Tuesday, May 06, 2003

S I C K
Tats hw i'm feelin nw.. went bac to sch yest to hand in the fyp report.. onli realisin i forgot to brin outthe form synthia lim wans mdm cheong to sign.. so mdm choeng say tml, which is todae loh, thn brin bac for her to sign. thn saw gl in sch, thn she wan to eat in sch. thn at 5pm plus in short circuit, ther's reali nth much to eat.. so we eat noodles. thn i ate the wan tan mee.. all along, i reali dun like tat noodle store in sch. coz the noodles reali is not nice wan.. why did i eat in sch.. i'm goin bac to hougang and meet up wif andrea wan.. why did i choose to eat in sch.. i go bac hougang, thn meet up wif andrea, skye, wayne and his gf.. tink her name is florence.. thn after tat they wan go walkwalk, thn i dun feel like goin ard wif thm.. 2 couple, thn mi like quite extra.. so i called pei, thn went to her hsey to find her. thn at her hsey.. i start to not feel well.. and i startin pukin.. yar.. puke.
its not once or twice.. its alot of times.. i puke till ther's nth left to puke. her dad send mi home ard 10plus.. and in the car, i was still puking. i reali feel damn terrible. i is puke till ther's nth left to puke.. coz yest i onli eat tat wan tan mee and nth else.. whn i home i go bath.. and i couldnt even stand to bath.. and i still wan to wash hair.. coz i tink the hair tio the tingy whn i puke.. thn i was like feelin damn giddy.. i was in the toilet close to an hour. and all i did was to wash the hair. coz i already put the shampoo on it. i dun even haf the excess energy to do aniting else.. and the urge to puke was still ther.. damn jia latz.. i was so scare last nite.. i was feelin so damn horrible. i was wonderin will i juz die frm pukin.. its like i can feel ther's nth left in mi.. i was wonderin wat am i goin to do if i juz pass out liek tis.. sumtimes.. life is juz so fragile.. whn god sent for us, ther's absolutely nth we could do but to go..

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