Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Todae is 18th august 2004, Wednesdae. time is 6.24pm. I am still in the office, waiting for xiang to cum pick mi up frm wrk..

and i am feelin damn miserable.. not realie miserable lah.. just tat i am unhapie loh.. nth goes rite todae tat feelin loh.. just dun feel good loh.. in a damn bad mood todae. damn low morale.. i duno how to express wat i am feelin now. and i aso duno how i wan to be comforted.. maybe a tub of ice cream will do mi good ba..

sad.. realie sad. suddenli got the mood to wan resigned again.. the urge to leave once and for all is strong.. veri strong.. who can help mi? who can rescue mi frm all tis??

Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Tribute to Mr Quah.

This will be an entry for Mt Quah.

I duno how old is he, but i guess he have devoted majority of his life to education. To St Anthony's Convent.

News of his death really cums as a surprise. I dun understand how can a P.E. teacher as healthy as him will lose his life to aniting. He moved on yesterday, 2nd August 2004. I don't knw how old is he, but definately not a young chap animore.. Alot of ex-sacians turn up at his wake yesterdae. and i believe more will turn up the following 4 days as the news spread.

Mr Quah, my memory of him brings mi back to the old SAC at Middle Road. Back thn when we have the century old building, and haf to share the canteen with the secondary school(i was still a primay one student back in 1990). In the middle of out canteen was the tennis court. and tat was his prized tennis sch team training ground. the gers will be training, with him monitoring thm, correctin heir moves. he was alwaes a strict teacher, so students alwaes live in fear ard him. But deep dwn, everione knows even thou he pose out a strict and nasty front, but deep dwn he cares for everi student in his care.

He is the one teacher that everi SAC ger will ask whn meet together. Even whn i go over to huishan's hse, her sis(who is about 13 years my senior) will ask mi how is Mr Quah, is he still teaching in SAc and stuff liek tat.. He has became a symbol of SAC in everi sacian. Even for those that were not directly under his care and all.

Looking at him yest, lying in the coffin.. bring tears to my eye. but I hold on my tears, as his a catholic. I believed he haf entered God's embrace, and haf moved onto the nxt step of his life. But i reallie feel so sad knowing his existance on earth is gone. he has lost majority of his hair, and wat remain is just a few wismp of white hair.. his face looks so pale, so old. Its reallie different frm wat it is 5 years ago, frm wat i last seen him.

So this will be the last tribute to Mr Quah.

Monday, August 02, 2004

Dear blog,
Its mi again. Todae is mondae, first mondae of august. And actualie as my last entry was sayin, i wanted to update my blog on my bdae de.. but thn seems like i realie dun haf time for it.. recentli i am like damn busy, with wrk, with xiang, with everiting.. so its realie hard to find time for all these updating stuff.. but thn as tis is my 21st bdae, i realie hope to spare sum time, as memories loh..
so on tat dae, i actualie haf OT till ard 2plus 3pm.. so after tat xiang was waiting for mi outside my company to pick mi up.. thn after i went home, thn pack my stuff for the chalet. actualie its my big dae, but thn to a certain extend i was totali un-prepared for it. like my clothes and all. i just grab wat i see.. so i went to ntuc with xiang, to buy some of the bbq food.. thn we went dwn to Aranda liao. whn i reach all my aunties were ther liao.. thn the cathering food aso came in. thn they were settin up the fire for the bbq.. actualie ther's actualie quite alot of food leh.. like the bbq got fish, satay otah and my fav crab meat and others.. thn the cathering aso not bad lah, thou i didnt realie haf the chance to eat it..
the crowd was great.. actualie quite alot of pple turn up.. but thn i guess i was a pretty bad host. i knw i left quite alot of pple out.. my poly frewns the whole big bunch of thm came with maocheng and amos. andrea and qian they all came.. sec sch a few of thm came.. even ade so gif face, she aso came dwn.. thn well, ermm.. she looks fine lah. i haf to sae she's realie blessed with a pretty face.. and who else.. huishan huifeng they all came dwn.. and serene loh.. my primary sch bunch came.. and who else.. let mi see.. hengheng came.. banming aso came.. yz aso came.. and i tink still got others.. thanks so much kae everione.. realie too long a list for mi to list it out one by one.. but thn its all their presence tat make it a success.. oh yar.. xiuhong came too.. and u knw wat, i tink i didnt see her since we grad frm sch. so its realie nice to see her loh.. imagine its 4years after we left sec sch.. realie a rare opportunity loh.. to see everione.
and i simply love my cake. its realie realie pretty. i will try to upload the pics here. the pics still in the camera.. hehe, no time to go transfer it to the comp. actualie i realie like the cake alot alot .. i took alot of pics with it.. and i tink i look pretty in the pics.. hehe~* my hair realie ting hua tat dae.. i realie hada damn good hair dae.. tat realie falls damn nicely in place.. so its realie a perfect party. i mean i am realie happie..
prezzie~* i recieved alot of prezzie.. among which my fav is the one frm xiang.. my darling actualie gang up with huiyu, they went to buy the diamond pendent tat i once mention to ah ger tat i like it. its a butterfly pendent.. its realie pretty, and i am wearin it since.. and ah ger they all got my a white gold braclet.. which they ask mi to wear it, so i am still wearin it till now.. and esther they all got mi a Guess watch.. its a veri veri pretty watch, look damn class and all.. and oh yar.. tis is another of my fav, a LV voucher. huili and my tommy they all got mi the LV voucher.. hehe~* huili understand mi the best. so the following dae i used the voucher to buy the LV coin pouch, which i have been wanting for years.. aniwae, tommy they all aso came.. tink i didnt mention it earlier on.. and andrea they all got mi a bikini.. which is like 100over bucks.. the size doesnt for mi aniwae, so i went back to flash and splash and exchanged it for a yellow bikini and a board shorts.. the list will go on and on.. i realie got qutie alot of stuff.. and i realie love it pple.. thank you sooo much~*
so the poly pple stayed over nite with mi loh.. the chalet was realie great.. it was big, andhad 2 bathrooms.. its realie nice. huili they all played mahjong halfwae tru the nite, while i went to slp.. i was realie tired.. thn i guess they actualie played PS2 till the nxt morn with my brother..
thn we went for macdonald breakfast together, thn went back to chalet for the mahjong.. while xiang went back to my hse to pick up my bikini.. coz we wan go to the wild wild wet.. hehe~* its fun~* realie nice if you go with a grp of frewns loh.. so we went to played almost all the rides ther.. amocheng was so funnie.. he realie damn entertaining.. recentli he veri into our class gathering. but thn his a nice guy. like his company.. before he go dwn the "blackhole", he still put his hand up in the air and went, " yoo hoo~*" and all the nonsense.. so its realie nice to haf him ard at times like tis..
so after tat, everione was so tired, thn went bac to the chalet for a nap.. so they left one by one, left mi and xiang.. finalli we had sum time to ourself.. and tat marks the end of my 3dae 2 nite bdae celebration. and thank you everione, its coz u pple which make my bdae celebration a success. i realie had a memorable 21st bdae owning to you all~* thanks!!
*PS* i realie love my cake.