Todae is the 10th Feb, 1.18pm.. i in the office, juz came back frm lunchie.. went to eat macdonald with my ai ren huiyu.. yar.. so now eat liao i feel like slpin leh.. damn tired..
i'm real tired of wrking.. realie veryvery tired.. cant wait to get out of tis place leh.. todae like suddenli alot of pple remembered mi.. raymond called to remind mi of our date tis thursdae.. thn dennis aso sms mi.. to let mi know he passed his tp.. well.. glad for him loh.. haizz.. wonder i can anot.. i aso wan pass the first time round.. i dun haf much cash to spare.. well.. last sundae, i went for my first circuit.. i actualie feel i not tat bad leh.. i mean i prefer the circuit beta thn on the road loh.. ermm.. i realie hope by 18th may i will not cock tings up.. hehe..
and yar.. qian has already resigned.. her last dae will be i tink 3rd march.. thn huiyu aso has prepared her resignation letter.. she will tendered her resignation on the 13th.. fridae the 13th.. haizz.. so if nth goes wrong.. her last dae will be the end of the mth..haizz.. if by thn my ai ren leaves liao.. i aso duno how.. it'll realie be lonely for mi.. and thou we are realie realie close now lah.. but thn deep dwn we both knw once we leave sei woo rite.. we will never be the same again loh.. its like it will never be the same again.. all we haf is the memories..
but thn yar.. i am realie keen to tender my resignation on the end of the mth.. i duno whether i can survive with the cash on hand, i dun tink its alot aniwae.. maybe juz pass the 1k mark.. but thn hopefulli can last mi till i pass my stupid driving, and aso hope i can find a part time like huiyu.. but thn the part time she havin now is on the wkends de leh.. if i start wrkin on the wkend, thn i will not haf time for my deardear liao.. haizz.. but thn i realie hate the life i'm leadin now.. i realie hope tis will not last.. and its like i'm still young.. if i dun be decisive now, and i kept draggin, thn wait till i old liao thn wan chiong meh.. impossible de rite..
i've given tots on studyin.. i've not discuss it with mum.. maybe taking a diploma in earli childhood, or maybe a part-time degree in ntu/nus.. or maybe can go SIM.. or i can wait till he ORD liao, thn plan abit, thn go overseas study with him.. yar.. all now still tokin on paper.. actualie not even paper ah.. tokin in the air onli.. hehe..
haizz.. xiang at home now.. todae he actualie can booked out earli.. in fact damn earli.. like 10 in the morning.. tis wkend v dae leh.. but thn we like abit no plans yet.. ermm.. aso not sae no plans lah.. i is tinkin on tat dae.. each person get 10bucks thn go buy a gift for each other.. thn haf to tink of a theme so noones play cheat.. ermm.. i still tinkin of mine leh.. hehe.. actualie i find it pretty silly.. but thn aso quite sweet loh.. thn at nite tinking of go camping.. but thn sat leh.. i comfirm is veryvery tired de.. still go campin comfirm die till very nan kan de.. haizz.. by thn see how ba.. hehe.. now time is 2.16pm.. so i took bout an hour to write tis..
nemind nemind.. take care pple~*~*

Juz reach home.. Feeling quite pissed actualie.. after wrk, i left the office at 5.35 like tat.. coz i meetin him,. so i make the effort to leave the office earli.. thn meet him at hougang, thn frm hougang went to seng kang.. actualie i wan go seng kang is coz i wanted to go see the comic.. recently got these series i like alot.. its call mong huan you xi.. like it alot.. thn tamp tat comic connection selling at 50%.. coz tat comic tat brand closed dwn liao.. so actualie its like quite hard to find the complete set, so now sellin cheap.. but thn seng kang ther no half price leh.. so disappointed.. nemind lah.. find one dae go back tamp ther buy.. hope noone buy..
thn go walk ard.. thn i saw tis pair of shoes i like alotalotalot.. its a pair of flats. it actualie look nice loh.. and its like ermm.. duno lah.. but thn he dun let mi buy. he sae recently i bought alot of shoes liao.. but thn wher got.. the last pair i bought is at the genting ther.. and the 2nd time i wear it, he actualie step on the back of the shoe, thn the side like tore loh.. its still can wear lah.. but thn haizz.. duno how to sae lah.. abit spoil spoil liao.. so i attitude him all the wae home.. didnt even sae bye, no hug no nth..
nxt time go shopin realie cant go with him.. last time shopin was one of my fav past time with yk.. can never recall whn did yk ever stopped mi frm buyin stuff.. he onli will acc mi go see, thn let mi buy.. duno loh.. angry ah.. nxt time dun wan go shopin with xiang liao.. shopin with bf n frewns is realie a diff feeling de loh.. coz ermm.. well.. i duno how to sae lah.. haizz..

Fed liao.. ermmm.. well.. todae went in jb.. benben bought PS2.. hehe..actualie aso not bad lah.. tink i will aso play.. thn can spend more time at home.. aniwae, tis weekend ermm.. still not bad lah.. but thn i now is yearning to go shopin de.. coz pay juz came out.. yar..
miss my xiang leh.. didnt see him todae.. in fact last nite i aso attitude him.. coz of a tissue box.. so on sat, went to jere hse.. actualie i didnt realie enjoy myself.. so we left earli.. i tink its pretty bad on my side.. coz its obvious tat i'm not too happie, thn i sort of attitude thn i left loh.. actualie wan see show with him.. but thn tired lah.. scare will fall aslp in the cinema, so we went to chagni beach loh.. thn we sit on the bench, thn i lie on his lap, thn i lie lie thn i fall aslp.. i aso duno i slp how long, thn till i finally wake up thn he sent mi to my granny hse liao..
sat nite stay my granny hsey coz sundae they goin to jurong lah.. to my xiao yi po hse loh.. so might as well stay ther if not i sure cannot get up thn lazy to go over liao.. yar.. so i went ther, by late noon thn go back pasir ris.. thn i reach pasir ris first ting i fall aslp. real tired lah.. thn by the time i wakie, thn i dinner thn i go tamp meet him liao loh.. thn we see a show.. thn after tat went to sum reservior, thn slack till 3am thn go back.. thn went to serangoon ther eat prata, thn by the time i reac hhm aso ard 4am liao.. after the prata, got tis stupid tissue boz, which i reminded him to remember throw awae, thn he throw it at mi ask mi throw.. thn i angry.. thn i attitude him all the wae back to my hse.. i didnt tok to him, didnt look at him.. even whn i reach home, i knw he dwnstairs.. thn i didnt even pull over the curtain to wave at him.. actualie i took a peep loh.. i knw he still purposely walk back so he could see my window.. but thn i is bu shuang loh.. yar.. thn tis morn rushing to go jb mah.. so i onli manage to send him an sms tell him i wakie liao.. tats all..
so actalie now i kinda miss my deardear leh.. he now with heagen at kbox singing ktv leh.. yar.. like tat loh.. actualie yae.. miss him loh.. but thn ...
yest bought tis comic.. in fact is tat dae at his hsey he show mi tis anime, thn i quite like it leh.. so been hunting for tis comic.. but thn is turned out tat the taiwan publisher,'daren' actualei closed dwn liao.. thn tis series of comic rite, in total got 18 books.. thn the first 2 books cannot find leh.. so i bought 3-6.. thn i read finish liao.. nice leh.. so i wan to cont buy.. tamo ther selling half price leh.. i tink they tryin to clear stocks loh.. but thn they onli got till 17.. no 18 which is the last book.. haizz.. hope i can find the whole set!!
kae.. loggin off liao.. see if tat idoit got sms mi or aniting.. or he realie still playin his head off..