Dear Bloggie,
Today is a day of both happiness and sadness.
Happiness coz its Karen's birthday. Happy Birthday darling. We'll be having the bdae this coming Sat.
Sadness coz its Leefen's last day at work. I purposely rushed tru my photography session at Vivo today, so I could make it back to the office for lunch with her. The last lunch.
Well, those who know me should knows that I am the more sentimental and emotional type of girl... I cannot take parting well... So I'm really upset. No matter what, her age is the closest to me in the office. And somehow, shes kind of a special girl. Shes not fake, shes straight forward, she have this blunt and no nonsense attitude which I coulnt take it initially. But slowly I learn to appreciate it and like her for it.
Well, we promised that we'll stay in touch. So Leefen, do call my out for coffee okie. I'll miss you, your loud voice in the office, you popping over to my cubicle and make fun of me, and exchanging the latest gossip.
Wish you all the best in your future endeavours...
And anyway, I hope this is the last of my lonely night.
Tomorrow is his last paper. I dont know if there'll be any significant difference, but well... I've waited very long for this day...
Been to Vivo City and Chanel @ Ngee Ann for photoshoot for the past 3 days. My feet aches like dont know what now. I think I'll need a good foot massage. Any good one to recommand?
Busy busy at work. Stress level up another couple notch. Let me know if you have any job lobang. The time of the year have come once again, I'm job-hunting again...
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Dear Bloggie,
Lonely.
Home alone, okie... I've still got the company of 2 doggies. But well, I'm still feeling so lonely.
I think noone else in this world is like me.
Do I have a boyfrewn? I also got no idea... Does having a boyfrewn = always being alone? Even when I see him, his mind is always pre-occupied with other more important stuff.. I'm always misc. I try to tell him some of my unhappy matters, he'll just stop me and tell me my matters are all so misc and I should not bother him with it (even his dinner is more impt then the injustice I'm suffering from at work). I need to endure and not show my unhappiness and try a conversation to break that stillness between us. And all I got back is that quietness and that "is-she-talking-to-me, can-she-just-shut-up, i-am-just-so-not-interested" look. When I'm unhappy, he dont allow me to turn to him coz its misc matters. When I'm happy, he'll give me the "i-not-interested" look.
Oh god, what am I doing...
When has a relationship turns out to be like that??
Why am I always alone... I've got the car now, I'm on leave tomorrow.. But yet, I'm home alone now. Doing nothing.
Okie, I still got a paper tomorrow and I'm supposed to be studying.
But I can tell you how lonely am I now.
Can someone just come talk to me, accompany me...
Even my doggies cant be bothered with me. Call them but they ignore me, and walked further away from me to continue sleeping...
Lonely.
Home alone, okie... I've still got the company of 2 doggies. But well, I'm still feeling so lonely.
I think noone else in this world is like me.
Do I have a boyfrewn? I also got no idea... Does having a boyfrewn = always being alone? Even when I see him, his mind is always pre-occupied with other more important stuff.. I'm always misc. I try to tell him some of my unhappy matters, he'll just stop me and tell me my matters are all so misc and I should not bother him with it (even his dinner is more impt then the injustice I'm suffering from at work). I need to endure and not show my unhappiness and try a conversation to break that stillness between us. And all I got back is that quietness and that "is-she-talking-to-me, can-she-just-shut-up, i-am-just-so-not-interested" look. When I'm unhappy, he dont allow me to turn to him coz its misc matters. When I'm happy, he'll give me the "i-not-interested" look.
Oh god, what am I doing...
When has a relationship turns out to be like that??
Why am I always alone... I've got the car now, I'm on leave tomorrow.. But yet, I'm home alone now. Doing nothing.
Okie, I still got a paper tomorrow and I'm supposed to be studying.
But I can tell you how lonely am I now.
Can someone just come talk to me, accompany me...
Even my doggies cant be bothered with me. Call them but they ignore me, and walked further away from me to continue sleeping...
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Dear Bloggie,
Today is my 1st paper.
Media Studies...
Why in the first place did I choose this module. Its freaking difficult. Looking at the past year paper, it looks like comprehension in those O level paper with the "very Reader's Digest passage".
Suddenly throw you the question on which philosopher said what and recieved what critism.
And there are like 15chapters, and in every chapter, there'll be a couple (if not more) philosopher or analysts making remarks over every little thing. I only need to answer 3 ques our of 8. How am I to spot what who said what will appear on that 8ques... (this sentance sounds weird...)
Okie, but whatever.
Recently getting pissed off at work. AA is putting on his best irritating behaviour or maybe its my pms working once again. I'm really trying my very best to make everything work. But everything is simply falling apart.
Okie, I have to go back to my books.
Pray for me kae...
Today is my 1st paper.
Media Studies...
Why in the first place did I choose this module. Its freaking difficult. Looking at the past year paper, it looks like comprehension in those O level paper with the "very Reader's Digest passage".
Suddenly throw you the question on which philosopher said what and recieved what critism.
And there are like 15chapters, and in every chapter, there'll be a couple (if not more) philosopher or analysts making remarks over every little thing. I only need to answer 3 ques our of 8. How am I to spot what who said what will appear on that 8ques... (this sentance sounds weird...)
Okie, but whatever.
Recently getting pissed off at work. AA is putting on his best irritating behaviour or maybe its my pms working once again. I'm really trying my very best to make everything work. But everything is simply falling apart.
Okie, I have to go back to my books.
Pray for me kae...
Friday, November 17, 2006
Dear Bloggie,
Been quite some time since I last updated.
Exams next week. And I've been busy at work lately... But nevertheless, just a quick update.
Work
All of a sudden, AA decided to load me with loads of projects. For the marketing side, there are 3 major projects going on concurrently.
1. The newsletter 2007 for my dept, which will bring me to Vivo City from 27th to 30th November for photo shoots. And also some other projects like Chanel at Ngee Ann and well.. Others that I cant remember...
2. Fixture Brochure. Although say its a brochure, but its like 16 A4 pages. I've been on this project for a very very long time. But well, hopefully this time round I can finally get approval. Going to by-pass AA this time round. He made too much not constructive comments.
3. Global Shop 2007. My dept have a booth next year at Global Shop. This exhibition is at Las Vegas, and is from 7th to 9th March. Doing all the design work now... Working on a very tight dateline.
And other then the 3 projects, I still got to handle the Visplay account, and other "you de mei de"...
School
Exams coming next week. Damn stress... And till now I'm still revising Biz Law. I think I am emphasizing too much on Biz Law.. But well... I also dont know how.
Bus
Recently been meeting funny people in the bus. Ermmm.. Just yesterday, I met a se lang in the bus. But well, shall not elaborate it further. The thought just makes me flare again... And some funny students in the bus.. Well... Bus 72 is getting interesting.
Other then all this, life still goes on... Jere is coming back tomorrow. Close to a year since I've last saw him. Since his birthday till now I think. Hehe... Think he has changed much... Looking forward to all our gatherings next week with all of them. :)
And Xiang is finishing his exams on the 30th Nov. And today, he emailed me his latest study schedule. Can you believe it, 30th is his last day of exams, and immediately his lecturer is giving them prep class for nxt sem, and the 1st prep class falls on 30th Nov. And its on a daily basis till Dec...
Haizz.. I got nothing to say. And its like Mondae to Saturday. Where does that leaves me, AGAIN? I was thinking of meeting him EVERYDAY after work once his exams are finished. To make up of the last 4mths.
What can I say? I have come this far... But is it really far? This seems like only the beginning...
Okie, I got to go back to my books now. Pray for me kae. That I’ll do well…
Been quite some time since I last updated.
Exams next week. And I've been busy at work lately... But nevertheless, just a quick update.
Work
All of a sudden, AA decided to load me with loads of projects. For the marketing side, there are 3 major projects going on concurrently.
1. The newsletter 2007 for my dept, which will bring me to Vivo City from 27th to 30th November for photo shoots. And also some other projects like Chanel at Ngee Ann and well.. Others that I cant remember...
2. Fixture Brochure. Although say its a brochure, but its like 16 A4 pages. I've been on this project for a very very long time. But well, hopefully this time round I can finally get approval. Going to by-pass AA this time round. He made too much not constructive comments.
3. Global Shop 2007. My dept have a booth next year at Global Shop. This exhibition is at Las Vegas, and is from 7th to 9th March. Doing all the design work now... Working on a very tight dateline.
And other then the 3 projects, I still got to handle the Visplay account, and other "you de mei de"...
School
Exams coming next week. Damn stress... And till now I'm still revising Biz Law. I think I am emphasizing too much on Biz Law.. But well... I also dont know how.
Bus
Recently been meeting funny people in the bus. Ermmm.. Just yesterday, I met a se lang in the bus. But well, shall not elaborate it further. The thought just makes me flare again... And some funny students in the bus.. Well... Bus 72 is getting interesting.
Other then all this, life still goes on... Jere is coming back tomorrow. Close to a year since I've last saw him. Since his birthday till now I think. Hehe... Think he has changed much... Looking forward to all our gatherings next week with all of them. :)
And Xiang is finishing his exams on the 30th Nov. And today, he emailed me his latest study schedule. Can you believe it, 30th is his last day of exams, and immediately his lecturer is giving them prep class for nxt sem, and the 1st prep class falls on 30th Nov. And its on a daily basis till Dec...
Haizz.. I got nothing to say. And its like Mondae to Saturday. Where does that leaves me, AGAIN? I was thinking of meeting him EVERYDAY after work once his exams are finished. To make up of the last 4mths.
What can I say? I have come this far... But is it really far? This seems like only the beginning...
Okie, I got to go back to my books now. Pray for me kae. That I’ll do well…
Monday, November 06, 2006
I know theres no photos for a longlong time...
Came across these while trying to organise my laptop...
Its taken at a KL trip with Xiang last year I think...
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Haha, all look so ugly..
Anyway, busy busy at work recently.
Suddenly theres so much work all coming at once... And all of a sudden, I suddenly felt that exams are actually that near. And I have not even started on it yet.
Oh my God!!!
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