Cottage by the River

In juz a dae time.. alot of stuff happened.. I tink i aso impatient loh.. and maybe coz its mi being overly sensitive.. but thn i tink its not i sensitive loh.. i realie tink its ermm.. well.. actualie i realie got quite good hao gan bout tis guy wan loh.. i aso dun wan tings to turn out tis wae wan.. its like i finaly sort out my thinkings liao.. but thn not given a chance.. haizz.. why like tat.. tings recently are not goin my wae.. izzit realie so hard to find a guy who realie loves and care for mi? haizz.. i knw true love haf to wait.. but thn how long am i goin to wait.. very despo de gan jue rite.. tis is not mi.. tis is not xinyi.. cannot like tat.. but thn frankli speakin lah.. i realie got quite good feelings over tis guy wan.. realie lah.. am i realie tat bad???