Cottage by the River

Dear Bloggie,

Depress.

Think I'm going through pms.

Nothing seemed to be going on well at work and feelings.

I am feeling the "all-time-stress" again at work. I by-pass my boss and went straight to my big boss for help. Hoping to get a short-cut solution, but nope, I've got a more tedious solution instead.

Dateline is getting closer, thus I getting more anxious.

I want an escape route.

I know when facing failure, the last thing you should do is to run and hide away.

But easier said then done.

Me and xiang, I got no idea where are we heading to.

Absolutely no idea.

And bad things never comes alone.

My V3 suddenly decide to give up on me yesterday.

Its suddenly went blank, and could not be on back. I had it for only a year, its a xmas gift from him on 2005. Just past warrently, and I guess its not worth it to send for repair.

I'll need to buy a new hp today.

Sorry to those who are worried about me. I'm not fine, but I dont want to talk about it.

I am confused as I can be right now, I dont want any advise, I dont want to get hurt unneccssary again by any of your unthoughtful words, I dont want sympathy that makes me feels so pitiful. =)

Thats all.

Hope the rest of my 2007, will not be like the beginning of the year.