Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

A event-filled day, hopefully I'll really enjoy myself today. If not it'll not be worth my rushing around...

Meeting Qian at 1pm, going for facial. After which we'll head down town and shop a little... And then, down to ECP for a seafood dinner with Andrea and Karen. Well, finally all 4 is meeting out ageing. All this is for Qian, its her birthday on Monday, thus the dinner celebration.

Well, all 4 of us will only meet up 4 times a year. On our birthday.

Best friends still, but due to our hectic shedules and commitments, well...

And today, my little cousin Gwenth is celebrating her 7th birthday too. At the chalet at pasir ris. I dont think I can make it to the BBQ and mahjong session (thou I would really love to go), but I'll still get her a nice pressent. A white bunny maybe... A real life white dwarf rabbit if I can find... She's born in the year of rabbit, thus her love for bunnies... And before you turn me into SPCA, dont worry, shes not to abandon the rabbit anytime too soon. I've got the consent from her mummy...

Something happened in the office yesterday. And its me at fault. And, the problem is not solved yet. I'm still like having nightmare about it last night.. I'm like so guilty about it, and I've yet to find a solution for it. As in, I have no admit to the parties involved that its my fault that things happened. They are still thinking that its a typo error, but in fact, its me that pass out the wrong info. And this wrong info, is going to cost at least SGD500.00. Have not told that guy its really more then a typo error. How ah... Guilty guilty..

Anyway, counting down to my "Here I come, America!!". Two days later, I can safely say I'll be flying off next week. Damn excited about it. I might be damn sua ku lah, but this is my first long haul flight, and my first trip to USA!!!

Kae lah. Got to go back to work, need to finished up and go meet Qian.

Been quite some time since I last post any photos. Wait till I come back from my trip on the 18th April, I'll definately post it up... :)

Dear Bloggie,

Just a short one, coz I'm leaving office. (Everytime I said this, but in the end it turned out to be long still. Hehe, I lor sor mah...)

My leave for USA is approved!!!

So from 7th till 18th April, I'll not be in Singappore... I'll be in New Jersey, New York, and Washington!!!! And also to Nigaira Fall (correct spelling??) and maybe up some Mountain to see snow and ski...

Can you sense how excited I am?

Anyway, my trip is officially confirmed. And I am really excited.

Okie, now for some bad news....

I've got 43 for my Communication Studies TMA1...

Its not upon 50. Its upon 100....

Damn demoralize....

My TMA 2 is due on 20th March. And till now, I have not even started on it.

Actually haizz... really upset about it. I'll work harder on my TMA2. But looking at the time constraint... But I'll still try my best.

And well, just one last point. I think I'm getting better adnd better at driving. For the past few times, I have been sending myself to and flo to school. And I'm able to clock a 30min to reach Clementi from Hougang during the 6.30 to 7pm peak hour traffic... Not bad right??

Okie, I'm heading off to Tamp Mall to wait for xiang to come pick me up. He got the new car on Tuesday...

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

So tired... Falling aslp soon.

Slpt pretty early last night I think, when xiang reached home around 11pm, he sent me an sms and by then I've already fall aslp....

So I also dont I tired what now.

BTW, my leave to states is considered semi-approved.

I have talked to both bosses, they have both orally agreed, and I have submitted my leave form in to my boss. But the big fucking hell problem is he still have not throw it out yet.

Actually I'm pretty scared that he'll not throw it out... As in he last minute decided to change his mind about my leave. But well, I can only keep my fingers' crossed at this moment of the time. To make things worst, his not in Singapore now. Will only be back on Thursday. And I also dont see him signing it once his back. But well, I'll still go ahead to book my ticket. Coz I think xiang cant wait to get the things done....

Tired tired tired.

I've got a Communication Studies assignment due on 20th March. Thats exactly a week from today. AND!!! I have not even start a teeny weeny bit on it. Haha. God bless me!!

I'll spend this coming weekend on it. But well, Lynn's girl is celebrating her first month. There's a buffet celebration over at her place on Sunday. So well, I still not sure if I can go under all this workload.

Anyway, went to the dental last Saturday. The ache on my right upper row of tooth at the back has been bothering me for the past 2 weeks or so. So I made an appointment with Karen's brother. And in the end, haha. Her brother said something about my jaw joints, and blah blah blah blah. And its due to either excessive chewing or I talk too much.

I know I like to talk alot. But then to talk alot till I hurt my jaws joint. Wow.. Imgaine how powerful I am. Haha... Anyway, kindly sms me from now on instead of calling. Let my poor jaws rest... He said I might need a small operation on it should it not recover....

Sunday went jb. Haha... Bought lots of not that legal but damn cheap movies, songs and animas... And also a apir of beautiful shoes. Thou I still prefer shoes from Kl, but well yesterday I actually saw 3 pairs I like.... But not wanting to spend so much, I only bought 1. Good girl leh... Hehe!

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now, realized been ages since I put a photo up here.

But I’m now in the office, so I’ve got no other choice.

Life sucks recently.

School’s fine. Finally after all the hardwork and effort and all the time that I’ve put in (inclusive of leave taken from work), I’ve finally finished my 1^st assignment for both module for school. A ultra big load of my chest. Really.

Now got to work hard for the 2^nd assignment, but that’s in another 3 weeks, time… So guess let me enjoy my moment peace for the time being.

And the USA trip.

Xiang’s confirm going. Frankly speaking, I’m really upset over it.

His going to be spending his birthday in the plane. As with the time lapse and all those flying over different timeline, I also don’t know when is 17^th then…

I was still thinking of a chalet for his birthday.

He asked me to go check out my leave, be it I’m going or not, his going.

What choices is he leaving for me? Not much as I can see.

Upset. Very upset. He said his the middleman juggling to keep everything in place.

Promises down the drain. I don’t like it, but do I have a choice here?

Not that I can see.

Dear Bloggie,

Just argue with xiang.

Angry.

I mean I really wanted to go states, thou in the end I couldnt get leave and all, so our final decision is to drop the whole thing together.

Last 2 weeks, I realised a mojaor project I was on was delayed till end of month. I was excited, thinking there will be more room for negociation with my boss. But I remember clearly I inform xiang, but he turned me down flatly, saying just drop the whole idea on the trip.. He dont want me to go through the whole thing again.

Fine!

I was thinking okie loh. Since like that then lets drop the whole matter loh.

But last night, his sister send over an email. Asking him to reconsider his decision. This being a perfect chance for him to go over to visit States, and most importantly, to see his brother and sister in law.

And now his thinking of going. (Well, I encourage him too. I mean what else can I do?)

He says his constantly under pressure, from his sister and mother, wanted him to go over.. blah blah blah.

I mean, is this fair to me? I find it a form of betrayal.

When I first find a chance to dig into the loophole in the office, then you turned my idea down flatly. And now you're the one going. And what RIGHTS do I have to stop you from going.

Fuck.

Okie, rushing for time to go down orchard. Got to meet my cousin at 6pm. To buy a Gucci bag for myself. And after that to celebrate Aaron bdae...

Really mad at him. I mean, all this really sucks.