haf not been updating tis for a long time.. ermmm... got 10 daes liao ba.. well.. tis week is a very eventful week.. jas went on leave.. thn i got to tkae over her wrk.. which is like too much for mi to handle.. so tis realie turn out to be damn stress.. esp whn alot of her projects i duno wat is goin on de.. thn all the sales are out of station.. for the motorola account, i am theo nli one left in the office.. and haf to tahan tat stupid kenny.. every lottle ting aso haf to cum find mi.. realei fed up loh.. i already one man show liao. thn tis new guy still jia li hai like tat.. realie fed up.. thn all of a sudden juz dump mi into it.. reallie is huai ren.. so aniwae, after alot of arguements with her, my chemist, and god knws how many pple i haf offended tis week, finialy everyting is over liao ( or i hope so lah ).. tis week in the office, duno shed how many tears liao.. i was runnin up n dwn the 3 storey building.. skipped all my lunch.. and tis is not coz jian fei.. is simply i got no time to eat.. and i got so damn fed up tat vulgarities were all over.. realie is all of xin is out loh.. no xing xiang liao.. but thn nemind lah.. who cares..

so thou my wrk is damn busy.. i still manage to haf fun, relieved stress tis week.. thursdae had dinner with the girls.. thn joined the guys for a ktv.. play till 12 plus thn reach home.. coz huili sent mi home loh.. thn tok on the fone till 1plus ba.. thn fridae went to wrk.. thn after wrk went to shan's hse play mahjong with shan eugene and one of their frewn.. till like 4am, thn tat guy sent mi home.. thn imangine i 4plus thn slp, thn 6plus haf to wake up n wrk.. thn its liek realie tiring.. todae got one pimple pop up liao.. ai ren told mi its coz i not enuff slp..

and the chalet booked liao.. tis on the 12th to 14th.. so exciting loh.. mi and jiale tokkin bout it in the office everydae.. in emails lah.. thn called up quite a number of the girls liao.. the response still not bad... realie happie bout it leh.. hehe~* planned to take leave on the 12th, thn will check in with jiale.. she already submit her leave form liao.. i will submit mine in dec.. realie so excited leh.. hehe~*

ermm.. still got wat wan sae leh.. tis week realie had my up and dwn loh.. got a secret tat i dun wan share.. ermm.. personal.. and i am happie bout it.. hehe~* ermm.. aniwae, guys are funny pple.. last time, whn i like sort of haf a crush on whalewhale, evey msg tat cums frm him is like so damn valuable.. even if its a simple morning i will aso store it in the hp like bao de.. but thn he aso seldom msg mi de lah bac thn.. but thn nw as the crush starts to fade awae, his msges are cumin in mroe n more often.. but thn it doesnt matter animore lah.. hehe~* how to sae leh.. ermm.. duno lah..

wednesdae.. ermm.. todae qian pass her TP.. so happie for her leh.. hehe~* hope nxt time i can aso be like tat.. dun haf to take too many times.. but thn first, i muz pass my advance first loh.. cant get the chalet leh.. so sad.. alot of place fully booked.. so nw hopefully can book the one on the 12th.. thou i knw alot of pple will haf comments bout it, but thn i dun haf a choice rite.. cant please the world rite..

Realie unhappie.. todae had a bad dae at wrk.. actualie its aso i mood swing loh.. enter the depression mode again.. but thn todae aso realie not my dae.. tat dae, saturdae, went shoppin.. spend alot of money.. 200plus ba.. thn plus the driving and all, got 300 i tink.. haizz.. nemind lah.. money earned is to be spend de loh.. todae realie not my dae ba.. even now i feel so damn pek chek.. i aso duno why.. actualie i had a good weekend.. meet up wif alot of my frewns.. sat after wrk i went shoppin, thn evening meet qian, thn meet up with the poly pple for dinner at swnsens.. thn at swensens i meet denise.. so long never see her liao.. realie nice to see her loh.. thn at nite they go clubbin, but thn i too tired to go.. so i went bac instead.. thn sundae actualie wan go swimin with xiong.. to jian fei de.. but thn my period came.. so i ended up eatin macdonald breakfast with him at like 9am.. thn after tat i went bac bath and all liao thn went tamp with thm.. saw roy and shawn.. ermm.. nice to see thm aso.. thn after tat went driving.. thn ard 5pm thn start to rain bigbig.. thn i was liek stuck there.. thn once again i mood swing liao loh.. i feel like the whole world is doin mi wrong.. its like.. ermm.. duno lah.. thn after tat went to granny ther for verene's bdae party.. thn i was like so late loh.. thn realie haizz.. dun wan sae liao.. todae at wrk everyting seems so wrong aso.. and its like onli mondae.. wat the.. haizz..

ermm.. recently i tink i realie abit the wat loh.. theres a secret hidden deep dwn.. tink i like sumone liao..

yest in the end didnt go to the advertising interview.. meet up with jere and xiong at lavendar to eat the tang yuan.. thn the guys went to stock up their camp stuff.. thn went bugis eat macdonald.. thn i went dwn orchard for the other interview.. actualie the job is realie not bad loh.. ermm.. realie not bad de.. so after tat went bac to cityhall to meet jere.. xiong left to meet his frewn. but thn he sae will cum bac join us later.. thn huili came ard 5.30.. thn we went to eat auntie annies while waitin for clement.. thn at auntie annies there saw emi.. hehe~* and her tat guy lah.. ermm.. no comments bout him lah.. still prefer dexing lah.. ermm.. thn mi jere n huili went nydc~* my potato salad.. hehe~* did u notice i was like eatin the entire dae.. realie cant make it ah.. realie gettin fatter n fatter liao loh.. thn the 3 of us start eatin lah.. the baked rice was like yumyum~* thn xiong came.. thn cle came.. thn xw came.. thn my mudpie came~* hehe~* thn emi came.. so in the end 7 of us loh.. hehe~* juz like a normal thursdae liek tat.. and with jere n xiong ard.. its like the good old daes like tat.. so happie like tat.. thn we sit till nydc close.. thn went to the fountain ther sit ard n tok.. thn i complain bout gettin fat.. hehe~* thn they taught mi how to lsoe weight.. the guys teachin mi the army style.. the girls the yoga style.. thn see thm all in jeans n pants, thn all doin all the stants.. damn funny.. hehe~* thn 11plus we parted.. emi drove dwn, thn she send us bac.. thn on the wae duno who suggested prata.. so we ended up at sum prata shop.. eat n tok till like 1plus.. omg.. wat a dae.. realie tiring loh.. hehe~* but thn i realie had fun.. its realie like the good old daes which i miss so much..

Mondae.. 7.56am.. and i am at home.. plannin to go take mc later.. not coz i'm sick.. but thn i got 2 interviews to go later.. actualie i aso duno why am i tinkin of changing jobs nw.. actualie i am gettin use to everyting at sei woo liao.. everyting seems okie liao, thn the tot of leavin my ai ren is realie bad.. but thn duno lah.. todae actualie take leave aso juz nice lah.. jere and sis last nite came bac frm outfield.. thn tonite goin ktv with jere huili they all, thn in the afternoon might be able to meet sister.. ermm.. seems to be gettin fatter n fatter.. gotta do sumting bout it.. ermm.. shld start excercising liao.. tinkin of goin kayaking wan.. but thn gotta wait till qian finish her driving thn can go.. coz if not it will clash with her lesson.. acutalie it clashes with my lessons aso loh.. but thn nemind nemind. i seriously will need to do sumting bout it tis time round liao.. runnin swiming or watever aso can.. haf to lose weight~*

saturdae.. another tiring dae.. went for my 2nd driving lesson todae.. so scary.. went out to the main road todae.. well, ermm.. seems to be updating this less often.. realie you xin er li bu zu.. at times, i realie wan to update wan.. but thn i aso duno write wat.. recently, i am getin pretty colse to tis person.. close till ermm.. he himself mentioned its gettin unhealthy.. yar.. i understand wat he mean.. but thn.. ermm.. duno lah.. actualie now i aso duno who reads my journal.. aniwae, tonite showin the song sister.. i actualie seen this show b4 liao.. but thn i cant help but like it alot, so actualie juz came bac frm bbq, but thn i am still watching it.. it reminds mi of the history class we use to haf in sec school..