Cottage by the River

Dear Bloggie,

Just reached home. Feeling so tired now, feel like going to bed.. But also worry later when I lie on the bed then cant sleep then my mind will start to wander away, on those unpleasant stuff...

Took lotz of photos. I'll upload it someday later, too tired now. Guess everyone's waiting for the pictures to come out.

Thanks for all my frewns who came. I missed all their laughter and hugz. As expected, after all the crowd, feeling extremely lonely now. But then still, I want to thank all of them to make my birthday party possible.

I really had fun last night. For that split second, I really dont feel it bothering me as much. But now, the feeling is back.

Okie, I think I'm going to retire to bed... Eyelids feeling damn heavy, cant take it anymore. Update more when the photos are out.

I still miss him.