Friday, September 24, 2004

Dear Blog,
Think its been quite sumtime since i haf updated tis.. end of mth cumin liao.. aniwae, much has been happenin recently..
Xiang just called and told mi OO eyes not doin too fine.. how?? why like tat? last sat, i went to suntect with xiang for the food fair.. thn actualie mummy aso wan cum de.. thn while waitin for mummy, thn she suddenly called, and sae OO hurt his eye again. just like last time, his eye pop out. but last time is the rite eye. now is the left eye. so we immediately rush him to the vet. coz its like 4plus on a sat, thn all the vets are closed, so we could onli brin him to mount pleasant. which turned out to be totally not pleasant..
so like last time, the vet sew up his eye lids, to keep his eyeball in the socket. and OO was made to stay a nite ther.. thou i insisted on brinin him home, but they wan to keep him for observation. tis time round, the vet said tat OO will not longer see. he will becum blind.. actualie the last time round whn he hurt his rite eye, we already knw his rite eye could no longer see, his simply depending on his left. and now his left aso ...
realie veri upset loh.. realie veri upsettin.. OO realie veri bao bei to mi loh.. realie duno how to describe.. his my first doggie.. and havin lived with him for like 3years plus..
tis one week is definatley not an easy week. i hav to get up earli in the morn b4 goin to wrk coz need to clear the mess OO made.. coz he cannot see, so he cant find his wae to the papers to pee and poo.. so he just do it round the hse.. u knw hw tedious is tat.. th ni nw everidae after wrk, i will simply rushed straight home, to see him. and aso to clean up the hse. i almost sweep and mop the livin rm everidae, and wash the kitchen floor like twice a dae.. i duno if tis goes on, can i take it anot.. heng xiang is clearin leave, so he came over everidae to help mi keep an eye on OO and lizzie whn we are all at wrk. he will cum my hse ard 9am, thn will onli leave after puttin mi to bed..
i realie thank him for it.. i realie realie appreciate it. if not for him, tink tis week is realie goin to be veri veri jia lat.. coz if not for him, there might be a even bigger mess waitin for mi whn i go home everidae after wrk.. but aso bo bian for xiang.. coz its his bao bei's bao bei..
so my poor OO.. realie veri poor ting. anione who sees him now will heartache.. it realie break my heart to see him like tat.. so he just called and tell mi OO stitches seems to be splittin open. Mummy is rushin home now, to brin thm to the vet.. to check on the eye. so worried. and i am onli stucked here, wherby i can do nth for thm..
they just finish seein the vet.. the vet sae his condition looks fine.. why is ther an opening is coz the swell subside, thus it lossen up. so its a good ting.. so at least tat puts my mind to rest..
so for the past one week, i spend my time in the office or at home. i rushed home everidae after wrk.. didnt even go aniwher.. suddenly feel like i am such a good ger.. but thn hor.. mondae i took urgent leave to stay home accompany OO.. thn in the morn whn OO slpin, i did sum hsewrk.. i filled a pill with water, and start to clean the hse.. i tink whn i cleanin the shelf tat hold the tv, tink i moved the wires.. and frm mondae till now, my tv went black and white.. xiang and ben did everiting they could to make the color cum back, but thn nth they did could brin the tv bac.. so since thn, i haf been watch the black and white tv.. the 7pm show, the 9pm show.. the singapore idols, all in blank and white.. my mum hide in her own rm, see her color tv, while mi and xiang haf onli the black and white tv.. my daddy cumin back tml.. duno he will scold mi anot.. hehe.
actualie tis whole week, i spend less thn 5bucks.. realie money savin loh. but thn all my savings gone.. all went into the bills for OO eyes.. abit heartache, but even more heartache for my OO..
goin to be 5pm soon liao.. but thn raymond is in the office todae. so i duno if i can go back on time.. recentli he awae for a conference. so i haf goin home almost before 6pm everidae.. todae he is ard.. i wonder is i can aso go bac b4 6pm.. i is dyin to go bac and see OO.. actualie even he in tis condition nw, but thn i still find him cute. i realie cannot imagine how am i goin to live with him for the rest of his life.. i realie tink its quite tedious to look after him now. requires alot of effort and time.. and lotz of tender lovin care.. realie not easy.. but thn no matter wat, aso cannot gif up on him. since the first dae i took him in, i will never turn him out..

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