Dear Blog,

I am back!!
I am back in Singapore, I am back in the office..

I really (in a way) had fun there.. I almost wised that I do not have to come back.. The hotel is soooo sooooo nice...

I am about to leave office for home, been a busy day as I have been away from work since Friday.. Work's piling up... Reached Singapore last evening at around 9pm.. Took a train to Xiang's house, and from there he sent me home.. I think this is one of the veryvery few times that I took a train with him..

Feeling so tired, instead of a relaxing holiday, I feel like I am shopping myself to death... All I did the entire day was to walk and walk, eat and eat... Think I gain a couple of kgs just from this weekend.. I have to go back to my lunchless diet again..

Okie, I shall update again.. And now, its time for me to leave my office..

Dear Blog,

Its me, early in the morning come in to leave a note.. Well, yesterday was really a hard day to pass.. But then it still went past eventually.. Yesterday afternoon, Alex(my boss) called me into his room for a talk..

So well, he called me to talked about a position which suddenly become available.. Its a secretary position to another Director... This Director is from the Exhibit side, his in-charge of the Marketing Department. And right now, coz we are doing the Nokia project globally, so they have like combine set up a special division to handle it.. And that Director, Anthony was to head it. Then he will need a secretary to help him on it. So that become an opening which Alex think I can take it...

Overall, I am still answerable to Alex, coz he is still the Head of everything in Projects Department.. Thou in this Division, Alex and Anthony are actually supposed to be on par, no whose bigger and smaller. But then given Alex character, my guess is he will end up as the decision maker for all..

So, this is consider a promotion.. As I will be secretary to the Director, and not to those Division Manager.. And I will not be handling those POs anymore.. (A new admin girl will come in and take over this part of my job..) Sounds good?? And of coz, there will be adjustment in pay and all...

But my concerns are, it was rumored that Anthony is a Se Lang... As a marketing guy, he spend his time doing no work but talk.. Especially pretty girls... Well, I not pretty so I not worry.. But then my main concern is about this Bitch named Grace in her department..

Right now, she actually tries to bully me into doing all sort of work that she should be doing for her.. Good thing Irene and Lynn saw it and Lynn even feed-backed to the HR Manager about it.. Will I get even more abusedly bullied there??

Hard to believe right, I actually got bullied.. All along I thought only got me bully people and never the other way round.. But then well, its true.. This is really one bloodie biatch... I dont want to waste time explaining how I get bullied, she dont deserve this much of my attention..

Tired tired... And the weather is damn hot today. I tied up my hair.. First time since I did my rebonding I tied up my hair.. Hope not much damage is done.. But then its really hot.. Cant help it lah..

I started writing this entry early in the morning, Around 9plus if I still can remember.. And time really flies today, another busy day in the office.. And I still got so much POs not issue, but then its alright.. Boss not in, I can continue tomorrow... Yesterday OT till 6.30pm like that coz last minute need to do up a namelist for SK II Counter at Metro Paragon... So today going back early, to make up for the lost time yesterday..

Well, just to make this entry a little longer.. Thursday night I will go home, pick up OO, and send him to my granny house.. Actually Thursday night want to spend the night at xiang's house, then Friday morning we can go down to Golderm Mile there for the coach together. But then now a change of plans, I shall stay at my granny's house instead.. To accompany my OO, and also to teach the maids how to handle OO.. Like feed him and how to clear his mess... Poor Lizzie is going to stay at home coz she's too big a size, I dont want her to go frighten the kids at my granny's house.. Then Xiang will come pick me up at Pasir Ris on Friday morning... So at least its nearer to his house compared to my house.. And after that, will be a 3day 2night trip at Sunway Lagoon.. Initially I was still kind of looking forward to it.. But then now not really anymore.. Dont know why.. I have not packed my stuff yet, and still have not go change the currencies.. Actually a little not too exicted compared to the previous few days..

Dear Blog,

Today is monday.. Weather seems not bad.. Like its going to rain, but then still not raining.. And today, I totally lost the mood to work. I wonder what did I do the entire morning.. Seems like not much work is generated out.. I am feeling so damn tired thou I slpt around 10plus 11pm last night.. Not that late in my opinion, but I am still feeling damn shag today..

Yesterday, is my darling's bdae.. I got no pressent for him, and neither do I have the intention of wrapping myself up in a ribbon for him.. So for us, tis just another day. But at the end of the day, I got him a cup of icecream, and put a candle for him, sing him a birthday song, and make him make a wish and blow out the candle.. Well, he dont like cake, but he does like ice-cream.. So thats the best I could make it out..

I am feeling so slpy, no mood to work at all.. How? Just came back from lunch, half the day stands right infront of me.. What am I going to do?? Oh God, please help me..

Today Vatican is going to choose a new Pope. Regardless what is the outcome, it doesnt bother me at all. But then I do like to see the process.. Coz I have read about it all in Dan Brown's Angel and Demon.. So I would like to see the process in real life.. And I guess today, everyone would have forgotten about the old Pope, John Paul 2.. Well, in that case I will say a silent prayer for him and may he rest in peace..

Its only 1.38pm.. Still got ermm.. 4hours more to go... Die Die Die..

What a dreadful day..

Yesterday, it was quite an okie day in the office.. Went for the meeting at 4pm, and I actually took minutes.. Monday go back office have to go draft it out.. But then I missed the first part of the meeting. I wonder what am I going to do about it...

Meeting ended around 6.30pm, then went back to my table, only to find out that I had quite abit of missed calls.. Well, my mummy in one of her cranky mood yesterday.. So she asked me to go home feed doggies and all, when I already ahd plans to go Esther hse to celebrate her birthday.. Can you just imagine how upset am I... After alot of quarrelings with Ben, for not helping me out before he left home, and also with Mummy, who kept saying I have to take sole responsibilities for OO and Lizzie coz they are "my dogs", I really freak out. So I went straight home, thinking maybe I can still head down to Esther house after feeding the dogs, since mummy and ben was like so anti-me after I freak out at them.. But then that fucker ben, didnt clear the house when he came back from school.. That stupid OO actually dirtied the whole house.. So, I took about an hour clearing the house.. Can you just imagine how upset am I.. I reached home around 8plus, then by the time I am done with the house, its around 9pm. Then when I was about to feed the doggies, xiang came.. He came to pick me up. So I went bath, and by the time I was ready to leave the house, its already like 9plus.. I was soo soo soo soo angry. Really really angry with all of them.

Then I dont went to stay home, and it looks too late to go over to Esther house. So I went to xiang's house to stay for the night. Had a late dinner with him and his dad, then I was so tired (from rushing around, and clearing the house) that I knock out right after dinner..

Then this morning I woke up, then prepare abit then I drove myself to work with xiang's car... But then its with him with me so he can drive back the car.. Then today didnt do much work, spent most of the time chatting with Irene coz alex didnt come work today, so abit of rest and relax mood..

Then xiang came pick me up from work, then back to his place.. Then I took a napnap.. Byt the time i wake up, its already 4pm.. So we left his house, go to Beach Road Goldern Mile Complex there to book our Sunway Lagoon trip for the next weekend..Pretty excited about the trip. I wonder if its okie to wear bikini at the water theme park and if xiang will allow me to wear bikini ther.. Coz right now I dont own any swimwear except for that 2 bikini.. Well, the service that agency provide was actually pretty good.. I think can plan another trip further.. Take a plane next time round...

I was like damn freaking hungry by that time, and we went to had our dinner at the Goldern Mile Hawker Centre.. Had chicken rice.. Think the last time I ate that chicken rice, its when I was still in Primary school.. Then walked past that Prawn noodles stall, reminded me of Heng²...

And after that, 6plus daddy called me.. Seems like the doggies made a big mess of the house again.. And he said wants to talk to me about the doggies.. So I totally had no mood to go anywhere else thou its a Saturday evening, and Xiang sent me home. Till now, its like 10plus, they have not talked to me at all. But then daddy is angry about the doggies, and want me to send then away... Mummy have not even talk to me at all.. Well, and I kept myself in the room since 6plus till now.. With Oo and Lizzie of coz..

Feeling confused now.. Feeling damn upset that I didnt go to Esther Birthday Celebrations yesterday.. And also angry that I cant spend the night with xiang coz tomorrow is his birthday... I think this is one of the worst weekend I ever have..

But then Happy Birthday Girl, may all your wises come true kae.. I just been to her blog, and seems like they had so much fun last night and I miss it all.. Hope she like the pressent we got for her..

And also to xiang.. Happy sweet 23rd.. And I love you.

Dear Blog,

Thursday morning.. The time now is 9.02am.. Reach office around mins ago, just finish checking my mails and all.. Have not really start working.. Today thou its only a Tursday, but then I am feeling bight and gay!! Maybe its coz I am not wearing my usual black and white.. I am wearing this colorful skirt (pink, orange and yellow strips..) and a plain top to match my ever so sweet skirt.. Its been ages that I have worn this skirt out.. Bought it at bugis that pasar malam.. Xiang paid for it while I was changing out coz he really think it really look nice on me...

And today Horoscope says my lucky color is pink!! My skirt has lots of Pink.. But too bad I only heard the Horoscope after I left home.. If not I would have worn a Pinky top to match my skirt.. But then I guess this is good enough.. *wink² ;P*

Enough about that skirt.. For the past few days, actually I was not on very good terms with xiang.. We quarrel again.. Yupz.. About some stuff that happened donkey months ago.. Dont know hows our status are like now.. Well, but then we are still going to our Sunway Lagoon trip next week... Actually I am kinda looking forward to that trip.. Its like been soooo long since I took a trip out of Singapore. But no doubt, I will be happier if we are able to travel further..

Well, today hopefully will be a fast day.. After lunch, I need to cover the reception for an hour.. And that will bring time to around 2.30pm minimum.. Then 4.30pm I have the Dinner and Dance 2005 Commitee Meeting.. So excited leh.. I am selected into the D & D commitee this year.. I wonder what theme will we come out with today.. *excited*

I was flipping through my organizer last evening, and I realised that May is coming, and all your birthdays are coming.. I want to celebrate for Huiyu, Heng², Huili, Huishan, Beast² and who else have I missed out.. And you know what.. All these 5 people birthday fall in the same week.. (Going to be a busy week ah..hehe~*)

Okie, guess its time to head back to work.. If not my afternoon will get all jamed up.. I am happy today guys, hope you are happy too kae!!

Dear Blog,

Today the Horoscope says I've got 4stars for all sectors.. Meaningly my Love, Work, Health and Overall.. So today is a good day for me!! Its also says works that I found hard to do earlier on will seemed easy today.. Well, lets hope so ba okie..

Called Huili yesterday, glad to know that she's actually starting to do fine after her meeting with the phychatrist (Dont know how to spell that.. I tried my best..) Well, actually at the end of every relationship, either one or both parties will feel very bad about it. I think its unavoidable, but then since things have come to an end, really no point to keep laminating over the same question over and over again..

And today, finally I got some good thing to say about my hair.. With the short fridge, its totally covering my eyebrowns.. So, this means that it doesnt matter if I draw or dont draw my eyebrowns.. hehe~* Coz its totally hidden away from sight..

Cant wait for the weekend to come.. Thou today is only Tuesday.. I kept thinking today is Wednesday when I woke up this morning.. Dont know why.. This friday, going to Esther's house for her birthday celebration dinner.. Then Sunday will be xiang's birthday.. Actually I was thinking of bringing him to the zoo (I used to LOVE zoo alotalot when I was in Poly.. My record is I can go there 3 times in 7days.) and I shall prepare a pinic for us.. But then he told me his going to tomb sweeping on that day with his parents, so means we cannot go zoo... *sad* So I got totally ZERO idea on what are we going to do on that day..

Well, maybe celebrations will only come next week instead, coz I took leave, and we will be heading for a short trip.. Actually wanted to go Bangkok, but then now Bangkok like not save so I cancelled off my bookings, then wanted to switch to HongKong, but then its too expensive in the end.. So now, I am thinking of Sunway Lagoon.. Plans still not finalized yet, but then I have started calling agencies to check it out.. So that shall be his be-lated bdae celebrations..

An hour more to 5.30pm, so i thought i shall just drop a few notes since i want to upload the entry for last friday..

In the office now, feeling muchmuch better.. Went to see a doctor on Saturday morning, which cost me like 41bucks plusplus.. After taking the meddy, i took a nap, and went to do my hair..

Yupzz, i rebond it again.. But then this time, with something different.. I cut my fridge short. Short as in right across my face, just above my eyebrowns that short.. I took some pictures, will try to upload it when I have the mood.. Well, i actually regretted cutting the fridge as i really find it damn ugly.. Its like compared to a year ago, i think i look like a nut now.. its like soo ..... I wonder how high are the chances that once the hair grows long, i am able to do up the parting, and i am going to look 'pretty' like last year.. Well, xiang says i look okie.. Just that maybe i am not used to it only.. But then i really think its more then NOT USED TO IT.. But then nothing can change the fact.. so well, just got to wait till it grows long, and see how it goes..

Okie, actually I am really upset about my hair.. Ben² told me last night,'Jie, its really "PRETTY" ah..' I was like ..... He actually put up his hand and do the exclaimation mark right at my face.. I was so damn sad... Even my own brother said that to me.. And my mummy laugh at me.. If OO and Lizzie could communicate with me, i wonder what will they say about my hair... And the stupid short fridge is like making me so uncomfy.. Its like ended in the middle of nowhere.. Its quite disturbing and annoying.. Really dont know what to say... Well, shall just end here.. Please let me know you comments about my new hairstyle should you see me kae..

8th April 2005 (Friday)

Wrote the below last Friday, but cant log in to update it.. So let it be a belated entry then... (Better then nothing..)

Well, actually I guess I am in this state is also partly due to me, attending the aerobics dance class yesterday.. Thou Irene couldnt make it yesterday, I brave through the entire class alone.. The class was fun, but then I doubt I am going to lose any weight there.. I was like jumping around trying hard to follow the steps, but then overall I think I was simply fooling around and I didnt even sweat one bit..

Haizz.. Actually I'm feeling quite xing ku now. But then looking at the time, around 1hour has passed. And I did practically nothing yet.. Hopefully today will passed in a fast and easy way... Cant wait to leave office.. And I will be meeting Andrea tonight, to have my hair done up.. Yup, rebonding again.. The same old boring hairstyle.. Xin's hairstyle have been the same for the past 4-5 years.. But then I look pretty in long straight hair right?? At least, this is the way I like it..

Feeling soo sick..

I hate Patrick.. How can he actually be such a blur sotong at work. And now everyone is suffering under his poor project management. I really have NO IDEA what is he doing.. All the work that comes out from his desk, seemed to be extra work.. His simply wasting my time and effort. Things that I have already done up, have to be done up again and again.. I know he have too much work on hand now. And I am also trying to help relieve him of his work load. But then due to his extrememly poor project management skills, his not only adding more workload to himself, and to others (expecially me..)

Note: His not even my boss.. His only a Project Executive..

Dear Blog,

I am not happy today.. In fact I seemed to enter a depression stage. I wonder if its coz of my period is finaly here or is it becoz I had too much fun today or maybe its coz the Horoscope said that I have only 2 out of 5 stars today in terms of work..

Just came back from lunch. Didnt eat anything. Dont feel like putting any food to my mouth.. But funnily I should be feeling hungry today coz I skipped dinner last night.. So for the past 24hours, I didnt exactly put any food down to my stomach..

I actually wrote a whole chuck of all the mistreatment I have recieved this morning.. But I have deleted it, coz... I dont want pple to know what I have gone through.. Know liao also no point right, its not going to help anyway...

Anyway, I have so much fun last night.. Thanks Heng².. And all the best in Saturday's competition kae..

Ermm.. I went KTV last night with Heng².. Sung alot of songs and all.. So nice to see him after such a long time.. Seen some photos on his Handphone and all.. Ermm.. haizz.. Really didnt see him for so long le.. His best frewn already got married, and so is his sister.. Time really pass.. So when's your turn Heng²??

Thou I was really happy last night, but then I am still feeling damn upset now. Think I shall go back to work, and leave on the dot today. Today really seemed like a bad day for me, or at least thats how I am feeling.. I want to go home...

Today is Monday.. The weather is like so un-Monday.. Its raining cats and dogs, making the office look like its 9pm instead of 9am early in the morning.. So the day goes on, and as Monday always was, a busy day.. So I OT till 6plus, then xiang came to pick me up. So that we could got to Serangoon North so I could buy the Doggie Food.. And that cost me 100bucks..

Well, my weekend. Nothing fasinating.. Went to Orchard for 2 days in a row, spent 7plus on parking on both days.. So that adds up to about 15bucks for 2 days.. Didnt buy anything thou we walk around alot.. Well, meet up with poly friends, at least its something..

Next week will be xiang's birthday.. And I have thought of the perfect place to bring him on that day.. But I am not going to disclose any information here, just in case he sees it.. And as for the pressent, I am still thinking about it.. Chances are either I can get it and he loves it.. Or he gets nothing this year..

Well, nothing much to add on. I wonder when will Level 4 finishes the renovations.. I cant wait to shift down.. I will bring my barang barang and make my place 'homely'..

Okie, nothing interesting.. Shall end here, hope the weekend come fast.. And oh yes, I am going for re-bonding again this Saturday with Andrea. My 5th rebonding.. Or should I try Perm?? Ermm.. Actually I prefer re-bonding, but then I have been having straight hair for the past 4years, really hope to have a change.. How??

Dear Blog,

Another entry from me.. Today is a busy day.. Things just starts pouring in.. Patrick is really getting on my nerves.. He really damn blur.. And his blurness is adding on my work burden.. But haizz.. What to do.. Think everyone in the office knows that I am like very over-worked due to his blurness..

And I think I sprained my hand, the wriast part.. How?? It hurts alot when I exert force.. I even have abit of problem writing..

My auntie Junice just called me.. She wanted to go for a Shanghai/Beijing tour with her.. we agreed to go together during the chalet last week. She just called me tell me the tour is on 19th April.. I was like SHOCKED.. And what shocked me more is its a 8days tour.. How am I going to get 6days leave.. You think Alex will go approve it?? Haizz.. hard loh... Trying to convince her to arrange it in June instead.. She mentioned that if we're going in June, she might consider bringing my little cousins along too.. hehe~* How nice..

Today my company got function. Its the Supplier's Night. They ordered cathering and all, and invited the suppliers over for a get-together.. To show them we appreciate them and all.. Nice right?? But this also means OT for us.. Damn sianzz.. The function starts at 6.30pm, but then the suppliers have start arriving since 5plus.. Dont really like the cathers. The last time they came, they have those waitress walking around serving drinks.. Red wine, beer or those non-alcoholic drinks. Ask them what is the non-alcoholic drinks, that girl replied,'Orange Juice.' Then my colleauges were all doubting, coz the color looks too yellow for Orange.. And it turned out to be a Super-Duper Sour Lime Juice..