Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Dear Bloggie,

Think I didnt do well for my Stats... In total, I think I completed less then 70%. And those that I've attempted, does not garentee that I'll get it right.

Recently, I'm very into the romantic stuff.

The genre of books that I'm reading, and the drama serials that I'm watching...

All of a sudden I'm into the the romance swirl. Seems like I'm supplementing it from other sources as I couldnt get it from my love.

His got a busy schedule. Work is important, family is important, scrambie is important now his sister is back. Lots and lots more of other thing is important. But me? I'm just "one-of-it"..

I dont want to be "one-of-it'... I want to be "the one"...

Going tru a Quarter Life Crisis now... Can someone just help me walk out of it?

Seemed to be doing badly in not only my love, but my work, studies, and god knows what else... To make it worst, I seemed to be having a eating disorder. I kept eating non-stop. Even thou I'm not hungry... I just want to put something into my mouth. And after the food went it, i felt so disgusted with it... Then I'll put it away. But thats not the end, I will then go in search of other food.

I'm not happy. Truly not happy.

What is wrong with me....

Monday, May 22, 2006

Dear Bloggie,

Its been close to a mth since I last blog.

Well, not only do I have a busy schedule, but also emotionally unstable...

Exam is in 2hr time.

Frankly speaking, I have not study enuff. Just keeping my finger crossed that I will not fail...

After this exam, I have sit down and review my life. I dont want to just continue passing day by day, aimless and unhappy, doing nothing meaningful.

I got to go prepare to go school.

Damn it, looks like its going to rain. Hate driving in this weather.

Pray for me please...