I tink its the end of mi n him..
i still feel very stone.. in fact whn nw i start to express it out now, i actualie feel like crying. and i cant help but blame my frewns for it. all thanks to you girls. maybe its aso my fault, but thn i realie cant help but blame my frewns. realie thanks so much girls. i realie hate the girls now. but thn wat can i do. noting. he just sms mi. at 9.28am. and now is 10.17am. and i didnt reply. wat can i sae? nth. to him its aso my fault. i'm stubborn. thn so be it. fine. i realie like him alot. realie.. fucked it loh. if taats the wae it turns out, thn nth i aso lah. but thn thanks girls. i realie hate andrea for it. i hate all of u who added all the salt and peper into it.

todae didnt go wrk.. went for an interview at kallang.. but thn freak it loh.. tat palce is far, and the place ulu.. so i tink i beta stick to my present job.. actualie i feelin damn excited todae.. coz last nite comfirm on the wat liao.. so now i starting to make plans.. i dun wan to elaborate too much on it.. in case his readin it.. hehe.. at times very hard to sae de.. thou he sae he will not read, but thn noone can be too sure mah hor..
aniwae, i'm feeling damn excited about it.. i realie hope everiting will wrk out loh.. well.. recently i am still feelin damn stress up at wrk.. everydae OT and alot of tings keep happening.. and i am handling alot of projects.. actualei feeling damn happie about it.. okie.. end here liao.. tokin to huili on the phone now.. hehe~*

Guess wat.. its the 12th march todae.. its been like 1 mth since i last update.. i at his placey now.. yar.. he came pick mi up after wrk.. recently feelin damn stress at wrk.. my workload gettin heavier n heavier.. but thn the funny ting is i actualie feel hapie.. its like the job satifactory.. ermmm.. funny rite.. i sort of like the responsibility that i hold.. its like ermm.. yar.. feel tat there will definately be sumone in the office who cant do without mi.. hehe..
so yar.. actualie nth muchie happen nowadaes loh.. just tat i busy at wrk loh.. thn once a week will go dinner with the poly girls.. this custom hasss been goin on for ages liao.. hehe.. feel quite proud tat almost a year after we left sch, but thn we are still just as close.. todae supposed to haf dinner with thm.. but thn in the end i didnt go.. coz ermm... nemind nemind.. tml 13th leh.. benben bdae.. happie bdae to him leh~* 14th year old liao leh.. big boi liao.. hehe.. tml evening got a buffet dinner got him.. thn junling 14th bdae... her 21st bdae.. celebratin tml aso.. at the arandaa country club.. thn its aso dinner.. duno how to spilt myself up.. haizzz.. both i aso feel like goin leh.. nemind lah.. tml thn will know liao.. the boat reach the bridge thn the bridge will be straight de.. hehe.. got pple sae i tokkin rubbish leh.. so smart thn ask him to type lah..

i love my dear dear :D and my dear dear loves me

tats frm him.. nt frm mi.. hehe.. well.. wher was i just nw.. ermm.. damn tired nw.. recently feels tat wrk simply drain off all my energy.. reallie feel damn stressed up.. its like ther are times wher i simply breaks dwn in the office.. actualie twice.. i broke dwn twice last weeks.. and its the whole office knew i cried.. coz its realie bad.. nemind nemind.. tml sherry's last dae.. tink i am goin to miss her muchie.. actualie as times goes by, i realie gettin close to thm.. so i realie she bu de leh..
haizz.. and recently.. coz i feelin damn stress up at wrk.. it affected my mood on the overall.. i actualie flare up more easily.. so he easily became my easy target.. actualie he aso quite suay lah.. gettin all the nonsense frm mi whn he obviously dun deserve it.. but thn at times its him who sparkle it off de loh.. so cant blame mi.. well.. thou i still feel damn happie with him.. but thn we still haf our ups and dwns.. tings like nt alwaes tat smooth de loh.. but thn no regrets lah.. tings eventualy can tok out de loh.. ermm.. and my drvin date cumin liao.. how how how ??? i tink i still damn lousy leh.. haizz.. and its all coz of this stupid drivin thn i cna resign.. okie. i do like the job.. but thn i realie cant take the pressure.. its mi whose weak and wan to give up.. but thn i haf to keep goin coz haf to support all my drivin lesson.. like damn ke lian like tat..
haizz.. dun type liao.. todae actualie goin devils bar.. but in the end aso never go.. tired lah.. so ended up slackin at his hsey.. late liao.. goin back soon liao.. so take care pple.. free call mi.. i haf not forgotten u wan kae..