Friday, October 29, 2004

Dear Blog,
Todae is my last dae in the office.. now is onli 9plus, but thn i feelin damn bored.. coz i already got no wrk todae.. how am i goin to last till like 6pm todae?? haizz.. realie hafta REN REn Ren ren!!!
hehe~* now after lunchie liao.. and its 2plus liao.. goin to be 3pm soon.. so ermm 3 hour more to go.. todae haf lunchie at jalan malu malu again.. todae's lunch is compliments by Mr Daniel Woo.. haizz.. the first time i contact him, his not even in my company, his one of the director of Amould Singapore. When fred threw mi to laise with him, i was sooo scare.. hehe~* but thn ever since he came over, bout 5mths ago, i'm realie glad tat fred threw mi to him last year.. coz like tat its like even easier to wrk with him here in sei woo.. coz i am among one of the few who realie know him.. haizz.. time flies.. still remember reade tan, his man, who made mi cry.. i can still remember i was sitin at the bus stop outside my company during lunch, cryin my heart and soul out to xiang.. complaning bout reade, whose my vendor, he actualei scolded mi.. hehe~* tat was even b4 mi and xiang was together..
pple i am goin to miss.. Telian pple.. Jenny jang, mr choi, mr woon.. and of coz mr s.w. kang, who has already left Telian.. thou they are far awae in korea, but thn ermm.. wrkin with thm is one of the biggest accomplishment i ever had.. thanks for fred, who gave mi the chance, to handle them independtly.. its definately not easy, to overcum the language barrier, and aso all the technical stuff tat was so new to mi..
and my V400 project, tat mr lim kok chuan, who has aso left motorola.. he actualie made mi call him everidae, to update him on the progress of my tool.. those were hard times, but thn haizz.. i still missed those daes..
V180.. this is my prized project.. i kicked it off single-handedly with fred.. mr h.s. chia, steven lee, and ermm.. one more guy, bt i cant remember his name.. start with R de.. rex ah.. Rex wat i cnat remember.. its aso coz this project, Fred brought mi to Motorola Singapore to meet them, sit dwn and discuss with them.. tat was like ermm.. i felt so ermm.. good u knw.. haizz.. i was the onli female in the meetin room, they later told mi my presence is neccssary, coz i knw the project inside out, even beta thn Fred or Norman, and aso a lady presence can cool the atmosphere.. so i earn alot, realie alot frm this project.. thou this project, i have handed it dwn to Terence, but thn haizz.. i will still be lookin forward to the V180 out in the market..
Razor.. oopz.. shld be RazR V3.. hehe~* this is another blood and soul project by mi and Fred.. its already in the market, the IN HP tis year.. tis project, is aso one tough project.. coz mi and fred started this project under the table.. w/o approvals, or aniting frm the managment.. its aso frm this project, i realie got to becum frewns with Mr NT Goh frm Watsons, and Daniel Woo, who was still in Amould back then.. tis project started together with the V180.. those were the daes tat i actualie need to stay in the office till like 8plus to finished up my stuff de.. haizz.. now all the repeat tools is goin to jas.. bu she de, but wat can i sae..
and other small small projectis with fred, and his bigbig V600/V300 and V500.. which is left over frm the previous ger.. thn i was transfered to Raymond...
alot of not so significant de projects along the wae, and the nxt big ting is GRASSYKEY.. which is one of the last poject that i took on.. and aso the 1st one i took up with Raymond.. this is the first time i touched on keypad.. and aso they first time i did sooo many modifications to a part.. this project was during my bdae.. i even had to stay in the office till 11pm, and raymond send mi home in his BMW convertable.. hehe~* stayin back on the sat till 3pm, wher i didnt haf time to check in the chalet for my bdae.. leave was denied for my bdae, coz of tis project.. i duno whether tis project will be out in singapore anot.. bt thn its realie not easy.. haizz.. tryin to adapt to raymond's wrkin style, flextronics's inexperience, causing alot of impossible dateline to meet, and aso motorola's demanding request.. this is realie not easy, but thn i still did it.. tis project, thou cumin to a close, but its still not over.. this will be one i will be passin it over to jas.. thou unwillingly, but i dun haf the choice..
Qualcomm, this is a company passed dwn to mi by huiyu.. i took over all her old project.. and on top of tat, in july, i aso started a new one call slingshot.. tis project, will be the first project i did with mr wee, the new project manager, and aso A-jin Engineering, a keypad vendor in Korea.. haizz.. this project, coz of mr wee, i learnt alot of technical stuff tat noone ever had the time to slow time and teach mi.. his patience, never hintin tat i was stupid or wat.. its realie nice wrkin with him.. reliable and can depend on him.. so tis project proceed on veri smoothly.. all coz of him.. whnever aniting screwed up, he will handle is calmly and tactfulli.. tis is realie one ting tat i till now didnt master.. so i guess tis cums with experience ever the years, and will be one ting, i realie hope, i will master one dae..
and aso cannot forget the china pple.. in tianjin and suzhou.. fuxin, whom i finally got the chance to see him b4 i go, coz he was in singapore a couple of weeks back.. and aso wangxia and haijuan.. and aso not forgettin caixia, who is b4 wangxia.. and aso those frm suzhou, dongjin and angel.. last time still got yuyang.. haizz.. all so unforgettable.. whn suzhou havin power failure, i even haf to call them whn they are havin their holidaes, forcing them to go back to the plant to help mi do stuff.. tis is all coz of the grassykey.. but thn haizz.. coz if the grassykey, it realie brought mi closer to them.. guess i will realie relaie miss them..
write till now.. can u feel wat i am feelin.. its not possible to summarised my tis 1year plus in an update.. but thn, tis is the best i could express it out in words.. tis is a veri veir long entry.. but thn ermm.. imagine years dwn the road, when i read it, it will sure brin back alot of memories..
pple tat i have met here, esp huiyu.. is realie treasure tat i have found here.. haizz.. how?? i realie belong here.. to survive one year here is realie not easy.. i am already among the top employees here liao.. its realie the sense of belongin loh.. coz i am the youngest here, and i am by nature damn talkative and loud.. so i made alot of frewns everiwher.. be it thouse already left, or still here.. Mr Te lah, Sherry, Miaofang, Tracy, Xiaowen, Siling, Jas, Fred, and aso not forgetin my ah ger, Huiyu.. tat dae i was clearin my emails, i was still tellin huiyu,' tian, mei you bu san zhi yan xi..' and finally, the dae cum.. will i cry later?? i got no idea.. I still purposely dun put on mascarra todae, just in case i realie cry.. haizz.. mixed feelin.. Guess by Mondae, it will cum on Full force to mi liao..

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Dear Blog,
tml is my last dae in the office.. in Sei Woo Polymer Technologies Pte Ltd.. so used to type out the company name liao.. duno how to discribe the feelins.. veri mixed feelins.. actualie i feelin quite sad aso.. funnie rite, at first i dyin to go, thn finalli tml is the dae, but thn i already start to bu she de liao..
actualie todae in the office, i already start to got nth to do liao. so sian.. haiz..but heng, with support frm peishan and esther, and sum other kind souls out ther, i finally endure till 6pm.. which is now.. hehe~*
and realie thank everione here.. fred and mr wee, who still email mi their best wishes, coz they took the flight to china last nite.. haizz.. the first regret i haf here is i didnt haf the chance to bid fred goodbye.. coz i didnt knw he goin to china last nite.. haizz.. and thanks for all the lunches.. michael oon, ivan, sharon, jas, siling.. and ben, fred, and all others who bought mi lunches the entire week..
finally tml is the dae.. aos duno should be hapie or sad.. maybe i shld call huiyu and ask her.. ask how is she feelin back thn, on the 15th july.. i tink onli she, knws hw am i feelin now..
i will continue tml..

Friday, October 22, 2004

Dear Blog,
I am now in the office.. did i actualie tell u tat i resigned? A week frm todae, will be my last dae.. yesterdae i took MC to go for an interview at novena.. the place seemed alrite, its a korean company. the population in it seems small.. but thn pple still looks alrite.. the pay is slightly lower thn i expected, but still higher thn wat i getin now.. so ermm.. mai hiam lah.. hehe~*
xiang aso resigned liao, todae his last dae.. he startin his new job nxt tuesdae.. the new job, is payin him damn high loh, for a fresh grad.. hehe~* at tis rate we both are goin.. tink our dream home will not be tooooo far awae liao.. he told mi last nite he will wrk hard, and will provide for both of us de.. hehe~* sae sae onli but thn i aso hapie lah..
haizz.. rite now, i feelin damn sian.. why still got one more week?? why cant todae be the last dae?? so sian.. realie hate it here.. and thou todae fridae, but tml still haf to go wrk tat part time job.. haizz.. how how?? realie tired.. but for the sake of money, i haf to tahan.. tis is goin to be the last wkend.. after tis week, in fact it shld be after nxt wk, i will be relieve frm all evils.. haha.. sae till like tat..
thn the impt ting is to get my comp up and running again.. and to apply for cable.. haizz.. tink i became damn not IT savvy liao. hard to actualie even believe i actualei grad frm IFC hor.. such a disgrace like tat.. yest mc, i meet huiyu.. thn i saw her lect notes.. her stuff seemed soooo hard leh.. haizz.. now is she see mi good, i see her good.. but thn haizz.. i still miss the sch daes.. but thn its all over, and it will never never never ever cum back again.. but thn cum to tink bout it, my poly daes was aso not tat happie.. sec sch still the best~*!!
aniwae, i am collectin the macdonald's hello kitty leh. i actualie find it so damn cute.. so if anione happen to eat macdonald, pls gimi a call, and help mi buy a kitty kaekae.. i wan to collect the entire collection.. hehe~* but tats goin to be damn fattenin.. yar, and i decided to go sing up for sum programmes after i resign.. maybe yoga, pilates or arobics.. after i end my wrk, i will go dwn and sign up.. hehe~* hopefully its of use loh.. haizz.. i realie need to lose sum weight all ard mi. i can seriously feel a big change in my body.. too much FATS liao ah.. realie realie.. haizz.. i see myself i aso feel so sad ah. i must realei do sumting bout it..
aniwae, after i end my wrk here.. for the time being, i will hang on to my p/t job.. cant let go ah.. and xiang actualie found a beta paid job.. so he can aso help mi out here and ther.. recently keep getin into stupid arguements with him.. haizz.. hw can i ctrl myself frm being so unreasonable leh.. xin ah xin.. u knw u like him de.. but thn why do i like behaves till like i so not treasure this relationship like tat.. funnie hor..
haizz.. cant wait to get out of this place.. I WAN TO LEAVE THIS PLACE!!!!*~~~***~~~!!!!!!
*shit lah.. finaly wait till 6pm liao.. but thn call xiang but cant get tru his line.. IDIOT..*

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Dear Blog,

nw sundae, at xiang's hse.. yesterdae earli in the morn went to wrk.. at huiyu intro tat job.. thn earli in the morn wakie, thn went to woodlands.. actualie frm my hse go woodlands, its not as far as i tot.. but thn lah, i haf to sae i dun realie like tat job as much loh.. in fact i already tinkin of givin it up.. my supervisor is a malay lady.. and i tink she's not exactly my idea of a nice lady.. the other stuff ther are all the ang mos.. so they are damn frewnly.. even whn u passed thm sum stuff, they will go like thanking u damn enthuly like tat.. so scarie.. hard to keep up with their enthuness.. but thn wat i scare most is the answerin phone call part.. i scare whn pple call thn i duno hw to answer.. but thn aso cannot stop pple frm callin.. haizz.. but thn no matter wat, i will continue till i find my new full time job de..

so yesterdae, after tat i rushed dwn to pasir ris for xw and mc's bdae party.. actualie ermm.. i tink its a great idea to combine the 2 bdaes together.. xw haf the bbq cathering, and mao have the buffet cathering.. so in the end they like got everyting at the minimum cost.. and coz both frm the same coz, alot of common frewns loh.. so its like ermm.. not bad lah.. but thn i cant help but feel the turn out rate pretty poor.. i tink even mine like got more pple cumin liek tat.. aniwae, actualie i wanted to stay.. but thn i am realie toooo tired liao. after a long dae at wrk.. frm 8.30am to 5.30pm.. and maybe coz its my first dae, so i more tense.. so i got damn drained off after long dae.. so went to xiang's hse, and he sent mi home..

actualie aso not he sent mi home lah.. more of i sent myself home.. hehe~* coz i drove back home. the whole journey home, i onli go at ard 40km/hr.. the max i reached is 60km/hr.. but thn is like 1plus at nite.. so noone realie mind lah.. hehe~* but thn i feel GREAT~*

todae is 10th oct.. serene and yunjia's bdae.. i called thm up last nite to wish thm a happie bdae.. serene got a party todae, sumwher near my hse.. but thn i didnt go.. coz i tink i will not knw much pple ther.. so no point lah. and junjia.. hehe~* a guy picked up the phone, and sae she's in USA now studying.. hehe~* tis is realie sumting i didnt expect loh.. hehe~* my garfeild in USA studying wor.. hehe..

okie.. goin to end liao.. tis evenin goin to my granny hse.. shihao's bdae party.. bought him a railwae set, hope he likes it.. and i tink huili is in hospital.. food poisoning i tink.. didnt hear frm her since mornin... hope she's fine lah~*

Friday, October 08, 2004

Dear Blog,
its mi again.. hehe~* of coz is mi lah.. if not who else can it be rite..
G O O D N E W S
I passed my driving leh.. hehe~*~*and I passed it with an outstand results of onli 12points.. and my instructor told mi actualie his pretty worried bou mi, coz my tester is one of the most nasty one, who seldom pass pple unless they are damn good. cum on loh, tis is my 3rd try, and i haf put in soooo much money and effort into it, how to be no good rite?? hehe~* but thn no matter wat, i still feel damn happie.. but thn xiang haven buy mi my triangle plate yet.. i'm waiting.......
yar.. and todae is xiang's first dae of wrk.. duno hw izzit liao.. hehe~* so just nice lah.. whn i get my last pay slip, he he will aso recieved his pay liao.. thou tis is not the company of his choice, but well, nth is perfect in life rite?? so nemind lah.. and i aso found a part time job.. its at woodlands. under recommandation of huiyu.. its the same as wat she's doin.. the pay is good, and i onli need to wrk on everi sat. so i tink its kinda worth it loh.. so at least i will have a sum of money cumin in till i find my full time job.. hehe~*
wat else.. eermmm.. recentli kinda miss my old frewns.. so i tink after i resigned, i will need to find time to meet thm up for dinner..
7pm liao.. i goin home now liao.. meetin xiang for dinner.. he sure alot of complain de.. first dae at wrk.. hehe~* but he first dae of wrk actualie OT 1hr.. damn horrible like tat.. and OT no pay leh.. so its like not worth it loh.. coz OT no xtra money de.. haizz..

Monday, October 04, 2004

Dear Blog,
I am in the office now.. official wrkin hours is till 6pm.. todae goin to my colleauge's dad's funeral at hougang.. last firdae i have just been to a weddin dinner, my big boss 2nd son, my boss 2nd brother.. ermm.. damn grand loh..

tat nite ah.. after i reach ther, i was kinda glad tat at least i was not seriously under dress like sum.. the pple ther all turned out in buz suit (for the guys) and those long silky gowns for the gers... heng i was at least in a white dress, which dun look veri casual, and a pink shawl.. so at least its sumting.. veri grand loh.. they actualie exchange their vows thn.. and the video clips, everiting was veri sweet..
okie, time to report the dishes.. plase note tat the place is damn class, they actualie show you the dish, and thn they will divide it out into plates and place it rite infront of u..)
suckling pig ( coz they actualei serve u, everione got 2 pcs onli..)
sharkfins with lobster meat ( tis is damn nice. u can realie see and eat the bigbig pc of lobster meat)
scallops with cellery ( 2pcs scallops, 2pcs cellery)
ablone with dun owat mushroom and vege (a slice each)
Prawns (2 each.. its cooked in sum herbal stuff. damn nice.)
chicken ( 2-3pcs )
Steam red goupa (quite a big pcs each)
steam glutinous Rice (1pac each)
and desert loh.. sum cold mango sago.. ( i didnt get to eat it coz i left earli.. but heard and sounds damn nice loh..)
okie. heard frm them, tis is a 900plus plus table.. ermm. the standard of food is high, thou serving damn SMALL>.. and i was hungry after tat.. coz u can realie count hw much food u eat.. like u knw, 2pc piggy, 2 prawns tat sort of ting.. hehe.
Xiang spend the whole weekend at my hse.. ermm.. a nice feelin.. he came to my hse at ard 2am on firdae nite, and has been by my side till i fall aslp last nite.. feel quite sweet lah.. eat creakfast together lah, go dinner together lah.. hehe. aniwae, recently the weather pretty weird, raining while ther's bigbig sun.. realie dun understand the weather..
wed i takin half dae leave.. i got the drivin lesson at 3pm. thn thursdae is my big dae again.. haizz.. 3rd time liao. hopefully can pass. i realie cannot afford to fail liao.. no money to take.. hehe~* but thn ermm.. i tink my skills wise pretty lousy. its like i am not confident like tat..
i am dwn counting to the dae i can leave tis place liao.. hope tat my daes here can FLY.. cant wait to leave. and i realie thank ALL of my frewns. damn supportive.. huiyu found mi a p/t job.. maybe tis sat can start liao.. and dennis was like aso tryin to intro mi to his company.. but thn at clementi.. so tat i realie got to tinktink.. dist too far lah.. hehe~*
I WAN GO BACK AH~* why they soooo slow leh.. haizz.. end here first.. 6.30pm liao.. but thn raymond, my small boss tokin to jas.. so tink its goin to drag........ HelPP..