Dear Bloggie,

Had a not so bad weekend...

Friday

Had meeting in the office till like 7pm. Meeting DT for movie at Tamp, and he arrived at 4plus, so his like waiting for me for ermm.. 3hours. Oopz.. :x

So I arrived very late, we had dinenr and saw the movie ermm... I forgot the title... But its the comedy where 4 old man went on a road trip in USA.

While watching the show, I was like wondering... If his watching the show with me, I would suggest why not I'll go try get class 2, then maybe the 2 of us can also go on a road trip with scrambie... It seems fun. But well... =)

After that went home... And I slpt early. =)

Saturday

Woke up early for a KTV session with Amy and Huifeng at Hougang. =)

I was damn suay that day. Dad insisted on me having breakfast. So I was like kind of late, but since his so persistant in buying me breakfast, so I took the bao and ate it while walking to the bus stop. Reaching the bus top, I realised that the gravy from the bao dripped onto my pink polo tee, and my beidge capris... And Its a pretty obvious stain. So that really puts me in a pretty bad mood.

So since I was running slightly late, I simply hop on the bus. Which was pretty packed with elderlies and young kids. So I offer my seat to an old lady, and stood all the way to Hougang inter. The driver, thought his on a F1 track or something. He'll go on full speed and upon reach the red light, he'll e-brake. Well, just to conclude its a ultra bumpy ride, and its passengers is mainly made up of elderlies and young kids, I was very unhappy. =(

Errmm.. Okie, coz I nearly fall the in bus, that make up a even larger % of my unhappiness...

So while I was trying decide should I call up SBS and lodge a complain on the dangerous driving of its driver, I alighted the bus. And I stepped onto a cement block which is in loose soil, as it just rainned the previous night, the sudden depression of the block caused the yellowy water to splash on my feet.... AAhhh!

Just when I thought nothing could be worst... =(

But anyway, had a wonderful time with the girls, after which we went down to Orchard Road, and then took a cab home.

*tired*

Sunday

Didnt know what to do. Actually wanted to bring Toffee down for grooming, but its full. Wanted to start doing my Econs revision... BUT!! I ended up watching the HK drama serial DVD... Starting from 9am, I watched till 12mn. Finishing ermmm... 17 episode.. *hehe*

I finished the Rain's korean drama... So damn sweet.

But I'm not in the mood to see those show actually. =)

When I finally put my head on the pillow, I can feel the world spinning around me. Must be too stressful on the eyes.... But its a damn nice serial... Its those criminal investigation team show...

Okie, that ended my weekend. =)

Exams coming soon, got to start my revision.

He'll finish his exams in 2 days time (2nd May)...

I wonder what will happen.

I wonder will anything happen.

Oh yar... I'm abit sick of work recently. Feel like applying for new jobs again... Ermm... Should I?

Dear Bloggie,

I had a dream last nite.

A nasty dream...

A dream that woke me up, feeling so scare and alone.

It seemed so real, like everything is really happening right before me.

I dreamt of him.

With a her.

Thou I dont know who is the her, I have never seen her before, but yet I could picture a real life her in my dream.

I dreamt that she's in his car, siting at the seat which always belongs to me.

And I'm upset. And I was telling him I'm upset and I want him to make her get out immediately. But she asked him to start the car and drive away, and I saw him thinking....

Then he drove away, with her.

I think there's more than that, but somehow I forgot all about it.

I remembered I woke up in fear... Lost and alone.

Pathetic right.

I always called him when I had a nasty dream. But this time round, I got to nurse myself around... I reminded myself that he is no longer the pillar for me to lean on and I cant only depend myself. =)

But I'm fine now. =)

On a happier note, I finished my Accts yesterday and handed up ontime. Today is the dateline for Econs, but I have long finished it over the weekend. =)

Nothing on tonite, and tomorrow nite. Yup, I lead quite a lonely life...

Recently a best pal of mine got into a crisis. I'm so so so happy that I'm the one that she choose to lean on when crisis occured. This shows that not only I'm treating her as my best pal, she treats me as her best pal too. =) But no worries, I'll stay by her side, do my best to help her tru this ordeal and we shall emerge as winners eventually... =)

Jia you!

Dear Bloggie,

Errmm.. Monday Morning.

Today's mood: 1/2 Bad ; 1/2 Good.

Good

1. I got 88 for my 2nd Econs paper. So meaning that for my Accounts and Econs 2nd paper, I've 88 for both.

Not bad right... =)

2. I saw the movie which I want to see over the weekend.

But I didnt cry like what some said leh... Its true that its touching... But ermm.. I didnt cry leh.

Anyway, this the the show that I watched. =)

Its nice, and I like the sound track... *bdae wish list items...* Hehe. Dont think I can wait that long. Maybe I'll buy it soon... =)

Bad

1. Monday

Just the fact that its a Monday today is enough to totally turn me off... =(

2. Something happened last night. I felt so disappointed in myself.

In the first place, I should not have been there. And secondly, I over-reacted to some issues, which on 2nd thoughts after I cooled down, is no big deal at all.

So I'm angry with myself, for not bring able to control my own behaviour and let my emotions got the better of me. Where has all my pride and dignity went to? Secondly, I'm pissed off by my over-reaction. I simply seemed so childish now. Omg...

But its all over, and thank god for the wonderful things that happened this morning.

I'll be a happy girl...

With all the ice-creams coming... Ermm.. Not only happy, I'm a fat girl now too.

Dear Bloggie,

Finally I got the Batam Trip post up. Scroll down to 14th April, and you can view the full entry.

And so I thought I'm quite free now seeing that I have finished my Econs, and am more then halfway through my Accounts, let me finish up the KL part too kae. =)

KL Trip (6th - 9th Arpil)

There will be more text then photos as most of the time I was either busy eating or busy shopping.

The trip up was horrible till well... just horrible.

Coz I went with Qian and 2 of her colleauges, 1 of which is a Malaysian. So we didnt manage to buy the Coach ticket up, so he suggested lets try something else. Which was disatrous. But well, experience gained too.

7am, we meet at Bugis MRT station. Took a $2.40 bus to woodlands checkpoint. After all the jam at the checkpioint, we finally reach the imigration centre around 2hours later. And its like crowded with so much people, that we are stuck at the immigration centre for another like close to 2hours? After which, we got up the $2.40 bus again around 10plus 11am, to some bus terminal. Over there, we spent RM40 for this bus ride to KL.

Okie, just as I thought all was fine... Everything turned out worst. The bus, this bus... is simply HORRIBLE!!! Its crowded, the aircon is not working, and its noisy with kids and aunties and ah bengs... And this is a "no kidding" 5hours bus journey.

So okie.. And its not fast loh. The uncle was pretty slow. By the time we reached KL, its like what. 4-5pm. My one whole day GONE!! I was pretty depress I can tell you...

So Qian's dad got a lady to pick us up at the KL bus terminal... And we proceed to her Dad's house.

Qian's dad got a pretty house!

Under the glass, is a Koi pond...

Which links all the way outside, and back to the house again. Damn nice I can tell you... =)

Right after we deposited our bags in the room, we said we wanted to go shopping. The lady (her name is Amy) brought us to 1Utama.

At the A&W at 1Utama... Walk too much liao. Qian and me was trying hard to find Watson at that huge shopping complex. We didnt bring out bathing stuff, hoping to lighten out backpack.. So need to find Watson to buy our shampoo and shower cream.. If not cant bath lah.. Hehe.. So we walk and walk till damn tired. So go A&W for a break...

So shoik!! This shopping centre is way way bigger then Mid Valley in my opinion.

This is our breakfast on the next day. =) I love dim sum...

After that we spent the entire day at KL City. Okie, no photos here... As I was busy shopping... =)

Ermm... Think we are queuing up for dinner. Amy suggested Nandos. Malaysia's very own Kenny Rogers.

Inside Nandos... I know the photos are boring.. But really no other better photos. All the time, I was shopping and shopping. This is taken after a long day of walking. From Berjaya Time Square, we walk to Lot 10, then to Bukit Bintang, then to Starhill... Then took a cab to KLCC...

And this is our Dinner~*

Not my dinner. More of Jimmy's dinner... =)

Okie.. This is then my dinner. Ermm.. Not that bad, but give me Kenny Rogers anytime... =)

Okie, an obigatory photo... The dao zi yi you photo... I'm so damn tired to even try taking a photo with this tower...

Final Day at KL, we started the day with Bak Kut Teh... And Amy drove us down to Mid Valley, for our final round of shopping. =)

They picked us up from Mid Valley around 4plus, and proceed to this place (which till now I got no idea where is it...) for dinner.

Nice? Too bad I just miss the sunset...

So this is where we'll have our dinner... Nice ambience.. Cool breeze, beautiful water and great company. =)And the food.... BEST SEAFOOD I have ever tried. No seafood I have every ate in Singapore can hold a candle to this. The food is simply W O N D E R F U L !!!!

After the simply marvouslous dinner, Qian's dad brought us to see firefly. I cannot tell u how excited I am.. Coz I am like a city kid 1st time going to the country... Coz you see, out of the 4 of us, Qian's been to her granny's house somewhere in Malaysia during the CNY, Shawn's a Malaysian, and Jimmy's been tru NS. So left me... I have never seen firefly before, and the very thought makes me so damn excited.

No photos of it thou.. Coz its not allowed.. =(

But a wonderful experience. We board this sampan.. Went tru the swamp... You lift up your head, all that would great you is stars.. Nothing else but stars.. The Orion, Big Dipper.. And all others that I couldnt recongnise would appear bright and clear, right before your eyes... And not to forget the fireflies.. All resting in the trees... Looking like christmas lights on a christmas trees.. We even got to hold a couple in our hands. =)

Truth be told, I was pretty disappointed with the fireflies... Coz it stay on its peaceful trees, shinning away.. Only once or twice you can catch a glimsp of a couple flying around. But well.. Its so romantic.

Next time, I hope to bring my love one there. A quiet boat ride down the swamp... With the skies full of stars shinning right above you, and fireflies flying right beside you. This is well.. Oooh... So sweet. =)

Okie, thats when we call it an end, and the next day we took the coach (a direct one straight to singapore) back home. =)

In summary, I bought a total of 4 paris of shoes, 3 story books, foods and some other unaccounted stuff which even I forgot what I bought. Hehe... =)

Okie.. Thats about all.

I'm watching Full House now on vcd. So damn romantic.

Rain is so damn cute and is calling me back to finish up the show... See ya guys~~*

Dear Bloggie,

Nothing much to blog about. But just feeling bored, so decided to come in write a few words.

Assignment still not done. Econs left around 20-30%, and Accounts 50%. And I'm pretty confident of finishing it over the weekend. Actually not bad right? I was given 4 weeks to complete this 2 assignment. For the first 2 weekends, I was away travelling. And last weekend is when I really sit down and start doing it. And I can get so much done... =)

Seems like I could still make quite a good student right? Maybe better then my poly days...

Hearing my colleagues chatting about their kids and all... Such a nice feeling to be happily settled down, earning to provide not only for yourself, but also for your kids. Working hard, so you're able to provide the best for your kids. =)

Anyway, haizz... Guess I can manage somehow.

Feeling slight lonely recently. And yet I am ermm.. slightly in denial yester implies that there are people who still remembers me....

Haha, I'm getting boring.

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Dear Bloggie,

I dont know what happened, but my previous post seems corrupted. So I had it removed, and I shall more or less summarised the previous post.

1. Qian Bian Wen Da Ti

Answer to the previous Qus that I asked... =)

Grass didnt get to eat the cake (coz strawberry cake = Cao Mei Dan Gao)

And I shall give a new one again... =)

"What is Panda's greatest wish?" =)

This is one of my favorite...

2. Studies

School's great, my classes are coming to an end soon. And it'll be exam time.

I collected back my Accts assignment a couple of days back, and I got like 88. =) I want to say a big Thank You!! to all my friends who have helped me with it... (which is like alot...)

Till now I am still trying to complete my final Econs and Acct assignment. So all my weekend is burnt... *sigh* But its okie... At least there are stuff to keep my occupied.

3. Shopping

Last weekend went shopping with Qian. She bought a Gucci wallet, and well.. Being tempted, that makes me buy a Gucci bag. Which is such a mistake... =( Coz I'm going HK end of next month, I should be saving hard now...

And that bag... Ermm... Normal only. Hehe... Also got no idea why did I buy it. =)

4. KL & Batam Trip

I have begin posting up the photos. But its half completed, so yar... Coz I was feeling guilty you see. I had plenty of school work to do, and I'm rushing to meet Qian too that day. So yar.

But I'll get it up real soon. I promise. =)

5. Birthday

Celebrated Esther's birthday yesterday.

Happie be-lated birthday darling!!

Went to KTV. I had fun there, sang lots of song. Ermm.. In some ways, its a good way to release stress... I'll get the photos up soon too kae... =)

6. Earrings

My dearest friend named a pair of earrings after me... =) But too bad I only saw it this morning, and its reserved. Oh... so sad. Please go to this website to view the earrings name after me. I felt so wonderful... Having something named after me. It shows how that bit bit important I am to that person. Thanks girl!

7. Movie

There is this show which I want to see... Can someone go catch a show with me? Send me an sms kae... If you're free... =)

I guess thats all I have this morning. Seems so impromtu, and all I wrote seemed abit crappy... *smile* Got to start getting some work done... I hate working recently, and the thought that AA will be back in the office tomorrow sucks big time.

Today, ermm.. Feeling a little lonely.

Okie... Thats all. Have a nice day!

Dear Bloggie,

Long post ahead... I'll try to make it as short as possible. I really need to be doing my assignment now. Meeting Qian later to attend the Sony lesson, and also to shop

for her Gucci wallet and I want a Coach slingbag.. And also maybe the wristlet...

Actually, I should be doing my assignment now. But well.. let this goes up first.. =)

Batam Trip (30th March to 1st April)

This is a 3day 2nite Incentive Trip by my company. I am the overall organisers, and I also became the official photographer of the entire trip.. So you will be seeing very little of me. =)

In the ferry, on the way to Batam. (me and Irene - she's my best pal at work)

Seafood lunch. This is part of the package of a 1day land tour. The food absoultely sucks!

This is the room that I'll be sharing with Irene. Its actually not bad. The room is clean and comfy. Big and comfy, more then sufficient for 2 ladies... =)

Dinner was at the pool-side. Atmosphere is good, and the food also not bad.

They had a live band performing, and my colleauges also joined in. Those not in white are my colleauge. The one playing the drum, was a drummer in one of the teams in "Super Band"...

Then they had these games.. Where the girls got to dress up the guys with whatever they are given... There are a total of 4 girls. So I escape almost all the games as I was like busy snapping away with the camera.. Hehe.


And finally, after a long day... Its time for bed.

Note: Xw you're asking who is Hipopo right... *smile* Tada~~* This is Hipopo... who sleeps with me everynite. =)

The next day morning, 1st thing on the itinerary was Bowling... And how I hated it... Coz...
I am no. 6... In fact, I got almost ZERO all the way. I cant bowl for nuts. I've got a super nice Team Leader, who purposely bowled zero with me in the beginning, to boost my confidence... I know he did it on purpose.. Coz in the end, he actually strike all the way... Thanks Ronald!!

Last year at Genting, I got a price for being last... This year I bu fu zhong wang, I got last again. I got a total aggregate of 66, after 2 games. =) (Top got 326 loh...)

A Group Photo after the games...

Went back to my room to slack awhile after the games.. Looking out of the window, I saw the guys playing water polo at the pool...

So I went down to join in the fun. But they proved to be too violent for my liking.. So I stayed by the pool side to watch...

Still got this... But I cant remember what you call this... "Tug-of-war"?? I think the left side won.

Then they play the ermm.. What is this. Hehe... Cant remember the name... =)

After all the games, we went back to the rooms to wash up... Then proceed to my boss's room (which is bigger, they got a bungalow kae...) for a gambling session. The guy facing the camera on the most left is my big big boss... The guys outside playing cards...

While the rest of us stayed in the room for mahjong. I lost 20bucks... But lucky the guy in red paid for the losses... =)

After that was dinner... Actually this is a great bonding trip. Most of the times during meals was spent singing and dancing... They got live performance, and my colleagues would gamely go up and participate. So yar.. overall it was great fun.

After dinner, we hang out at the pub. Some played pool, some was watching soccer.. While most was just chilling out with the bosses. Then not too long after that, a couple went off for more mahjong, and a whole lot of guys went out to look for "fun".. This is Batam after all.. And guys will always be guys... Further more this is a company trip. No wifes and girlfriends around... So girls, please do NOT let your boy go to Batam alone w/o you kae.. I can garentee that things will happen.
This is the last day at Batam. We had a feedback session with the bosses before we depart. Group discussion before the feedback session. Too lazy to post up anymore photos, so this shall be the last one. See I look so fake. Coz I was complainning that all the photos dont have me, so they purposely pose and let me take this one photo.. Hehe. =)

Overall, I enjoyed myself there... Great bonding with my colleauges... But in the first place, I'm on pretty great terms with all of them. =)

I know I'm supposed to post up the KL photos too. But I'm really lazy now. So well.. Next post kae. =)

Dear Bloggie,

[edited] Just remembered why I felt happy... I felt pretty today. =) My Esprit top is pretty, I'm wearing new shoes I bought from KL that match my Esprit top, and I love my new earings (also from KL)... =) Anyone wants go KL anytime soon... Can I tag along.... =)

So sorry for the sudden outburst yesterday.

I felt so much better as the day passes. I send out Qian Bian Wen Da To to a number of pple, that got my hp beeping, and I got occupied and no longer that lonely... =)

Anyway, today is a lovely day. Thou rainy days are not my favorite... But well, at least I'm feeling good today.

I didnt go for my study group in the end yesterday coz it was cancelled last minute. So I went home and continued with ermm.. something.

Something that I wanted to give him on his birthday, but just that I couldnt get it out at all.

But its okie, I'll still continue with it... I'm not going to give it up halfway. But instead of giving it to him, I'm going to keep it for myself. =) And congrats to myself if I succeed, coz it'll meant that I learnt something new. =)

Anyway, lets have a Qian Bian Wen Da Ti today... *evil grin*

This question earns me an ice cream yesterday...

"There is a party in the forest. Who didnt get to eat the cake at the party?"

Okie, ending here.. I need to get back to work...

Tomorrow, I'll have a long entry about my Batam and KL Trip...

Love ya!!

Dear Bloggie,

This will be my last whinning post, about him.

Saw an email reply this morning, and it truly upsetted me.

I am still siting here, and my tears kept building up in my eyes...

Okie, I shall be firm.

No one can help me but myself.

I was going through my old entries yesterday. After the breakup in July 2005, after 2 months, he asked me back. He beginning to chauffered me to all parts of Singapore at the oddest hours, buying me Sunflowers and giving me all the assurance. He told me he could anytime get a better girl, but he realised he clicked the best with me. Its very selfish of him to say that, but coz I love him so much, I buy it. I really thought after that ordeal, things would get better.

Now his telling me that we are like a trigometric sin graph. Giving me all those mathematics notations that I dont understand... But I knew the underlying meaning. It simply means things are going on in cycle. Its an never ending loop. No future can be seen here, as we are not able to get out of this loop.

In his heart, I am convicted. Of old crimes, or crimes that he assumed. I have to admit that I have many flaws. But dont accused me of finding someone new now when I am still trying to get you back.

Its his birthday next week. I sent him a simple sms, wanting to date him out. His reply was simply "I dont think I'm going out at all, if you dont believe, I can call you from home on that night to prove that I am not out." Hello?? That wasnt my intention at all. Even if you are going to be out celebrating with your friends, I am not going to turn hysterical about it. Its your birthday, you have a choice on what you want to do and who you want see.

Can you believe it, I am learning something new to make for him on his birthday. I have tried it multiple times but still I cannot get it right. With my colleagues trying to guide and help me along the way, but yet I still cannot get it right. And as I see time ticking aways, I am getting desparate.

And him, sending me emails to ask me grow up. Coz he assume that I am trying to look for a new target to heal my wounds and as a word of caution, he ask me to grow up. But be fair, I am NOT LOOKING OUT FOR ANY NEW GUYS NOW.

I still love him.

He still meant the world to me.

Haizz.. I dont know what to do now, I dont know what to say now.

Why cant I be like others. Why cant I just have a guy whom I loved, and will just cuddle me till the end of the world. Am I really that bad that I dont deserve to be properly loved and cared for?

Life still goes on.

Dear Bloggie,

In the office now.

Feeling bored.

Not that I've nothing to do, instead, I've got plenty to do.

Just dont feel like doing.

My desk is in such a mess, that I dont know how am I going to start clearing it.

And so is my room, is filled with the aftermath of my 2 overseas trip.

Its okie, I'll start clearing item by item, and start clearing stuff off my table. AA is not around for the next 10 days or so, so hopefully I'll have time to clear off all my badlogs, and also steal abit of time in the office to finish my assignment.

Feng is so damn sweet. She actually did a draft of my Accts assignment for me to refer to. Thou I have not go through it in details, but it looks like she had covered most of the impt items, so all I have to do is to organise the points, and "chemerlogically" write it down in words for my Tutor.

She is indeed my old trusty partner I had since Primary 3... Love you darling. =)

Till now, I am still pretty keen in running today. Guess if the lazy bugs didnt get the better of me, I'll bring Lizzie down for a jog. Tomorrow I'll head down to Funan's TCC after work, to do abit of discussion with my classmates. Should I bring laptop down? Its so damn heavy... Regret not buying the Fujitzu Lappie, should have heed HY's advise...

I'm so afraid of Friday. Its normally the day where I'll get depress easily. Even today, I realised that emotions got the better of me again.

Must be my period which is causing all these havocs. My face become a pimple plantation. And its causing me to be so sensitive and emotion. And well... I can get over this.

This is a random entry. Nothing much in particular, just my regular whinning.

I've got a good mind to get rid of this existing template, so I can start viewing the history. This blog seems to go way back to 2004. =) All my ups and downs... I feel like re-reading it, and see how is it that I overcome all these problems over the years. So dont be surprise if the next time you come back, and saw a plain ugly template... =)

Dear Bloggie,

I'm back!

Had a wonderful trip to KL this time round.

Great company, great food, great weather and great shoes!

Okie, anyway... It was fun travelling with Qian. I'll definately make more travel plans with her from now on. We might make it a bi-annual or quaterly event of the year.

I'm so tired now. Went to school right after I'm back from the long bus journey.

I want to post up the photos I took from Batam, and (even thou little) photos for this KL trip.

But all this got to wait till at least Wednesday I guess...

I realised that from these 2 trips, I had pile on alot of weight. I'm thinking of jogging at least once or twice a week. Maybe I shall put on my running shoes on Wednesday after work, and bring Lizzie down for a jog. But come to think of it, I think I'm too lazy for it. *smile*

Feel like writing more stuff, but I totally got no idea what can I say now...

So well, guess I shall just end here... Wait till I got all the photos up and going, then you can see what a great trip I have for the past 2 weekend.

I missed him still ~~* =)

Dear Bloggie,

2nd post today...

Bad feeling like their best best (bad matters) does not come alone.

Just when I have that little evil buggies bugging me since this morning, more got to attack me through out the day.

Bad news just come. Its nothing that bad actually, just that it pissed me off. No that I mind the matter alot actually, just that the feeling SUCKS big time.

No mood to even elaborate.

Not even upset.

Just tu lan only.

Evil evil evil...

I shall learn to love myself more, and love less of others.

No one is really worth my attention and love, except for yours faithfully....

And I too harsh?? Am I too ermm..

Aiya, who bothers.

Dear Bloggie,

Think Hipopo did not do his job well.

He did not ensure that I slept well last night, and ensure that I got out of the correct side of my bed last nite.

I woke up around 3am, and had a hard time going back to sleep.

And worst, I woke up feeling a little sad.

And now, that sad turned to depress.

I'm thinking of him again... oh my god.

Dear Bloggie,

Had a busy weekend.

Went to Harris Resort at Batam for my company incentive trip.

Its not as relax as it should be coz I'm the overall-in-charge for the trip. Actually feeling kind of proud of myself for successfully organizing a trip for over 30people. =)

As I just bought a new camera at the IT Fair weeks back, I took back plenty of photos. But no time to slowly upload it now, I'll either do it tonight, or tomorrow nite, or ermm... if not got to wait till next weekend.

I am feeling very tired now. Lack of rest...

Its really a mistake to plan both days of school on Monday and Tuesday. It really drains me off totally. And today after work, I need to go run some errands for myself... Anyone free to go Parkway with me... I need to go change some money, and I like the money changer at Parkway. But well... too tired to travel down just to change money alone.

Have not begin my final assignment. I wonder if I got the time to complete it anot. I guess I better start on it before time ticks off like no bodies' business...

If he dont want, I cant force him to be with me. Even if I tied him down by my side, I'm not going to be happy either. So since either way, I'm not going to be happy... Thus no point forcing him and that makes 2 unhappy people. But till now, I'm still looking forward to a reconcile with him.

Tomorrow will be a better day... =)

Okie, that all... Going back to work.