Sundae again~*

Another beautiful dae.. tis week, much has happen.. with all the festive season and all.. actualie realie wan to update all in de.. but thn so much has happened, tat i realie tink its hard to account it one by one.. so i guess i will juz haf to try my best..

TUESDAE

Celebrated xmas with andrea qian and karen.. went to TPY ther yum cha eat dian xin.. but thn it realie sucks loh.. TPY tat yum cha realie ex and the food not nice de.. so we had a quick dinner thn we left liao loh.. thn andrea meet adrain.. adrain is the guy wher we knw whn we were in sec2 ba.. andrea's first bf.. he actualie change so much.. its like ever since sec3 like tat we haf not seen him liao. well.. but thn i guess to him we shld aso haf change much loh.. thn after tat drea drive dwn to cosy bay, thn went up the tower to haf a drink, slack abit loh.. thn we sit ther tok abit.. actualie the feeling aso real nice loh.. hehe~* thn after tat drea let qian drive the car, all teh wae bac frm cosy bay to tamp.. qian first time drive car sicne she got her lic.. can see she realie scare.. but thn she quite steady aso leh.. hehe.. up ecp and all.. not bad not bad leh..

WEDNESDAE

Wed is xmas eve leh.. i was like so excited in the office.. cant wait to leave the office.. The dae before got tis xmas party in the office.. thn actualie i realie had fun in the office loh.. in the QA office.. thn for the xmas exchange i got bac a hair dryer, and in the lucky draw, i drawn out a fone.. actualie i was sort of lucky.. hehe..

Well.. thn after wrk, i went dwn to meet him at ermm.. wher's tat palce call ah.. tiong bahru ah. hehe.. thn he came dwn to pick mi up ther, thn we drive in sentosa.. so tat is the beginin of my romantic nite.. ermm.. everyting juz seems sooo nice loh.. the beach, the sand, the waves, the sky, the stars and every everyting.. hehe.. thn he went to collect the log cake, and bought mi chocolates n lays.. he aso bought light sticks dwn.. pretty sweet of him hor.. hehe~* ermm.. we played hang man in the sand.. actualie we didnt do aniting much lah.. but thn the time seems to fly tat nite.. before we realise, its already past mid nite.. thn andrea they all called.. they all meetin at bugis mah.. so juz after 12 we left sentosa.. so while we were leavin for bugis, he asked.. ermm.. tis time round i didnt sae aniting much lah.. but thn i guess his realie nice loh. given his character, he actualie follow mi to meet andrea and the girls.. i realie appreciate it loh..
thn after we meet up with drea they all, thn we sent drea and the girls dwn to drea's place to collect her car. thn we went fong senf for prata.. thn the police actualie came wor.. thn realie created a commotion.. coz everyting was like rushin to go shift the car.. hehe.. ermm.. i duno lah.. but thn see him like tat its like all my fault loh.. coz its mi who sae hungry.. tats why went dw nall the wae to fong seng eat.. haizz. but thn ermm.. alrite lah.. after tat he sent mi and qian home.. thn andrea send karen n qiying home.. actualie the feeling quite nice lah.. ermm.. thn i went back to pasir ris loh.. coz i go bac stay at my granny's hse.. the nxt dae they goin zoo mah.. thn settin off at 8.30am.. so might as well go ther stay loh.. thn by the time i reach pasir ris already 4plus liao.. real tired leh.. but thn i realie had fun.. b4 i went up, he ask again.. ermm.. i didnt sae aniting lah..

25th December 2003 (C H R I S T M A S D A E !! )

well.. i earli in the morn i wake up, with barely tat few hrs of slp.. thn went to bath n all.. thn all the girls had their hair tied up in 2 plaits, so i aso want.. thn the maid aso tie for mi.. abit the act cute lah.. thn went zoo loh.. actualie i realie tired lah.. thn see hippo n all.. had fun loh.. thn after tat ard 2plus go bac to my granny hse, thn they got the cathering for the xmas late lunch.. thn i eat loh.. eat liao actualei wan slp.. but thn ermm.. xmas leh.. liek tat go slp abit wasted.. so i meet him loh.. ermm.. actualie is aso i wan see him loh..

so he came dwn to pasir ris to pick mi up loh.. thn frm ther we went dwn to tamp, want see a show or sumting loh.. but thn tamp its either we miss the timing liao, or no haf the show i wan see.. so in the end we went dwn to yishun to see ju-on 2.. ermm.. quite a lame show lah.. thn meet up with his frewns at kahti, thn went to tamp to meet his another frewn, thn they go for a late dinner.. or shld i sae supper.. thn i was like quite pai sey loh.. in fact i actualie ermm.. duno wat lah.. at kahti, we meet his frewn n gf mah.. thn they aso drivin mah.. thn whn we reach tamp, at the petrol kiosk, tat coupld alighted the car loh.. thn they walked towards us loh.. thn the first comment tat girl made was,'wo dui ni tai shi wang le'.. well.. i was actualie quite pissed loh.. tis statement, could be on aniting or nth.. but thn i actualie took it pretty personal.. thn i sms andrea tell her and all lah.. but thn tat doesnt make mi feel ani beta.. thn while on the wae to the eatin place frm the petrol kiosk, i told him i dun feel like goin dwn liao.. wat a 'Good' impression tat girl gave huh.. frankli speakin loh.. i duno lah.. its his frewn, i aso dun wan sae aniting. but thn since the whole supper ting was more or less initated by him, so we had to go.. but thn he knws i dun feel like goin de.. so he realie rushed tru his food, and we were off in half hr time. ermm.. actualie its realie nice of him lah.. whn we left his frewns were still eatin.. well.. i realie appreciate it loh..

thn after tat we went pungol park ther slack abit loh.. thn b4 we realise i cant remember its 1 or 2 plus liao loh.. thn he send mi home.. nxt dae fridae ah.. i still had to wrk ah.. but thn nemind.. hehe..

B O X I N D A E

for the entire xmas, i actualie recieve quite alot of gifts.. frm the office and aso frm my aunties.. tis year actualei got back quite alot of presents loh.. but thn had to go wrk.. thn lag of slp ah.. realie cham.. but thn ermm.. hehe.. good mood lah.. i manage to pull tru the dae, in a damn good mood, juz feedin on my happie tots.. nth could dampen my mood tat dae.. hehe.. thn he came dwn to pick mi up after wrk.. he off till mondae lah.. atualie ns even beta thn mi leh.. i xmas eve haf to wrk whole dae, 26th and 27th aso haf to wrk.. but thn he acutalie off till mondae.. haizz.. but thn its realie sweet of him loh.. he scare i tired, thn he wan mi go home slp.. thn he realie is cum pick mi up, thn send mi home. its realie frm yishun to hougang and HOME. thn i actualie need to do over time.. coz sat got to sales meeting.. thn haf to rush out the report.. so i actualie ot bout an hr.. so he actualie haf to wait.. ermm.. hehe.. actualie deep dwn i still feelin damn sweet loh.. frm tamp to yishun, thn to hougang. and its all juz to send mi home. not even stopin for dinner or wat.. i aso realie is fu le ta loh..

SATURDAE!

tat will be yest.. yest i went wrk loh.. thn he cum pick mi up frm wrk.. actualie he merely wanted to send mi to clement ther to play mahjong.. but thn i manage to physco im to acc mi for the mahjong game.. so in the end, we went dw nto pongol to pick up huili, thn to hougang to pick up xiong, thn go hougang mall for lunch, thn to clement hse.. thn my luck was real dwn yest.. i actualei was losin.. thn i got kind of sian thn he played for mi.. thn actualie start winin wor.. hehe.. actualei whn i was losin, i was pretty happie de.. coz huili alwaes saw, qing chang shi yi, du chang de yi.. so tis will onli imply i am like u knw.. hehe~*

thn we played till bout 5pm, thn alex came to pick up huili loh.. thn we aso left loh.. in the end i am the sole winner.. won bout 10plus lah.. hehe.. its all thanzz to him loh.. thn we went dwn to tamp, thn we loiter abit, thn meet up with qian and drea for a show loh.. scary movie 3.. its a damn LAME show.. even LAMER thn ju-on.. real regret seein tis stupid show.. see liao mood aso will get pek chek tat type loh.. a damn f*cked up show loh.. but thn nemind lah.. after tat 4 of us went to pavilion ther slack loh.. slack till bout 11plus, thn we went bac loh.. thn he sent mi bac lah.. thn ermm.. sat mah.. so dun feel like goin home.. thn so we stay dwnstairs ther slack ard abit lah.. ermm.. well.. like tat lah.. thn in the end i 4plus thn go home loh..

and on tis fateful dae.. ermm.. i aso cant remember is he who start holdin my hand, or izzit the other wae round.. but thn either wae ther's no rejection.. so ermm.. actions speaks louder thn words lah..

TODAE

Actualie i started writing tis whn i woke up.. i last nite slp ard 4plus, thn i ard 8am i wake up liao.. thn he slack till bout 10am he called mi.. thn we chatted till 12plus ba.. thn i wrote till the WEDNESDAE thn i got to go bath n all liao loh.. coz meetin him loh.. so i now, 8plus 9plus thn continue..

todae i went dwn tamp to meet him.. thn we went swimin.. thn he haf to go to his granny's hse.. his granny's bdae lah.. thn he ask mi to go with him.. but thn ermm.. i dun wan loh.. its like ermm.. duno lah.. pai sey lah.. hehe~* but thn feels kind of sweet loh.. so we went swimin lah.. thn ermm.. go dinner thn i go home liao loh.. he juz called mi.. thn actualie he wans cum dwn meet mi first.. but thn ermm.. duno lah.. i ask him not to cum.. tml he haf to go bac camp.. i dun wan him go bac too late..

Angel says:
tell mi frankli, how do u tink of him?
Andrea says:
er... not bad.. quite a good catch.. look honest and seems to be the more carin type

tis is wat andrea saes bout him.. i tink ermm.. i tink xin is xing fu now loh.. he once told mi tat xin got a very blessed life.. and now, i actualie believes.. its like i got good frewns ard mi.. so caring and all.. and i got a good family.. alwaes ther for mi.. as for job.. actualie cum to tink of it, its aso not tat bad loh.. at least over ther i meet my ai ren, and i aso learnt alot.. and now. i meet him..

Sundae~*
wat a beautiful dae.. hehe.. firdae, skye called up andrea, and they are formerly over. andrea was like cryin like duno wat over the last few daes.. see her like tat realie break my heart.. she is such a strong girl.. and nw.. tis onli goes to show how much skye means to her.. actualie i aso dun realie knw wat haf been goin on tru out the 9 mths they are togehter.. but thn tis is defintaely not sumting i wan see.. it realie breaks my heart to see tis girl like tat.. haizz.. guys can be juz so cruel at times..
aniwae.. sat went to wrk.. ermm.. the feelin still not bad lah.. maybe coz its a half dae.. so ermm.. my mood seems to be beta.. thn after wrk he came pick mi up frm wrk.. hehe~*yar.. he drives dwn frm camp to my office to pick mi up frm wrk.. its such a nice feeling.. hehe.. add points to him lah.. thn after tat we went amk to see my brother bear~* finaly i got a chance to see tis show.. real nice leh.. its bout the brotherly bondin.. ermm.. it realie touched my heart.. and the baby bear is juz sooo cute.. thn after the show it start rainin.. rain bigbig.. so we got the car thn went to his place to drop the car.. aniwae, i got a fright at the carpark ther.. duno hw to sae lah.. but thn xia si wo le.. so we drive bac to his place.. ermm.. first time at his place.. thn saw his room.. ermm.. a typical guy's room.. actualie still not tat bad lah.. almost as messy as mine.. hehe.. thn frm his place its realie got a damn good view of tp.. haizz.. miss those daes in sch.. realie miss loh..
thn we went for my xmas shoppin~* i tink i spent bout 200bucks yest.. but thn nemind lah.. thou i ended up tired and broke, but thn i'm realie happie.. duno hw to sae lah.. but thn realie happie.. imagine whn the kids saw thier presents, the smiles on their face whn they open up the presents.. hehe~* wat a nice moment.. thn i actualie meet up with qian and karen for a breif moment last nite aso.. they aso doin their xmas shopin.. but thn i didnt go with thm loh.. i ended up meetin thm for a quick half hr dinner onli.. thn he sent mi home..
overall, i had a great dae yest.. ermm.. thou ther's still alot of decsion hangin in mid air, but ermm.. duno lah.. i realie duno wat's stopin mi now.. but thn i juz dun wan to regret my decision mths or years dwn the road.. i mean i am no longer a kid in sec sch.. its no longer a playplay tingy.. i wonder can we go on trial.. ermm.. guess he will freak out if he knws.. nemind nemind..
todae sundae.. beta enjoy myself to the fullest b4 i haf to go bac wrk on mondae.. tml actualie aso not bad lah.. will brin all the chocolates to office.. thn can do sum present wrappin with my ai ren.. thn after tat tues office got sum xmas party.. thn after wrk goin for dinner with andrea n qian and karen.. and andrea called and sae she hopin we can spend xmas even with her.. but thn haizz.. i already ordered my log cake n all liao.. thn yest i ask qian, she sae she aso got plans liao.. she goin meet her poly frewns.. and XXX will aso be ther.. hehe~* so we are all tryin to see how still.. i told him bout it liao.. he says its fine if i wan go join my frewns.. i tink drea realie needs us nw.. but thn tis xmas eve i am sort of realie anticipating de.. haizz.. realie duno how lah..
kae lah.. i goin to be a good girl.. i wan do hse wrk todae~* long time no do liao loh.. hehe.. thn after tat see my huan zhu ge ge thn can go bath thn go for my drivin lesson liao.. all the best pple~* Merry xmas!!

Another sucky dae at wrk.. nowadaes i realie cant stand wrk more n more.. its juz like.. haizz.. duno hw to sae.. realie realie wan to go.. nemind nemind. but thn todae actualie passes in a nice manner.. finaly, he asked. hehe~* tat realie make my dae.. but guess wat.. i sort of rejected it. i told him its not time yet.. why ah.. hehe.. the first ting tat cums to my mind is i dun like 18th.. whn dennis and i were together, its aso the 18th.. but thn nth lah.. juz tat its not a special dae loh.. but thn the main reason is aso i tink we shld knw each other beta.. i dun wan to jump in thn realise tat tis is not i wan.. but thn no matter wat.. it feels sweet.. so very sweet.. hehe~* actualie now rite.. thou we not together, but thn we are juz like kind of close loh.. aniwae, tis is wat happen todae.. write it dwn.. so in future whn i look bac i can still smile.. hehe~*
i called him during the last 5min of my lunch.. thn ermm.. after a couple of min i hang up loh.. thn he sms mi,'ur existence is becuming famous in my camp.' so obivously i will ask why mah.. thn he sae coz pple are always askin him who is he tokkin to loh.. thn i replied sumting like fewn loh.. if not wat else.. thn he replied,;wat u wan mi to sae, gf meh..' thn i forget wat i replied liao.. but his reply is if u wan mi to call gf aso can loh.. thn i didnt replied.. so he replied bac,'no objections on ur side..' thn in between ther's more sms which i cant realie remember.. but thn i ended by sayin its not time yet.. hehe~*
well.. so ermm.. final conclusion xin is still single.. hehe~* but thn nemind.. thou its like tat.. but thn deep dwn i still feel so damn sweet.. yest i got the log cake liao.. i mean go order liao.. huili ordered it for mi wan.. hehe.. yest meet up with thm at suntec eat fish n co loh.. thn ermm yar.. so huili go booked for mi loh.. realie lookin forward to xmas~* whn izzit cuming.. whn can i resign.. hehe.. last nite on my wae home, i was as usual lah, complainin i hate to wrk.. whn can i leave tat sort of ting lah.. thn he sae he yang wo.. with his pathetic 680 a mth, hw to yang wo.. hehe.. i still earn mroe thn him leh.. but thn pple ns leh.. hehe.. but thn got the xin i tink liao aso sweet.. hehe.. actualie everyting now to mi aso sweet lah~*
and now lah.. actualie i dun mind being back on tokin terms with yk.. realie loh.. ermm.. coz i tink i'm feelin xing fu liao.. so we see hw lah.. hehe..

Todae had a bad dae at wrk.. duno hw to sae lah.. but thn juz bad dae lah.. nowadaes realie dread goin wrk.. haizz..
but i saw the rainbow whn i on my wae home.. soooo nce.. the most beautiful moment of the dae.. sun set with rainbow..
last nite.. ermm.. alot of clarifications were done.. ermm.. not bad lah.. feelin quite sweet deep down.. ermm.. but thn duno lah.. noone knws the future mah..
recently alot of nice song.. feel like goin d/l all the songs thn burn into a cd.. but thn no time to go d/l leh.. nemind lah.. see whn i free lah..

Backie~*
From the chalet.. ermm.. firdae took half dae leave.. thn after wrk rushed bac hm to see my OO.. thn feed him his water n all, thn i went to bedok to meet shuana and jiale and her bf.. thn we went to ecp to check in the chalet at costa sand.. check in liao thn we like slack in the chalet abit.. they actualie got us a good chalet.. its facing the sea.. near to the entrance, to the carpark, and aso to the gate leadin to the beach..
tat evenin we went to parkwae giant to do our marketing.. haf fun loh.. i like to go around with the trolley, buyin all the food.. ermm.. realie had fun loh.. i mean i actualie feel happie.. but thn quite a funny combi lah, shuana mi n jiale.. but thn i still miss my OO.. duno hw is he doin loh..
huili came dwn to to the chalet on fridae nite too.. she lied to her dad sae she cumin to the chalet, but thn actualie she is wan go her bf hse stay.. ermm.. so wat happen is tat we waited for her to cum over loh. thn in the mwanwhile farhani and yinghui aso came in liao loh.. so long never see farhani liao.. hehe~* she actualie grown fatter leh.. ermm.. so her breast aso grown out.. hehe~* quite sad for her loh..
thn coz i wan go home mah.. so he came dwn pick mi up.. pick mi up to go home loh.. ermm.. thn the girls all wan on the wae loh.. so he on the wae send jiale's bf to eunos mrt, thn send jiale go mount pleasent see her dog. and thn send huili to her bf hse.. and lastly send mi back home to see OO.. thn OO actulaie same loh.. haizz.. guess nw is onli pending for him to remove his stiches onli loh.. thn frm my place send us bac to chalet thn he go home liao.. ermm.. so like tat we spend bout 2 hrs on the road.. hehe~*
thn the nxt mornin woke up earli coz got these ns pple joggin and singin on the ecp ther.. thn woke mi up loh.. thn i go bath, thn i went bac home.. left the chalet with jiale.. thn shauna and farhani cont slpin.. went bac home to see my OO. thn feed him water n all loh.. thn i slack at hm abit, pack my stuff abit, thn i went bac to the chalet loh.. thn in the mornin i go take the portable radio frm jonas.. so imagine whn i go bac the chalet i was like big pac small pac de.. thn he offer to cum pick mi up.. but thn i wait till i damns sianzz.. so i sms him sae i goin bac to chalet liao loh.. thn if he wan can mt mi at bedok for lunch.. ermm.. in the end he ask mi drop at eunos, thn he go ther meet mi.. so meet him liao thn go eat my fried prawn mee.. eat liao thn he send mi bac to the chalet.. thn reach the chalet liao thn we all start preparing all the food loh.. thn wait for the girls to cum.. ermm.. quite alot of pple cum loh.. but thn jean tat grp never cum.. so in the end quite fed up loh.. coz everyone was like promise promise but thn all never cum loh.. but thn in the end the turn out rate still not tat bad lah.. thn i lend my t-shirt to chokie, thn bo bian loh.. so i dun wan a change of clothes loh.. thn ermm.. he actualie brin a t-shirt dwn for mi to change.. but thn in the end i aso never change lah.. coz too tired liao loh.. so u jus fall aslp like tat.. didnt even take out my lens.. thn whn he pass mi the top thn we stroll ard abit lah..
thn last ntie andre aso ermm.. not tat well lah.. she broke up with skye.. actualie kind of sad loh.. coz its like. ermm.. i aso duno hw to sae lah.. but thn quite sudden loh.. thn we sat on the bench, thn we start tokkin loh.. thn she started cryin loh.. haizz.. knw her for sooo long, realie first time see her like tat break dwn loh.. thn huili aso called mi last nite sae alex broke up with her.. haiz... wats with last nite.. everyone seems to be out of love..
thn tis mornin woke up, thn prepare to go home loh.. overall i had an enjoyable weekend.. and the sad part is tml mondae liao.. haf to go bac wrk.. reallie good to see all the girls again loh.. real good loh.. duno whn's the nxt time i will haf the chance to see thm again..
actualie alot more tings happen de.. but thn realie hard to write it dwn loh.. but thn i realie enjoyed myself.. and thanx so much for everyting pple~* all of ur pressence realie make my dae.. and aso him loh.. thanks for takin leave sendin mi up n dwn.. thanks everyone~* once sumone told mi my life's a blessin.. ermm.. at tat time i realie dun tink so.. coz all along i tink i onli haf a so-so life.. but thn at times whn i look bac. i realie tink its realie a blessin, coz the existance of all you my frewns, are realie the biggest blessin i could ever recieve..

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	Friend Bear You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding!
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todae is the 9th.. its 7.01am now.. i am not goin wrk todae.. coz OO is injured.. he injured his left eye, thn the whole eyeball is like goin to drop out.. we rushed him to the vet last nite.. and he had a minor operation.. they push the eyeball into the eye, and sew up the eye lid.. his usual marble size eye, has becum a ping pong ball.. seeing him like his, realie breaks my heart.. esp whn the vdet saes his chances of recovery is onli 20%.. and if he completely lost his sight, and its painful for him, they will haf to remove the eyeball.. well.. i duno wat to sae.. imagine oo goin to lose his black round eye.. it realie breaks my heart..

hehe~* its mi again.. i'm updating tis again liao leh.. hehe~* now at home.. feelin damn tired.. tml gota go wrk again.. and after tat goin to pasir ris.. goin granny hse for lunch.. late lunch ah.. todae tok to jere in icq durin my lunch. thn he sae yk went hk liao wor.. ermm.. duno he is go bac for good or juz a short break b4 ns.. thn so qiao, cle sms mi thn aso tok bout yk.. sae he saw yk and audrey.. guessed its sum time bac de lah.. sae the ba ba girl.. ermm.. nemind nemind.. all these doesnt bothers mi liao..
now.. ermm.. wat can i sae.. i wonder who read tis aniwae.. hope 'he' dun.. hehe~* coz i wan to win.. i dnu wan him to knw all wat i wan, wat i tinkin.. he knw liao thn its like i lose liao.. hehe~* but thn ermm.. actualie its realie sweet loh.. ermm.. duno wat to sae lah.. hehe~*

wow.. the last time i updated tis is 22nd november leh.. now already december liao.. ermm.. let mi see wat happen recently.. actualie alot loh.. tis week pretty happening for mi leh.. got mahjong lah.. ktv lah.. plus my regular dinner and aso to embargo last nite.. well.. hard to realie go tok it out one by one.. coz its actualie quite alot.. thn plus karen's bdae last week.. realie had fun loh.. suddenli my life like quite filled up with activities.. thn nxt weekend goin chalet.. hehe~* its not so much of goin.. tis actualie i opened de.. so exciting leh!!
ermm.. juz to let u all knw i am fine.. and recently, i have tis secret.. i actualie ermm... well.. nemind nemind.. well annoucned to the world at a later date.. coz i knw ermm.. ya..
kae pple.. i realie miss the daes wher i actualie update tis everydae.. i mean coz i actualei cum in to update it, thn its like i more or less got the time to go summarised wat haf i did lah and all loh.. its like i am given the chance to look bac to se wat haf i done and all loh..
huili got a new bf recently.. his name is alex.. actualie quite a nice guy.. another rich guy lah of coz.. drive tis S class mec.. but thn todae heard huili sae his lic got revoked liao.. but thn aso canot sae much lah.. coz he can be drivin along orchard road at 120kn/hr de.. xia si ren ah.. hehe~*
i am actualei tired.. might be goin slp liao.. pple.. all take care kae~*