Cottage by the River

The exams results came out liao.. and frankly speakin, i'm veryveryvery disappointed. I got onli an A for BSP.. you shld knw how much hope i've placed in tis sub.. i realie is very disappointed. and i aso got my first D. my FYP i got D.. and everyone is askin mi how is tis possible?? seems like noone has every got a D for FYP.. i mean its aso not i wan wan.. thn TCS2 i got B, thn NMS and BB i got C.. actualie still pretty glad tat BB got pass.. coz my exams i did quite badly.. for the past 3years, tis is the first time i got a A, and a D.. thou tis is the first time i got A, i shld be very glad.. but thn u knw hw much wrk n effort had i put in? i got 90plus for the term test.. and as for the report.. i'm the one who has done the most. i've duno how many lectures and classes, and how many slpless nite, juz for the report.. haizz.. i mean it come out liao loh.. so tis is the final verdict liao.
the mahjong session finish liao loh.. played 3pple mahjong.. the first round i lost 14bucks.. thn the 2nd round i won bout 9plus.. well.. okie lah, tat guy won alot ah.. first round huili lost 19, thn i 14.. so he won over 30bucks, thn 2nd round he lost 2plus, thn huili 9plus.. so in the end the ultimate winner is still him.. so which kind soul wanna share wif mi?? beast called n say half.. hehe~* thn whalehwhale say his goin to cover all.. but thn he say i accepted it too late.. thn he dun wan cover for mi liao.. no good wan u all.. i nw not wrkin, thn veryvery poor u knw.. every cent is alot of money to mi.. okie lah, overall i had fun loh..
Todae.. actualie not onlie todae.. i kept tinkin bout sumting.. i was tokkin to uncle alan bout it last nite aso.. and i realie dun how.. i wan sumone to be called my own.. sumone to dote on mi.. sumone to tell mi its okie whn i lose money.. sumone to comfort mi whn i realise i didnt get AD for BSP.. well.. duno lah.. but thn 'wat i always knw is wat i wan is not wat i get..' so tat's whn give n take cum in.. noting is perfect.. alot of qus is being ask.. but thn i got no ans to it.. reason is everythin can be 'YES' nw coz i wan it to happen. but thn once it happen, the once so comfirmed 'YES' might tured to 'MAYBE'.. well.. actualie but thn ther are tings i haf never encountered.. so i myself aso duno whether is 'YES' or 'NO'.. AAaRrrGgg. what am i sayin.. i aso duno wat am i sayin.. i haf not eaten aniting todae.. feelin damn hungry nw..