing. This is quite unlike Lizzie, coz she never barks whn we are home. She will onli be wagging her tail excitedly, and whining awae, waiting for the chance to pounce on us so we can saying her.. So after he opened the door, onli to find OO lying on the floor in a small pundle of blood…

He got a shock and call Mummy immediately, and they rushed him to the vet. The vet said he hurt his eye again. But this time shld be due to he himself, knockin it again the wall or sumting.. tats why it like scatched the protruding surface and thus bleed.

But another terrible news is tat he has got liver infection. And his liver is swellin. Actualie his been pukin for the past couple daes. I have the intention of bringin him dwn to the vet yest for a checkup liao.. But who knws tings happens b4 I got the chance to brin him dwn. Vet said his too weak to even support himself.. So they put him on drop yest.. And mummy brought him home after his on drip for bout half hr..

I reallie duno hw to describe out my feelins. This realie breaks my heart. It realie hurts to see him like this.. We are supposed to brin him back to the vet todae, to see his condition..

Lets all hope he is alrite… his my good and brave boi, so I realie hope he can get tru this ordeal..