Dear Bloggie,

Its 29th June...

Its a month away from my birthday!!

~*simle*~

Anyway, I'm like a hermit recently.

For the entire week, other then the dinner I had with Xiang, I've been going home straight after work everyday... And right after dinner, I'll fall asleep by 8.30pm or latest around 9pm.

Horrible right....

I lead the life of "i-am-ninety-this-year"...

And today, being Friday night... I've got zero plans.

Everyone around me seemed to be having some sort of plans somehow... All accept me. =(

Why like that...

If Huili's around at least we could have organize a mahjong or something...

Okie... Hermit got to go back to her cave.

And lead her lonely life...

*dreams* I want go shopping.... Today is the last day of the GAP sale... Last friday of the month, got mid nite shopping...

Pathetic me.

Dear Bloggie,

I felt so loved in the office once more.

Its actually not a big deal… But well.. Still it managed to make my day. =)

My lunch kahkis involved the following:

1. Irene
2. Sohying
3. Allan
4. Mark
5. Jackson

I know not a lot… But recently these are the few that I’ve been eating with. I mean on/off got others… But mainly are these few… And due to many circumstances…

1. Irene - Need to go school fetch her girl every lunch…
2. Sohying - Maternity Leave
3. Allan - His quite busy recently… And his going reservist soon, for 3 weeks
4. Mark - His supposed to be on site most of the time… But on/ off his still in the office eating snake...
5. Jackson - He resigned… But latest update I think he’ll stay… =)

So anyway… To conclude, my lunch kahkis are like getting lesser till ermm.. Zero. Soon.

Anyway, I lunched with Jackson today. So I called Mark and checked his wherabouts. He told me his in Orchard now, so cant join me. Then he asked if I have anyone to lunch with… I told him I’m lunching with Jackson, then he commented,”Oh, like that I fang xin le. At least got people to eat with you…”

So sweet right… =)

[Note] Nokia just sent 1 pair of concert ticket for Christina Augrilera woth $150 each and 1 pair of Lights Out ticket worth $15 each… I got the Lights Out tickets on my hands now wor… Got fireworks right?? =)

Dear Bloggie,

5pm and I'm in the office.

I got plenty of work not done... But the fact bring that I have cleared quite abit of my bad log, hence I'm exhausted now. No good for any more constructive work.

So here am I... To take a break... =)

Alex has asked me stay... He will request for a immediate transfer for me. So whoever wants the position I have now, then please send your resume over kae... And, he still dont have a position for me. His told me,"You scare what.. I've got a department of 50, you scare I got nothing for you..."

Actually, I scare leh. Coz he mentioned he can opened up a 1-man-show HR for me, or to co-ordinate the Finance between our subsidiaries, and I can even become his PA, make him kopi and wash his car... But well, all talk only at the moment. I told him I dont want to stay on and do nothing...

Francis, has also asked me into his office... And asked me to stay. He offered to open up a Purchasing position in his department and asked if I'm up to the challenge.

I felt so loved by my 2 Directors... I told them frankly... I did not use resignation to threaten you to transfer me, I dont want to trouble you at all. But well, they told me they dote on me too much to let me go. Especially if my departure is coz I've been ill-treated by Anthony.

So well... I have not made up my mind. But I got the intention to propose to Alex to let me try out Operations. I might be too "gu-niang" (like what my colleauges said) for this job, but well... I can show them when I set my heart to do something, I can definitely make it..

So there goes my current working status.

I had dinner with Xiang last evening.

After dinner we had a good talk.

Not too keen to share the content here, but in future, no matter what happened, dont be surprise kae...

If his the one I end up with eventually, I know you're all protective of me and does not want me to be hurt once again... But if I really go back to him one day, be happy for me and learn to accept us and give us your blessing okie...

But you see me still loitering around the streets of the single, then please help me find a partner lah... Look around, all of you are attached... Very lonely wan you know.... =) See all you I also jealous... hehe.

Okie, got to end here.

Got to issue Invoice to Omega by today.

~*sian*~

Dear Bloggie,

Monday morning, its 10.16am and I have just finished reading all my emails, with 2-3 pending for my follow-up and reply... Looking down, not too much of a heavy workload. And to top it off, my boss is due for a flight tomorrow at 1840hr. So it means that I need to see him for another 2 days... I should have schedule an earlier flight for him tomorrow... Haiz...

Type halfway got called in to make him coffee (coz my tea lady is on annual leave) and then for a short meeting on Omega... Damn it. Should have add laxative to his coffee... *evil grin*

Keep my finger crossed, I hope to have a nice day ahead.

Random Matters

1. Xiang having his exam today... Errmm... yar.

2. Went KTV yesterday with DT... Finally, I got to satisfy my ermm... yar. you know. His starting work for his Dad today. All the best to him lah.

3. Huili reached Perth (I think its Perth right girl..) liao.. Take care of yourself kae darling. Weather cold ah, wear more, and take care of your wound. =)

[Edit: I just read her blog.. So Perth is a stop-over with Sarah, shes at Melbourne... Now I read it, I remember you mentioned it. No direct flight coz you change the date right... =)]

4. Due to Huili's departure, Mahjong session seriously ermm... noone's planning it. Waiting for Jere'e return thou... 6th July. I'll buy you our favorite Qiu Lian Ban Mian when you're back, and after which we shall adjourned for our "Lal LlaaLa" session... =)

5. Interview tml... Might be a scam for all I know. But since I'm desperate to leave here, and they are scheduling the interview at 7.30pm, so its no harm done I guess...

6. KTV with Andrea and Karen on Wednesday night...

7. Dinner and drinks with Huifeng, Yinghui and Amy on Saturday night... (tentative plans)

8. My birthday is about a month from now... =)

9. No plans for birthday... Do I need a plan this year?? I got noone special to celebrate it with me this year... Do I need to ermm... go source for own plans?? Will friends remember and date me out??

10. School fees due this week. 3.8k+... Can someone please send me down to SIM... Its damn freaking far...

Lots of random thoughts of me now... Bought a good book on Saturday, nothing beats lying in bed at this moment, reading it now. Dont you think this post sounds abit... moody? I got the "ai-mai-ai-mai" mode like that...

But this got to stop. I need to get back to work... Just past 11am. My morning is almost gone... And I have not completed anything yet... Other then clearing my in-tray. =)

~*bye*~

Dear Bloggie,

Ermm... I tendered resignation letter again today.

My mummy has been great, she offered to support me as an encouragement to resign. So ermm... But Alex rejected it once more. =(

But he offered me an offer.

Transfer!!

Which I think should be not that bad... Anywhere away from AA should be good. =)

But I told him to keep my letter. If we're agreeable to the transfer plans (coz he requested for a weekend to go think he can transfer me where), then I take back my letter. Then he said in this office, only he can bargain with people, noone can bargain with him. =p

Actually, his my Executive Director.

In the whole of Level 4, his the biggest biggest biggest...

So everytime I need to go in to talk to him, I need plenty of prep talk from everyone and all... So yar. This time round, Huifeng is the one giving me all the prep talk. *Thanks girl*

Errmm.. weekend coming!

Have a wonderful weekend everyone.

I'm sure mine will be great as well... *smile*

Dear Bloggie,

I'm going KTV tonite...
[Edit: I didnt go KTV in the end... Allan put me aeroplane... So its depress + depress = super depress]

With Allan and Ben.

Thou tired, but I still feel like going.

Very busy at work this week, I dont know when will I just collapse under the work load. Can someone just help me and get me out of this mess...

Feeling... Not too good today.

Dont feel loved.

Can someone just give me a buzz today and talk a little to me? Or a simple sms will be nice.

I need to feel that I'm remembered and loved.

Its only 9am, a long long day ahead.

Oh god. Give me the strength to carry on... =)

Loves,
xin

[Edit (10.03am)]

I am still feeling down. I know at times like this, instead of waiting for help to come knocking at my door, I should pro-active abit and start looking for help.

I dont know what I want now... Apparently, what I have been longing for is at last, somehow nearer within my grasp. But... I'm begining to doubt whether do I want it or not. And to complicate matters, I think I wanted something else... Which, I dont know whether is it an option opened to me.

I know this sounds complicated.

And this is exactly how I'm feeling.

Complicated.

Dear Bloggie,

Results out.

Accounts: B+
Econs: B

Ermm... Surprised that I've got B+ for Accts, considering how badly I did for exams. But also slight disappointed with Econs. Not that I'm expecting an A lah, but well... Just you know. Coz guts feeling tell me Econs should be higher then Accounts.

But well, not that I'm complaining.

I'm a happy girl...

This is my best semester every. =)

Thank all of you, who have helped me along the way...

Dear Bloggie,

Today is 19th...

*~Doom Day~*


Results will be released today...

At 2pm.

Dont know will I do well anot... I aiming for a B for both subjects...

I'll update again later... =)

Dear Bloggie,

I know this might be earlie... But this would be my birthday wish list. =)

Last year, I asked for Hugo perfume, and I got 2 bottles. And I wanted the muji acrylic box for earings, even better... I got a leather one. I wanted a Coach sling bag, and I got a LV bag instead... So this shows wish list is good. =)

This year... ermm. Its been a good year. I bought myself a camera, a gucci sling bag and god know what else that I cant remember...

So still... I still manage to come out with a wish list. =)

1. Birkinstock

I never ever own a pair... And I always stick to my trusty leather slippers... But all of a sudden, I feel like having one. =)

Something like this would be nice... I'm a size 6.

2. DS Lite

I kind of like the pink one. But abit too bimbo rite? Or white better... I asking my brother to buy for me... Dont know he'll have enough cash for this anot. =)

3. Diamond stud earring

I just realised I lost one of my Diamond stud. Thou not very expensive... But I got ultra sensitive ears. I cant do w/o a pair of proper white gold stud earring.

4. Ikea vouchers

I'm not too sure if Ikea actually have vouchers, but I'm quite keen on quite abit of their furnitures coz I want to revamp my room alittle. To create abit more strage space.

So ermm.. yar.

Thats all I can think of now...

Abit cannot make it hor... My bdae is more then a mth away... But you never know. I might get busy and wouldnt log on for quite some time right... =)

Thats all. Need to go office for a confession tomorrow, and face some music. Dreading it, so well... Go sleep earlie so I can endure the day.

Nitez people!

Dear Bloggie,

I just published the Hong Kong trip part 1...

Got to meet Qian for facial at 2pm, hence cant finish it.

Anyway, I had dinner with Uncle Alan last nite... After dinner we went to Dragonfly.

My first time there... And omg.

I had fun. *smile*

I think its almost close to 2 years since I last went clubbing.

I have to agree that the crowd there is pretty old. I could easily be one of the youngest there thou the age limit for girls is 18...

We had 2 bottles of Champagne, which got me pretty knock out. Uncle Alan said I had about 3/4 bottle by myself... So after which I settled for Snow Ball...

Xiang came over and pick me up.

Call it telepathy or what. He sms and ask me where am I around 10pm. He will always choose to ask me what I'm doing when I'm out playing. Then after that he insisted in wanting to come over and send me home.

Next time, I'll really take note. I thought Champagne is pretty harmless, but after the 2nd bottle, I started to feel it coming. Its really a slow killer. The alcohol slowly overtook me even before I realised it.

Uncle Alan said his pretty astonished that I'm still okie. Actually I'm almost gone. Just that mentally I'm fine. I dont even dare to stand up. Coz I know I'll have probs stabalising myself..

So Xiang came over ard 2am, and his really angry as I'm like almost gone. But actually still okie lah, I still knw what's going on and all.. Just that physically, my body refuse to co-operate with me. And I got really tired.

I felt like pukng when I got home... But nothing comes out.

Feeling terrible so I went straight to bed.

That was around 3am.

And stupid Toffee. He started played his toy ball that I bought from HongKong.. Those stupid toy that will make a loud "EEE--OOOOYY" sound when you compress it. And his bitting it like no ones' business at 7am! And that woke me up.

I went out grab the ball from him and continue sleeping...

Okie.. Got to go. After facial, got to celebrate Andrea's birthday.

And I feel so tired now... I feel like going back to bed...

Dear Bloggie,

Hong Kong post still half way done... *smile*

I still in the process of uploading all the photos up. Give me a little more time.

Anyway, just want to say... I am so damn fucking tired of this 3 red dot company that I am working in. Actually more of my boss, and god damn n*kia. The finance people at n*kia are driving me crazy.

So... I am job hunting again. *smile*

Slightly more adventurous this time round, I am looking at Marketing Executive, Project-Coordinator.. And whatever except for Admin and Secretary. I got enough of it. Unless they are willing to pay me like 10% higher then what I am taking now, 5 days work week and its at AMK.. Then maybe I'll consider Admin again.

Well... Have not been exercising leh. *sad*

Getting abit harder to get my butt to the tracks again.

And to make things worst, my food intake is steadily increasing... So my tummy is getting bigger, arms getting flabbier and tighs getting more like that elephant in the zoo and what else.

omg.

Had dinner with Huili and others at Taka on Tuesday night. =)

I realised its been ages since I had a proper dinner with them. This is what happened when you gained some, and you lose some. I buried myself in school work and rekindled the friendship with my besties like Qian and Andrea to get over lost love. And what I've got is distant relationship with my dearies in poly..

Err.. abit too mushy.

Anyway, I start meeting him for dinners recently. Not that we are together or what. But well.. at least I can in a way ermm... meet him just for a simple meal. =)

Nth more, nth less.

Okie, thats all.

Going to watch the long over-due Pirates 3 tomorrow (After my return from HK, I realised the whole entire freaking world has seen that show. But after much search, finally found another mountain tortise who is also busy studying and have not seen that show...) and going to SY's baby shower on Sunday. Cant wait to see baby Keifer... And I wonder how much Mummy SY manage to slim down.

Okie... This is really all.

*~~Byeee~~*

Dear Bloggie,

[Note: All edited on 16th June]

Hong Kong Trip 2007 (Part 1)

Dont have much of a choice... I have to split it up into 2 parts... Coz I really dont have the time to continue. Got to meet Qian got facial at 2pm and its 12nn now, I got to go prepare to leave the house...

DAY 1

My journey begins here... Changi Airport.Me.. Seriously lack of sleep. The nite before went KTV with Allan and Ben till 4am, then still got to pack my luggage, only manage to sleep for an hour, then got to proceed to the Airport. My cousins... [Gwenyth, me and Vivian]Okie.. Reached Hong Kong International Airport. This is my 2nd time here... Arrived at the Hotel... This is a damn small hotel, and ermm.. I cant even remember the hotel name now. Yupz, thats Hipopo you see... Cant slp w/o him, hence his been following to quite abit of countries... From Malaysia to USA... After I unpacked my stuff, we went for dinner... This is supposedly a damn famous claypot rice as introduced by the guide book...
But unfortunately, ermm.. so-so only.Nite view of Mongkok. After which I went around by myself, and started my long-awaited shopping... Ermm.. its kinda late, but its still very crowded. DAY 2

Waiting for the girls to get ready... Hipopo is bored. So am I... Our hotel is right next to the Jordan MTR.. Travelling via their MTR is pretty convinient.This is where we had our breakfast... 茶餐厅。。You might not believe it, I had wanted to eat dim sum. But I cant find a place at all to eat... But nevertheless, this breakfast is fantastic! Its really delicious...Me... Went walking around Tsim Sha Tsui after breakfast...
Star Avenue or something... After which, I went alone to Causeway Bay to continue shopping. Alone again. But its alright... I was so damn busy shopping (actually more then half the time I was lost...) that I forgot my lunch...So in the end bought bread and eat while I continue shopping... Can see my 战利品？？Proceed to Central to meet up with my Aunts and cousin...We got Singlish in Singapore, they got Chinglish...Now I'm looking up at these building, shortly I'll be looking down at them... =)Ta da!! The peak... This is one my favorite place when I came to Hong Kong the last time round... Hence this time round, I wouldnt miss it. Ermmm... Thou its just sceneries, but I really feel good standing up there.. Its really beautiful.Especially at nite. After we got down from the peak, went to Mong Kok. To continue my shopping spree..Monday night, but still as crowded...But before I shop, I need food. Remember I only had loti for lunch... I'm starving...And this is my dinner.... I think its 八宝饭。。。I was really tired. I'm practically walking and walking the entire day... So after the final walk try the ladies market, and I spent even more money on those little cuties stuff, we went back to the hotel...My shopping for the day...DAY 3

I started of day 3 feeling unwell... I had a sore throat by then, and a flu... And worst. I dont know how when did I cut my finger. So I packed my luggage, and off to Disney Land...

Okie, end of Part 1...

Dear Bloggie,

20th May 07

I was out studying with my classmates for Accts. The day before my actual paper. But this is also the day Huili is celebrating her birthday. Being my best pal in Poly, how could I miss out her bday celebrations... =)

So I took some time off, and rushed down to Mandarin Hotel. I bought a bouquet of flowers and cake down for her.

Hey girl, Happy Birthday kae. Hope you like the flowers and cake and the pressent kae. =)

21st May 07

Last paper of my semester... Think I did mentioned about this screwed up Accts exam in some previous post. Anyway, results will be out on the 19th June. So just wish me all the luck kae... =)

22nd May 07

Immediately after my paper, Uncle Alan asked me out for dinner.

As an encouragement for all the hardwork put in. Been ages since I last catch up with Uncle Alan.. So its kinda nice. =)

23rd May 07

No plan day. Actually I wanted to make a trip to my Granny's place for dinner. But since I have not been home early and have not been spending time with my family, I thought it would be nice if I could go home and spend some time with them.

And Daddy was nice. He dropped by the office and pick me up after work. =)

24th May 07

Was supposed to meet HY at Orchard for Tracy's baby shower pressent, but Andrea called up last minute and wanted to meet. So well... Thank god HY was such a gift from heaven, she excused me from out date and I went to meet Andrea instead.

I was very late that day, worked till 7.30pm and reach AMK at 8pm. I was supposed to meet them at 7pm...

But anyway, Karen and Steven was there too. We had a last minute KTV as what Andrea wanted. =)

Nice catching up with the girls...

And Shawn.

That idiot...

He made me buy Toto the other day, as the winning price is like 6million... And as his the one who helped me buy my ticket, so he knows my numbers.. Which are like 06, 07, 08... All those lousy linked up number. So that nite, at ktv... He smsed me the winning numbers. He purposely edited the message so that I have like 5 winning numbers.

wtf.

I was so happy that I was jumping with joy at the KTV with Karen.

And when I realised that everything was a scam... You can just imagine my face.

I still thought this would be the 1st time I would win something. =)

25th May 07

Went jogging with Qian after work. Jackson sent me to Tamp stadium after work... hehe. I know his being nice, but it deprive me of the short walk, aka my warm up. But nevertheless, I jogged like 1.6km non-stop that day...

26th May 07

Arrange to meet HY damn early in the morning at Woodlands to get the baby shower pressent.

After which we took a cab down to Tracy's house. Saw SL there... And another ex-colleauge who said she recognised me but I cannot recall who is she... *sorry*

We left early as HY needs to rush down to work.. So I went back home.

Then by evening, I prepared myself to go down for Mark kor's wedding dinner. =)

Congratulations to Mark kor and Christine!!

Errmm... Dinner wasnt that bad. But my big boss choose to sit beside me, and he still expect me to shell his prawn for him. wtf.

Anyway, after dinner I was supposed to go meet Qian at St James. But I didnt go in the end, instead went for KTV with Allan and Ben.

3 of us, we sang till 3plus am.

I reached home around 4am, and I still have not packed my luggage for HK... =)

So I slpt around... 5am? And I woke at 6am.

Okie.. Will continue in the next post... About the HK trip. =)

Dear Bloggie,

Back from HK 2 days back.

I am not happy now.

Have loads of work to do in the office, I'll try updating my HK trip later on.

Anyway, what do I want now... And what can I have now...

Love,
xin