Cottage by the River

Dear Bloggie,

I am very pek chek now.

Work

[1] Active is pilling me with more reports; a lot of compilation to do.

[2] Passive is driving me crazy with the Intranet; I am the administrator of Intranet Passive Procurement but the big fucking problem is I’m not trained to use Microsoft SharePoint. It’s tedious and takes up a lot of my precious time.

[3] Office is moving in a couple weeks time; my department has started packing but I still can’t find time to do that… This is stressing me out.

[4] Just when I am already up to the brim with work; I still got to take in plenty of urgent stationary orders (eg: packing materials) to facilitate packing for my other colleagues. But be considerate mah, I am busy like don’t know what now; don’t submit you order only to keep coming back to me for exchanges (coz order wrong items) or to increase your order (one item a day type). I pai sey keep asking vendor to do me so many little favors and also this adds on to my increasing paper work.

[5] Active and Passive are flying next week; I have spent earlier part of the week getting their itinerary fix out. This is a super pek chek matter as most of the flights are full, and they have not made up their mind which route they wanted to take to USA.

[6] Due to language barrier, I am the middle person for my Israel colleagues and the Taiwan vendors… Modifications are underway now and I have plenty of emails flying around waiting for me to translate and settle.

Personal

[1] The BBQ is a couple day away; telling me you do not FEEL like going (w/o a valid reason) sure does not put me in a good mood. Think of the implications behind it – You not coming might cause a ripple effect (someone else might not want to come coz she only knows you). But anyway, what’s new.

[2] I did up a full set of acrylic nails last evening; and I have difficulty with my contact lens, falsies and even typing now. To think I spent close to $200 to bring more inconvenience to myself. Stupid.

[3] Back then when things went too fast; I was taken aback and put a stop to it. Now due to busy schedule (and I am warned before hand) things are rather stagnant and I am slightly upset over it. Women – really are hard to please creatures.

[4] End of the month and I know my hormones are at work again; hence I am more easily irritated and have little patience for everything that doesn’t works out well. My body is aching and I cannot get a slot for the long overdue massage. WTF am I paying so much when I can’t even get a slot…

I need my doze of Happy Food… July is my month and I got to stay positive. Never let these monsters thoughts get me down. People around me do shit things to upset me; but I got to control what could upset me.

Cheer up… What doesn’t kill me will only make me stronger.

I will be stronger!