Cottage by the River

Dear Blog,

Didnt realie haf time to update this for quite sum time. So here am I, tryin to get a few lines in.. Actualie the time now is 3.10pm.. So I guess it will be more thn a few lines.. hehe~* yar.. overall, todae is an okie dae in the office.. my mood still okie.. not too good, and not too bad..

just had abit of arguement with xiang.. Actualie aso not arguement lah, coz didnt even hear his voice.. its just over the sms.. duno wat he wan aso.. i mean i just told him i'm feelin tired.. got that teeny weeny tinny feelin tat i dun wish to go to the poly dinner at scotts todae. thn he actualie sms mi tell mi to make my decision quick and he ended the sms with a Thanks!. this makes mi abit pissed loh.. i mean we haf to be so damn polite to each other meh?? thn i told him i dun like the wae his sms are.. so cold and unfeelin.. thn he replied bac said he dun wan his frewns to be back-up.. like coz he not too sure whether his mtin mi anot.. thn he cant comfirm with his frewns if his mtin thm.. well.. for this i understand.. but thn the wae he said it its like damn polite, damn unfeeling and i simply dislike it. so i replied bac sae nemind loh.. i go or dun go tonite aso my prob. final statement is i not mtin him tonite. so it doenst matter to him if i were goin or not..

well.. todae 22nd liao.. in bout a mth time, will be my bdae tingy liao.. hope all the invited ones will cum.. actualie i aso realie send out the sms to pple to start invitin thm.. last evenin i smsed my sec/pri sch frewns.. actualie quite happie loh.. a few of thm readily agreed to cum, and even offered to help out.. but thn tats the minor.. majority of thm haf not replied.. haizz.. i mean to organsized such stuff needs lotza effort.. i cant be chaing eveione for it. for those who didnt replied and all thn suan le.. i will not waste precious time n effort on these pple de..

so my poly frewn more or less they all knw liao.. colleauges i see thm everydae, so they aso not a prob.. left those frewns.. intend to send the smses over the wkend de.. but thn in the end aso didnt.. nemind.. maybe i will effort abit more, and send it out tis evenin..

feelin damn tired. actualie recentli i felt so damn tired.. i wonder if i am sick or sumting.. realie tink i need plenty of rest.. last sat he came pick mi up frm wrk.. thn i went to his palce and i slpt till ard 5pm.. thn wake up liao aso didnt do aniting thn went home liao.. thn ard 12am i went to bed liao.. so actualie i slept alot mah.. but thn sundae morn he woke mi up at 7plus.. coz he need to make a trip home first.. thn frm thn i wakie till 9plus, he buys mi breakfast thn ard 11 i went bac to slp till 1plus i wakie go bath thn drivin.. but thn i realie dun understand why i still so tired..

feelin like resignin here, thn start all over again. got the feelin tat job is not hard to find now.. so i tink its realie worth a try to get out of here, and start all voer again.. actualie plan to tender in aug.. but thn tink might make it in 1st july.. realie tired liao..

didnt realie write for the past hour or so.. went up to find my Miii and we tok awhile.. well.. the time now is 5.43pm.. time to go bac liao.. and i aso leavin soon liao. but thn nw i duno shld i go home?? or shld i go mt emi they all.. actualie i'm rather lazy, and would realie prefer to go home.. but thn haizz.. already promised the gers i'll be goin dwn liao.. scare they will be angry leh.. howhow?? nemind, let mi tinktink first..