Cottage by the River

Todae, actualie not exactly a happy dae.. coz earli in the morn, i didnt see the sms i was hopin to see.. well.. i mean its juz i hopin to take, pple not obligated to sent mi wan loh.. but thn juz like not a fine way to start my dae.. aniway, todae the shop was quite busy lah.. so the time seems to be passin faster.. thn yk came dwn and eat lunch wif mi todae.. coz we haf to tok bout lizzie.. so its comfirm tat lizzie will go over to his place tml first loh.. haizz.. wat will go haf to go.. aniway she aso poor ting loh.. coz at home i aso no time for her.. thn whn daddy mummy cum bac, thn she notti thn they will beat her.. i like tat see liao aso heartache.. thn after wrk i meet up wif qain, kar and qy.. to buy andrea bdae present.. thn we bought her a mango top, very nice top.. 40over bucks.. and a bangle.. quite similar to the one i bought for huili.. but thn the design abit diff.. the bangle bout 35.. so in the end the present near 80bucks.. but thn for drea wan mah.. so nemind lah..
yk juz came up to my place n left.. joa wans to cum see lizzie.. thn tis is the first time i see my starhub bill.. actualie it looks kind of scary.. later i will go seesee abit..
thn nw home liao.. but thn aso still not exactly in a good mood.. remember once i was fillin the those qustionaire tingy, thn one qus was wats the most wonderful feelin in the wrold.. and i wrote,"the feelin of being loved, by the one u love." rite nw.. i dun haf tis feelin.. wat shld i do?? i'm in such a passive role.. i mean nth is possible nw wan loh.. i mean i'm juz bein problematic onli.. juz like in my heart, i knw mummy will never mi the toy, but thn i cant help but start to longed for the toy.. hopin tat its goin to be mine..wastin my time and all hopin and hopin..