Lunch time nw.. sitin at my table alone.. todae is jzu another sucky dae.. earli in the morn tat fu*ker ask mi to do the wrk.. thn huiyu nt here todae. so i got to depend on myself.. nemind. i try to do it. thn i manage to do everyting myself. but thn careless mi actualie attached the wrong file to the email. so tats the first stupid ting i did todae.. thn todae i attitude her loh. she tokkin to mi, thn i dun ans her. thn i tink she knw i attitude to her todae.. can sense wan loh.. but thn u tink i bother?? sorie i dun. aniwae. tontie my advance theory. sure fail wan loh.. onli last nite i took out the book frm a pile of comics on the bedside table and start flippin it. and before 5min is up, i fall aslp liao wor. so i brought the book to the office loh.. planin wan nw study wan. but thn its not kiddin matter loh. the book is thick. dun tink i can finish studyin everyting aniwae.. jia lat liao loh.. waste my 6bucks. and duno whn i'm i free again to go dwn n rebook the advance theory again.. sianzz.. real sianzz.. cant absorb ani of the car ting in nw.. damn jia lat.. how pple?? haizz.. why is everyting goin wrong for the past few mths? why nth good seems to be happenin? i wan job, and all i got bac is those sucky stuff.. nw i'm stuck here, wan go aso like not correct, go aso duno hw to tell thm.. why izzit like tis..

Thursdae.. todae onli thursdae.. well.. i got nth to sae.. as usual, i feel bullied again.. i dun wan to remind myself of wat tat woman did to mi lah.. the tot of goin bac ther tomolo sucks.. how am i goin to survive ther for the rest of the year?? shld i leave?? or shld i go?? todae, huiyu, one of the girl wrkin ther told mi the girl b4 mi actualie left after 2wks.. tat girl aso bua tahan thn left.. haizz.. but thn i dun wan pple tp sae i am the typical type of fresh grad, face abit of problem thn will choose the easier wae out by leavin.. how?? and if i leave nw, i will face abit of financial problem.. all my bills and all.. haizz.. hate tis wrkin world.. why izzit like tis.. its realie so hard to find a job i like.. actualie the tot of wakin up so damn earli in the mornin realie sucks.. or shld i go bac to the sales line?? thn over ther, i will haf irregular wrkin hrs, thn i can slp in late on certain daes.. how huh?? haizz.. pple, pls advice..

Bac at home now.. the tot of tml haf to go bac wrk sucks.. todae tat auntie realie bully mi.. i drew up the flight duno wat form.. thn passed it to the other girl to process it mah.. thn is tat auntie ask mi do wan. thn i do liao, bout an hour later, she actualie cum ask mi did i make a fotocopy of a pc of paper tat was sent out juz now. thn i said no mah. thn she sae die liao loh, forget to ask mi to send out a fotocopied copy thn keep the original wan.. thn i was like okie.. thn she went on. she sae:' why didnt u ask mi whether tis haf to be fotocopied anot.." idiot rite.. wher got pple like tat wan.. its like she damn the man bu jiang li loh.. fed up.. realie wan ask her go n die.. its obvious rite.. thn tis is juz one of the example. she entire dae keep stunts like tis.. damn fed up..

At the office nw.. juz ate lunchie.. the lunch is good todae.. nasi lemak.. but thn juz tat i not int the mood to eat.. so i aso didnt eat much.. at tis rate, bu jian fei ye nan loh.. still dun realie like it here.. being order srd by tis auntie.. like being bullied like tat.. haizz.. duno lah.. tired aso.. sianzz.. why like tat.. hopin so hard for a job and tis is wat i get.. why like tat.. damn jia lat.. pple.. howhowhowhowhowhow????

haiz.. juz came bac frm wrk.. actualie dun realie like the wrk loh.. ermm.. the wrk is fine lah.. its more of the environment i dun like.. haizz.. i realie duno how to sae lah.. but thn i'm goin to try it out for a mth or so, thn see hw loh.. the lao ban de sons all wrk ther.. thn the atmosphere very weird.. very ridgy.. very tense liek tat.. thn i dun like lah.. its not like ermm.. duno how to sae lah.. but thn nemind loh.. try it out for a couple of mths thn see how ba..

At the new office nw.. got my own desk and comp and all.. juz like at mediacorps.. but thn the feelin still feels funny.. maybe i dun feel settledwn yet.. still feelin kinda strange here.. liek very out of place.. nw lunch time.. but thn goin to end soon liao.. they got tis catherin tingy here, wher u palce order ard 10plus, thn will be delivered to the office.. so i juz ate.. but thn coz i'm damn picky wif food.. so i tink i bound to lose weight as ther is not much choice.. hehe.. tis is good lah.. actualie todae first dae, still too earli to tell anting, but thn i feel damn out of place.. dun realie like it here.. goin bac to wrk liao.. go home thn cont ba.. and last nite aso never update.. but thn nw notime liao.. do it at home ba..

Todae sundae liao.. yest another tirin dae.. seems liek everydae aso tirin for mi.. duno why.. aniwae, yest i woke up ard 8plus.. thn qian in the office. thn she sae she bored, so she called mi up for a chat. thn after she hang up the fone, ard 9am, thn i go do the hse wrk loh.. i vacume n mop the hse, thn wash the kitchen floor, thn baoth oo.. thn after tat i go bath liao thn go out liao.. lizzie came bac to my hse yest.. she's here wif mi nw.. she grew bigger again.. so nice to see her bac here once mroe.. realie miss her.. like the wae she will look at mi.. hehe~* thn i was at orchard, waiting for qian to fang gong thn cum dwn orchard shoppin mah. coz her new job, thn need new clothes loh.. thn we meet liao thn i feel like eatin sushi, so went to eat sakae.. which is definately a wrong move leh.. coz eat liao i got damn full.. thou i got the shoppin mood, but thn try everyting aso like damn fat.. all like not nice like tat wan.. but thn in the end i end up buyin a top n a skirt.. actualei wanted to buy more stuff wan.. saw nother skirt which i like alot too.. but thn i dun wan to spent animore money lah.. so bo bian loh.. got to give it up... now, i wan to go do my hair liao.. tat is goin to cost mi another at least 250bucks.. haizz.. and tats at least loh.. but thn nemind.. sian.. another borin dae like tat.. and my tat desktop icon like got problem.. duno which idiot again loh.. nw the desktop icon cant be used like tat.. muz i reinstall my os to get it bac?? i duno lah.. but thn see liao aso pek chek..

Home liao.. mondae is a brand new start for mi.. hehe~* cant help but feel excited.. juz like every 1st of jan, juz about to start school like tat.. todae, other thn mi last dae, amanda and denise aso last dae.. seems like the system is not goin to be up after all wor.. so they ask thm to leave too. and the notice came at 5.30pm.. which is like very sudden for thm loh.. bu thn to mi, its nth loh.. coz todae is my last dae mah.. well.. tis wkend i wan go do my hair.. diedie aso wan do liao.. has been puttin it off for too long liao.. so its not onli a brand new job, but thn aso a brand new mi.. hehe.. but thn i tink aso not much diff loh.. tink u pple all shld haf seen mi wif the nicenice hair liao rite.. but thn duno shld i go for the perm.. mich sae it might suit mi coz i got a pointed face.. but thn i tink my face gettin rounder and rounder leh.. coz recently fat liao lah.. tink dietin is hard nw coz start wrkin liao.. maybe shld try excercisin liao.. last nite b4 i slp i did 20 situps.. thou not much, but thn all tings muz haf a start mah.. hehe.. tonite b4 i slp another 20 ba..

Todae is my last dae here.. cant help but thn you yi dian bu she de wor.. juz had lunch.. my last meal here.. haizz..last nite i realie slpt at 9plus.. i tink b4 9.30pm i knock out liao.. till nw noting interestin happen lah.. sms drea, thn qian called.. both of thm seems to be doin fine loh.. kae lah.. gettin bac to wrk.. take care pple~* love, xin..

Thursdae liao.. actualie time aso passes quite fast.. tml is my last dae at mediacorps liao.. actualie kind of she bu de.. actualie tis is mi loh.. typical xinyi.. i tend to be a little bit sentimental.. all tings i aso she bu de.. feelin damn tired now.. last nite went to celebrate emi's bdae.. went to eat marche.. thn went to esplanade wat wind.. haf fun loh.. saw everyone.. but thn wifout jere leh.. haizz.. reach home ard 1am.. damn tired now. tis morn sis call mi frm tekong.. hehe~* he sae he bo tah liao.. haizz.. miss thm.. thn todae jon aso go in liao.. martin and jay aso goin in todae.. everyone's goin in.. nemind.. 2 weeks.. juz 2 weeks later thn i will see thm again liao.. actualie aso duno wan write wat todae lah.. jz feelin tired tat my mind like cant tink.. and todae den and ric goin taiwan.. so qiao ah.. haizz.. all of a sudden everyone is leavin mi like tat.. cant help it aniwae.. all the best pple.. do take care~*
qian and drea todae all first dae at wrk.. thn both aso got call mi sms mi lah.. thn they okie lah.. all seems to be doin well loh.. haiya.. duno wat am i doin lah.. my processor switched off liao.. dun tink i am tinkin too well todae.. continue tml ba.. nite pple~* and i realie do miss all of u..

Wed liao.. my last few daes in the office.. actualie feelin quite glad bout it. well.. qian called mi tis morn. she found a job liao.. its sumting related to her diploma wan.. but thn she's startin off as admin.. well.. her pay 1400.. thn drea aso got her yellow pages job liao.. hers sounds a like sales exec.. but thn its coperate sales.. her basic is 1100. but thn juz on transport allowence is 700 liao coz of her car.. haizz.. so ultimately, i got the lowest pay.. nemind nemind.. its alrite.. hope everyting turns outwell for all 3 of us.. hehe~* actualie its a nice tot loh.. all 3 of us startin wifin these few daes.. haizz.. realie grow up liao.. no turnin bac liao.. tonite goin to meet up the poly pple. to celebrate emi's bdae.. thn todae jere n xiong go ns liao.. earli in the morn i still call sis and tok to him. he sae all the guys ther all wif parents.. onli he alone like tat.. hehe~* thn he says he seems to brin too much stuff in liao.. but thn nemind lah.. all the best to thm.. i will realie miss thm lotz wan..

Todae is not a happie dae.. earli in the morn doreena called mi in to haf a tok wif her.. she sort of settled wat haf to be done b4 i leave.. so ermm.. like tat loh.. nth much lah.. but thn after the tok it realie damped my mood. very tired todae.. so wat happen was like ermm.. tired loh.. thn qian sae wan meet up go shoppin.. actualie i realie tired.. but thn i duno how to reject her.. so agreed.. thn cle aso ask mi go see movie todae wan.. thn i rejected tat offer.. to mi, girlfrewns are still mroe imporatnt lah.. but thn the best ting is, whn i reached toa payoh i called her, tat girl still slpin ah.. she told mi she will rushed dwn orchard, thn she hang my fone.. hehe~* thn i fastfast call bac tell her why not we meet another dae ba.. so frm tpy, i took 159 home.. thn the road home very long ah.. i sit till head painpain.. realie got the wan puke feelin.. thn after tat went to hougang point buy stuff.. thn like tat i spent more thn 100 over bucks.. top up my fare card, thn pay my bills.. juz on the bills, i paid 150 liao.. thn buy my toiletries.. haizz.. money hard to earn.. tired.. wan slp liao.. bua tahan.. nemind lah.. tml wed liao.. juz a few more daes to go..

todae is a suay dae.. duno if i can get ani suayer thn todae.. tis morn i tot my mum will send mi to the bus stop.. but thn she didnt. whn i step out of my room, everyone has already left.. so sad.. so i walk to catch 322 loh.. thn while i was crossin the road, the bus came.. thn i couldnt catch it. so i tot i could fastfast walk over to the nxt bus stop, coz its loop wan mah.. thn i was once again too late.. the bus uncle saw mi runin towards it.. but thn it still sped off.. damn angry.. and cum on loh.. i dun run after bus wan loh.. i is the rather late or dun go aso will not run after bus wan.. butthn todae realie desperate liao.. but thn uncle still like tis.. thn fine loh.. i dun take bus.. i walked all the wae to the 74 bus stop loh.. thn whn i was crossin the road, i saw the stupid 322.. so tis shows tat the time i took to walk over n the time the bus took to reach the stop is the same~* so frm tml onwards i can no need take tat stupid bus liao..thn finaly alight frm the bus liao. i was late.. by abit lah.. and another suay ting happen.. doreena is rite in front of mi. thn i dun dare to overtake her.. so i haf to ren ming loh.. wan walk faster aso cannot.. so i was late. but thn nemind lah.. i feel so much beta liao.. whalewhale was online todae.. thn he tok to mi abit.. and foward alot of emails to mi.. so i was like readin deleting readin deleting.. got nice wan aso no time to forward it out.. but thn nemind lah.. so by thn, i got into a beta mood.. hehe~* later ktv.. realie lookin forward to it.. i haf been updatin tis since lunch till nw.. and its 5pm liao.. an hr more to go.. hehe.. juz ask jere n est to dao bao kuay for mi.. feel like eatin sumting sweet leh..

Still sundae.. another borin dae.. yk came over in the afternoon.. he went to yum chai in the earlier on wif yeye.. thn he dao bao sum dim sum for mi.. thn he helped mi packed my room.. well.. all i did was to sit and lie around the bed fiddlin wif the hi-fi.. thn he will stand ther, packin and ask mi," tis one u wan anot.." , " tat wan u wan anot".. so like tat loh.. but thn the room still very messy lah.. coz i like every ting aso wan.. nemind.. tats not the point.. actualie, i tink i lead a damn borin life.. whn's the last time i realie go out clubbin and haf fun.. too long, too long ago till i cant remember.. haizz.. how?? now wrkin liao.. cant aso realie go out during the wkdaes.. coz nxt dae still haf to wrk.. thn wkends wan go out aso feelin reluctant coz at times i rather rest at home.. damn jia lat rite.. wat a boring life i lead now.. aniwae, i used tis weekend readin up The Teenager Texbook and The Teenage Workbook.. well, these are storybooks i heard of bac in my sec school daes.. i even remembered ther's a local movie on it.. and i even went to see it. but thn tis is the first time i'm realie it.. funny rite.. 20 liao, still readin Teenager Text and Wrkbook.. but thn its a okie story loh.. seted in singapore, so alot of stuff i could relate to it.. but thn the endin is kind of perfect.. in fact too perfect till its very fiction.. i mean wher in the world has the love story of our tis age turns out to be like so perfect?? i dun even haf a target noe.. juz like wat est saes.. at least whn u haf a target, thn it seems like ther are tings u can look forward to everydae whn u wake up.. a fonecall, or a simple sms.. but thn now.. i got nth to look forward to.. haizz..

Todae sundae liao.. last nite was a borin nite.. coz i was stucked at home.. no wher to go, no ting to do.. yest went to yishun, thn went to collect the pay cheqye, i was damn disappointed coz i didnt realised the cpf was actualie like so much.. so in the end wat i got was less thn expectation.. haizz.. thn after tat meet up wif fr, thn went to catch a show.. we sw home run.. nice show leh.. tat little girl is like so cute n pretty.. and its very touchin loh.. thn after tat had lunchie wif him.. and damn pai sey loh.. coz he pays for everyting.. thou i tink at times its the gentleman act.. but thn i still not used to pple payin for mi.. coz ermm.. maybe coz i haf been wrkin since the poly daes.. so i alwaes haf sum xtra cash wif mi wan.. so in terms of fianancial, i m pretty independent.. so i dun like it whn guys pay too much for mi.. aniwae, during the show, xiong called n sae mahjong again loh.. so i rushed home after the show loh.. thn durin the show, the hp kept rinign.. xiong called n sms lah.. jon aso called.. thn sum sms aso cum in, then qian aso called mi.. to tell mi she failed her tp.. haizz.. but thn nemind lah.. nxt time will be beta..
thn i reached home ard 3plus 4pm liao.. thn played till 7pm like tat.. coz the guys goin to see soccer.. thn i win abit loh.. win bout 5bucks.. but thn last nite shld be the last nite i will be seein thm liao wor.. coz tml nite goin out wif jere they all mah.. thn tues.. ermm.. tink ying kai shi bu hui kan dao they all liao wor.. haizz.. sister.. i will miss u wan loh.. thna fter tat 7plus.. got noting to do, nowher to go.. wan call pple go out the timin aso abit sala like tat.. damn sianzz.. haizz.. todae another borin dae.. i wan to go clear my room... but thn aso feelin damn lazy.. die lah.. haizz.. later see how ba..

ERmm.. seems like i didnt updatet is yest.. well.. yest was a fridae, but thn i didnt go wrk again.. i call in sick in the morn.. sian lah.. thn yest i went dwn to bank in a cheque at 1.50pm.. but thn onli after i slot the cheque in, i realise tat the collection time is actualie 11am.. wat the Fu*ck.. its like i ALL ALONG tot the collection for tis cheque deposit is 2pm wan loh.. duno which idiot make it 11am for the one at hougang point.. thn after tat i went dwn to joa hse to take yk's hse key, thn go serangoon north ther buy the doggie food thn walk dwn to yk's hse.. lizzie haven eat yet ah.. coz he run out of food.. thn its a long walk dwn to his place mah.. thn its a humid dae.. as i was walkin along all those bigbig hses, alot of bigbig cars went pass mi.. all will turn and look at mi.. i guess i muz haf look like a indonesia maid or sumting.. thn since everyone is lookin bac at mi.. i was wonderin why noone wan to give mi a life dwn tat long bloody road.. its like the dog food is heavy loh.. and its such a hot dae.. haizz.. nemind.. so i went to his place, thn lizzie was sooo happi to see mi.. thn i played wif her and all, feed her.. hehe~* thn i loiter at his place, readin a story book.. till xiong called and ask mi play mahjong.. thn they meetin 5.30pm at my place, so i left yk hse ard 5pm to walk bac.. thn pass by xiong's hse mah.. so i went dwn to his palce sitsit.. first time go to his hse.. but thn sad to sae loh.. his room is even neater thn mine.. and I AM A GIRL leh.. damn pai sey.. nemind loh.. thn after tat jon and roy late, so we waited awhile thn go bac to my place.. thn play till 11plus, thn i lost 20cent.. realie waste time.. hehe~* after tat go dwn eat supper.. actualie its more of dinner for mi.. thus i'm feelin damn fat now.. but thn i'm goin out again now.. coz i meet jon and xiong for breakfast dwnstiars.. jon wan to pass mi the basic theory book.. thn after tat i will be goin dwn to the agency to collect my pay cheque.. and btw huili passed her TP liao.. hehe~* her 3rd try.. happie for her loh.. and qian is on her wae to take hers liao.. wishin her all the best leh~* good luck girl.. u can make it wan~* and i'm runin late loh.. meetin thm at 10am.. and nw i haven bath yet.. hehe~*

the time nw is 3.56pm.. damn bored.. shall take my tortise time to update tis entry.. bu zhi dao ni men de hua yu you duo hao.. bu guo wo de han yi ping yin xiang dang bu zuo.. xian zai de wo hu ran zhi jian heng xiang sui jiao.. sui yi heng zhong.. zhen de shi ke yi zuo zai dian nao jian bi shang yan jing jiu sui cao le de na zhong.. xiang chi yue bing.. zhong qiu jie yao dao le.. wo hao xiang chi yue bing.. wo you shuo guo zai qu nian fa shen de na jian yue bing shi jian ma?? hen hao xiao de.. you kong wo zai xie chu lai.. bing pi yue bing.. bu zhi dao jin nian shi bu shi gen wang nian yi yang, wo xu yao zhi ji mai gei zhi ji chi ne.. aniwae.. jin nian de zhong qiu jie zai 11th september... wo xiang zhe yi tian shi you zuo kong de.. haizz.. bu guo zhen de hao xiang chi yue bing...
i am cravin for mooncake.. not currypuff.. the boss juz bought us curry puff.. and she realie is buy alot.. and btw, this boss, is not my manager.. its the big boss.. so nw i got to eat the curry puff.. tell mi how to jian fei.. comfirm fat wan mah.. and its rainin heavily outside.. wan go toilet aso cant.. how huh.. the rain bigbig leh.. still got thunder loudloud wan.. so cant walk to the toilet i alwaes go.. haf to go upstairs wan.. which i aso not too sure hw to go.. damn jia lat.. and tat curry puff is still starin at mi.. and the more i smell it, the more i feel like pukin.. and i tink i knw the reason why i'm cravin for mooncake liao.. coz alot of advertisers now advertisin mooncake in sep.. thn i doin the xpromo for sep mah.. lavendar mooncake lah, bengwana solo mooncake lah and even meizhenxiang got mooncake.. Toilet.. howhow??? juz been to the toilet, and i got so lost.. heng b4 i go up, i ask denise.. thn she told mi its like left rite rite left.. and its realie a long wae loh.. thn whn i cum bac tat time, the left and rite like no longer applies rite.. so i was like abit lost.. and thn got tis door mah.. gotta turn left to go tru it.. but thn i actualie overshot thn i walk all the wae.. thn dead end thn i got to reverse bac.. wa lao.. damn pai sey leh..
aniwae.. i haf entered the last hour of my wrk todae.. actualie realie very ke xi tat i cant go meet up wif the girls todae.. but thn haizz.. realie loh.. i realie hope i am able to catch up wif the girls.. got the feelin nxt week will not haf tis crowd liao.. 5.40pm liao.. can go bac in 20mins time.. wan see the tv leh.. got the kao shi jia zu.. but thn todae not doin filin.. so i haf my bac to the tv.. haizz.. i wan do filin.. its such a mindless job.. actualie funny rite.. i actualie like the task tat noones like..
okie.. mins to 6pm.. and i'm leavin liao.. hehe~*

at the office nw.. damn jia lat.. jia juz sms mi tis morn and sae her mummy pass awae last nite.. i mean its very sad wan loh.. coz whn we juz grad frm sec sch, its her mum who got mi and qian and jean and fiona the job at ntuc wan.. thn its like, she's a nice lady loh.. thn its like so sudden loh.. never hear thm sae if aniting is wrong wif her. thn juz all of a sudden.. jia is onli 20 tis year leh.. i realie cant imagine wat am i goin to do shld i lose my mummy nw.. so aniwae.. i'm goin dwn to the wake tonite after wrk.. heard drea says its at sum church at changi.. abit out of the wae ah.. and tonite, actualie already arrange to meet up wif the poly girls liao loh.. and its mi who arranged it wan loh.. thn turned up its mi who's not goin.. realie everyone is goin leh.. est lah, xw lah, huili and even mich.. onli mi.. but thn sum sacrifices, sum piority settings has to be done wan loh.. Frewns, i will alwaes and still haf the chance to meet up wif thm wan loh.. in a life time, u will onli haf ur mum once, and to die onli once.. haizz.. feel so sorrie to hear bout it.. i aso duno see her later sae wat.. actualie i very scare bout all these stuff wan.. never feel comfy bout it.. but thn its all for a frewn rite..

i juz reach home ah.. finaly.. the comp seems fine.. i tink thers a worm sumwher ard.. juz went to mircosoft.com to d/l the tingy.. thank god beast sms the tingy tis morn.. i see liao i still blurblur.. till juz now i on the comp, thn very obvious loh, sumting is wrong.. thn i did a virus scan, thn got tis blast tingy.. so tis is the webby shld ur comp aso got problem.. juz nw scan tru the microsift webby abit.. it seems to be sum time bomb tingy.. remind mi of the daes i was studyin the networkin security bac in poly.. nemind nemind.. ermm.. juz nw went to eat crabbies wif jon and xiong.. they treat mi.. coz i realie broke liao.. my pay cheque haven cum in yet.. i realie duno why leh.. so tis might be the last time i see thm.. actualie realie feel kind of sad.. thou didnt knw thm for a very long time, but thn realie very click wif thm loh.. sis sae he will cum out on the 5th sep to attend the graduating ceremony.. thn can see him liao.. but thn ermm.. diff feelin liao loh.. haizz.. tml meetin up wif the girls again.. actualie got the feelin tat tml maybe not much pple will turn up.. maybe too last min liao loh.. but thn no matter wat, i'll keep my fingers crossed ba.. i go slp liao lah.. nitezz ple~*

Last nite, reach home ard 9plus 10pm.. thn typed out an entry. but thn guess sumting is wrong wif the blogger, thn it couldnt get published out.. thn i'm alreadi damn tired and all liao. thn tis blogger still like damn against mi.. damn pek chek. but thn aniwae i slpt pretty earli last nite.. tired lah.. and aniwae, yest after wrk went to yishun ther, went to signed the appointment letter, thn drop the time sheets at the agency ther.. and aso meet fr for dinner.. went to eat tis nasi lemak at sembawang ther.. seems to be very famous.. ermm.. the chicken wing is nice.. nxt time got chance will go again.. last nite, yk called mi at 2plus.. he said lizzie dropped a tooth.. actualie i'm pretty worried.. do puppies haf milk teeth like human being?? like whn we in primary school, we will haf a new set of teeth thn the milk teeth will dropped one by one.. puppies aso like tis ah?? aniwae, i might be goin dwn todae after wrk to see lizzie..
nw at wrk.. juz bac frm lunch.. todae one of the girl'd here bdae.. her name is carman.. and ther's 26 candles on the cake.. ermm.. 26.. wher will i be whn i'm 26. last nite sumone told mi by the time i'm 25, still w/o a bf, thn i will up on the discount rack liao.. but thn frankly speakin, i tink tis 5years will fly wan loh.. haizz.. nemind..
tryin to be happier at wrk.. still doin the filings.. todae may came over and she realise tat all the filings is in a mess loh.. so i'm tryin to rectify it.. i guess denise didnt knw wat shld go wher ba.. so nw, i tink its liek even mroe wrk, coz i haf to look tru frm file to file.. damn broke ah.. but thn the smschat tat campany called mi tis morn and said they will post out the cheque todae.. thank god.. hehe~* i tot the money is lsot for good liao.. so i tink by tis fridae or sat, i will recieve the cheque.. and i still haf not recieved the pay cheque frm the agency. maybe its due to the national dae or wat lah.. but thn whn tis pay cheques cum in, alot of it will haf to go into my bills.. actualie i wanted to go do the hair wan.. but thn i tink tat will haf to wait again.. i haf been wanttin to do the hair ever since the ck pqy cheque cums out.. but thn till nw, which is like another mth has pass liao.. damn jiz lat.. haizz.. wrkin liao but thn why am i still so broke.. i realie dun understand.. yk juz called.. his wrkin todae.. so moz prob i tink i too lazy to go over his palce liao... sianzz.. and why am i typin such a long entry todae, in the office.. hehe~* tats coz doreena(my manager) took half dae leave todae.. but thn i'm goin bac to wrk liao.. haizz.. hope my wkedn will faster cum.. broke ah..

its mondae again.. and here am i, juz came bac frm lunchie.. todae ermm.. till nw i still feelin abit jittery.. coz i'mtryin to be extra careful.. in both my wrk and attitude.. coz doreena already knew i'm leavin.. she walked past mi in the morn and make a comment," Angeline, why are u doin tis to mi.." and before i haf the time to process this statement and reply, she walked awae liao.. aso good lah.. coz i duno wat to tell her aniwae.. thn its fixed tat my last dae is on the 22nd.. and dwen will be sendin the girls in for interview asap liao. thn if tat girl can start earli, and under mutual agreement, i am able to leave b4 22nd, wifout havin to compensate aniting.. so nw all i can do is to pray tat these 2wks can pass wifout ani storm and rain..

Todae is yk bdae.. last nite went over to joa's place at 10pm, thn help him carry the bbq stuff over to yk hse.. realie haf to admit that joa is a damn good frewn to yk.. he ealone organise all the bbq stuff for yk, thn go buy the food for the bbq and to ask his frewns over.. so the bbq starts ard 11pm.. thn had abit of fun loh.. smurf came wif anna.. didnt see anna for soo long.. the last time i saw her was at sum ktv i tink.. thn i still sing song wif her.. thn tis girl call elaine came.. franly speakin i abit dun like her.. maybe coz i tink ther's more to juz frewns between her and yk.. ermm.. i mean i stil la girl, will still not happie wif ani girls who could connect thmself to yk wan loh.. like the ting ended at 2plus, thn everyone left his place loh. thn he walk mi home mah. thn wewent to the park ther sit swing.. thn haf a tok loh.. didnt tok bout him and i. but thn more of tokked bout my wrk, his wrk... thn jess called. thn i aso dun feel happie. thn his sms kept cumin in and all.. thn i aso abit the wat... thn reach home at 5plus, thn slpt at 6am ah.. he slpt over at my place loh.. coz no point walkin bac liao.. i woke up at 12noon like tat.. but thn he left liao.. he left mi a msg sayin need to go home feed lizzie and need to haf lunch wif yeye...
actualie feelin abit not hapie nw.. coz i was readin sq online journal. and she sae she dun like mi. cum on loh.. on wat ground did she haf to dislike mi.. i dun mean to be rude lah. but thn in terms of relationship, she's actualie the Bi*ch who came in between mi and yk.. thou i haf to admit bac thn we were already on rocky terms liao, but thn she's the ultimate key to why i broke up wif him. she mentioned tat she dislike mi coz its alwaes mi who made yk upset. but thn i wan to let her knw, she's the ultimately the cause to all problems. so stop actin like a siant or wat. thru out all the mths, i haf never speak a bad word of her.. deep in my heart, i still tink she's the vitim caused by mi and yk. but thn nw she got the cheek to sae tis.. and i'm tryin to be ..... here loh.. coz she spelt jess's name wrongly.. thrust her to be those Alevel student.. no wonder she failed her A's twice.. and she's nw haf to take private degree coz her results coudnt get her aniwher.. i knw i haf a problem here.. its mean to sae all tis. but thn wo jiu shi bu shuang loh. ni yao na wo ze mei yang~*

"Yujun asked me if yk used to tell me lotz abt xinyi. Cant remember well… but I think I like hearing yk talk abt Jassica.. but dn like to hear him talk abt Xinyi…
First reason, yk seems agitated while talkin abt xinyi.. and I felt that he seems to feel something for her..
Second, I dn like Xinyi.
In fact, I have no right to? I dn even know her.

I dn like xinyi jus bcos I think she treatz yk badly.
From wat he said last time, I think Xinyi can treats him better….
Ha~ I dn like ppl that treatz yukkwong badly… that sounds so nice huh? Irony~"

the national dae parade juz finish.. can realie imagine the emotion was real high at the stadium.. haizz.. how i wish i aso haf the chance to go and see.. suddenli feel tat the army airforce and navy pple very shuai.. they look so ermm.. how to discribe leh.. veri wei wu de feelin.. very stylo wor.. hehe~* thn got alot of female officers took part tis year mah.. thn xiong was still tellin mi, go sign on loh.. actualie ermm.. tat realie never cross my mind loh.. coz i like ermm.. duno leh.. but thn they realie looks nice loh.. find a husband like tis aso not bad hor.. well.. i tink too far liao.. todae xiong still tell mi i like look older liao.. he say its like the stress look the adults haf on their face once they start wrkin.. actualie i realie stress over wrk loh.. wan resign aso so much problem.. and ermm.. ther's no THE ONE in my life now.. ermm.. duno lah.. wan go watch tv liao.. but thn later aso jia lat.. i wan go watch tv liao.. the 4brothers~*

HAPPIE NATIONAL DAE~*
todae is 9th August liao.. time realie flies.. tat dae pass by singapre tech, thn realise the office has put on new curtains, thn i stil sms jl and told her tat.. thn she reminded mi tat juz a year ago, we were still countin dwn our daes at ST, and lookin forward to the onli public holidae we are goin to haf in the 16weeks of SIP.. and tats National Dae.. time flies.. its already a year later liao.. yar.. haizz.. todae ermm.. seems to be havin plans, but thn on the other hand seems to be so planless.. so contradictin rite.. tink i might be spendin the dae wif xiong and jon they all ba.. see lah.. now adaes whn tings happened, i still got thm to fall bac on.. but thn in less thn 2weeks time.. they will be goin in ns liao.. by thn whn tings happen again, haizz.. nemind lah.. its all part and parcel of life.. tml whalewhale goin overseas for wrk.. life is like tat.. pple cum in and out of ur life.. its all beyond ur ctrl wan.. haizz.. i knw ther are pple who cares, pple tryin to get mi out of tis stupid moody phrase of life.. so i guess its all up to mi help myself liao ba.. and btw.. did i mention lizzie is at yk place?? she went over 2 daes ago.. actualie sort of miss her loh.. but thn wif so much troubles ard mi nowadeas.. i aso duno lah.. haizz..

Todae.. i aso duno sae happi or sad.. todae i realie is damn jia lat in the office.. tat yishun tat company called and sae they are goin to employed mi.. so tis is defiantely good news lah.. i was so happi thn i go ard tellin everyone.. i dun mean the pple in the office.. but thn more of qian ah, drea ah, est, xw and everyone loh.. thn sum happened to be online mah.. so i was tellin thm bout it loh.. thn doreena was like walkin up and dwn mah.. thn she saw i was typin awae loh.. thn i knw she not too happie liao.. coz she came over n ask mi wat wrk do i haf on hand.. whn she ask mi i can guess she not too happi liao loh.. so i stopped replyin all the msges liao loh. thn she abit attitude lah.. but thn its alrite loh.. coz she alwae aso attitude wan loh.. thn durin lunch ps came to tok to mi.. she told mi doreena not too hapi wif all the icq and msn tingy lah.. she ask mi if see doreena walk pass thn discreet abit loh.. and doreena aso ask her to set dateline to all my wrk, and to keep a log of wat i doin.. thn i got a bit tu lan loh.. but thn i knw i was in the wrong for all the icq and all in the office lah.. but thn cum on loh.. i'm not the onli one loh.. so she already not too happie wif mi liao lah.. thn to top it, i called the agency during lunch to tell thm i cant wrk animore.. and the hr haf already knw bout it loh.. nw its onli a matter time b4 doreena gets to knw it, and even more attitude towards mi.. so nw its either i compensate thm 2weeks or i continue wrkin for 2weeks.. and i realie duno which shld i go for.. the agency ther told mi its sated black n white in the contract tat all i haf to do is to give 2weeks and i can leave.. and i haf done it, so i'm not in the wrong.. i aso knw i not in the wrong.. but thn its i realie duno hw will her attitude be towards mi.. damn jia lat nw.. actualie getin the job shld be a joyous event.. but thn nw it turned out to be so disaterous.. how?? can tell mi wat to do anione??

In the office nw.. already start wrkin liao.. but thn its getin kind of bored.. so tot i can update tis abit.. yest after wrk, went dwn to city hall meet est and xw.. thn 3girls sit at the cafe ther and slack till the cafe closed.. its a nice feelin, its like 3pcs of hotcakes.. i was still wonderin whn are the 2 of us labled as hotcakes.. and yest, i finaly got the ans..its at poly year one, week zero tat time.. ther's this dae wher we went to sell the colored bears to mark the end of our oreintation week.. and coincidently, actualie i aso cant remember the reason why, the girls went as a grp, and the guys another.. other thn the 3 of us, i tink emi lah, ah ma and a couple more of thm were ther.. thn the startin place is at queenswae mrt station.. and after we collected the bears, we went to eat macdonald's breakfast.. and i aso forget wat happened ther.. and we got labled as hotcakes.. juz nice.. 3pcs of hotcakes in a box.. and tats mi, est and xw.. ermm.. thn est was sayin ah ma is the hushbrown sort of stuff.. but thn frankli speakin, i cant remember much of it.. tats bout 3years plus ago liao.. aniwae, i had a nice evenin last nite.. thou its juz the 3 of us tokin.. but thn its u knw.. the girls' tok..
todae fridae liao.. tml is sat.. and its aso Singapore's bdae.. but thn instead of feelin happie happi tat the wkend is here.. but thn i still feel moody.. coz i cant get to see the ndp.. and aso its like the lost of a frewn.. but thn well.. tings tat are meant to be are meant to be loh.. xiong was askin mi to sentosa on sundae.. thn i sae i dun wan coz mon need to wrk.. thn hesae go on sat instead.. well.. i duno whether he meant it anot lah.. still haf not comfirm aniting wif him yet.. but thn tink high chances is not goin wan lah.. coz i wan baibai.. thn sis still sae i wan be xiaobai ah.. thn wait till my nxt life tat sort of stuff.. xiong alwaes like tat wan.. those guys alwaes dun treat mi as a guy wan.. thn alwaes too brother till not very nice to mi wan.. but thn nemind lah..

At the office.. da bao lunch bac.. todae eat the malay food.. actualie still quite nice.. well.. but thn i didnt realie get to enjoy the food.. coz juz i start eatin, my aunt called mi.. bout benben.. haizz.. tis boi ah.. realie duno wat is he tinkin bout loh.. i dun wan to sae liao lah.. aniwae, i still in quite a bad mood.. coz ermm.. duno lah.. over the same matter.. i ase very jia lat rite.. very ma fan rite.. its juz like lookin for the impossible like tat.. wat is not mine.. is defianately not mine loh.. but thn how long do i haf to wait b4 wat is mine cums leh.. and frm now on, i am not goin to an lian ren he ren liao.. it juz doesnt worth the effort.. bac to wrk ba.. tonite might be meetin up wif est and xw.. thou no more ktv liao, coz the timin we cannot make it lah.. all wrkin n all.. but thn maybe can meet go eat dinner ba..

In juz a dae time.. alot of stuff happened.. I tink i aso impatient loh.. and maybe coz its mi being overly sensitive.. but thn i tink its not i sensitive loh.. i realie tink its ermm.. well.. actualie i realie got quite good hao gan bout tis guy wan loh.. i aso dun wan tings to turn out tis wae wan.. its like i finaly sort out my thinkings liao.. but thn not given a chance.. haizz.. why like tat.. tings recently are not goin my wae.. izzit realie so hard to find a guy who realie loves and care for mi? haizz.. i knw true love haf to wait.. but thn how long am i goin to wait.. very despo de gan jue rite.. tis is not mi.. tis is not xinyi.. cannot like tat.. but thn frankli speakin lah.. i realie got quite good feelings over tis guy wan.. realie lah.. am i realie tat bad???

Todae wed liao.. nw eatin lunhie in the office.. this morn, i told jere and est bout my latest crush.. thn they were like.. hehe.. thn i told thm i dun wan to be the nxt huili.. coz huili alwaes got problems bout the guys, thn will start whinin to everyone.. i dun wan to be like tat loh.. very fan wan.. so i told est i dun wan to be like huili.. thn she told mi, actualie seems like everyone aso tinks tis wae leh.. whn she havin problems wif draco, thn she told jere tis.. thn nw xw aso havin abit of problem, she told est she dun wan to be like huili.. and nw mi.. hehe~* huili bu zhi bu jue zhong becum out role model liao.. thn ermm.. my problem.. well.. actualie its all but a crush loh.. cant sae much bout it, coz its too soon.. bt thn no doubt, i stil hope sumting good will cum out of it..
joa called mi last nite.. about yk's bdae.. he sae he wan organise a bbq for yk.. meant as a surprise loh.. thn he said it will start at 11pm, coz yk goin to see the sir supply concert.. thn i ask joa he goin see wif who, thn joa sae duno.. well.. i tink he knws wan loh.. juz tat he dun wan sae.. thn immediately tat nite, i dreamt tat yk got a new gf.. hehe~* damn jia lat.. duno wats wrong.. but thn if i not wrong jess is still in sg.. might be goin wif her ba.. so the nxt time his cumin over n tell mi he no money for aniting, i'm not goin to give a damn liao.. he can spent money go see concert and all, thn ermm.. u knw..
todae the time in office seems to goin pretty slow.. duno why lah.. maybe coz i got too much tings on my mind liao.. i hope tat tings can progress smoothly thou.. wish mi all the luck kae..

Juz reach home.. todae i realie never go wrk.. earli in the morn went dwn to yishun for the interview.. the interview was fine loh.. i tink i did great.. hehe.. realie hope i get the job, but thn hope they will let mi start wrk later, coz i realie wan to fullfill the mediacorps contract.. thn after tat i went to yishun ther to see doc.. i told the doc my eye is swollen.. hehe.. and baleh abit, thn i got the mc and sum eye drop at 22bucks.. thn after tat went to meet qian at ubin, to book my basic theory, thn go shenton way wif her for her interview.. thn went dwn to clarke quay wan take pay, but thn didnt manage to take it.. tink they is dun intend to give us wan loh.. the bad guys.. haizz.. nemind. thn went dwn to bugis meet jon, roy and shawn and huili.. thn we walk ard abit thn i cum home liao.. spend quite abit of cash leh.. esp on transport.. juz see hw many places haf i been to.. after sum calculations, todae i spent close to 10bucks juz on the mrt n bus.. haizz.. thn haiz.. seems like i frm tml onwards got alot of planss.. tml jonas they all ask mi movie.. i tinkin of not goin liao.. coz very tite on cash.. thn thurs got ktv.. thn i still need to buy present for yk leh.. sundae his bdae.. jia lat lah.. tat dae badmood i realie abit overspent liao.. actualei i got alot of tings wan write wan.. but thn wo yi kai computer thn the icq keep blinkin till nw.. thn i totaly forget wat i wan write liao.. nemind lah..
actualie i tink recently i am losin self-confidence.. damn jia lat.. duno whn's my money cumin in, coz i realie wan to do my hair liao.. and huili ah.. haizz.. she dun haf money to return mi, but thn she got money to go see doc bout her face.. i aso duno wat to sae lah.. my bdae the fotos cum out liao.. its up on the webby leh.. but thn i haven go see.. intend to go wrk tml thn see leh.. i tink recently rite.. ermm.. my target seems to haf changed liao.. i aos duno how to sae lah.. but thn maybe coz drag too long liao.. and its like no future wan loh.. actualie for the past weeks i already tink tat i am givin up liao.. but thn recently it became even more obvious.. but thn i got the feelin tat tis time round aso crush again wan loh.. it shld be a very one sided tingy again.. funny rite.. for the past half year plus, i haf not been into ani relationship, but thn an lian le pple all the wae.. why like tat.. whn can the feelings be reciprcated leh...

At hm nw.. well, lizzie playin wif a rubber band nw.. so cute.. ermm.. my mood nw, cannot say happie, but thn aso cannot say unhappie.. actualie my head got abit of the painpain.. tml, i will call in sick ard 8am ba.. thn will go dwn to the interview loh.. after which o will haf to cum bac home to see the doc for the mc.. thn after tat i will go dwn to ubi ther meet up wif qian, thn go book my advance theory, thn accompany her to the interview at shenton way, thn we will hang ard abit lah.. tml meetin bao at orchard at 7.30pm.. well.. duno lah.. tink i will haf to go slp earli tonite.. tml actualie i very scare loh. coz haf to call in sick lah, thn go see doctor.. die lah.. long time never do such stuff liao.. the tot of it scares mi leh.. how??
and i was watchin the chanel 8 tat 9pm show.. and actualei all the love stories featured is very sweet leh.. like tat langping realie very nice to tat lexuan leh.. tat girl is wif a child, and he realie loves her, and aso the child, treatin the baby as his own child like tat.. thn tat letian aso.. between him and tat girl, duno wats her name, aso very sweet loh.. well.. i duno lah.. haizz.. and till nw i still find tat langping very handsome.. and i like his character.. serious and stable.. wher can i find a guy like tis leh??

Todae is mondae.. thou i slpt late last nite, but thn todae is not as blue as i tot.. yest, i went to meet yk at suntec.. i was late lah, reach ard 4plus abit.. thn i wasnt in too good a mood mah.. so i went on a shoppin spree.. i bought a cardigan, thn a top, a 3-quats pant, new shoes and new hair accessories.. ermm.. new magazine.. actualie quite alot of stuff loh.. thn i spent 100over.. and i left suntec marina ard 7plus.. so in 3hrs time, i spent 100over, and i actualie feel good after spendin the money.. left earli is coz i actualie bad mood mah, thn wan cut hair.. actualie kind of scary loh.. coz hair is actualie very precious to mi.. but thn tis time round, i mood swing till i actualie wan to go dye and cut the hair.. but thn heng no time to do so.. but thn actualie i still tink i shldnt wait for the rebondin, shld go dye and cut first.. so at first i tot i will haf the time to fo do hair, thn i arranged to meet cle at hougang point ther.. i told him i will be ther b4 8pm.. but thn i by the time i reached, its closed to 9pm liao.. thn we had a late dinner at kfc.. and its realie ages since i last eat fastfood liao.. afterwhich i called sis, thn go my place mahjong.. hehe.. play till ard 1am ba.. thn i lost 1plus.. well.. played till abit pek chek last nite.. long story lah.. but thn i angry at yk loh.. for not tellin mi the xiao san yuan tingy.. well.. nemind out tat.. so after they went bac, he called wan to apologise, but thn i still attitude, so we quarrel loh.. i was realie angry loh.. coz partly i was tired, and its kind of late liao thn i still haf to wrk the nxt dae.. so in the end finaly hang the fone liao. thn i went to slp. thn by thn, my rite eye kind of hurt.. i duno hw to sae lah.. but thn pain loh. thn tis morn it swell.. not very bad lah.. but thn it swell abit loh.. till nw the eye still feels weird.. nemind, hope tml will be beta..
juz nw, got a company called and ask mi go interview tml.. its the company at yishun.. well.. i went for the first interview bout 1mth plus bac.. thn nw they called mi up for the 2nd interview.. its tml at 9am.. actualie i am pretty lost bout wat to do nw loh.. coz tml tues mah.. thn haf to wrk mah.. so after much discussion wif est, jere and qian, i decided to call in sick tml.. actualie i feelin scare bout tis dissision loh.. coz doreena ermm.. abit scare of her lah.. and i am in the office nw.. hehe.. like ermm.. funny hor.. nemind nemind.. wish mi all the luck tml kae pple~* gotta go bac to wrk liao.. and btw, a new temp staff came in todae.. ermm.. still not much chance to tok to her.. but thn she seems like a pretty nice girl thou~*

Damn sian.. Sundae liao.. tml haf to go bac wrk liao.. haiz.. last nite, everyone who trued tokkin to mi told mi they can feel i got a problem.. its like sumting happened to mi.. tats y i'm like tat.. thn i kept insisting tat maybe its juz tat i didnt go out, tats y i'm in tat sort of mood.. but thn actualie, whn i was bathin last nite.. i knw wats wrong liao.. but thn its juz tat whn pple asked, i refuse to sae onli.. well.. its a fact tat i feel bad bout tat matter loh.. but thn its aso sumting i cant change loh.. bo bian wan loh.. i can blame noone bout it, its onli mi loh.. ermm.. i aso duno wat to do thn i can get over it..
goin out later.. to suntec ba.. goin shoppin abit.. buy abit of stuff thn hopefulli i will feel beta.. well.. if he knws tat i'm upset bout such stuff, i tink his not goin to give a damn to it wan loh. in fact i tink he doesnt even kws.. its doesnt matter to him at all wan loh.. but thn its onli mi being so affected.. cheer up girl~*

In the evenin, all of a sudden, i liek enter depression mode.. duno whn's the last time i was like tis.. aniwae. not a good feeling.. tink its coz i didnt go out todae ba.. its like ever sicne i start wrkin, i haf been out everydae.. thn cant stand the tot of stayin at home. even now, i still feel pretty bad bout stay at home.. i duno wat i wan now.. how?? yar.. feel like eatin moss burger now. i realie feel damn bad.. its the feelin wher i feel like hidin in a corner n cry.. or juz go out n wonder ard alone.. i duno lah.. its defiantely not a good feelin.. its the feelin like i'm forgotten.. wher's the pple ard mi?? i tot i had frewns?? wher are they?? i duno.. and maybe its aso my problem.. i duno n i dun bother to go find out.. oo is rite beside mi now.. but thn his like all 4 paws spread out, slpin.. and lizzie aso.. she's lyin on the sofa.. aso slpin.. how cum i haf 2 lazy doggies?? well.. maybe they take after their owner.. which is mi.. well.. i duno lah.. its already 10plus liao.. aso impossible to go aniwher liao.. haiz.. but thn i still cant help but feel damn low.. and oo forsake mi liao.. he walk over to the table.. under the table now.. but thn one ting remain the same.. his still slpin.. tink i go bath now.. take a cool bath and try to calm myself dwn...

The entiredae, i haf been clearin my mail boz over n over again.. seems like everyone is clearin their emails, in the mean while forwardin mails.. so this is one of which i recieved..
~*WHAT A REAL MAN WOULD DO FOR HIS GIRL!*~

1. Call her every day.
2. Always laugh at her jokes.
3. Tell her (truthfully) that you can't wait to see her again.
4. Offer her a back rub...without asking for one in return.
5. Call her just to say you were thinking about her.
6. Bring her a teddy bear and chicken soup when she's sick.
7. Write her a poem.
8. Slow dance with her (not only on a dance floor).
9. Bring her flowers for no reason.
10. Send her a (handwritten) letter just to say hello.
11. Always remember your anniversaries and bring her something sweet.
12. Kiss her in the middle of a sentence.
13. Take her for a walk at sunset and stay to look up at the stars.
14.Tell her something about you...that no one else knows.
15. Remind her that you still think she's beautiful.
16. Take a bubble bath together. (only if you are married)
17. Watch a sappy movie with her.
18. Surprise her with a candlelight dinner.
19. Never stop trying to impress her.
20. Tell her you love her...don't just expect her to know.
21. Never forget how much she means to you.
22. Give her great big hugs for no reason.
23. Kiss her because she wants you to SOOO bad

ACtualie juz nw update alot of tings liao.. but thn due to sum stupid technical faults.. everyting is gone.. damn pek chek. so i am goin to summarised everyting. so yest i went out wif yz.. actualie got explain abit wan.. but thn nw i dun wan to repeat myself liao. thn after tat huili came dwn.. actualie aso got sae abit bout tis wan.. but thn haizz.. thn after tat yz left liao, thn mi n huili wan go home liao loh. thn si came in his frewn's car, actualie i dun mind see liao thn go wan. coz aso gettin abit late, scare no bus home liao. thn huili aso rushin to go bac. but thn his frewn's like wan to go haf a drink wif us. i rejected at first.. coz pai sey lah.. but thn they called us up again. so aniting loh. but thn aso nth lah.. tok go library ther sit awhile onli lah.. but 15mins ba. thn huili see alot of her frewns. thn we walk wan go home, aso duno which bus stop to take bus.. coz late liao, coz certain bus cant take liao.. so in the end we walk ard, thn found a bus stop wher haf both our buses thn go home liao loh.. reach home liao thn once again, piggy mi tired.. so go slp liao loh.. so tats the end of the story alst nite.. thn todae, actualie got alot of plans wan.. i dun wan to repeat wat happen, but thn seems like i am stranded at home todae.. damn sian..
and well.. his finaly online todae.. but thn we didnt exchange more thn a few words. i duno wats his doin.. might be bz or wat.. but thn his still online nw and we are totali not tokkin nw.. haiz.. as i haf been tellin myself, suan le ba. i tink i need more attention thn tis. thou i haf becum more understandin, but thn.. well, tis is still xinyi loh.

Suddenli remember an incident tis morn.. i was in the bus number 74 tis morn goin wrk mah.. thn its those double decker bus, no air-con wan.. thn i sit those sidewae seats mah.. thn i didnt tie up my hair, coz still abit wet.. thn the bus go, thn the wind blow..thn my hair is like blowin all over my face mah.. thn i keep brushin it awae frm the face and tuckin it behind my ear.. thn suddenli hor.. i realise thers this guy sitin diagonaaly awae frm mi... quite near lah, thn i realise his lookin at mi.. intially tot he se lang or wat.. till reach amk mrt ther, thn i saw him smillin at mi.. thn i realise why his smillin at mi.. coz its like quite funny loh.. the wind blow, thn i haf to brush it awae frm my face.. and it blow again, and i brush again.. thn eventuali i took out a hair clip and clip the hair awae frm my face, but thn its still all over my face.. tats y he found it funny.. irritating rite..

In the office nw.. lunch time, juz came bac frm the canteen.. i realise tat ever since i start to update my blog here, i go home never on my comp liao.. its like all along, i'm makin the effort to write tis tingy, thn tats the reason why no matter hw tired i am, i go home i will still on the comp juz to write tis.. for the past 2 daes, i haf been slpin earli.. like sae by 10.30pm i comfirm already slpin liao.. damn pig rite.. i aso duno why.. its like i real fast knock out.. i 5min ago sms sumone, thn i knw tat person will call bac, thn i wait till i fall aslp.. thn tat person sae its onli like 5min later call bac noone pick up liao.. horrible mi rite..
ermm.. so todae fridae liao.. my msn juz pop up.. it read email recieved frm frost tan.. isnt he supposed to be in camp?? ermm.. duno lah.. aniwae.. todae fridae liao.. feel like goin out tonite leh.. but thn like noone to go out wif.. very ke lian rite.. i aso problemetic wan loh.. i in those selective mode tonite.. wan go out still muz choose who to go out wif tat sort of nite.. haizz.. duno lah.. at tis rate, i can expect myself tonite after wrk go home wan.. sis sms mi sae he wrkin liao.. so i tink no mahjong and crabbies for the time being liao.. he very fast goin ns liao leh.. tink i'm goin to miss him lotzz. tis morn i cum wrk i saw xu zhenrong filmin at the overhead bridge ther.. he sit at the stairs ther thn toot toot wan, carryin an umbrella in his hand.. a giordano orange umbrella.. duno wat show izzit.. but thn nemind.. got to go back to wrk liao.. will make the effort to go online later tonite... and i didnt hear frm him at all.. suan le.. its alright wan..