Cottage by the River

tink maybe its coz tml no wrk, thn todae in quite a good mood.. so write summore.. the feelin knwin tml dun haf to go wrk is great~* well.. i juz went to read qing's dreamz.. tats her journal.. so tink recently she got meet up wif yk wor.. well.. so yk is here tryin to hard to get mi bac, thn on the other hand his aso meetin her.. can see tat she reali hates him alot.. well.. wat to do.. if its mi i aso will hate him. but thn nw, i tink i can no need like tink i'm mean to him by not givin him a chance.. i mean his doin tis to tat girl aso wat.. i have been readin her journal since last year till nw liao.. i can reali feel hw much she has put into their relationship. but thn he can treat her juz like tat. well, i duno lah. he told mi to tell him whn i haf liked sumone else.. till nw i duno wat to sae.. do i like sumone else nw?? yar.. maybe i do. thou i knw tat its very impossible for it to blossom into aniting.. and it might be a one sided ting. but thn i'm reali lookin forwad towards tis guy.. thou nw i'm already tryin my best to draw out frm it liao.. coz i dun wan to end up like another fa's stuff.. i mean i haf been tru it last year liao.. and i realie had a hard time bac thn.. i dun wan history to repeat.. but thn i dun wan to be alone.. maybe for the past couple of years i am in a relationship liao.. thn nw thou single got single good, but thn at times i aso wan got tat sumone who belongs to mi to dote on mi.. but thn sum tings cant be forced wan.. but thn i hope tat guy will cum soon lah....