Cottage by the River

Dear Bloggie,

I... cannot sleep.

Too many thoughts running through my head now.

Memories of the past are coming back to haunt me. I told myself, never never never to do it again, but somehow I got complacent and I did it again. Thou history has not repeated and might never repeat, but the thought of me putting my guards down like this scares me big time.

Xin... let there be no next time.