Cottage by the River

Back at home liao.. well.. todae overtime till 6.45pm like tat thn leave the office.. alot of tings to do.. been too busy wif my wrk liao.. sort of never tot of my love life.. well.. i dun haf much of a love life nw liao aniwae.. i got no target at all nw.. all the guy frewns i haf nw.. all is realie juz frewns, and nth else.. i mean noone tat is u knw.. aso duno hw to sae lah.. nw aso not realie tryin to look for tat sumone nw.. why am i sayin all tis nw.. coz i tink yk haf a new gf again.. am i sad?? well, i duno. and i aso duno wat to sae.. i hate sq..i hate tan shu qing. why?? the reason is simple. coz she dun like mi either. and pple who knw mi shld knw mi well.. pple who dun like mi, dun expect mi to be nice to thm either.. i'm tis type of pple.. and tink his new gf is her best frewn.. i duno if the person who realie shld be unhappie is to be her loh.. coz imagine the guy she likes ended up wif her best frewn.. so how do i feel.. frankly speakin, i do yearn for sumone to love and care.. sumone to be ther for mi alwaes.. like wat sq saes, i'm not good to yk.. well.. wat do she knws.. she said she dislikem i coz i'm bad to yk.. so fine loh.. in the entire world, onli mi whose bad to him. everyione is the good guy but mi loh..i feel so damn unfair.. hate everione of thm.. realie hate. i dun ever wan to see him again. i'm not goin to even call him again.. tis time round, his realie getin out of my life once and for all.