Cottage by the River

Dear Bloggie,

Just reached home.

Went to club momo last nite with Emi, Mao, Aaron, Clement, and 2 of Mao's frewn. Left around 1am, then head down to Bras Brasah for supper.

He smsed me asking me what time I will be leaving, then I told him I already left and is going to have supper now.

He asked me if I wants to go over, coz yesterday morning when he sent me back, I did told him I would want to go over again last night. So in the end, he came. And I hardly finished my food, and I hurriedly left with him...

This morning on the way back home, which was like in the car-ride just now, he told me that he would prefer me to go get a new boyfrewn. Much was said, but i guess i really dont want to go tru it again.

Heart-broken.

Just when I thought there will be a chance, but its shattered again.

I can only blame myself for not treasuring him in the past.

I really love him.

But after all he said, I guess there's only 1 last thing I could do.

I have to burry him deep dwn in my heart, and move on.

Having a terrible headache now. Drink a little last night. Coz I kept losing to Mao's frewn in the 5-10 game. I guess I must have drink at least half a jug. And plus the lack of sleep, and the conversation we had this morning... I'm feeling terrible now.

Okie, I shall go catch a little sleep first. Will update again when I wake up.

Nites.