Cottage by the River

Thursdae.. todae onli thursdae.. well.. i got nth to sae.. as usual, i feel bullied again.. i dun wan to remind myself of wat tat woman did to mi lah.. the tot of goin bac ther tomolo sucks.. how am i goin to survive ther for the rest of the year?? shld i leave?? or shld i go?? todae, huiyu, one of the girl wrkin ther told mi the girl b4 mi actualie left after 2wks.. tat girl aso bua tahan thn left.. haizz.. but thn i dun wan pple tp sae i am the typical type of fresh grad, face abit of problem thn will choose the easier wae out by leavin.. how?? and if i leave nw, i will face abit of financial problem.. all my bills and all.. haizz.. hate tis wrkin world.. why izzit like tis.. its realie so hard to find a job i like.. actualie the tot of wakin up so damn earli in the mornin realie sucks.. or shld i go bac to the sales line?? thn over ther, i will haf irregular wrkin hrs, thn i can slp in late on certain daes.. how huh?? haizz.. pple, pls advice..