Cottage by the River

In the evenin, all of a sudden, i liek enter depression mode.. duno whn's the last time i was like tis.. aniwae. not a good feeling.. tink its coz i didnt go out todae ba.. its like ever sicne i start wrkin, i haf been out everydae.. thn cant stand the tot of stayin at home. even now, i still feel pretty bad bout stay at home.. i duno wat i wan now.. how?? yar.. feel like eatin moss burger now. i realie feel damn bad.. its the feelin wher i feel like hidin in a corner n cry.. or juz go out n wonder ard alone.. i duno lah.. its defiantely not a good feelin.. its the feelin like i'm forgotten.. wher's the pple ard mi?? i tot i had frewns?? wher are they?? i duno.. and maybe its aso my problem.. i duno n i dun bother to go find out.. oo is rite beside mi now.. but thn his like all 4 paws spread out, slpin.. and lizzie aso.. she's lyin on the sofa.. aso slpin.. how cum i haf 2 lazy doggies?? well.. maybe they take after their owner.. which is mi.. well.. i duno lah.. its already 10plus liao.. aso impossible to go aniwher liao.. haiz.. but thn i still cant help but feel damn low.. and oo forsake mi liao.. he walk over to the table.. under the table now.. but thn one ting remain the same.. his still slpin.. tink i go bath now.. take a cool bath and try to calm myself dwn...