Cottage by the River

Dear Bloggie,

A rainy day... I never like rainy day as it is cold and wet. With my 怕冷-ness, I seriously don't do well in cold weather.

While waiting for DT to pick me up for work this morning, I was at home watching the Japanese Drama - Mr. Brain. My cell beep; I thought its DT telling me he reached... But nah.

Soulfly: Do wear more. Raining cold. Coincidence just last night I spent quite a lot of time looking thru our old photos. Today saw your ex company logo on road then now rain.

Ermm.. I didn't reply. He always say the rain remind him of me.

Anyway... Just let me rant abit.

I have 3 Bestest Friend; not difficult to know who are they as I hang out with them regularly. I know that when one is in a relationship, inevitably they will kind of drift apart from Friends.

这道理我懂，也明白。

Hence We gave you ample space and time to persue and nurture your Love, but still include you and your Partner for gatherings. When anything happens... You know you can always come back to us and we will still welcome you with open arms. We do not shun away from you even thou you have kept us in the closet all these while.

You know you have a self-fish nature that only tend to look out for yourself; but that doesnt stop us from accepting you as a Friend and I sincerely Love and Care for you just as much thou you never shower that sort of attention on me.

But this time round... I am VERY disappointed.

I have informed you of my Birthday Celebration; and you conviniently forgot all about it and planned a trip with your Love One. I know Life has not been a bed of Roses for you of late, but I guess its not too much to ask you come mark a new mile-stone in my Life right.

Looking back... You miss a couple of my Birthday Celebration and that include my 21st Birthday Party. I cannot remember for what reasons you did not turn up, but knowing Xin is such a Festive and Birthday Person, this is a big no-no.

I did not even expect you to help me plan and execute for my Birthday; all I want is you to grace the party and share the joy with Me.

It hurts Me alot to know that I am worth so little in your Heart as a Friend.