Saturdae.. So fast.. the end of the week liao.. in a very bad mood todae.. lizzie got to go liao.. coz mummy sae she got enuff of everyting.. haizz.. u knw hw painful izzit to see her go.. tis mornin, she woke mi up ard 6 again.. and i dun dare to let her out, coz i scare later bother mummy again.. thn i tahan till 7plus thn i let her out.. u knw hw jia lat izzit?? its not the fact tat she's whinin and barkin away.. its juz tat the tot knwin i haf to let her go.. hw?? i dun understand why do i haf to bear the blunt of everyting.. mummy not happie its mi.. thn lizzie ther i still haf to settle.. i realie hope everyone in the family will love her and all.. i reali feel like cryin u knw.. how?? haizz..
yesterdae.. went to orchard to meet up wif huili.. thn meet tom and jo in hougang thn go dwn orchard together.. thn tat girl is like very late loh.. we sit at centerpoint wait till 7plus thn go.. initally sae meet at 6.30pm wan loh.. thn go swimin thn swim till very later.. coz we ard 8plus thn reach the pool there.. thn swimin till bout 10plus thn go geylang eat.. thn i ate the geylang dou hua the shao bing, and the tian ji rice.. the froggie rice thou sound er xin, but thn its nice loh.. haizz.. thn last nite was realie tirin.. coz i swim quite alot.. okie lah.. overall had fun loh.. duno leh.. haizz.. still feelin bad over lizzie..

Todae is Fridae.. juz realise yest i wrote its fridae.. guess i'm gettin abit confused bout the dates.. last nite went to eat the crabbies wif tom and jo.. yumyum~* after tat rushed off to bishan to catch a show wif yk.. his been on seein a show for a veryvery long time.. thn since i last nite outside thn we went to 'Bruce Almighty'.. kae loh.. its a funny show.. entertainin loh.. thn after tat cum home.. thn reached home aso 12plus liao.. todae wake up, as usual loh.. lizzie woke mi up again.. thn duno wats wif her.. rushin ard the room n livin room.. thn whn i woke up ard 10plus, i put oo dwn on the floor.. i saw her bitin oo ears leh.. thn i got so angry.. thn i try to get oo out frm under the bed, thn lizzie went on to bit her tail.. nw oo is on the dinin table.. coz tats the onli place lizzie couldnt reach nw.. haizz.. duno hw long can tis go on.. i mean frm nxt tues i will not be at home liao.. thn who to rescue oo leh??
aniwae.. whn i wake up tis morn, i got 9 sms.. ermm.. thn i replied bac a few.. sumone got caught tis morn for speedin.. haizz.. pls pple.. speedin no good leh.. its not juz the gettin caught part loh.. its juz not safe u knw.. but thn nemind loh.. sumone offered to pay potion of his fine.. good loh.. nemind.
and todae is mel bdae.. happie 21st bdae~* i tink his a year older thn mi lah.. if i never remember wrongly.. thn later in the evenin i goin swimin.. its the real swimin in the swimin pool wan.. wif huili and tom.. haizz.. still not exactly in a good mood leh.. coz sum idiots loh.. haizz.. sianzz..

Todae Fridae.. Juz woke up.. once again, lizzie woke mi up ard 6plus.. but thn tis time round i smart liao.. i juz let her out. thn whn mummy is leavin for wrk, i let a doggie into my room thn i close the door.. actualie i aso duno who i locked in the room.. coz i juz too tired.. it turned out to be oo.. aniway.. tis proved to be okie coz i had a peacful mornin till nw..
yest i went to meet huili.. she went for the club21 interview.. it turned out tat the ther's alot of candidates. well.. but thn i felt so lucky coz i like got direct entry like tat, dun haf to go tru all these interview thn i got the job liao.. after tat we loiter ard orchard.. went to far east to eat my fav korochan( is tis the correct spellin??), thn went take thn hereen.. ju walkin ard loh.. thn we settle at tis cafe at hereen, thn we saw xw.. wat a coincident loh.. thn at 6pm we went to sing ktv.. tom and jo aso cum dwn. duno frm whn tom start callin mi brother.. thn i call him sister.. i very the wat meh?? i mean dun i look as if i'm a 100% female?? thn we sing till 9pm, thn they went to play billard.. once again.. i spent an hour sitin ther seein thn play.. thn after tat they went meridian to eat dinner.. but thn all the stores closed liao.. so tom n i decided to cum bac hougang point thn eat loh.. so accompany huili n jo eat loh.. eat liao thn we take bus home. tink we took the last 72 ah.. coz its ard 12am whn we board the bus.. thn i ate fishball noodles~* actualie so late eat reali fattenin leh.. but thn i tink i need to at coz i havin abit of the headache.. thn yest i didnt eat aniting except for the korochan... and mel sms mi yest. it turned out tat he tis fridae bdae leh.. thn he got a bbq.. dun tink i'm goin, coz i aso duno his frewns.. so i told him nxt week we cum out again thn dinner loh.. haizz.. hw i wish he aso can go bac to club21.. thn got pple accompany mi.. but thn he studin thn no holidaes leh.. bo bian loh.. actualie long time no see him liao.. tink the last time is last year.. sumwher ard xmas ba..
todae duno am i goin to slack at home again or wat.. actualie beast ask mi out for dinner wan.. coz low yest reservist(is tis hw u spell it???) last dae.. thn todae can all dinner abit, thn see he hw.. hehe~* but thn beast yest sick.. he didnt go wrk.. so if he todae still not feelin well thn not goin liao loh.. thn tom they all wan to go eat crabbies.. well.. all see hw lah~* todae wheather seems so much beta.. thou i'm still at home, but thn i got the feelin todae is not such a hothot dae..
i'm startin wrk nxt tuesdae liao.. thn everyone seemed to be havin so much plans.. so i tink alot of which i cant go.. xw they all wan chalet.. i max aso can onli stay a nite.. abit sianzz loh.. thn tom they all wan go ktv again.. i end wrk at 7pm.. thn the ktv start at 6pm.. tis one still can go.. but thn the feelin is diff loh.. haizz.. well.. as sumone said, tis is life loh.. i like it or not, life still haf to goes on.. so instead of feelin unhappi bout everyting, why not try to make the best of everyting??

Todae Wednesdae.. Duno later goin out anot.. Tis mornin, once again, i woke up at 6am.. coz lizzie wan to go out of the room.. haizz.. thn after i let her out ard 6.35am, thn i went bac to slp. thn ard 8am, lizzie and oo all under my bed. thn i lizzie attacked oo.. haizz.. i duno wats goin on under the bed lah.. i aso dun wan to go tink bout it. thn i woke up to scold lizzie.. thn after alot of scoldin, and alot of growlin.. i went bac to slp.. thn i juz woke up nw.. haizz.. actualie i got abit pek chek liao leh.. how?? i love lizzie.. i dun wan to let her go.. but thn if tings continued.. i reali gotta let her go bac liao...

Yk juz called mi.. he said his mum called him, ask him to go bac to hongkong.. his dad dun wan to give him money liao.. and he aso duno can sign on anot.. tink his mum dun wan him to sign on ns.. thn he called to sae he dun wan to go bac hk.. but thn sumtings are beyond our control wan loh.. i mean his mum is rite loh.. no point stayin here, thn signin ur life to the army.. might as well go bac to hk, wher u might actualie do well ther.. he sae one reason he dun wan to go bac is coz mi.. i tink tats not exactly rite loh.. coz i'm no longer his gf liao.. i mean i cant garantee him aniting. and i mean its ur life u knw.. dun spend it unhappily, unmeaningfully bcoz of mi.. haizz.. life is like tis.. if he was to leave.. tis is be the first departure of my life.. tru out tis 20years.. noone has ever stepped out of my life like tis.. i guess tis might be the first...

Todae is a damn warm dae.. tink later i goin to bath again before i go slp.. todae tuesdae liao.. so i haf not steped out of the hse for a week liao.. nemind lah.. stay at home aso good girl.. i slpt abit in the afternoon.. so nw i sui bu cao nw.. haizz.. i haf spent another meaningless dae.. tml hope will be beta.. the weather is not too good recently leh.. pple pls eat more oranges, drink more water kae.. benben got bac his test one and test two results.. he actualie fail very badly leh.. out of 8, tink he fail bout 5 or 6.. thn got 4 subjects got 20-30plus onli.. thn english F9 wor.. he damn jia latzz.. frm tis.. i tink actualie i all along study aso quite li hai wat hor.. hehe~* miss sumone.. missin u...

Tuesdae~* Duno hw many donkey daes i haf not leave the hsey liao.. tink my bus stamp has gone dwn to waste liao.. shld i knw earlier thn i dun buy the concession liao.. nemind lah.. todae the doggies.. ermm.. thye dun seemed too good together.. maybe lizzie not in a good mood. mummy juz called to ask bout the doggies. i tink she dun realie like lizzie. i realie scare she will ask lizzie to go.. nw poor oo is hidin under the chair, coz lizzie juz came n bark at him.. duno wat can i do to make lizzie not attack oo.. and oo aso gotta buck up abit.. be a brave boi.. mummy gettin fed up coz oo nw dun dare go to the kitchen to peepee or shitshit.. he does everyting in her room.. coz he dun dare to step out of her room.. haizz.. hw??tis fridae is the end of the week liao.. i realie cant bear lizzie to go... i can realie cuddle her to slp.. she lets mi cuddle.. and its juz like so cute, so sweet loh....
duno wat can i do todae.. its another of the boring daes.. i'm startin wrk nxt tues.. but thn cant believe i'm wastin the last of my holidaes at home.. todae is ro's bdae.. yest played mahjong wif him, tom and jo leh.. i lost.. i lost $6plus.. haizz.. its all juz for fun rite.. thn after the mahjong ended ard 10plus, i realised i didnt eat dinner.. thn gettin hungry.. but thn so late liao, aso duno can eat wat.. and i aso dun feel like eatin at tat timin coz very fattenin wan.. and drea sms mi ard 4am.. tink maybe she in the area wan la kopi or sumting.. but thn i slp liao.. haizz.. nemind lah.. another borin dae. hope the doggies can get along well kae.. i love thm both very much. i realie hope i can keep lizzie..

Todae is Mondae.. Tis mornin, i woke up ard 6am.. czo lizzie was whinnin away, wantin to go out of my room.. coz benben goin sch, thn mummy goin wrk.. so ther's pple walkin ard in the livin room.. so i was kept awake till bout 7am, before i let her out.. i scare later onli she n oo alone in the livin room mah.. thn after tat, i went bac to bed.. i slpt till 11plus.. thn i knw oo was under my bed.. and lizzie was roamin ard the hsey.. thn i wake up liao i came to the livin room.. both doggies followed mi... hehe~* its such a nice feelin u knw.. thn nw i see thm, actualie they are both so adorable.. i mean nw rite.. i dun feel like goin out at all.. coz i tink i will miss tis 2 idiots.. realie u knw.. lizzie is bitin on her yellow bone, and oo is under the sofa.. whn i wan to give thm their doggie treats, both will cum up to mi.. i mean its such a nice feeling.. hehe~* lizzie juz growled.. i turned n take a look.. she's growlin on her yellow bone.. hehe~* tink she bit till pek chek liao..
yest evenin, lizzie tried to attack oo.. i saw her bitin him, but thn as oo is heavily covered in fur, all she managed to get is a mouthful of fur.. but thn oo actualie retaliated.. hehe~* never see my oo so barave u knw.. he actaulie turned n bark bac.. thou its juz a bark, and he tried to bite her bac.. but thn no harm done lah.. coz daddy came into the picture wif a cane~* well.. to tis point, i reali cant bear lizzie to go.. i hope she dun haf to go.. actualie at times, she's juz being jealous, tats y she's being like tis to oo.. thn she aso wan to make frewns and play wif oo.. but thn my bao bei oo is juz too introvert.. haizz.. see hw tings goes lah..

Sundae.. the end of the week.. in a very bad mood todae.. Lizzie, she's not being a good girl.. she's juz simply being notti.. and mummy kept scoldin her n us for it. i mean ther are certain tings beyong my control wan loh.. i duno y but thn she kept wanting to bite us.. and i cant determined wherther its juz a notti gesture or she realie mean it. and if i were to juz scold her or bit her, thn she will start growlin at mi.. its kind of scary loh.. and mummy was moppin the floor, thn she started barkin and growlin at her, tinkin mummy will hit her wif the mop.. i am gettin very fed up. i haf to face lizzie and aso mummy. i realie duno wat to do. i mean i myself duno wherther shld i kee her anot.. i would love to haf another dog and summore she's a big dog. but thn rite nw, facin the pressure of mummy, i reali duno hw. and lizzie is aso very notti lah.. beyond my control wan.. hw.. tink high percentage she will haf to go.. hw.. i cant help but feel sad bout tis thought.
i had a dream juz nw.. i dreamt of ade, and another person.. duno y did i linked thm up together.. actualie i aso cant remember whether izzit a good or bad dream, but thn nemind lah.. my main concern nw is lizzie.. to a certain extend, i cant bear to let her go.. she got her nice points too.. the way she show her affections is diff frm OO.. whn u sit on the floor, she will bounced up to u, and like hug u and start lickin u.. haizz.. but i myself duno hw her fate will be..

Todae is saturdae.. last nite.. a new member came to my family.. and her name is Lizzie.. she's a yellow labrador, and she's onli like 3mth old.. she's a present frm yk.. actualie i aso duno how.. coz first ting, i dun wan to accept ani more gifts frm him.. and aso coz i abit reluctant to haf a dog nw.. it means i haf to put in alot of time and effort.. well.. she came over last nite.. and tink she got abit of problem settling dwn.. i ended up slpin at 3am, waking up tru the nite, and thn the entire family woke at 7am, all sit in the livin room lookin at her.. i was reali tired.. she's a dog tat bark, and she's hyper active.. totalli diff frm OO.. and OO nw very jia lat aso.. coz his not used to the new doggie.. and being an introvert, his real scare of her, and nw he kept hidin away frm her.. well.. i'm goin to give her a week time to settle dwn. if by thn OO still cant get along well wif her, and she's still got firece, thn i tink she got to go.. frabnkly speakin, i dun exactly feel very attached to her like hw i feel wif OO.. well.. all tis remains to be seen. and coz of her, i was so tired the entire dae. duno wat is goin to happen tonite.. but thn overall, she's okie lah.. she's cute in her own big way.. she's onli 3mth, but thn she's bigger thn OO liao loh.. and she's paper train.. and in tis case beta thn OO, who still pees ard the hse as and whn he likes.. she's more discipline liao.. haizz.. nemind lah, we shall see hw as times goes..
tis is the 3rd dae?? that i didnt go out liao.. i like so confined at home.. and coz i was bz wif her, and tryin to catch a nap in the afternoon, i didnt manage to cum online.. ermm.. nth lah.. missed sumone...

Todae seems to be an extra lonely nite.. because sumone is not here to accompany mi.. actualie aso not sae accompany mi lah.. but thn noone to tok to mi tonite.. sumone left damn early todae.. haizz.. the nite is still young, and i got nth to do..
and juz nw, i icq fa about hws his results.. and he said he pass loh. thn we held a pretty polite conversation like,' not wrkin ah??', 'so hws life??' tat sort of ting lah. thn he ask mi nw no boifrewn ah.. and said no. rhn he said he broke up wif his gf liao.. actualie tis i knw.. drea told mi bout it. thn after tat i ask him no girl in mind nw meh?? thn he gave mi a cheeky face, thn ask mi wat do i tink.. thn he told mi,'you?'.. thn i told him to stop kiddin mi liao. thn he ask mi why izzit tat i dun believe him.. thn he went on to ask do i still like him.. and i told him i'm pretty much hurt by him last year.. but thn i aso said its okie, coz i tink its juz part and parcel of growin up.. and after all tat, it had simply made mi a stronger person. thn he ask if ther's still chance.. i didnt realie reply.. thn he said sorrie for botherin mi liao, thn all the polite stuff again thn he logged off liao.. well.. wat do i tink.. ermm.. firstly, is impossible between him n mi liao. coz i'm very hurt. secondly, as i got to knw him beta, i tink he realie got tis character problem loh.. but thn bac thn i was able to oversee everyting, and give everyting up for him. and in the end wat did i get?? noting. absolutely noting. being classmate again for the past half year, we haf not exchange even a single word. so i find it very nonsense loh.. kae.dun wan to tok bout it liao.. sianzz.. everyone is like out havin fun except mi.. huili juz called to check the movie time. ard 7plus drea aso called to check the movie time.. so i nw like operator, coz i at home, thn providin all these services to my frewnss... so sad.. whn's my prince goin to cum...
and before the prince is goin to cum.. a doggie is cumin to my hse tml.. i haf already agreed to it.. its a yellow labrador.. 3mths old onli.. so she's onli a puppy.. actualie frm the pic, i dun reali like her very much.. ther's no love at first sight tingy.. but thn whn OO came i aso no love at first sight wif him wor.. he look so ermm.. but thn sum stuff is hard to sae wan loh.. the owner is in a hurry to give her away.. so i tink i can haf her, thn if she can get along well wif OO, thn she's goin to be mine forever.. but thn if she cant get along wif OO, thn i'm goin to find her a good family to give her away liao..

The exams results came out liao.. and frankly speakin, i'm veryveryvery disappointed. I got onli an A for BSP.. you shld knw how much hope i've placed in tis sub.. i realie is very disappointed. and i aso got my first D. my FYP i got D.. and everyone is askin mi how is tis possible?? seems like noone has every got a D for FYP.. i mean its aso not i wan wan.. thn TCS2 i got B, thn NMS and BB i got C.. actualie still pretty glad tat BB got pass.. coz my exams i did quite badly.. for the past 3years, tis is the first time i got a A, and a D.. thou tis is the first time i got A, i shld be very glad.. but thn u knw hw much wrk n effort had i put in? i got 90plus for the term test.. and as for the report.. i'm the one who has done the most. i've duno how many lectures and classes, and how many slpless nite, juz for the report.. haizz.. i mean it come out liao loh.. so tis is the final verdict liao.
the mahjong session finish liao loh.. played 3pple mahjong.. the first round i lost 14bucks.. thn the 2nd round i won bout 9plus.. well.. okie lah, tat guy won alot ah.. first round huili lost 19, thn i 14.. so he won over 30bucks, thn 2nd round he lost 2plus, thn huili 9plus.. so in the end the ultimate winner is still him.. so which kind soul wanna share wif mi?? beast called n say half.. hehe~* thn whalehwhale say his goin to cover all.. but thn he say i accepted it too late.. thn he dun wan cover for mi liao.. no good wan u all.. i nw not wrkin, thn veryvery poor u knw.. every cent is alot of money to mi.. okie lah, overall i had fun loh..
Todae.. actualie not onlie todae.. i kept tinkin bout sumting.. i was tokkin to uncle alan bout it last nite aso.. and i realie dun how.. i wan sumone to be called my own.. sumone to dote on mi.. sumone to tell mi its okie whn i lose money.. sumone to comfort mi whn i realise i didnt get AD for BSP.. well.. duno lah.. but thn 'wat i always knw is wat i wan is not wat i get..' so tat's whn give n take cum in.. noting is perfect.. alot of qus is being ask.. but thn i got no ans to it.. reason is everythin can be 'YES' nw coz i wan it to happen. but thn once it happen, the once so comfirmed 'YES' might tured to 'MAYBE'.. well.. actualie but thn ther are tings i haf never encountered.. so i myself aso duno whether is 'YES' or 'NO'.. AAaRrrGgg. what am i sayin.. i aso duno wat am i sayin.. i haf not eaten aniting todae.. feelin damn hungry nw..

Todae is Fridae.. woke up damn bloody earli todae coz huili called mi.. she asked mi to play mahjong todae at my place.. frankli speakin, i is dun reali feel like playin.. but thn nemind lah, entertain her loh.. last nite slpt at 4plus. coz i was tokkin to uncle alan.. well.. tok awhile, thn huili kept smsin mi, she got tings wan to tell mi ah.. bout she and erw wan.. so i called her thn tok till bout 4am, thn i went to bath coz the weather too warm.. thn she woke up up ard 9am.. best loh.. feeling damn tired nw. thn wake up liao i sweep n mop the floor.. like very good girl hor.. but thn i am a good girl ma hor.. hehe~* aniway..
yest i was tokkin bout the missin entry.. well its actualie quite a significant dae, coz its huili's bdae.. coz for her bdae, we made plans for ktv and a dinner at nite.. so in the afternoon the A, B, C came over n played mahjong.. acutalie to a certain extend i'm gettin abit sick of mahjong already.. i had already lost count of how many times had i played tis mth.. thn tat dae i lost money.. lost abit lah.. thn play half way yk turned up at my door step.. thn he see the guys at my place mahjogn thn he attitude loh.. oh yar.. tat dae actualie wan meet hengheng up for lunch wan.. but thn i couldnt go out coz mummy wans mi to vacume n mop the floor.. she kept sayin the floor feels dirty.. comfirm its coz OO.. muz be the weather too hot.. thn his seliver(is tis hw u spell it???).. so in the end the mahjong ended abit late, near 5pm, so i was in a hurry to leave the hse.. yk went dwn wif mi to the ktv aso.. thn in the bus we had abit of an arguement.. so whn he turned up at the ktv, he very attitude loh.. so tat dae ktv got huili, emi, est, xw, jere, sar and her bf, thn mi n yk loh.. drea and skye aso cum dwn sitsit awhile.. thn after tat we go eat the jap food mah. thn yk came n make a sense.. actualie i realie dun like it. pple who knw mi well knws wan loh.. i hate it whn pple make a sense in the public. i dun like such attention. so i got damn fed up wif him. est and huili was sitin rite beside mi. thn they were like holdin my hands.. thou its a very simple gesture, but it meant so much support to mi.. thn huili called drea to cum dwn. so drea and skye came. to tok to yk. i feel very pai sey towards huili.. coz its her bdae.. thn i mean.. itsl ike juz not nice loh.. thn in the end skye had a man tok wif yk, thn yk left. and drea send mi bac to hougang. thn along the way they pick up skye's frewn jac, to help mi send his cpu home. thn all hougang wan. so we go hougang plaza ther slack abit loh. thn huili called and sae she dun wan to go home, thn wan mahjong.. so once again i is aniting wan loh.. thn went to her frewn's frewn hse to play.. whn i go to tat frewn's frewn hse i got a shock.. tat guy is like pai kia pai kia wan.. whole body tatoo wan.. thn like tat loh.. play 20cent 40cent.. thn i initaily lose all the way.. lose till chips wan finish wan, gotta take out cash liao.. but thn heng i win bac.. and in the end i won 12bucks.. thn it ended at 4plus in the mornin, thn i reali tired liao.. but thn huili say she wan eat prata.. so the frewn drove us go eat prata.. thn by the time i reach home, bath n finialy can slp, its very 5plus liao.. thn as a result, yest i didnt go out. i whole dae stay at home, thn i 12noon wake up, thn 3pm i went to napnap till ard 7pm..
but thn duno later how leh.. actualie i dun mind go out walkwalk abit, go see a movie or sumting like tat.. and last nite i said i will call uncle alan bac, but thn i tink i forget leh.. die lah.. later gotta sms him tell him. and huili juz called and say she's on her way to my hse liao.. so ther's no way out liao.. wish mi luck kae..

I wrote a longlong entry tis afternoon leh.. and i clearly remember i post it up.. but thn duno y it didnt get posted up.. its bout wat happen yest wan.. nemind lah.. i dun to repeat everyting again..
juz watched the channel 8 the hao er hao nu.. i felt so touched.. the guy got stabbed by a robber, thn he go into the hospital. thn he go into coma mah.. thn the first ting he said whn he wake up is,' i bought insurance. the documents are in the drawer. i had make sure if aniting untowards has happen to mi, you and our daughter are still able to lead a comfortable life.' wa lao.. u knw tis is like so sweet.. thn the wife went bac home go open the drawer thn found tat husband dairy, he wrote all the little tingie bout his daughter.. stuff like the expats said music cultivates the babies mind, so his tryin hard to save up to buy a good hi-fi system. and he still mentions his wife is goin to nagged sayin its a total waste of money.. u knw sumting.. tis is wat i call a good guy. and i can feel tears gathering round my eyes.. havin a baby is no mistake. i tink its the sweetest ting tat could ever happen.. sumting to call ur own, and nth can be compared to the joy of seein her growin up...

Past 12mid nite liao.. actualie i'm tryin to write tis sicne i on my comp ard 10plus.. Todae is 21st.. huili and beast bdae~* and beast juz told mi tat he cant meet up for dinner, coz his mama say wan to celebrate wif him.. so wat can i do?? actualie i'm pretty disappointed..
well.. nemind.. ermm.. aniwae.. todae.. or shld i say yest?? aniwae on tuesdae, i went for the job interview.. and todae i tink i did beta thn last time. but thn i tink i aso juz blabbering away.. moz of the time i duno wat am i tokkin bout aso.. so they ask mi to go bac wait for their call.. i not placin much hope on it aniway, nemind lah.. thn after tat i went dwn to orchard to meet beast n low.. for lunch.. thn ate at taka the food court thn ermmm.. thn go mac sitsit, thn i drink a medium icetea.. thn after tat they go bac to wrk.. actualie like keep seein thm for duno hw many daes liao hor..
thn hengheng bdae mah.. so i aso got go meet up wif him.. initialy tot he in camp wan.. but thn he took off wor.. so lucky i got call him.. if not aso no chance see him wan.. i sit at mac waited for an hour or so, thn i drink another small icetea.. thn hengheng came wif xiaogou.. thn after tat went kfc eat coz heng wan eat kfc.. thn after tat nowher to go ah.. so we walk ard aimlessly.. thn they went to play billard.. so wat bout mi??i sit ther see thm play loh.. they kept walkin over ask mi play.. but thn i is reali duno hw to play wan loh.. maybe i shld reali find one dae go learn.. whale called mi whn i sitin ther.. surprise to hear frm him.. but thn didnt tok for long thn hang liao.. after tat we went cineleisure the foodcourt thn xiaogou eat dinner. n bought a piece of cake for hengheng.. actualie i reali can see xiaogou n hengheng reali very good frewn.. its like can see wan loh.. xiaogou give mi the impression tat he is very protective over hengheng..
thn nw i home liao.. on my comp, realise whalewhale icq mi at 9.47pm sayin his goin home.. and u knw wat time i reach home n on the comp?? 9.57pm.. its juz tat 10min diff u knw.. drea lah.. called n complain bout skye.. long story lah tat one.. haizz.. duno wat to sae bout it lah.. reali juz missed each other.. thn i sms huili say i will call her at 1am, coz i wan to finish writin tis.. i told est and jere i in bad mood juz nw, so they went to arrange everyting tml liao.. so i tink its goin to be ktv ard 6pm, thn after tat go eat jap food.. the jap food at cappage veryvery nice.. duno huili okie wif tis arrangements anot.. and i'm reali feelin tired nw.. hw?? but thn i knw i'm feelin kind of funny nw.. like sumting is not correct.. sumting is missin.. but thn i aso duno wt izzit.. i lyk dun even knw wat am i doin nw lyk tat...
and yk.. he came over tis mornin.. juz before i leave the hse to go for the interview.. he bought mi breakfast.. but thn i didnt haf time to eat it.. and thn he send mi to the interview place.. well.. he started his stuff again loh.. i was feelin clam tis morn, thn i didnt sae aniting.. well.. i dun wan to tok bout it liao.. forget it.

Home liao~* tired ah.. todae meetin the girls at 3pm.. thn in the end i 2.30pm thn leave the hse.. thn i waited so long for 103.. and guess wat.. the bus break down on the way.. haizzz.. i already late liao, thn the bus still break down.. thn i onli reach orchard at 4pm.. but thn i still not the latest ah.. the last one to cum is drea ah.. well.. girls is like tat wan.. hehe~* thn after tat i meet up wif beast and his twin~* actualie i is meet low wan.. coz i wan to buy beast a bdae present.. so coincident loh.. 21st is huili's and beast bdae.. but thn huili's turin 20, and beast 24.. but thn low sms mi said tat he couldnt get rid of beast.. hehe, so i ended meetin thm, thn walk around, buy huili bdae present loh.. her present.. is reali ex.. abit exceed my burget.. i got her a bangle and a matchin ring frm moshi moshi.. they both got tis flower on it, and i reali tink its very pretty.. actualie i realie like it alot.. and its $47plus.. haiz.. not cheap leh.. thn tml stil haf to go buy beast's present.. and wed nite still got dinner.. die lah.. i reali scare i got not enuff money leh.. thn hw?? but thn huili is reali a very ncie girl loh.. spent abit more on her i aso tink worth it loh.. so qian left earli todae.. coz she meetin her classmate go see movie.. thn drea hang ard wif mi and beast n low loh.. we went to starbucks, sitsit toktok.. thn drea realie chatterbox loh.. haizz.. dun understand why she's always like tis infront of guys leh.. nemind nemind.. no matter hw she is, she's still drea.. thn whalewhale aso called mi todae.. while i was outside. thn i was tokkin to him lah.. thn we went to zara mah.. the last time the planet hollywood ther open a new zara.. very big ah.. thn drea force mi to hang the fone.. hehe~* todae whalewhale ask if i'm interested in him.. well.. wat do u tink?? frankly speakin, i aso duno.. but thn lah.. his rite bout one ting loh.. given his situation.. its realie quite hard to haf ani relationship.. his too bz wif his wrk liao loh.. ermm.. i duno lah.. interested?? maybe loh.. hehe~* his a nice guy..
in a few minutes time, it will be hengheng's bdae.. hehe.. 20th bdae.. so fast hor.. i aso knw him for duno hw many years liao.. but thn his bdae, i dun tink i will get the chance to see him.. he shld be in camp.. aniwae, i nw is stand by, waitin to sms him at the strike of midnite~* and tml interview ah.. later i tink i haf to iron tat grey shirt.. thn tml can wear.. kan chiong leh.. haizz.. later i haf to go look at the job description n all again.. haizz.. actualie reali hope they dun pick mi loh.. coz i already promise calvin klein ther liao.. very pai sey lah.. haizz.. and actualie i quite scare of tat guy interviewin mi wan.. he very the ...... wan... and i realise it has pass 12midnite liao.. juz send out the sms liao.. my shouder ther very pain.. the sunburnt part.. who can sayang sayang mi... wonderin shld i apply ani lotion on it.. and wat shld i apply to ease the pain..
i msg henheng say happie birthdae mah.. thn maybe all his wished cum true n hope he can find his bai xue gong zhu.. thn he juz replied say thankie n he tot i forgot liao.. hehe~* thn he added i am his bai xue gong zhu wor.. thn i replied bac say i nw heihei liao.. no baibai so i cannot be bai xue gong zhu liao wor.. and my icq juz alerted mi, sayin guang 22nd bdae.. so their bdae reali all lined up wan.. 20th is hengheng, thn 21st is huili n beast, thn 22nd is guang.. and guang poor ting loh.. he juz went in ns.. so he gotta spent his bdae in camp aso.. haizz.. gettin tired liao.. tink i go iron my tat grey top first..

Mondae.. so fast.. its the beginin of a new week.. last nite, i realise i'm sunburnt.. my shouders and bac is all red.. and the swimin costume is clearly outlined.. its gettin abit itchy and my body feel hot.. later maybe wear sumting tat will show the back.. last nite, actualie i very tired wan.. but thn go bac to my room liao, thn i decided to pack my wardrobe.. so i turn out everyting, and packed clothes i seldom wear into the boxes, and bags tat i dun used into plastic bags.. thn i realise out of 10 t-shirts, ther will be 8 tat i dun wear.. seems like i got alot of clothes.. but thn i'm onli wearin tat pathetic few.. ther's even sum tat i never wear before wan.. thn i pack n pack, thn its like quite dusty and all.. and i got reali pek chek.. coz its like 2am liao.. and the clothes are still all over the place.. and the boxes are so heavy.. i couldnt put it on top of the wardrobe.. juz as i'm very pek chek, den called. thn he start to tok bout he goin bac to wrk at the hotel.. and stuff bout his gf and tis 17 year old girl.. thn i got damn irritated. and i attitude him. hehe~* but thn as i continue packin, and the tings start to clear away, i feel so much beta loh.. so in the end i was on the foen wif him till bout 3plus.. whn i'm realie tired and i reali wan slp.. and the toopid air-con.. reali is wan spoil wan spoil liao.. and its onli my air-con kae.. mummy and benben room wan is cold wan.. especially mummy wan is freezin wan.. y izzit onli mine?? i'm suspectin its not generatin cold air.. in fact its generating hot air.. tink i open window the room aso cooler.. thn the whole room like oven ah.. to make tins worst, the weather nowadeas is so warm.. haizz..

So tired ah.. todae realie go swimmin.. and i reali go swim a few laps ther.. thn after tat went to the steam room.. reali shu fu leh.. duno got slim dwn at least a teeny weeny tiny bit anot.. hehe~* after tat ktv.. goin to ktv wif kids is reali "FUN" as in u get to sing songs like 'twinkle twinkle little stars', and 'three blind mice'.. and aso singin 'jingle bells' 3 times.. thn their mummies sing their 80's songs.. reali wan leh.. titles tat i dun even knw.. but thn i aso got sing.. i sing SHE de ' re dai yu lin' and ermm.. i forget liao.. overall i had fun loh.. i like to hang out wif these kids.. hehe~*
after tat went to parkway, yk last dae at wrk leh.. ermm.. so i went dwn take a look.. didnt stay for long lah.. thn went to giant walkwalk.. bought a few tings ther lah.. so in the end, i reach home ard 9pm.. tired ah.. u knw the feelin after u went swimmin.. its like the water juz wear mi off like tat.. but thn i haf fun lah.. wonderwhen's the nxt time i can go swimmin again leh.. thn ben kept sayin my swimin costume very orbit.. but thn its triumph wan kae.. its brown in color.. thn its $120plus.. mummy bac thn buy for mi wan ah.. haizz.. still feelin tired.. er sms mi say he win 4D.. win 2500buck.. i reali no such luck wan leh.. but thn in the first place i aso never buy.. my bank account is never pass 1000bucks before wan.. but thn he can at a shot win 2500bucks.. reali alot leh.. i aso wan leh....

Todae is Sundae.. the weather is bright and gay~* i'm goin swimmin later.. at 1pm.. i found it abit mad, coz tats whn the sun will be at its hotest.. means all these nites of my whiterning lotion has gone to waste.. or maybe i shld reali go for the tanned look tis season... well.. last nite, i knw i enter the depression mode again.. so i logged off, and went to hide in the room.. thn ard 12plus i tink i off the lights n was fallin aslp.. but thn the hse fone rang at 12.33am. its drea.. she called and ask mi out for a coffee.. coz yest they went to see the matrix2. thn wif skye they all.. thn they booked one tix less.. and noone was to backout.. so she sacrifrice herself.. she was quite pek chek over it.. thn went to meet up wif sum new guys.. thn these pple all drinin.. got lancer, civic and a merc.. so they were like speedin tru orchard road, at 100plus km/h.. thn she told mi she feelin scare.. thn she still ask mi if aniting was to happen to her juz nw hw will i react.. thn i told her, i will scold her. for speedin on the road.. its all for the moment of fun.. if aniting was to happen to u, its definately not worth it.. but thn cum to tink of it.. if i were to lose her to the road.. i will be reali sad.. tat time i reali is more thn enter depression mode.. its goin to be reali depression.. hard to tell u hw much drea means to mi.. thou we might seldom meet n all.. but thn its juz like, she's reali my frewn loh.. whn i happie or i sad, she's the first one i will tink of tat type.. u let mi choose between boyfrewn n drea, i will choose drea.. coz its not easy to find a frewn like her.. i mean its 13years.. hw many 13years do i haf..
so aniwae.. thn she woke mi up.. thn she ask mi go bac to slp after chattin for 15min.. she says she will be fine alone.. haizz.. so we hang up n i tried to go bac to slp.. but thn my hp,'beeeeeeeep'. ro sms mi ask mi slp liao anot.. wan to chat on the fone anot.. so i replied.. thn like i tok till 3plus 4am.. actualie i tok till very tired.. but thn he seems to be goin on n on.. thn i aso duno hw to tell him i wan to hang.. till my cordless fone low batt.. nemind.. so i woke up at 11plus tis morn.. and i need to leave the hse liao.. if not i runnin late liao..

Todae is Saturdae.. in quite a good mood todae.. hehe~* todae meet the A, B, C out for lunch.. reach hougang south liao thn the hawker center very warm, very crowded.. so in the end they came bac to my hse dwnstairs ther, ta bao up and eat.. very wasted loh.. go all the way to hougang south liao thn never eat ther.. reali hope one dae can go bac ther eat.. maybe find a weekdae loh.. thn cum bac liao play the mahjong.. in the end i aso never play much.. mummy kept wanting to play, thn she sit dwn liao thn she dun wan let mi play liao.. thn sianzz loh.. but in the end i aso got play awhile.. thn i win.. win 4bucks.. but thn i'm the ultimate winner.. actualie is lose wan.. heng in the end yk called and duno wat he wan.. thn i tu lanzz.. thn tu lanzz liao thn win wor..
my conditioner finish liao.. keep wanting to buy but thn always no chance.. juz nw go dwn wan buy, but thn in the end the shop close liao..can u believe it.. tis few daes i usin the color conditioner.. thn i tink the color conditioner onli helps to brighten up the color.. thn the hair still feels very dry leh.. haizz..
todae i downloaded the yahoo messager tingy.. the last time i use it is in year one. tat time yk is in hk.. thn he usin a WAP hp, thn WAP supports yahoo mah. i tat time reali is stand by the comp everydae to see if his online.. tat time damn xing ku ah.. todae use the yahoo tingy.. wow.. reali change alot leh.. very nice.. the background and all.. reali very pretty leh.. and still can play games wan.. but thn nw on my list onli got one person leh.. onli got whalewhale.. hehe~* thn ermmm like tat loh.. kae lah.. todae overall i still in a good mood.. tml goin swimmin at my auntie's club.. duno got comfirm anot.. all i knw is they booked the ktv room at 3pm at the club.. but thn duno they comfirm swimmin anot.. i is feel like swimmin leh.. thn nxt week interview.. still haven reali go do my homework.. die lah.. actualie i aso hopin i will not reali get tis job.. coz i already promise CK tat i will go bac on the 3rdJune.. if say i get tis job liao, thn hw to go bac to CK leh.. i dun wan to break my promise, i aso dun wan to give up the chance of my 9-5 job.. so all i can hope is they dun wan mi.. dumb rite.. go for job interview thn hope they dun wan mi..
and i juz ask ro.. i ask him if ani of the A, B, C likes mi.. he say no.. hehe~* see my instinct is rite loh.. i got the feelin tat none of thm likes mi.. coz i can feel nth of tat sort.. its not like anione of thm reali dote on mi or wat loh.. so like tat clearify liao aso good.. thn we can all relai be very good frewns.. coz can clicked, thn stay quite close aso.. wan lunch aso fang bian..

All of sudden.. i in a depress mood again.. maybe i stay at home for too long liao.. i shld go out n take a break.. all of a sudden the unwanted feelin cum again.. haizz.. hw cum like tat.. ermm... duno lah.. suddenli dun like everione, everiting.. AAaaarrRRrrGgggGGgg... wats happenin to mi leh.. i like in a bad mood for quite a number of daes liao.. wats happenin.. why am i feelin tis way...

Todae is the 20th of may.. exactly 20 years ago.. a beautiful girl was born.. her name is shan.. i knw her whn we were 3 years old.. we stay at the same block bac thn.. thn we were like playmates.. and we went to the same kindergarden, thn the same primary sch.. but thn she more chong ming.. went to tkgs.. while i follow drea they all went sac.. nw i juz grad frm poly.. but thn she already in ntu liao.. hehe~* aniway.. its her bdae todae.. i sms her at 12plus last nite.. thn she replied bac,"Thanks!!! i'm so touched! u remembered. see ya soon. take good good care. Loves, shan." hehe~* hows time flies ah..
Todae is another borin dae.. actualie like got activities, but thn its juz like i too lazy to go out aso.. earli in the mornin i vacume and mop the floor.. very good girl hor.. hehe~* tokkin to drea nw.. juz hang the fone.. she was tellin mi hw skye forgot bout their anniversary dae.. they are sooo cute.. at times, reali envy thm.. haizz.. huili was askin mi tonite wan go mdm wong ii anot.. its tim bdae.. well.. dun reali feel like goin leh.. coz i aso duno the pple ther.. abit weird leh.. kae lah.. i wan go wash OO stuff liao.. i was washin the kitchen floor juz nw.. thn his stuff still in the sink.. all his bowls and all.. duno tat doggie wher.. i cant see him nw.. he damn good life wan.. everyting aso no need do wan leh.. and everyone will love him.. oh my.. wat am i doin. jealous of a doggie.. hehe~*

H A P P I E H O L I D A E ~ *
Todae is Thursdae.. its vesak dae.. its a public holidae.. todae i cant go out liao.. coz i spent all my cash for the week liao leh.. haizz.. nemind lah.. stay at home n slack aso good lah.. hehe.. even no good aso bo bian ah.. EeeeRRrmrmm... reali clueless bout wat can i do todae.. mummy was sayin wan go out later walkwalk.. thn i told her i wan shoppin.. so later if i not lazy maybe reali can go.. hehe~* later see hw lah.. BORIN AH~*

Hiazz.. todae like kinda of a borin dae.. in the end i did nth as planned.. didnt meet up wif qian, or wif drea or wif jere they all.. in the end, actualie dun reali feel like goin out, so planned to juz go lunchie wif tom.. but thn in the end he told jon, thn jon told ro.. so in the end all 3 of thm meet up wif mi.. at bishan.. thn we go ther eat lunchie.. thn after tat go see show.. watch bring the house dwn ( is tis the title?? i cant reali remember...) aniwae, its a funny show.. thn juz before the show starts, ro ask mi.. ( his sittin beside mi.. i sittin in between ro and jon, thn tom sits beside jo..),'so u will like guys who like u ah??'.. well, tis is sumting i mentioned to him one nite whn we were tokkin.. and aniwae, its the fact wat.. i is those type of pple, who will like pple who tell mi they like mi.. like bf ah.. best example. kae.. nemind bout all tis.. thn after tis, he said,'if i sae jon like u thn will u like him??'.. i reali is snooked loh.. coz all along ermm.. tis ting i reali never tot of wan loh.. its like huili said ro might like mi and all.. but thn all along jon never cross my mind wan loh.. well.. nemind lah.. i tink he aso dun mind aniting wan lah.. aniway, after the show we go dwn meet huili.. she at califonia wrk out ah.. thn tom went to meet his frewns, he goin zouk.. thn after tat wait for huili's frewn cum n pick her up, thn we went home liao loh.. actualie the nite is still young.. like tat gotta stay at home.. abit sianzz..
juz nw at orchard, went to tok to wil.. tok cock aso lah.. but thn aso long time never tok to him liao loh.. he aso very changed man liao.. juz nw yk came to my place again.. but thn i meet him dwnstairs.. juz as i'm reachin home.. he bought mi peach struddels todae.. haizz.. i knw his tryin his best.. but thn i aso duno lah.. haizz.. maybe i'm not a good girl after all.. i duno lah.. feelin tired again.. so i tink i'm goin to bed earli again todae...

B O R I N G ~ *
Its wedesdae.. i woke up at 9am.. duno i wake up so earli for wat.. so borin nw.. haizz.. yest very tired lah.. i tink i ard 12am i slp liao.. duno wat to do todae.. jere they all like wan go ktv.. i said to arrange again todae. but thn tml vesek dae.. public holidae.. dun tink they haf package todae.. later very ex.. thn drea say wan go zouk.. tonite zouk got sumting special i tink.. it closes at 4am.. but thn aso scare long queue.. haizz.. thn actualie can go out wif qian aso.. but thn aso duno meet up wif her liao can go wher.. haizz.. scarli i end up at home, not goin aniwher todae... a borin dae...

Todae is Tuesdae.. well.. tis mornin i had to go bac sch to collect my bounded fyp report. thn den called mi at 9plus whn i still on the bed lazin away, he said his goin to tp for the registration tingy.. thn i as ask him to cum over, coz i aso wan go sch, thn can go wif him.. so he came over to my hse, thn we go sch.. its such a hot dae.. 3 years back, his the one doin the registration tingy for mi.. i could still clearly remember.. and nw 3 years dwn the road, i am goin to graduated liao, thn nw is his turn, and i'm the one accompanyin him doin all the registration.. its seems like so fated wan.. hehe~*
thn after tat i went out wif whale.. well.. had an enjoyable dae.. went to see a show, anger management.. thn go to tis ktv pub at marina square.. thn i aso very clumsy wan.. very accident prone.. i wan to pick up my hp frm the table, but thn i knock over the bottle, thn the bottle fall in his tat direction. straight dwn his shirt and pants.. i reali pai sey bout it.. i mean such accidents dun happen everydae.. but thn it haf to heppen yest.. so his pretty wet, and its damn cold ther.. so u can imagine lah.. hehe~* tis is the first time i go sing at a ktv pub.. the last time went to yz and skye they all, aso never sing.. hehe~* pai sey mah.. thn after tat he sent mi home.. well.. his a nice guy.. ermmm.. had fun lah..
thn todae the comapany tat i went for interview last fridae called mi up.. and tell mi i got short listed for the 2nd interview~* hehe~* can still remember i was like sayin its a total flop and all, but thn they still can short list mi wor.. hehe~* actualie i'm very excited bout it.. the nxt interview is on 20th of May, which is nxt tues.. at 11am~* tis time round i beta not be late liao.. hehe~* and i will need to do sum research on it liao.. it proves to be damn important..
juz nw whn i reach home, i realise tat i lost my contact len.. the left side AGAIN~* i duno y, but thn tis is the THIRD TIME i lost my left contact len.. and tis time round is the hazel colored wan leh.. haizz.. reali bad luck.. and i lost till i duno when and where i drop it.. nemidn lah.. yk juz came over.. todae he first dae at wrk.. tink he reali cannot get use to the sales line.. he kept callin mi complainin bout it.. well.. haizz.. he bought mi chocolate chips no nuts.. and i'm eatin it nw.. i love the cookies.. but thn its very fattenin.. but thn cum to tink of it, todae i ate the chicken cutlet, which shld be last meal in tp ( hw many donkey times had i tell myself its my last meal liao but thn i ended up eatin in sch again...) and after tat i had the ice cream wafer at suntec (YumYum, but thn aso very fattenin).. and todae all stuff i ate are fattenin.. but thn i beginin to feel abit hungry liao, coz i like never eat dinner.. the wafer was like b4 3pm wan.. tink todae i like write alot leh.. actualie i'm in a good mood todae~* but thn aso very tired.. coz i slpt late last nite, cant get to slp.. ro called mi up whn he reach home.. thn he sms mi ask mi huili they all leave liao anot. thn we tokked on the fone loh.. didnt tok long lah, and aso didnt tok bout much stuff.. bout half hour baz.. thn after tat called huili, discuss abit bout the mahjong tingy.. thn its bout 3am plus liao loh.. thn yk sms mi, tell mi he can sense ro reali might like mi.. well.. i dun wan to read too much into it.. wat will cum will cum.. i still duno him well.. and i ermm.. duno lah.. i like to be in the guy's first place wan.. duno hw to sae.. but thn i muz be damn important to him.. and till nw, i can feel nth like tis frm him.. so i tink its like not very possible wan.. nemind lah.. very long liao.. duno write liao.. duno tml do wat hor.. still tinkin.. shld go out wif qian or shld i juz stay at home leh....

Still mondae.. todae went to do the contact lens stuff.. thn after tat i waited for huili at the bus stop while she was at the contact lens tingy.. thn i sit at the bus stop, i ate a chicken pie and a carrot cake.. i was like so damn hungry tis afternoon.. duno why.. the after tat went to meet up wif tom and jon at grand link.. they playin billard. whn i goin dwn to the contact lens ther, i meet up wif tom thn he took 70 wif mi coz he goin dwn to paya lebar mrt meet jon.. so after tat we came home to play mahjong.. thn yk still st my place, coz he came dwn to teach benben maths todae.. thn so its mi, huili, yk, tom, jon and ro.. thn whn at my place ro said he tot yk will not be here todae.. hehe~* thou he never ae much, but thn i was tinkin....
kae.. thn todae mahjong i not much luck.. i aso losin.. haizz.. nemind nemind.. still in a good mood~* kae.. goin to log off liao.. nitezzz~*~*

Modae~* whole body still achin.. haizz.. reali very zi dao ku chi.. haizz.. how?? and my skin start to abit painpain liao.. tink abit subburnt leh.. dun reali feel like goin out leh.. but thn still haf to go dwn the contact lens tingy.. nemind nemind.. juz wan to say, i got a new fav song~* its the fish liang jingru de di san zhe~* nice song.. thou the lyrics aso very meaningful, but thn at tis moment it doesnt apply to mi as yet.. hehe~*

SUNDAE~*
so tired ah.. had an excitin weekend.. an extreme test to my physical and mental state.. on fridae nite, i tok to ro till bout 4am plus before i went to bed.. thn the nxt morn goin to pulau ubin mah.. thn the nxt morn meetin yk and cle at tanah merah at 10.30am. but thn i overslpt.. i onli manage to wake up at 9.20am whn cle called mi.. hehe~* so in the end, i aso cant remember wat time izzit whn all 3 of us finally meet up, and took the boat to ubin.. thn i pleted my hair on sat.. i separated into 2, thn plet it up.. hehe.. i tink the last time i tied up my hair like tis is like whn i was still in guides bac in sec sch.. thn kae.. first time take the boat, thn reach liao thn rent bike.. hehe~*i actualie dun reali knw hw to ride a bike.. so u can juz imagine.. i was on the mountain bike, thn i gota go upslope and dwnslope tat sort of tingy.. and aso tru the mountain road, wher i reali cant go on and have to cum dwn n push the bike.. and ride abit, thn i scream, thn i stoped. so the initally it took my a damn bloody long time to get use to it. okie.. so we were ridin around.. and the mosquito kept cumin.. actualie aso hard to give a detailed tingy bout yeat.. but thn i do haf fun.. and i got my fair share of fallin.. and i onli fell on the second dae.. tink i was too tired.. and the whole body was achin.. last nite we found a nice place and camped ther, got the tent up, and the fire burnin..the feelin was good onli tat the guys were so into their fire.. the sun set liao, the place was getin damn dark.. no light no nth.. and they kept wantin to let the fire last tru the nite.. so they were on it for a couple of hours, till we seek help frm another grp of campers campin near us. thn this grp of guys came over n help us set up the fire, and aso came along wif a bunsen buner(is tis hw u spell it.. its like the one i use to use bac in sec sch but tis is the portable wan..) and i cook my chu qian yi ding on it.. and later we heat up the canned curry chicken usin the fire they set up..and open up the other canned food n we juz start eatin.. kae.. its quite a lovey nite.. other thn we actualie set up the tent on serveral ant nest, and on the rocks and roots.. so actualie didnt slp well.. coz the ground is like ermm.. u knw.. ermm.. soo.. wat else.. tis morn got quite a job ridin bac to the pier.. coz whole body achin.. and tis morn i fall dwn n hurt myself.. and its reali hurt.. haizz.. thn reach the pier liao thn go eat at the seafood restaurant.. eat fried rice lah, mountian pig lah, the tie ban tou fu lah, and san ba chicken.. hehe~* sound like very kampung.. but thn actualie it dun reali taste tat special loh.. chicken like no diff frm ntuc chicken wan.. thn there sumwher got temple.. ther i see monkey and dog fightin..(and its a jack russel kae..) ther alot of dogs ah.. thn after tat we sit the boat bac to sg main land liao.. and for the time ther, i reali is dirty.. i didnt bath at all.. the guys still went to the temple ther n bath.. and campin ther rite.. no toilet leh.. is reali huang san ye lin wan.. and i actualie gotta pee in the wild. first time kae.. hehe~* so i didnt bath, didnt change and i was like covered in mud.. coz whn i fall dwn, i fall on teh mud, thn yest rainin mah.. and my shorts kana the black oil.. i was reali a sight.. thn took sum fotos bac.. all onli take whn i very lang bei wan.. wan see foto gimi a call.. i washed liao show u lah.. hehe~* tink i miss out alot of details.. coz its like 2 daes mah.. but thn alot aso cant recall liao.. coz too much happen liao.. nemind lah.. i will not forget tis in a short while.. tats for sure..
was tokkin on the fone wif ro on fridae nite.. actualie did tok much.. but thn aso tok for bout 3hours.. frm the way we tokked.. dun tink his interested in mi wan lah.. huili tink too much liao.. thn another one of the A, B and C tom, the one stay opp my hse wan ask mi go joggin wif him nxt week.. i said okie.. so see whn fix the dae lah.. and beast.. fridae nite i was tokkin to him n his twin on msn, thn they are sayin go ecp campin tis cumin fridae.. campin again kae.. and nw the combi is 2 guys one girl again.. well.. tat remains to be comfrim, coz twin got leave on fridae.. but thn beast dun haf.. hehe.. so they are tryin to fix sumting out.. u tink the company will let thm 2 go on leave together?? hehe~* i tink abit hard loh.. kae.. i tink tats all for the nite.. tml still need to go do the contact lens tingy.. haizz.. hw i wish i could juz slack at home and not go out.. and juz nw, yk was attitude again.. i dun wat to say bout him liao.. and i aso dun wish to say animore liao.. tired ah.. whole body achin....

Duno wat shld i do nw.. i'm feelin kind of lonely.. i dun feel like goin to ubin tml liao.. maybe its juz tat i'm tired.. i feel unwanted todae.. why?? can anione tell mi why...

Todae fridae.. haizzz.. the interview is a total flop sia.. the interviewer ask mi the qus, i all duno hw to ans.. like wat position am i applyin lah, and whats the company doin.. i all duno.. and i was actualie late. haizz.. coz its like rainin cats n dog tis morn, thn i still cant find the place.. nemind lah.. take it as an experience loh.. the next time, it will defiantely be beta.. so plsplsplspls dun ask mi bout the interview again.. thn the interview place at tanjong pagar mah.. thn after the interview, i go look for beast n his tat twin for lunch.. oh.. tat twin is 26 tis year.. dun look like leh.. so todae i go out wif 2 uncles like tat.. thn went to chinatown for lunch.. thn actualir they at the ura (ermm.. duno izzit ura or urs or duno wat lah..) buildin.. thn i wan go buy the maxwell the ham chin peng wan.. but thn they never open.. haizz.. but thn aniway, i had lunch wif thm.. and after tat went to tis cafe place to slack.. thn all is they treat mi wan.. and they aso very li hai wan.. they 12pm they cum meet mi.. thn they 2pm we still slackin at the cafe.. thn they still can walk mi to mrt station..
i cum bac liao thn still haf to go to ntuc buy the stuff for tml.. bought instant noodles, and the canned stuff.. juz pack my stuff.. tink i brin too much stuff liao.. the bag like burstin liao.. and its like too heavy liao.. later gotta go unpack sum of those stuff.. maybe dun brin the bathin stuff go.. sat go thn sun cum home liao thn bath aso can hor.. thn ther aso maybe no where to bath.. haizz.. later i go see how lah..
juz nw yk duno angry wat ting again.. he attitude to mi again.. if he attitude mi mi again, i reali cannot stand it, thn i tink we lian peng you dou mei de zuo liao.. i mean ther are times wher i reali is veri pek chek wan loh.. haizz.. i duno wat to say bout him lah.. uncla alan tokkin to mi nw wan..but thn he left liao, goin bac to camp liao.. todae realie in a foul mood.. the interview not smooth lah, thn bout tml i aso very pek chek. everyting like not very settled like tat.. dun reali feel like goin liao.. but thn cle is so excited bout it.. i'm reali tired.. veryvery tired.. last nite couldnt slp.. my whole body is still achin away.. and i'm juz feelin restless.. haf been feelin like tis since i cum bac frm sentosa.. thn tml meet so damn earli.. tink tonite will try to slp earli..
actualie feelin kinda lonely..

Todae Thursdae.. tml goin interview liao.. ahh.. still not prepared for it yet.. die lah.. in sch, during tcs, they taught us tat we haf to be fully pepared whn goin for interview, muz be confident.. tis seems to sumting i am seriously lackin liao.. haizz.. damn broke sia.. yest spent quite alot.. and cle called mi last nite, say he fridae nite book out.. if he pass his ibbt.. and he say comfirm can pass wan loh.. so tis sat we still goin to pulau ubin.. die lah.. abit broke leh.. duno hw to go leh.. nemind, we shld see hw by thn..
yest at my place mahjong, in the end won $2.40.. nowdaes play mahjong always onli win 2bucks.. but thn win still beta thn lose lah.. and yk last nite not happie again.. haizz.. nth i can do to make him beta.. i reali hope he will get over mi one dae.. and yest, at sentosa, 5 girls n 4 guys.. (girls- esth, xw, emi, huili and mi, thn guys- yk, amos, jere and dx) thn after tat, huili's frewn came.. tink is huili ask thm cum wan.. 3 guys.. thn we duno their name, thn call thm A, B and C. thn we played volley ball and captiain's ball together yest.. fun leh.. thn sum guys came over n ask if we could play together.. thn turned out they are year 2 ifc students.. such a coincident ah.. but thn in the end i tink we lose ah.. i mean we girls seems abit useless loh.. the guys all so tall..
duno if i will start pealin anot.. coz todae i look into the mirror, i find myself abit dark.. and i dun like it.. i juz applied the whitenin lotion.. u knw how long haf i not applied it.. i tink since sec 4 tat time, for the grad nite, thn i wan to look whiter.. hehe~* last nite mahjong, total got 6 of us.. huili, and the A, B and C, and yk and mi. thn mi and yk share one while the duno A, b or C share anther one.. one of thm actualie stay opp my hse wan.. actualie i saw him in 72 before wan.. but thn duno his huili's frewn.. so qiao hor.. thn after they left, huili sms mi say she got the girl's instinct tat one of the guy interested in mi.. hehe~* thn one of thm left earlier wif yk mah.. thn she was tokkin bout the one who left earlier interested in mi.. tat guy still sms his frewn, who was still at my place for mi icq.. thn i gave it to thm, thn last nite he icq mi.. thn tok abit lah.. well.. i haf knwn him for less thne 24hours.. so dun tink too far lah.. i knw absolutely nth bout him.. hehe~* dun tink tat far lah.. wat will cum will cum.. kae lah.. i wan go find lunch liao ah~*

Todae is Wednesdae.. Time passes so fast.. fridae my interview liao.. yest they called and said there will be a short test.. i was wonderin if it will be on how to use the mircosoft office anot.. coz i duno hw to use the excel.. so if its on it, thn i may need to go learn nw.. haizz.. todae, is an okie dae.. i went to sentosa todae.. and i actualie onli brin an xtra set of clothes and nth else.. and i went dwn to swim.. hehe.. in wat i wear to sentosa lah.. imagine my internal n external all wet.. thn after tat we play beach volley ball~* i all along tot i very indoor wan, but thn todae i reali did enjoy myself.. and i tink i gettin dark liao.. my cheeks is all pink liao~* thn nw actualie they still at my hse mahjong.. play till abit pek chek, coz juz nw i waitin for 5 and 8 bamboo, but thn my upper aso waitin.. thn in the end the upper win leh.. wao lao.. so damn pek chek.. nemind lah..
and yz.. he called mi again todae.. and haizz.. i dun wish to tok bout it.. coz all i can say is, wat is over is over liao loh.. i dun wish to dwell on it.. i mean everyone has its own life nw liao loh.. so he dun own mi aniting, and i aso dun own him aniting liao loh.. so i aso cannot ask for aniting much loh.. so its like.. haiz.. dun sae liao loh..

S I C K
Tats hw i'm feelin nw.. went bac to sch yest to hand in the fyp report.. onli realisin i forgot to brin outthe form synthia lim wans mdm cheong to sign.. so mdm choeng say tml, which is todae loh, thn brin bac for her to sign. thn saw gl in sch, thn she wan to eat in sch. thn at 5pm plus in short circuit, ther's reali nth much to eat.. so we eat noodles. thn i ate the wan tan mee.. all along, i reali dun like tat noodle store in sch. coz the noodles reali is not nice wan.. why did i eat in sch.. i'm goin bac to hougang and meet up wif andrea wan.. why did i choose to eat in sch.. i go bac hougang, thn meet up wif andrea, skye, wayne and his gf.. tink her name is florence.. thn after tat they wan go walkwalk, thn i dun feel like goin ard wif thm.. 2 couple, thn mi like quite extra.. so i called pei, thn went to her hsey to find her. thn at her hsey.. i start to not feel well.. and i startin pukin.. yar.. puke.
its not once or twice.. its alot of times.. i puke till ther's nth left to puke. her dad send mi home ard 10plus.. and in the car, i was still puking. i reali feel damn terrible. i is puke till ther's nth left to puke.. coz yest i onli eat tat wan tan mee and nth else.. whn i home i go bath.. and i couldnt even stand to bath.. and i still wan to wash hair.. coz i tink the hair tio the tingy whn i puke.. thn i was like feelin damn giddy.. i was in the toilet close to an hour. and all i did was to wash the hair. coz i already put the shampoo on it. i dun even haf the excess energy to do aniting else.. and the urge to puke was still ther.. damn jia latz.. i was so scare last nite.. i was feelin so damn horrible. i was wonderin will i juz die frm pukin.. its like i can feel ther's nth left in mi.. i was wonderin wat am i goin to do if i juz pass out liek tis.. sumtimes.. life is juz so fragile.. whn god sent for us, ther's absolutely nth we could do but to go..

My FYP report gotta be in for bounding by 06th.. which is on tues, thn can be ready before 14th, thn i can hand in.. but thn nw i cannot find the lastest copy tat i edited.. or maybe i found it, but thn alignments like all wrong.. i see liao very sian.. thn yk aso like dun wan to do at all.. and i aso dun thrust him to do it.. he comfirm very half hearted wan.. hw?? tml i wan go sch to let mdm cheong see, thn she see liao tues i can go do the bounding.. hwhw??

Todae is Sundae.. didnt write yest leh.. coz yk and gl came over after they went to view their new hse.. thn gl went bac ard 6plus thn huili n cle came over for mahjong~* so we played till 10plus 11pm, thn take a bus to the duno wher ther eat roti prata.. i had a plaster prata~* and WhOOoo.. fantasic ah~* very yummy~* so thn eat liao aso near 1pm liao.. thn we walk up to joa hse tat bus stop, thn wait for huili's dad to cum pick her up.. after huili's gone, left mi, yk and cle.. thn we walk over to cle hse ther the 24hr kopitiam.. i last nite walk so much.. thn aso ate quite abit.. so i at the kopitiam dun even dare to drink barley.. thn i drink 2 cups of ice water.. first time go kopitiam order ice water.. hehe~* thn after tat borin.. thn we walk over to the hdb flats ther slack.. thn yk got pokker cards.. thn we played at the viod deck ther.. thn gettin bored.. thn we played uno wif the cards.. abit bo liaozz.. but thn tats not the high light.. the uno rite.. initially all will get 7 cards mah.. thn if got no cards to put liao thn gotta take mah.. so in the end if got pple win liao rite.. thn who still got 5 cards on hand consider lose.. so the punishments.. they were suggestin stuff like push ups to sit ups to all the stuff cle did in camp.. thn after tat i dun wan mah.. imagine ask mi 3am do sit ups?? abit mad rite.. thn duno which idiot suggested to take off a piece of clothin.. thn i was like,"HUH?!?!" i'm the onli girl ther and they can suggest tis type og ting.. damn mad wan.. thn we sit for bout half an hour.. i wan go toilet.. so we walked bac to the kopitiam.. thn whn i cum out, they bought 2 bottles of mineral water.. so loser gotta drink water.. thn we started the game.. and it turned out tat the 2 idiots are out to sabo mi wan.. so in the end i like drink duno hw many littles of water.. after tat i 5plus go home.. thn slp.. tis morn still gotta go haf lunch wif yeye.. haizzz.. very tired ah..
and last nite i was sayin i wan see stars.. coz cle goin outfield tml.. thn he was sayin bout the stars.. so it was decided tat tis cumin sat we go over to pulau ubin overnite~* YaH~*~* hehe.. it sound fun loh.. but thn i dun wan water parade or strip uno liaozz.. hehe~*

Sad..
yz juz send mi an email.. to noone, juz xinyi, xinyi and still xinyi.. its a short wan.. juz a link to a flash movie.. entitled,"ai ni shi gei zhou".. So lovin mi, is wrong....

Todae is fridae.. all the ifc todae last paper.. they said the calculations were difficult.. and oh shit~* todae synthia lim ask mi go take bac my fyp report.. coz she finish editin liao.. but thn i not in sch mah, so i ask yk go take.. thn juz nw i got go meet him and gl, but thn i forget to take frm him.. AAArrrGGgg..nemind.. tml i will be meetin thm again.. coz they cumin to joa hse tat side see house.. thn after tat gl wan cum my hse.. todae i went dwn to tamp to meet thm for a show.. thn we see Xman2.. nice show leh.. the car tat appeared in the show.. the one tat wolferine drove.. i liek the way the door open.. reali ncie leh.. but thn i duno wat car is tat.. can anione tell mi?? yk say is rx8.. izzit??? aniwae, its reali ncie.. thn in the beginnin, whn tat guy was tryin to kill the mr president.. the grahics aso veryvery nice.. very got the standard loh.. duno how to describe ah.. go see go see.. see liao tell mi wat car izzit.. hehe~*
and todae, a company called, and ask mi to go for an interview nxt week leh.. hehe~* actualie i aso forget wat position izzit liao.. tat girl got mention, but thn i cant remember liao, coz i apply for too many positions liao.. nemind bout tat, but thn i'm goin for an interview tis cumin fridae at 10am.. very kan cheong leh.. i so big girl, thou not first time wrkin, but thn its my first time go interview.. hehe~* pple, wish mi all the luck in the world kae..
and i found tat car tat i loved liao.. after surfin tru the net, yk is rite.. its rx8.. its Mazda RX8.. nice car kae.. i simply love the way the door opens.. for more info bout the Mazda RX8>> ClicK HerE~*

Nw, its the beginin of the new mth, i juz reach home leh.. but thn i wan to write bout yest.. coz i tink its worth rememberin.. okie.. so yest, after i left my hse ard 3.30pm, i took bus number 70.. coz i tot the contact lens tat place is near paya lebar.. thn andrea called mi, thn we chatted for the entire journey.. thn durin the bus ride, i was hopin to see the Mazda showroom, coz they told mi its near ther. but thn i reached paya lebar mrt, but thn i see nth. so thn i alighted the bus, and called the company. they told mi its near ajunid, and ask mi to take 62 frm the aljunid mrt station. so, i took 70 bac to the diamond factory ther, thn cross the road to take 62.. all these while still on the fone wif andrea. thn after that, i didnt see the Mazda show room, but ajunid mrt. so i had to cross the road again, and took 62 to detour bac. thn by the time i reached the place, its near 6pm.. i was gettin abit fed up liao by thn. btw, the lens i got is hazel.. nice color, but thn recently dun like the word,"HAZEL". thn want to go orchard meet andrea.. tot can reached b4 7pm.. but thn i took bus number 62, tot can change to bus number 7 at kallang tat side.. thn i tot i took the bus frm the wrong direction.. so i actualie wan to alight thn cross the coad to change bus.. thn i stand up liao thn realise its the correct side.. thn since stand up liao thn pai sey loh.. so it turned into geylang, thn i alight liao.. but thn alight liao thn realise tat bus stop dun haf 7. thn yest actualie plan to go clubbin wan mah.. so i wearin tis black off shouder top loh.. thn at geylang i waitin for the bus, i duno is i sensitive or wat loh.. but thn i tink alot of se langs lookin at mi.. so the nxt bus tat cums along thn i board liao loh.. tinkin reached lavendar tat side thn i change to 7.. so i board bus number 13.. and so instead of lavendar mrt tat side, it actualie tured to duno wher.. so i sian loh.. faster press bell, thn walked to lavendar mrt ther loh.. tinkin can go SIR buildin ther take 7. but thn hor. reached the bus stop liao thn realise ther no 7 loh.. ther is alt stops wan loh.. so i sian loh.. so in the end took mrt.. zao zhi dao reach ajunid thn take train liao loh.. waste so much time.. so in the end i supposed to be meetin huili at orchard before 7.30pm. but thn i reached orchard ard 8pm...damn sian..
thn earlier on, er sms mi and asked if i wan to meet out for dinner. thn while i was at the company, thn he called to comfirm.. so i told him i will be havin dinner wif andrea, thn maybe will be wif andrea for a couple of hours thn can go meet up wif him.. but thn mei xiang dao i was wif andrea till bout 11pm.. thn my hp best loh.. low batt thn died on mi.. so i cant even called er to tell him tat.. thn when i home, thn sms him sorie, thn he angry.. tat sms.. its all over.. actualie feel abit sad loh.. coz after yz, his the nxt guy who left a tinkle in mi.. yz.. yest tok to mi in icq.. thn he actualie wan meet up wan.. but thn my schedule yest dun allow mi to meet other pple other thn andrea liao.. so i aso didnt call him.. haizz.. hw cum like tat.. thn as i home alone mah.. so last nite yk came over n spend the nite wif mi.. okieokie.. i knw its not rite.. so b4 he came, i told him his goin to slp in the livin room.. but thn in the end, i still notti girl.. kae.. skip tat.. thn at 2am, my hse fone ring.. thn its a guy.. its joa loh.. hehe.. sia si wo.. imagine the fone ringin at 2am, thn whn i pick up the fone, he dun wan sae who is he, all is askin is wat are yk and u doin?? thn i pass the fone to yk,the 2 guys havin a heart to heart tok over joa stuff loh.. thn i fall aslp liao.. thn thn the stupid boi reali slp in the livin room.. hehe~*
amd yest i was wif andrea.. i spent near 40bucks on my dinner.. abit ex ah.. but thn nemind loh.. we ate at nydc.. we 2 girls long time no like tat liao loh.. spend abit of money.. slack abit of money thn spend quality time together.. thn we still bought cookies for qian.. hehe~* see.. best frewns are still best frewns wan loh.. thou she was not wif us yest coz she tml still got exams, but thn i still got tink of her wan loh..
thn todae go over to haf lunch and dinner at my granny's place loh.. thn played mahjong wif my aunites n uncles.. thn lost quite abit of money.. nemind lah.. its all for the sake of fun.. actualie todae wat make mi real unhappie is the er tingy loh.. haizz.. not even started but thn all over.. i mean its not like yz tat time wan loh.. tat time is i reali like him and all wan.. but thn tis time, i onli wan to like frewns loh.. thn turned out to be like tis.. abit bu gan yuan loh.. wan aso he sae, dun wan aso he sae.. AArrGGg... stupid man lah~*

Its pass 12midnite.. So its consider thursdae liao.. but thn i reali wan to sae wat happen todae.. thou i went out ard 4pm, but thn alotalot has happen like tat.. fmr the timin, can see i never go zouk loh.. thank god todae is the 30th April.. coz i like spend more the half my dae outside takin bus.. and its like keep takin wrong bus.. yk is cumin over nw.. so i dun wan to get caught in the act.. i dun wan to give up tis place and start all over again.. so i'm goin to write tml whn i'm home again.. tml my liang's bdae.. got bdae party at my granny's place.. so tat's all.. actualie i aso kind of tired.. slp earli lah.. i'll write again tml...nitezZ~*