Cottage by the River

Dear Bloggie,

A brand new week…

Ermm… Many items that I want to update, so let this be a long long random list.

[1] Celebrated Neighbor and AS’s Birthday last Saturday. Plenty of photos in my camera which I’ll try upload it up in Facebook and Bloggie by this week. Despite the rainy weather, the turnout was good. Waraku did not disappoint; the food is good. And with the Sakae Sushi which I had for Lunch with TT and JS, I fully satisfied my Japanese Food craving… That makes me a Happy Girl. =)

Unlike the last few Birthday celebration (everyone left right after meal), everyone adjourned to TCC where we carry on with more camera-whoring, more merry talk, more drinks and a super ‘je-lak’ Birthday Cake. TCC turned us out after their closing hours; we proceed to Helipad @ Central. My first visit there… Not my cup of tea thou, too many Caucasians and the music just doesn’t seem right for me. =) I left around 1.30am, while the party continued to Zicca @ Clarke Quay. (Did I get the spelling right?)

IMPT: While waiting for the girls (they are in the toilet) outside Helipad, Neighbor and AS commented that I look prettier!! =p Neighbor kept playing with my hair and said its the hair... But come on, I have the same exact hair style since I knew him 9 years ago... Keke. But nevertheless, that makes me a Very Happy Girl! =)

[2] CW and QH drop by to pick me up at Clarke Quay; went for a late night supper at Siglap. More talks and laughter follows… And oh, photos too… I’ll get that uploaded up soon. And we left the place at… 3.30am. Reached home at 4am, and still filled to the brim with Happiness with Friends, I could not get to sleep.

[3] With barely 4hours of sleep, I got a meeting with SC (my Lecturer for my Uni Graduating Module) for a small project. Not going into details here… =)

[4] Head down to the East, for NATAS with QH and CW. Uncle Nel said he saw me and waved madly in front of me, but I’m on the ‘/ignore’ mode. I told him I’m toooo focused trying to get to NATAS. =p We did not buy any package, as prices for August wasn’t out yet. But we gathered plenty information… I’ll start planning for the trip soon.

[5] This is very miscellaneous, but I got to jot it down. Dinner was at Soup Restaurant @ Airport after the NATAS… I LOVE the 莲藕汤! Someone please bring me to Soup Restaurant soon… Please…

[6] Going for a short Road Trip to Genting with QH, CW, Fried Rice and QH’s Poly friends this coming weekend. I feel very extra, but CW is very enthusiastic with the invite…

[7] With the NATAS visit, we are contemplating with the plan for another short trip for QH’s birthday later this month.

[8] Office just went through a round of retrenchment last Friday… I escaped. But I have no idea how many of my colleagues was let go; I was busy for the entire afternoon with a net meeting (that I can’t even go to the toilet) that I didn’t have time to scout around… Times, are really bad.

Okie… done with all the more routine updates about my day-to-day schedule, now come the part on my emotional well-bring.

[9] Soulfly… sms me on Sunday. I seriously got no idea what’s wrong with him… For the past few months, he kept trying to befriend me again. I was polite initially giving him generic replies on my well-being, nothing too personal. But this does not satisfy his appetite, so as it gets a little on my nerves. I have told him bluntly that there is no way we could be friends (at least for now), so if he still cares of me then please leave me alone. And… I totally stop replying his sms. But apparently, he is just not giving up. Just past weekend, he sent me a sms… He said should I want any getting back together, communication is the first step in achieving in.

I did not reply at all. This is a very misleading statement.

Guys… I really got no idea what are they thinking. But Thank God I am too occupied with matters with Grouchy Bear, hence minimum impact here for now. There might really be lingering feelings for Soulfly, hence I’m not able to befriend him. I mean, who wouldn’t? I seriously am in Love with him, and we are together for 5 years and there are even discussions on marriage. But the lingering feeling is slightly different now, Love turned to Hatred, Hatred has turned to Hurt.

[10] Grouchy Bear… No comments. While I am still agonizing over matters, his still leading his life like nothing has happened. That is of course, as I am the one here thinking and executing matters but have not keep him informed and updated at all.

That’s all I have now… Let’s pray hard for a good week ahead.