Cottage by the River

Really dont know how to express how upset am I feeling now. I can just sit down here infront of my PC and cry.

I called up the vet early this morning, and told them I decided to let OO keep the eye, the vet advise was actually the opposite. I was so upset. I am going to pick OO home today, and have applied for leave to stay home take care of him tomorrow.. If his swelling subside, then maybe there is still hope of him keeping the eye. If not....

How?? Can someone please help me. I really dont know how to take it anymore. With daddy and mummy like that, it only makes me feel worst. At a time like this, when I need support from them most, they actually treat me like that.. Arent we a family?? Isnt OO and Lizzie part of the family??