Cottage by the River

Dear Bloggie,

Somehow.. I am extremely unhappy. There is just this something stirring emotions deep down, unable to put it down in words, no idea how to describe.. but just extremely unhappy.

I've been having insomnia lately. Just could not get to sleep thou I am very tired. But yet I cannot stand idling around, random negative thoughts just fill me up and I'll start to feel lonely and depress. I gave my room a partial make-over last week.. been to IKEA almost everyday last week. Bought some stuff and gave a corner of my room a new look. I stay up till 1am last night tidying up the loose bits and now I feel like doing up another part of my room.

I am okie.. I know I am okie.

So.. what should I do now.