Cottage by the River

Dear Bloggie,

Office went through one round of retrenchment today...

So scary... -_-

Thou my VP has already told us that our department went away unscattered this time round, but through the vines spreading through who recieved the letter and whose packing, it sparkle off a moment of fear in me.

Its not the fear of losing my job, its just that I think if I got retrenched... Its my pride which cant take it.

Anyway, had a heated discussion with Bestie. Totally not worth my time to argue over him...

This is a flaw in me, and I seriously need to change it. Next time, even when I see things that I cannot take it, I should also keep quiet and not voice it out and upset everyone. Why make things so awkward for all... I should learn how to control my emotions better and to keep my mouth shut.

Now I risk falling out with my Bestie and on the verge of losing a friend.

Anyway... Xiang sms me earlier on. Told me he finished his exams and asked if I wanted dinner tonight.

Nah, I politely decline the dinner offer.

Not that I have prior arrangements to DF... But its more of, I'm not ready to face him yet. Lingering feelings, maybe. But well... I guess its totally meaningless. What does he want from me now? To flaunt his new-found Love infront of me? Nah, don't think his that evil... So maybe simply to catch up and see how much weight I've gain? Haha, maybe.

I'm still pretty cool about the entire thing... No worries. Right now, I'm much more affected by Bestie and friend.

Argh...

5 mins to 5pm, and I'm all ready to embrace the weekend... Have a good one pple. =)