Cottage by the River

Juz reach home.. todae i realie never go wrk.. earli in the morn went dwn to yishun for the interview.. the interview was fine loh.. i tink i did great.. hehe.. realie hope i get the job, but thn hope they will let mi start wrk later, coz i realie wan to fullfill the mediacorps contract.. thn after tat i went to yishun ther to see doc.. i told the doc my eye is swollen.. hehe.. and baleh abit, thn i got the mc and sum eye drop at 22bucks.. thn after tat went to meet qian at ubin, to book my basic theory, thn go shenton way wif her for her interview.. thn went dwn to clarke quay wan take pay, but thn didnt manage to take it.. tink they is dun intend to give us wan loh.. the bad guys.. haizz.. nemind. thn went dwn to bugis meet jon, roy and shawn and huili.. thn we walk ard abit thn i cum home liao.. spend quite abit of cash leh.. esp on transport.. juz see hw many places haf i been to.. after sum calculations, todae i spent close to 10bucks juz on the mrt n bus.. haizz.. thn haiz.. seems like i frm tml onwards got alot of planss.. tml jonas they all ask mi movie.. i tinkin of not goin liao.. coz very tite on cash.. thn thurs got ktv.. thn i still need to buy present for yk leh.. sundae his bdae.. jia lat lah.. tat dae badmood i realie abit overspent liao.. actualei i got alot of tings wan write wan.. but thn wo yi kai computer thn the icq keep blinkin till nw.. thn i totaly forget wat i wan write liao.. nemind lah..
actualie i tink recently i am losin self-confidence.. damn jia lat.. duno whn's my money cumin in, coz i realie wan to do my hair liao.. and huili ah.. haizz.. she dun haf money to return mi, but thn she got money to go see doc bout her face.. i aso duno wat to sae lah.. my bdae the fotos cum out liao.. its up on the webby leh.. but thn i haven go see.. intend to go wrk tml thn see leh.. i tink recently rite.. ermm.. my target seems to haf changed liao.. i aos duno how to sae lah.. but thn maybe coz drag too long liao.. and its like no future wan loh.. actualie for the past weeks i already tink tat i am givin up liao.. but thn recently it became even more obvious.. but thn i got the feelin tat tis time round aso crush again wan loh.. it shld be a very one sided tingy again.. funny rite.. for the past half year plus, i haf not been into ani relationship, but thn an lian le pple all the wae.. why like tat.. whn can the feelings be reciprcated leh...