Cottage by the River

16th February 2005 (Wednesdae)

Dear Blog,

Todae 16th February 2005.. I still haf not post up the entry for yesterdae, coz the net is still down. Aniwae yest, i practically did noting.. but thn my dae still manage to pass.. and huili and sarah called mi up ard 4plus, askin mi for a mahjong session... damn excited bout it.. thou i was dyin to go home and slp.. but thn hehe~* the gambling side of mi soon took over..

Well, i was glad tat i agreed to it.. Sarah came pick mi up at the bus stop near my office.. and we head back straight to her hse.. We started the game, and i was on a winning strike.. So at the end of the dae, i won like 40plus 50bucks.. i tink this is one of the few times which i played mahjong and won so much..

Thn half wae tru the game, we stopped to lao yu sheng.. let mi count count.. this is the duno hw many times i lao yu sheng this year liao.. hehe~* Hopefulli that i will realie haf a feng sheng shui qi year~* May i earn big bucks, and everiting good will cum my WAE~*~* ........

Thn we had dinner at her hse... Haizz.. realie like the feelin wher everione sit dwn together and haf a decent dinner.

Well, actualie Sarah leavin for Auzzie todae... her flight is at 11am , which is like 10min frm now.. Guess she's in the plane, waiting for take off liao.. Thou i am not realie veri close to her, but thn i will realie still miss her.. All the best in Auzzie ger.. Study hard, and most importantly take good care of urself...

Actualie not onli Sarah.. Zihan and Lilian aso leavin tonite.. Aso to Auzzie to study... Tink i am goin to miss thm too.. Miss the dinners tat we used to haf together... Those couple dating is actualie kinda fun.. but thn this time round, with zihan by lilian side, tink they are goin to haf a fantastic trip... hehe~* but quoting wat xiang said, lilian is realie tiein zihan dwn for the rest of his life.. with this study trip, tink its hard for thm to part liao.. like it or not, tink whn they back for studies, i can get to go to their weddin liao.. hehe~*

Aniwae, back to my game last nite.. xiang came pick mi up after the game, thn he sent huili to zq's hse.. and OMG, zq stays near my office.. and its like ermm.. the hses which i saw everidae, and was alwaes sayin how pretty it look... haizz.. lucky guy.. another rich man's son.. Thn we send huili's uni frewn home.. her name is Jenny.. pretty chirpy ger, kinda nice... She stay in Bishan, not realie on the wae, but thn since xiang offer to send her, of coz i was more thn happie.. coz his feelin kinda grumpy whn he came pick mi up yest..

Well, thn by the time i reach home, its ard 10plus goin 11pm.. haiz.. tot i can slp earlie, but thn ended slpin late too.. but at least todae, i am not feelin tat tired.. but thn could still do with a couple more hours of slp.. hehe~*

Haizz.. time aso passin kinda slow todae.. I onli did a couple of PO, and issued out an Invoice this mornin.. So i spent almost half of my morn doin nth.. and still an hour to go before lunchie.. wonder wat can i do in the meanwhile.. sianzz... The net is still dwn.. So tink i can onli post it up whn I'm home tonite, or maybe tml.. but thn i will cont. to write, coz at least this keeps mi occupied..

hehe~* Xiang just sms mi sayin tat hipopo shited on my bed, ad he cant wipe cleanclean coz my bed no more tissue.. he still dare sae ah.. he used up all my tissue.. tink in the whole hse, he got the highest tissue comsuption rate liao.. aniwae, i msged him back sayin hw can hipopo shit on my bed whn he haf his own shitting ground leh.. tink hipopo is realie a veri good buy.. onli 3.50... cheapest softoy i haf ever bought... tat dae we saw this kid takin a similar softoy, exactly the same, dwn to the ribbon on the neck, but thn the kid's is pink while mine is grey.. So rite nw, we are sourcin for the hipopo in Pink~*~* but thn realie duno wher to find it..

Aniwae, did i mentioned tat my eye painpain?? its been like this since i woke up yest morn.. i tot its jsut one of those eye irritation dae.. but thn it seemed to be more serious wor.. i wore glasses to wrk yest, hopin i dun further irritate it.. but thn till last nite, i realised tat i still hurts.. and this morn, after i bathed, i realised tat my eye still hurt.. and my eye actualie look much smaller wor.. the double eye lid tat line totally disappear.. its like its swellin like tat.. so nw i got like one eye bigger thn the other.. how terrible.. so i am still on glasses todae.. to camo my big and small eye.. damn jia lat.. and xiang sms mi sayin tat my eye pain coz hipopo shited and i got no tissue on the bed, thus he wipewipe on my pillow.. thn my pillow dirty tats why my eye pain... wat nonsense rite.. hehe~* trust him to tink of it..

Todae is onli Wednesdae.. But thn i realie feel tired, i am realie lookin forward to my wkend.. actualie i am tinkin izzit beta tat i get those sales job, which allows mi more free time.. those tat i can walk ard, and not stucked here for like u knw, 8hrs a dae.. which is like damn borin... and i rather go back later, and start wrk later.. u knw those sales job, like my last calvin klein job.. frm 9.45am to 7pm... i tink i like tat time more.. the pple ther is aso nice and frewnli.. haizz.. but thn no point lookin back at tings.. we hafta look forward and never backwards.. coz u never knw wat the future holds.. (sounds familiar ah.. tink i saw tat phase a couple of daes back...)

Haizz.. tink this fridae, instead of goin out, i am goin straight home, and hug my deardear to slp till the sat morn.. actualie i am tinkin of havin a gambling session on fridae nite.. but thn its kinda last min.. and the response i got frm my invited list is aso kinda poor.. almost all the gers cant make it.. huili haf to go earli, emi can onli cum late.. so its like ermm.. w/o the gers i abit reluctant to haf it liao.. thuo the guys seems to be able to make it, but thn ermm.. i abit reluctant to haf it w/o the gers... SO.. tink ermm.. i hafta control abit, and wait till sat to go over to jere hse.. tis year not goin to xw hse i tink, coz the time crashed with jere's.. so nemind lah.. I will just chilled out with my dear² on Fridae.. Slp earlie, thn maybe wakie earlier on sat, thn can go work out abit... excercise abit.. hehe~* realie gainin too much weight.. thou Xiang kept sayin its okie, and i look fine, and he dun mind... but thn i dun find it okie, i dun tink i look fine, and Most IMPORTANT I MIND!!!! i realie wonder hw did lilian did it.. she can realie slim herself dwn within such a short period of time.. but thn she gained it back just as fast.. well, tink its goin to be hard for mi, coz while typin, i am actualei feasting on the raisin chocolate.. coz nth to do, whn i'm bored, i will just reach out for food.. cant help it de.. hehe~* natural reaction....

At times, i realie wonder who actualie reads this blog.. maybe noone ever does.. but thn its alrite.. but thn ermm... i wonder, wat will happen if time turns back.. i haf alot of wat if in my mind.. below are a few:-

1. wat if i never leave dennis back thn..
xy: i tink chances of us still being together is veri slim, but thn i tink ther will be more fond memories, and i would haf been a lucky ger longer.. and most importantly, i tink yk will not even haf a stand in my life..

2. wat if i entered hospitality instead of ifc..
xy: well, this is one which is even harder to predict.. coz i will not haf even knw huili and the rest.. which ermm.. might be one of the biggest regret in my life.. but thn, i tink i will be meetin new pple, and i will haf more chance in life since its a business coz..

3. wat if i met xiang earlier..
xy: even meetin him earlier mite not garenteed we will be together, but thn if we were together, i tink i will definately be HAPPIER~* coz ermm.. i realie love my dear² now.. and bein in the same sch with him, both of us still bein a student, tink its goin to be lovely.. hehe~* but thn i tink too much liao.. coz back thn guess his still the best bf award holder to his ex..

4. wat if i had given yz a chance back thn..
xy: no idea wat will happen, lookin at hw much i haf change, i got no idea hw will we turn out..

5. wat if its not yk, but c i haf choosen back thn..
xy: ermm.. no idea.. coz i tink c is a guy who will change for the ger.. so we mite realie still haf chance.. but thn one ting for sure, he will haf grad frm ifc with a dip, and will be servin ns now..

6. wat if since the beginin, i given h the chance..
xy: hehe~* this one i realie no idea.. coz its like so long ago..

7. wat if i am still with yk..
xy: if i am still with him, probably we will be getin engage soon after he completed his ns and all.. but thn lookin back at all tat has happen, i tink ermm.. i made the rite choice to move on.. at least for this item, i can sae garentee plus chop i haf no regrets.

8. wat if i am still at SWS..
xy: well, life will never be the same w/o huiyu.. and i realie miss her so much.. leavin sws, is one of the biggest decision i made in my life.. i till now cant sae izzit with or w/o regret, coz this is definately a higher payin job compared to the past.. but thn i like the wrk ther more.. and i realie like the in-charge feelin.. so, i definately hope tat one dae, i can proudly tell the world tat i left sws with NO REGRETS.. thou now, its still too earlie to tell, coz my heart deep dwn actualie still kinda miss tat place.. i was veri IN CTRL ther.. and over here, i feel more UNDER CTRL....

and since i haf another half dae to go, i decided to fill up wat i tink it would haf happen, thou i haf to sae noone can predict the future... Hopefulli noone realie reads my blog.. tink xiang mite kick up a mini fuss shld he cum to knw it...

Backie frm lunchie.. suddenli mood feel so good.. hehe~* duno why.. Aniwae, durin lunchie my colleauges just reminded mi.. tml is the big TOTO dae.. todae MUST BUY.. its like so much money.. realie hafta try my luck.. if i realie win, tink i can buy new car, and mayb invest in a new home.. hehe~* or i dun even mind poolin everiting in, to buy a landed hse.. or get a condo, thn everi mth collect rent.. hehe.. tink i tink too muchie liao.. but thn realie loh.. hw nice its goin to be if i got 1mil more in my bank acc.. haizz.. wonder hw long i will need to queue for it todae.. and aso duno wat time its goin to close.. hope it doesnt close tat earlier thou... no matter wat, hafta buy abit.. hehe~* maybe 20bucks?? or 30bucks.. if maybe buy those with jokers de.. or system duno wat?? hehe~* later discuss with xiang...

and nw i am waitin for the big boss to be in, thn i hafta go in and let thm sign cheque.. damn scare.. first time like tat go approach thm.. damn scary.. tink they dun even knw my name.. but its okie.. hehe~* i rather be one of those unknwn fellow.. i was just reminded on how important issit to get tat cheque signed by todae.. coz all the big bosses goin germany on tonite's flight.. so everiting needs to be signed by tonite.. and aso coz one of the job is tml, and its COD, so its like even more impt.. okieokie.. i will be a good ger, and guard the bosses door, so tat i can get it signed first ting whn their in, and to make it worst, i am feelin scare.. so its like ......... Save mi PPlE~*!!!

just went in to get the cheque signed.. nth much.. but thn i tink he need to sign on 2 approval an 1 cheque, but he onli signed on the the cheque and 1 approval.. so i am like one signiture less.. die lah.. i dun dare go in get his signiture again.. how how?? shit lah.. i asked irene, she sae its okie, just go in again and get his signiture.. but doesnt tat make mi a blur sotong.. and whn i went in earlier, can feel tat his pretty strict and all... shit shit.. why like tat.. God ah, save mi... damn jia lat.. realie dun dare to go again... why didnt i turn to the back just now and get him to sign.. i realie ask for it de leh... damn jia lat.. how.. realie got no idea hw... okie, i got both signitures on the cheque.. so at least the cheque is ready to be released, but thn i am still damn worry bout tat last approval.. i asked irene time and time again, she said its actualie nth much, stuff like this do happen at times.. but thn i cant help but feel abit ........ but thn nemind.. at least i got 2 signitures on it liao.. and i realie gota sae, i tink benjamin is nicer thn simon.. he seemed more frewnly, while simon seemed more haughty...

aniwae, time now is 4.14pm.. i haf been on this blog on and off for the entire dae.. i alwaes feel tat time after 4pm will fly.. not exactly fly, but thn will pass faster..

and, i just realised tat i gota wrk this saturdae.. heng my tat gambling gatherin did not succeed.. if not i will realie haf a difficult time on saturdae.. and since all bosses will not be in, i haf the luxury of cumin in later, and i can sit in and read my magazines and surf the net(hopefulli the net is up by thn..).. hehe~* and xiang can aso send mi to wrk.. so i can slp in late aso.. so overall its not as bad as it is lah.. and one good ting is, with this push, i will haf a long wkend in march.. tat good fridae wkend.. hehe~* tink i can plan a short holidae to bangkok.. hehe~* 3dae 2nite..

okieokie.. i smsed dear², tellin him bout my idea bout the trip.. thn he ask mi to go finalize it.. i will book frm the 25th mar to 27th mar.. hehe~* to bangkok.. duno shld we go free and easy or guided tour. he ask mi to go ask ard, thn i told him dun wan lah.. go ask means we will further dilly dally, thn waste more time. tonite i will go yahoo travel, and just book frm ther loh.. actualie we can aso back pack abit, thursdae nite after wrk we fly over, thn arrived at the airport at sum funnie timin.. thn we can go walk ard till time to check in hotel on fridae afternoon, so we will haf like u knw half a dae of experience as a back packer.. hehe~* but thn duno tat place safe anot.. scarlie kanna robbed.. but thn if we were to stay in the airport, as in the not get out of the arrival hall, it shld be pretty safe rite?? tink can further discuss with xiang... the more i tot of it, the more excited i becum.. hehe~*

i saved quite alot tis mth.. tink till nw i still got ard 800++.. tat is not counted the 450bucks tat i haf already banked into my uob account.. so ermm.. i tink i can bank in a further min 600bucks end of this mth, which means i actualie save 1k this mth!! haha~* thn nxt mth pamper myself abit, go for a short trip.. i dun mind payin for the tix and accomodation for both of us, since i tink xiang spent quite abit on mi recentli.. so this trip can be a belated v.dae prezzie frm mi to him... hehe~*