Cottage by the River

Its mi again.. juz nw i went to slp.. wif lizzie.. on my bed.. i was like huggin her to slp.. guess tis will be the last time liao.. its such a nice feelin loh.. i realie duno sae wat.. but thn i realie dun wan her to go.. she came into my life all of a sudden.. and juz whn i felt so attached to her, she's goin to leave mi.. i knw i'm nw juz acting like a kid at toy'r'us screamin and cryin for the adults to buy toys for mi.. i knw i'm behavin in a very unreasonable wae.. i mean she's onli here for bout 10 daes, its not too long a period and all.. but thn i reali duno lah..
my throat is not feelin ani beta.. and the nose too.. to make it worst.. i got the feelin i'm havin slight fever.. why muz all bad tings cum at the same time.. haf i been a notti girl recently tats y God is tryin to punish mi or sumting..