Cottage by the River

Todae is the 10th Feb, 1.18pm.. i in the office, juz came back frm lunchie.. went to eat macdonald with my ai ren huiyu.. yar.. so now eat liao i feel like slpin leh.. damn tired..
i'm real tired of wrking.. realie veryvery tired.. cant wait to get out of tis place leh.. todae like suddenli alot of pple remembered mi.. raymond called to remind mi of our date tis thursdae.. thn dennis aso sms mi.. to let mi know he passed his tp.. well.. glad for him loh.. haizz.. wonder i can anot.. i aso wan pass the first time round.. i dun haf much cash to spare.. well.. last sundae, i went for my first circuit.. i actualie feel i not tat bad leh.. i mean i prefer the circuit beta thn on the road loh.. ermm.. i realie hope by 18th may i will not cock tings up.. hehe..
and yar.. qian has already resigned.. her last dae will be i tink 3rd march.. thn huiyu aso has prepared her resignation letter.. she will tendered her resignation on the 13th.. fridae the 13th.. haizz.. so if nth goes wrong.. her last dae will be the end of the mth..haizz.. if by thn my ai ren leaves liao.. i aso duno how.. it'll realie be lonely for mi.. and thou we are realie realie close now lah.. but thn deep dwn we both knw once we leave sei woo rite.. we will never be the same again loh.. its like it will never be the same again.. all we haf is the memories..
but thn yar.. i am realie keen to tender my resignation on the end of the mth.. i duno whether i can survive with the cash on hand, i dun tink its alot aniwae.. maybe juz pass the 1k mark.. but thn hopefulli can last mi till i pass my stupid driving, and aso hope i can find a part time like huiyu.. but thn the part time she havin now is on the wkends de leh.. if i start wrkin on the wkend, thn i will not haf time for my deardear liao.. haizz.. but thn i realie hate the life i'm leadin now.. i realie hope tis will not last.. and its like i'm still young.. if i dun be decisive now, and i kept draggin, thn wait till i old liao thn wan chiong meh.. impossible de rite..
i've given tots on studyin.. i've not discuss it with mum.. maybe taking a diploma in earli childhood, or maybe a part-time degree in ntu/nus.. or maybe can go SIM.. or i can wait till he ORD liao, thn plan abit, thn go overseas study with him.. yar.. all now still tokin on paper.. actualie not even paper ah.. tokin in the air onli.. hehe..
haizz.. xiang at home now.. todae he actualie can booked out earli.. in fact damn earli.. like 10 in the morning.. tis wkend v dae leh.. but thn we like abit no plans yet.. ermm.. aso not sae no plans lah.. i is tinkin on tat dae.. each person get 10bucks thn go buy a gift for each other.. thn haf to tink of a theme so noones play cheat.. ermm.. i still tinkin of mine leh.. hehe.. actualie i find it pretty silly.. but thn aso quite sweet loh.. thn at nite tinking of go camping.. but thn sat leh.. i comfirm is veryvery tired de.. still go campin comfirm die till very nan kan de.. haizz.. by thn see how ba.. hehe.. now time is 2.16pm.. so i took bout an hour to write tis..
nemind nemind.. take care pple~*~*